Chapter 40: Painstaking Pain
Director Fan's words couldn't help but be thought about by Fusheng Xinlan. It's useless to think about it, the two of them are like punching on the cotton pile, and there is nowhere to focus.
The two walked back along the way they came, each with mixed feelings in their hearts, thinking that this time they would definitely get a negative reply, but they didn't expect to be softly unloaded, although they recognized Director Fan's conversation, but thinking of others who had already queued up for the relocation of the Youth Office, the two really couldn't tell whether he would really strive or fake prevarication.
But whether it's true or not, and the most helpless thing is that he drew a big circle in time, which made the two unable to deal with it all of a sudden, and I don't know whether to return or stay next.
Hui, thinking that this matter was over, there would be no hope of returning, because it was impossible for the two of them to put everything on the shoulders of their elderly parents.
Stay, how to stay, the children at home are all in school, who supports whom? Can it really be done by saving it to the end?
Thinking of the end, both of them thought that there were many elements of the factory director's prevarication. The two of them walked forward, both thinking about this difficult problem.
Look at the fact that she is almost home, Xinlan said in her heart, what are you going to say about this when you go back? If you tell your parents like this, your parents will inevitably be worried.
Thinking of this, he asked Fusheng: Fusheng, I saw home, we have been running for a few days, and now with such an ending, what should I do next, what will I say when I go back?
Fusheng was thinking nonsense, and he didn't have a serious idea in his heart. He was a little depressed, and when he heard Xinlan ask, he replied: No way, you can't fool the old man, what should you say, it's a big deal to resign yourself to fate and return to our hometown.
I don't believe that in the future, how much worse will we be there than here? When Xinlan heard this, she knew that Fusheng was helpless and said angry words, but she didn't say anything, so she said: Okay, if you want to say it, I really don't know what to say?
I don't believe you'll ever be able to go back to your hometown. Xinlan felt a resentment in her heart. When I got home, my parents were in the back room.
When I entered the house, I saw my father reading a book and my mother making tea for my father. Xinlan didn't say anything, and Fusheng leaned on the sofa with his face on his back.
The old man looked through the lenses, rolled his eyes up and looked at Xinlan, then at Fusheng, and said: "Hey, looking at your formation, it must be unfavorable, let's talk, what's going on?"
Fusheng was busy standing upright, but before he could speak, Xinlan opened his mouth, only to hear Xinlan say with a sense of resentment: Dad, Mom, tell me about it, will I not be able to fulfill the filial piety that a child should do in my life.
As the saying goes, when parents are there, they don't travel far. But seeing that the second old age is already high, I am the eldest sister among the sisters, I thought that this time it was a matter of not running, why can't I do anything?
I really regret my choice, why did I move so far? When the old man heard Xinlan say this, his intuition told him that things were not going well, and he was anxious to listen to the truth.
The old lady was also anxious to listen to the situation, seeing that Xinlan's mood was so bad, and knowing that her daughter was filial, she went over and pressed Xinlan's shoulder, comforting her daughter, and said to Fusheng: Tell me quickly, what's going on?
When Fusheng heard the question, he told him about the situation. The old man listened, pondered for a moment, and said: If they say this, I feel that things are not as bad as you think, and there is no chance at all.
If you think about it, you are involved in this matter before the merger of the two factories, and if you can promise to prove that the director of the factory did not say that the relocation was dead, the following matters will depend on you.
Xinlan listened, and said with a low emotion: Dad, you don't know the situation, you have already handled it when you see others in the Educated Youth Office, this still needs to be studied and strived for, what is this not prevarication?
The old man didn't expect Xinlan to be so depressed today, and her thoughts were so sharp, so he said: Listen to me, this policy of intellectual youth going to the countryside has been more than ten years now, and it can be said that it is longer.
In such a long time, although some of them have returned and some have not, there are by no means a few who have settled in the local area, and there will be no fewer remaining problems.
Now that the country sees this problem, it will take time to deal with it step by step, and it will not be possible to solve it overnight, so you must settle down, ask questions and inquire frequently, and go to the word 'striving' to make the impossible possible.
Xinlan heard her father say this, although she was still a little worried, but she also knew that because she didn't calm down in her heart, it also affected the surrounding family, and it was not for her father to hold down here, so she almost gave up.
Thinking of this, he asked his father: Dad, I still don't know the bottom in my heart, so what do you say I should do? The old man was not in a hurry to reply to his daughter's words, and continued unhurriedly: Through this matter, I am really worried about whether Fusheng and you two can do this.
Look at the two of you, how different it is from the previous one, you came in a good mood, full of energy, and high morale.
Maybe it's because this matter is in your hearts, Fusheng, you have a sad face all day long, and your spirit is not high, as if you have a thousand pounds of weight on your shoulders.
Xinlan, you sigh all day long, like a resentful woman, as if everything is not as you want. If so, what's the point of coming back in the future, you must know that the purpose of coming back is for your family to enjoy life better, not to be unhappy like now, if so, it is really better not to return.
Maybe it is the life in the countryside that has developed your casual and casual habits, but I also believe that the countryside is definitely not like you who lack the fighting spirit and lose the pursuit, and you are not as happy as some people who are quite unreasonable and messing around, because those people are always passionate and full of fighting spirit.
After the old man finished speaking, he took a sip of tea. The old lady was a little excited when she saw him, and she didn't want her to say more, but the old man waved his hand, meaning not to worry.
Fusheng Xinlan knew that her father was angry with the two of them when she said this, but she still wanted to wait for her father's guidance, so she didn't interject.
The attitude of the two made the old man a little annoyed, he saw that the two of them did not react at all, thinking about the attitude of the two of them for a few days, without a little perseverance, he couldn't help but get angry in his heart, and finally couldn't help but get angry and said: If you really don't plan to think about yourself and Sister Ludong, you can not move, no one will force you.
The old man said so much in one breath, which made the old lady very surprised, over the years, since she put down the whip, in her impression, there has never been this heartfelt preaching with affection, and today it can be seen that the old man is really a little excited.
Concerned about the old man's body, the old lady was busy and said: Don't be too excited, pay attention to your body. The children are dozens of years old, and they still don't understand what you mean!
Listening to the old man's words, Fusheng was completely silent, thinking about the situation in the past few days, it was really like what the old man said, he couldn't help but ask himself, did he really want to become a person like the old man said?
He didn't want to. Xin Lanjing listened to her father's words, and felt very uncomfortable. Thinking that my father doesn't usually go out often, he doesn't say much, how do he know that he is going to move back?
I thought that my father seemed to be indifferent to this matter for a few days, but in fact, he was so concerned about it, and I knew how deeply my parents cared about me.
She was ashamed that she was so old and let her father worry about it. Seeing that his mother cared about his father's body, he was also busy standing up and said to his father with concern: Dad, you pay attention to your body, don't break your body because of my anger.
The old man didn't want to hear Xinlan say this, what he needed at this time was not the children's care, but the children's determination.
Hearing Xinlan say this, he looked at Xinlan and Fusheng, feeling helpless, and waved his hand, meaning to let them out.
Xinlan Fusheng walked out under the comfort of her mother. When she walked out of the door, Xinlan seemed to suddenly realize something, turned around and swore in front of her father: Dad, Mom, don't worry, I will definitely move the family back.
If you don't move the family back to Xijing, it will be the greatest unfilial piety to you and my mother. What the old man wanted was this statement, seeing Xinlan like this, he was satisfied but still didn't express it, just said: What I want is this attitude.
After speaking, he stopped talking, waved his hand out, and let Fusheng Xinlan go, no longer leaving them at home for lunch, and let them go back to the hotel to discuss the next step.