Chapter 41: Worrying about the sky
Xinlan was blasted out of the house by her father, and her heart became relaxed.
For a few days, she could feel how concerned her father was about it. She knew that her father was worried about his own good and the future of his family; also knew that Fusheng and his own inaction really broke his father's heart; She also knew that if she left silently today, her father would definitely be angry in his heart. She was glad she had gone back and said that. And now he can be blasted out, proving that his father is relieved by this approach, and he is not stuffy in his heart. But what to do next, the two must give an explanation to their father, which is not only to their father, but also to themselves.
What Fusheng said to Xinlan was uncertain. He also knew that Xinlan could swear in front of her father and say such a thing, not to comfort her parents for a while. She may have really made plans for the next step; She may really have no way to use this method to drive herself to a dead end, so that she will die and come back to life. Fusheng is unknown. Now that she's done that, what should she do? Fusheng couldn't remember for a moment how the two of them should move next. Thinking about what Xinlan said, he asked Xinlan: Xinlan, do you have any plans for the next step? Xinlan was also thinking about this in her heart, she knew that since she said this, she couldn't just relax her parents' hearts, she was tantamount to forcing herself to a situation where she had to do it and had to do it, otherwise, even if she let herself enter the door of her parents' house, she would not have the face to enter. Just thinking about it, I listened to Fusheng's question, but I couldn't answer it for a while, so I asked Fusheng instead: Do you have it? Fusheng didn't have it in his heart, and he couldn't answer.
Seeing that it was time to eat when they returned to the hotel, they both had no appetite, so they went straight back to their rooms. After running all morning, the heat made the population dry. Xinlan came out to wash her face, Fusheng went to the service desk to make tea, but heard the waiter say that the two days of the holiday, Fusheng asked only to know that it had been the May Day Festival, and said in his heart, I didn't see a little eyebrow, but it was almost a week when I came out, what is the situation at home? Are the kids all right? Thinking of this, I can't help but feel sad and homesick. Fusheng poured water and returned to the house, and Xinlan had washed her face and returned. Fusheng remembered the date the waiter said, so he said to Xinlan: May Day will be in two days, but I didn't expect it to pass so quickly. Homesickness? When Xinlan heard this, she sighed and said: Why don't you want to, but what should you do? I didn't expect to encounter this this time, I thought that it would be done soon after I came, but who knew it would be so difficult! This day flies so fast, it's a week in the blink of an eye, and I don't know what happened at home? After a while, it will be time to harvest the wheat again, and it will take another month to go back, and it will take about two months before and after. It's not a problem for us to be here! It's not okay if we're not here, and our parents will blame us for not being good. It's not to go, it's not to stay, you have to find a way! Xinlan sat on the edge of the bed, thinking about her mind and continuing her conversation. Fusheng heard Xinlan say this, and said in his heart, Xinlan can mention this matter, and swear in front of the old man, can I still be a big man, I think for a while, gritted my teeth and said: Otherwise, I will go back to take care of the family in the next two days, how about you stay here and stare at me to death? Xinlan heard Fusheng say this and did not answer. Fusheng saw that Xinlan didn't speak, knowing that she hadn't thought it through, so he explained: Think about it, it's not interesting for both of us to be here like this, it's just that the cost is bigger, and the little money we bring will be all over in a short time! Besides, there will be more places to use money in the future, and Lu Dong alone can't do it. Why don't I go back first, you stay here, I take care of the family, you take care of here, we don't delay, do you like it? Xinlan heard Fusheng say this, and said with concern in her heart: I stay here, you are alone at home, you have to cook and go to work, and you are about to harvest wheat, and there is no cooking at home, so how can you arrange it? Fusheng Dao: Aren't we the same in previous years? It's just a matter of cooking, it's okay. I think so, usually I go to work, Lu Dong does wood work at home, and he does it when it's time to cook. When the wheat is harvested, the construction site is on holiday, we get up early in the morning and return early at noon, so don't we have time to cook? Besides, the children are also helpers when they are on vacation, don't worry! Xinlan, it's okay. Xinlan Dao: I'm just worried about you, and you'll be tired by then. Fusheng Dao: It's okay, have you forgotten? In previous years, I didn't let you harvest wheat at home, aren't we still the same, this time you are here to keep an eye on this matter, and we can rest assured. Xinlan Dao: In previous years, I didn't go to the ground, but you didn't let me, I know that you care about me, but this time there are really few people in the family! You have to worry about it. Fusheng smiled and comforted Xinlan Dao: Don't worry, I said it's okay, it's okay. Xinlan was still a little uneasy. Fusheng saw that Xinlan was still like this, and he couldn't persuade him and said: Think about it, let's arrange it like this, I can not only earn money at home, but also watch the family, you can not only keep an eye on this matter here, but also comfort your father, and fulfill your father's wishes, why don't we do it? Xinlan heard Fusheng say this, thought about it seriously, and felt that it made sense, and there was no other way, so she had to agree with Fusheng's opinion in confusion. Seeing that Xinlan agreed to his method, Fusheng was very happy in his heart, and the depression he had held in his heart for several days was finally released. Thinking about the past few days, eating, sleeping, sleeping, eating, and having nowhere to use brute force, I feel uncomfortable in my heart. Today, I finally raised my eyebrows and exhaled once, and I was naturally happy in my heart.
The two discussed the way, and their hearts were no longer as tormented as before, so they turned their heads and began to discuss the next step to see when it was appropriate for Fusheng to go. According to Xinlan's idea, since she has come here, she will go to her relatives' house to visit the house, so as not to cause them to argue. But according to Fusheng's meaning, the sooner the better, after all, this time is a matter of one heart, and if they don't have that mood, they must also understand. Xinlan thinks about it, and the family should be busy, Lu Dong is still a child, he is at home alone, and he has been out for so long, so he is inevitably still a little worried. The two discussed and discussed, and finally set the date for the return car tomorrow night.
With an idea in their hearts, the two of them gradually calmed down, and they thought about going back to tell their parents as soon as possible, so that everyone could be mentally prepared, so as not to be unable to leave in the season.
The two walked home, on the way, Xinlan was still not at ease, she always felt that she would not go back, the home was like half the sky had fallen, she still couldn't feel at ease here, and she wanted to go back and let her parents take another idea when she hesitated. Fusheng was the opposite of what she thought, he didn't worry about anything else, he was worried about whether Xinlan could take care of herself without him by his side, so he also wanted to ask his parents to take care of Xinlan. When they arrived at their parents' house, the two told their parents their thoughts and worries, and their parents listened to Fusheng Xinlan's idea, feeling that this is the only way to do it at present, and told them that Fusheng Road is a person who walked out, although you can go with confidence, there is nothing to worry about, all your worries are groundless!