What really made Su Mo feel that she had grown up was not her eighteenth birthday, but the sudden death of the person she loved the most in the winter when she was about to be eighteen.

Su Mo didn't expect it, or the sixth sense was already hinting at it, but she didn't realize it at that time.

At noon that day in the dormitory, Qiao Qianqian talked about her grandfather's death for no reason, and the family sent a letter to her sister, who was working in other places at the time, and her grandfather's favorite granddaughter, saying that her grandfather missed her and asked her to go home.

That night, she had a dream with her grandfather without warning, in the dream her grandfather's body had completely recovered, or there was no such thing as grandfather's illness at all, the grandfather and grandson were like many years ago, Su Mo was a child, on the way home from school when her grandfather picked her up, walking happily and laughing, grandpa's big hand held his little hand, under the protection of grandpa, she was still the little princess who was a little arrogant back then, walking and swaying......

Because everything in the dream was so beautiful, that when the school morning bell rang the next morning, Su Mo was instinctively startled, but when she opened her eyes and closed quickly, she especially wanted the dream to continue......

Also in this morning, when she returned to the classroom after running morning exercises, the head teacher suddenly walked through the crowd of morning reading in the classroom, walked to her gently, bent down and whispered in her ear: "Grandpa misses you, let you go home." ”

Su Mo, who felt a trance in an instant, suddenly sank in her heart, she was instantly surprised, and then her extremely sad expression should have also shocked the head teacher, she shook her head at the teacher painfully, and then got up and steadied her involuntary stumbling steps, and ran outside as fast as she could.

A cousin's car outside the school was already waiting there, Su Mo got into the car, but she felt that her brain had never been chaotic, she had only one thought in her heart, that is, her grandfather must wait until she saw her last look, but when the car really drove into the alley of her house, the people surrounding it had already explained everything, she cried and shouted weakly and refused to get out of the car, she was afraid to go home and see the scene she didn't want to see, several aunts were still dragging her out of the car at first, but when she cried and fainted, she couldn't help but be moved, Quietly bow your head there and wipe your tears.

Su Mo always remembered that when she mustered up the courage to really enter the door of her house, a force rushed towards her, making her faint there, at that time, it was her father who saw that the situation was not good, and hugged her from behind, so as not to fall to the ground, she was not a superstitious person, but at that moment she believed that it was the last time her grandfather's soul passed by herself.

After all, Grandpa didn't wait to see himself for the last time, and later heard from the adults that all the people in the family, including the aunt who came from the farthest road, Grandpa saw it before he died, but he didn't see her, his granddaughter who was most concerned about him.

No one can understand her feelings for her grandfather, and no one knows that many, many years after her grandfather left, she will suddenly think of this old man who has loved her unreservedly for 18 years countless times, and she has not reciprocated for a day, and she will suddenly have tears in her eyes;

She would be on the crowded street, on the bus or in the elevator, in the small corners of the big city, even if many, many years had passed, when she saw an old man with the same age spots as her grandfather, she would suddenly want to go over and hold those hands;

She also looked forward to seeing her grandfather again in her dreams countless times, but in the next ten years, only one or two dreams were very vague outlines, some people said that this was because her grandfather loved her too much, so she didn't want her to be concerned, and after years, when time accumulated layer by layer, Su Mo finally understood that grandpa really left him......