With the explosion of "When You're Old", "Singer. "The Year of Fighting" also rushed to the peak of variety shows.

The show is about to usher in the finals.

"New song?"

Lin Shen stared at Lin Fan in surprise.

Today, Lin Fan called Lin Shen and said that he wanted to give him a new song for the final night.

Lin Shen's eyes widened, his face was full of expectation, Teacher Lin Fan's song! That's going to be amazing.

Looking at Lin Shen's dog-like eyes, how much I was looking forward to it.

"I called you here this time mainly to ask you what kind of song you want to sing."

This time, Lin Fan planned to give the choice to the other party, anyway, no matter what style, he could write it, after all, there were countless songs in his mind.

This is a rare opportunity, Lin Shen made a crazy choice in his mind, and he sang high-skill songs, and he also sang them for his parents.

Suddenly, Lin Shen's mind crossed the appearance of a girl he once met in the hospital.

When he was taking care of his mother in the hospital, he knew a girl who was suffering from depression, and the girl was named Ning Ning

Ning Ning was living next door to his mother's room.

On the night of acquaintance, Lin Shen looked at his mother's old face tormented by illness, and tears fell unconsciously.

In order not to wake up his mother, Lin Shen went out and came to the rooftop of the hospital.

There are countless stars in the night sky, and the moon is ridiculously bright.

Lin Fan raised his head, hoping that a meteor would pass by, hoping that his mother would get better soon.

Thinking of his mother's appearance of being tortured by illness, Lin Shen tightly held the bar in front of him.

At this moment, the corner of his clothes was pulled, and Lin Shen turned his head.

It was a little girl who looked like she was only in her teens.

"Hello kid, why are you here?"

At that time, he hurriedly wiped away his tears and greeted the girl with a smile.

What she said at the time, she seemed to say: Since you don't want to laugh, don't laugh, cry if you want to cry, laugh if you want to laugh, isn't it good?

At that time, Ning Ning gave Lin Shen a great feeling, not only because of that sentence, but also because Ning Ning, who said this sentence at that time, did not have a trace of light in his eyes.

During the conversation, I learned that Ning Ning had severe depression, and she also understood that she was sick, so she cooperated with the hospital for treatment, and took those bitter and tearful medicines every day.

"Sometimes, I can't control my heart at all, it's like being controlled by a demon, and it tells me, let me give up, stop struggling, the world is really bad. But, there are too many things I can't let go of in this world, I'm a single parent, my mother has lived for me for so long, and she doesn't have a good home, so I'm trying, I'm trying to fight the devil. ”

When Ning Ning said this, her voice was flat, as if she was not suffering from major depression.

In fact, Lin Shen didn't know that the girl wanted to commit suicide that day.

When she came to the rooftop and saw Lin Shen crying in the moonlight, she seemed to see an angel, which made her give up suicidal thoughts, and she couldn't leave in front of the angel.

From that day on, Lin Shen often went to Ning Ning and became acquainted with Ning Ning's mother.

Ning Ning's mother is a gentle and cowardly person, she loves Ning Ning and will give her everything she needs, but at the same time she is afraid of losing Ning Ning and afraid of bearing the blow of this loss, so she has very little time with Ning Ning.

Ning Ning loves her mother, and she looks out the door from time to time.

She smiled as soon as the door opened, and faded when it was the nurse who came in, waiting for her mother.

Looking at the loss in the girl's eyes, Lin Shen called out to the woman who had just seen Ning Ning and was about to leave.

He told Ning Ning's mother that Ning Ning missed her very much, but the woman hid her face and cried.

"I know I'm not a good mother, but I really, can't afford to leave another loved one."

At this time, Lin Shen knew that Ning Ning's mother had a good relationship with his father, but his father left their mother and daughter to go to heaven.

Since that day, Ning Ning's mother has come more often, but more often than not, she stands outside the door and watches.

In those days.

Ning Ning's favorite thing is to listen to Lin Shen sing, she said that every time she listens to him sing, she feels like an angel is coming.

Seeing that Ning Ning's mental state was getting better and better, Lin Shen was also very happy.

"Brother, I hope that one day, you can sing this song for our group, I think it must be very good!"

"Well, I'll let you hear the song that I've sung for you."

There seemed to be light in Ning Ning's eyes, and she was eating candy in her mouth, holding the new doll her mother had given her in her arms.

Lin Shen felt that today's girl was extremely happy, and she was a lot lighter when she spoke, she kept looking outside, as if she was looking forward to the outside world.

Lin Shen thought that Ning Ning had gotten better.

But how can a person with severe depression get better easily, all this is just an illusion pretended by Ning Ning.

She wants to show to her mother, who only dares to peek at her behind the door, and she wants to tell her mother to pursue her love with confidence.

On the day Ning Ning jumped off the building, Lin Shen was performing.

After the performance, I received a phone call from the hospital.

They informed him that Ning Ning had died and left him a letter.

The first moment he received the notice, Lin Shen rushed to the hospital non-stop.

There, he saw the last side of Ning Ning, and Ning Ning's mother, who already had a new family.

At this time, Lin Shen remembered that there was a bunch of candy and various toys on Ning Ning's table.

And, Ning Ning's eyes are relaxed and relieved.

Lin Shen hated himself, why couldn't he notice Ning Ning's state earlier!

Seeing Ning Ning away, Lin Shen opened a letter that Ning Ning left for him.

'Brother Lin Shen,

Don't feel sorry for me, for me, that's relief.

My mother has always been the most reassuring thing for me, and now that she has someone who loves her, I can leave with peace of mind.

Brother Lin Shen, I am really, really happy to have you by my side during this time, and from your singing, I really seem to see an angel.

I also used to think about fighting demons.

But I'm so tired, I don't want to persevere, and I don't want to work hard.

Don't be sad for me, don't be sad, death is a relief for me.

Before I met you, there were many times when I was thinking, what is it like, but after seeing you, I understood that it can't be said, but it's always in my heart.

Brother Lin Shen, please continue to shine in music, and I will cheer for my brother!

To the Ninning of Paradise'

Until the end, Ning Ning didn't hear the music.

Recalling this experience, Ning Ning's smile at the beginning seemed to pass in front of him.

For depressed people, no one understands their inner pain, just like him, will be deceived by Ning Ning's superficial appearance.

But he still has an agreement with Ning Ning.

"Teacher Lin Fan, actually, I have a special request."

Lin Shen told Lin Fan the story of himself and Ning Ning.

"I thought, sing a song for people with depression, I think, let them hear me."

For the depressed.

"Okay, then you come back tomorrow, let's go to the studio to practice."

After Lin Shen left, Lin Fan began to write and draw on paper.

He already had an idea.

(End of chapter)