8 On the balcony, cigarette butts fell all over the ashtray.

When I finished bandaging, I saw Shen Brew standing across from me, his eyes so cold that he made me tremble.

"You're doing this because of that picture?"

There are two words clearly written in it: madman.

I smiled wryly, not knowing how to explain it to him.

To be honest, I wasn't very angry when I saw Shen Brew hugging Lin Su, if it was someone else, I would definitely go up without hesitation, it would be a slap.

But she is Lin Su, the Lin Su that Shen Brew liked, and the Lin Su who I almost was with Shen Brew.

I have nothing but guilt for her.

When Lin Su learned that I was with Shen Brew, she looked at me pitifully and pathetically, "Wen Rugu, you are so pitiful, you don't know what love is at all." ”

Love?

Close your eyes, maybe I'll never understand.

I've thought about loving Shen Brew well, but maybe I don't have the opportunity.

The smell of nicotine in the air irritated my nerves, and I had never been more awake than I was now.

Lin Su is right, I don't understand love, but I'm willing to give Shen Brew freedom.

The scars on his face were a constant reminder of what had just happened.

My mental condition no longer allowed me to stay with him, and I was afraid that one day I would not be able to control myself and do even more excessive things.

Whether it's love or fulfillment, it's time for him to be free.

I leaned quietly against the railing, and he didn't speak.

For a moment, an atmosphere of silence flowed through the air.

I thought I would be reluctant and sad when I let go completely.

But in fact, no, there is a strange sense of steadiness.

It's like I always knew that sooner or later there would be a day when I couldn't keep him.

Well, yes, a person like me, crippled and distorted, how can he be worthy of his love?

Just when I was treating the wound in the bedroom, I sent a message to Xie Qiao: Go to the UK, and leave tonight.

I opened my mouth, not answering his question, but saying, "Shen Brew, I love you." ”

The tail note was blown away by the wind and disappeared into the night.

He nodded.

Xu is the evening breeze is too gentle, and I actually saw a sense of brokenness from Shen Brew.

He looked at me calmly and hooked the corners of his lips, as if caught in some memory: "Pulling me down, deliberately playing with me between applause, is that how you love me?" ”

As if hearing a big joke, "Wen Ruguo, are you also worthy of love?" ”

I jerked my head up and he heard it!

A long time ago, under the shade of the tree and Xie Qiao's unintentional words, "Wouldn't it be fun to watch him fall", he heard it!

I see, I laughed too, and I laughed so much that tears came out.

Wen Ru Lao, Wen Ru Ru So, you really did it yourself.

No wonder... No wonder over the years, he never believed my feelings.

But it doesn't matter, there is no future left and right, if you don't believe it, don't believe it.

I straightened up and stood, pulling a velvet box out of my suit pocket.

The silver ring glowed with cold light, and I put it on the ring finger of Shen Brew's right hand and smiled at him: "This time it's true, it's not a lie." ”

9

The first spring rain in the imperial capital fell so suddenly, and the breeze carried the rain into the balcony.

I looked at Shen Brew's beautiful eyebrows, he is really the best-looking person I have ever seen, but unfortunately I haven't been able to feel his warm embrace until now.

Shrugged, "Remember when you said you were going to give me a compensation?" ”

Even if I used that tactic when I graduated from college, he still felt that I was the one who suffered from this kind of thing.

Such a good Shen brew... It really shouldn't have been ruined in my hands.

I don't know if it's an illusion, Shen Zhu's face softened a little, "What do you want?" ”

He walked to the bar, poured himself a glass of red wine, and said to himself, "I remember you always wanted to go to Melbourne to see the stars."

It just so happens that I've been busy with my business lately, and I've been able to spare a week to watch the opera with you later. ”

"Not this." I shook my head.

Under the drizzling rain, I heard my slow but determined voice, "We parted. ”

Shen Zhuo's hand holding the wine glass stiffened, and his eyes were terrifying, "Wen Ru, you say it again." ”

"I'm going to break up with you," I said firmly.

I don't know why he looks angry, it's clear that he's always hated me, and I've given him the freedom he's always wanted.

Shen Brew seemed to be trying his best to hide something, the green tendons in his hands burst out, and he asked me in a dumb voice, "Is it because of Xie Qiao?" ”

I still don't understand why Xie Qiao's name has been appearing so frequently in our conversation lately, but using him as a shield is much better than the hypocritical remark that I want to set you free.

I didn't say anything, Shen Brew stepped back, "Sure enough... As soon as he comes back, you'll..."

The phone vibrated a little, and Xie Qiao had already gone downstairs.

I bypassed him, and Shen Zhu's voice sounded behind me, a little hoarse, a little aggrieved, "Wen Ruguo, don't regret it." ”

I didn't stop, he continued: "That photo is Lin Su injured her leg in a car accident, the perpetrator escaped, I took her to the hospital, not what you see." ”

I still didn't stop.

"You always think I don't have time to accompany you, I'll change."

As soon as one foot stepped out of the door, "Wen Ru, you don't regret leaving this door." ”

I looked back at him.

Shen Brew didn't move, he was still facing away from me just now, I couldn't see his expression clearly, but it was difficult to hide the lonely aura around him.