Just after the Spring Festival, the earth warmed up in March, because of the departure of grandpa, like a thunderbolt from heaven suddenly to herself, Su Mo passed the most depressed and sad year in her memory, so in the short vacation arranged by the school for their senior high school students, she was almost self-enclosed at home.

Overnight, she became very unsmiling, and seemed to be barely supported by a strong sadness every day, and the little girl who was once carefree and a little proud suddenly disappeared.

And during that time, she suddenly came up with a lot of different ideas than before, the first thing she realized was that she was ordinary, so ordinary that when the person she loved the most left, she didn't have any power to retain and change; Then there is a deep self-blame, she regrets very much why she didn't spend more time and mind with her grandfather in his last time, but inexplicably immersed in the world of her own little love and couldn't extricate herself.

As for her relationship with Yang Xiaomo, she also had new ideas because she overheard Qiao Qianqian's conversation with several girls before the holiday.

That day, Su Mo was about to push open the door of the dormitory to pack his luggage, when a conversation between several people suddenly came from inside.

"You said that Su Mo made such a big deal this time, why is it just a home to reflect?!"

"Cut, do you need to ask? It's not because the other one is Yang Xiaomo! ”

Qiao Qianqian's voice was particularly harsh.

"Huh? Is Yang Xiaomo's family background true? ”

"Is that still fake? I'll tell you! Yang Xiaomo's study abroad notices have come down! ”

"Really?!"

"I saw it in the head teacher's office, so it's still fake?!"

"What about Su Mo?"

"Yo! Don't be naïve! How do you say? Yang Xiaomo and Su Mo are impossible at all! Su Mo is just wishful thinking! ”

"Ah, then she's empty!"

"Well, I see, they may not have anything else! After all, Yang Xiaomo used to have a black history, haha! ”

"Huh? No way? ”

"Then who knows if it will?"

Sure enough, for every question of everyone, Qiao Qianqian can afford the title of "Queen of Topics", and she can always get to the point with one sentence, her conclusive tone and yin and yang weird tone made several girls too addicted to gossip, and also deeply pierced Su Mo's heart.

Has Yang Xiaomo's study abroad notice really come down? If this is really the case, whether it is his wishful thinking or not, the separation that should be faced still has to be faced, yes, he should have realized that Yang Xiaomo and himself are not people of the same world, even if he and her do all the rebellious things of his youth, his family background can always protect him from the whole body, and he is just a girl with a mediocre family background, mediocre grades, and even mediocre appearances, so what capital do I have to be with him, even if he is true to himself at this time, It's just a youthful and frivolous thought, little and nothing more that he recalled a few years later, and what capital do he have to keep this kind of motivation all the time?

When she thought of this, Su Mo was surprised at the same time to realize that she seemed to have more greedy thoughts, during this time she knew that her feelings for Yang Xiaomo had become deeper and deeper, and she even began to think about how good it would be if it was not six months between them, if Yang Xiaomo could not go to Australia.

But whenever she thinks like this, she feels guilty again, Yang Xiaomo should have been flying in a wider sky, if she wants to be with him, she can only work harder and harder to make herself good enough, instead of thinking about letting him be the accommodating party.

It is precisely because of these reasons and ideas that Su Mo decided to study hard, yes, this is the only way she can think of now, the only way to comfort her grandfather, and the only way to shorten the distance between her and Yang Xiaomo, and before that, she still needs to say goodbye to Yang Xiaomo completely.

In fact, many years later, Su Mo sometimes thinks that if she could tell him these true thoughts at that time, would they not misunderstand that she would be reborn for so many years, just like at this time, she also wanted to have a good chat with Yang Xiaomo, but when he really found himself one day, because she hadn't seen him for a holiday, when she saw him from afar for the first time, she was full of grievances, and she was afraid that if she looked at him again, she would control more than tears, so she hurriedly turned around and prepared to escape.

"Don't go!" Realizing that Su Mo was going to hide from him again, Yang Xiaomo blurted out, "What is the reason for you to avoid me like this?" I know you're sad right now, but I can help you share it, why are you doing this? Can you tell me why? ”

Yang Xiaomo's voice went from anxious at the beginning, to then became weak because he couldn't hear Su Mo's response for a long time, he really hoped that Su Mo could give him a clear reason, but he didn't know that Su Mo at this time, Su Mo, who had been enduring it for many days, wanted to pounce on him and cry at the moment he just saw him, but she couldn't.

Su Mo, who was facing away from Yang Xiaomo, tried to calm down her emotions, she clenched her fists hard, and slowly turned around, with a trace of coldness in her eyes.

"Let's get it done!"

With great courage, she said word by word, with a few hints of hard and decisive tone, and scared herself too, but she faced him and had to continue to hold on.

"Why?"

Yang Xiaomo took a step back like an electric shock, and then looked at Su Mo in disbelief, feeling that the girl in front of him, who he had tried so hard to get close, suddenly became strange.

Hearing his question, Su Mo twitched slightly, then exhaled a long breath, continued to hide his emotions, and then raised his head lightly and said with a slight smile, "A lot of things have happened recently, and I have thought about it a lot, because we are not people of the same world from the beginning, so it will not end well if we are reluctant to be together, but now it will take a lot of energy that is destined to be in vain." ”

Speaking of this, she tried to calm herself down again, and said in a deliberately relaxed tone, "Anyway, what you say is the beginning, what I say is the end, so- it's fair!" ”

"No, it's not fair at all!" Yang Xiaomo interrupted Su Mo suddenly, and his tone became slightly excited, "I said from the beginning that the time we have been together may only be six months, and you can accept it optimistically and calmly at that time, and said that because it is only six months, it can't be wasted, why do you want to terminate it early now?" ”

He tried to reach out his hands to hug Su Mo's shoulders, but she shook him off. Su Mo looked at himself with red eyes at this time, especially like a wounded little beast, he knew that this was her self-protection mode, and he also knew that in front of him, this girl was always trying to maintain her little pride, at this time she in front of him seemed to be covered by an invisible net, although they were so close, but he couldn't cross the net. He felt a little sorry for her inexplicably, but this distress couldn't be said, because he wanted to help her maintain her pride, so he couldn't say anything, he couldn't do anything, he could only watch her stand there alone and stubbornly......

He may also be able to tell her that he had made an effort not to go to Australia for her, but then because she had to go to Australia, but he didn't choose to tell the truth, looking at Su Mo's unusually firm eyes, he was stunned for a while, as if he understood something, and didn't seem to understand anything.

"Promise me, you're going to be good!"

Eventually, he said helplessly. A thousand words of what he wanted to say to her, and in the end, there were only a few words, Su Mo looked at him and turned to leave, and then cried behind him into a tearful man......

"Yang Xiaomo, in fact, you can wait for my ...... for a few years"

Su Mo looked at her back and said silently in her heart, in the upcoming college entrance examination, four years of college after the college entrance examination, and in the days before she met Yang Xiaomo again, she has always had such a belief to support herself, no matter how far she is from him, as long as she has been working hard and trying hard to shine, one day, she will be seen by him.