Chapter 264: I Want to Love This World So Much
"No, rest and rest."
When he learned that Lin Fan was going to make music for Lin Shen for the finals of the competition, Su Xiaoyu rushed to supervise Lin Fan.
She must not let Lin Fan overwork.
Looking at Su Xiaoyu's insistent appearance, Lin Fan had no choice but to stop writing, anyway, everything was in his head, and he was not afraid of forgetting.
"Ahem, ahem."
After taking a sip of water, Lin Fan was accidentally choked.
Su Xiaoyu hurriedly came to Lin Fan's back and patted Lin Fan on the back.
"How do you feel, is there anything uncomfortable, I still have to check my body."
Looking at Su Xiaoyu, who was in a hurry, Lin Fan hurriedly breathed a sigh of relief, and then waved his hand at her: "Xiaoyu, I just choked." ”
This is the chaos of concern, Su Xiaoyu looked at Lin Fan, who was not unusual, and breathed a sigh of relief.
In the past few days, Su Xiaoyu has been busy for Lin Fan, almost sleeping at four or five o'clock every day, when Su Xiaoyu gave Lin Fan a good breath just now, he saw that Su Xiaoyu's bright eyes were full of dark circles.
He also said that he didn't have a good rest.
Seeing Lin Fan's darkening face, Su Xiaoyu said cautiously: "Brother Fan, are you okay, your face is so bad." ”
"I'm fine, but you, how much sleep have you had recently, hurry up and rest."
Lin Fan pointed to the lounge on the side, with a slight command in his tone.
Su Xiaoyu, who originally wanted to refuse, immediately walked in the direction of the lounge after seeing Lin Fan's slightly dissatisfied eyes.
"Then, I'll sleep for a while, Brother Fan, you can't keep writing songs while I'm sleeping!"
Under Lin Fan's repeated assurances, Su Xiaoyu lay down on the big bed in the lounge.
She was indeed sleepy, and she had been taking coffee to refresh herself for the past few days, and in the end the coffee was useless.
Thinking about it, Su Xiaoyu fell asleep in a daze.
Xu was too tired, and Su Xiaoyu slept until dark.
When he opened his eyes and saw that it was dark in front of him, Su Xiaoyu was startled and hurriedly got up.
After looking at the time, it was already seven o'clock, and she slept for a full six hours!
The lights in the office are still on.
Su Xiaoyu put on her shoes, went into the bathroom to tidy up her appearance, and then hurriedly walked out of the lounge.
Lin Fan was sitting on the sofa, looking at the song he had just finished.
"Brother Fan, next time I sleep for so long, do you remember to call me, now I don't know if you have a good rest." Su Xiaoyu pouted and sat beside Lin Fan, with a slight coquettishness in her tone, and her voice was soft and soft when she just got up.
Lin Fan was stunned for a moment, and then handed the lyrics in his hand to Su Xiaoyu.
The moment he saw the lyrics, Su Xiaoyu suddenly became energetic.
"Holding the sofa, sleepy-eyed, messy hair,
but longs to be as chic as the protagonist of the movie.
Under the corner of the eaves, there are rows of crows, densely packed,
I don't know how to express my pent-up emotions. ”
Su Xiaoyu hummed softly, and the song seemed to penetrate into her heart.
"This, what are the lyrics of this song called?"
Unconsciously, Su Xiaoyu was even a little distressed, but she didn't know what she was distressed about.
"I want to love this world so much."
Listening to Lin Fan's words, Su Xiaoyu slowly put down the paper in her hand, and then closed her eyes, she didn't dare to look at it anymore.
I really want to love this world, and the lyrics and the title really match well.
Is it depressed, what a caring group, but this group, on the surface, you never see his illness, and even you think that he is fine, where is there any depression.
But this lack of attention and understanding makes their smile masks more and more tight, and their illness is getting worse and worse.
In this song, the healing style and delicate and sincere lyrics all convey Lin Fan's unique tenderness.
had the same shock as Su Xiaoyu, as well as Lin Shen, who came to get the song the next day.
He looked at the masterpiece that had been written in only one afternoon, and he couldn't extricate himself for a long time.
And Lin Shen was a little self-doubting at the moment, could he really sing this song perfectly, wouldn't this song be smashed in his hands.
When he came to the recording studio, Lin Fan patted Lin Shen on the shoulder and entered the recording studio with him.
"Don't be nervous, you listen to me sing it first, and then you find the rhythm according to what I sing."
Lin Fan put on his headphones, closed his eyes, and listened to the flow of music in his ears.
"Holding the sofa, sleepy-eyed, messy hair,
but longs to be as chic as the protagonist of the movie.
Under the corner of the eaves, there are rows of crows, densely packed,
I don't know how to express my pent-up emotions.
Whatever I am, here, there,
Like the song of a soulless insect,
But I know that I should make some efforts at this time.
Whatever I am, here, there,
irreparable past,
Whenever I think about it. ”
At this point, the main song before the chorus ended, Lin Fan took off his headphones and looked at Lin Shen
Lin Shen was already stunned, looking at the shock of the lyrics was completely different from the shock of being sung.
Just listening to Lin Fan's voice, he seemed to see countless lonely and helpless depressed patients.
Lin Fan's voice was full of tenderness, delicacy and comfort.
At this time, Lin Shen was completely confused, can he really control it, control this top song, if he messes up, he will really be sorry for Teacher Lin Fan, and he will also be sorry for Ning Ning.
"Teacher Lin Fan, I, I may not be able to sing." Lin Shen held the lyrics tightly with both hands and lowered his head.
Faced with Lin Shen's situation, Lin Fan didn't say anything, just pulled Lin Shen out of the recording studio.
Lin Shen was really disappointed in himself, why did he drop the chain at a critical time, thinking about it, Teacher Lin Fan should be very disappointed in him.
took Lin Shen to the office, Lin Fan found two hats, handed one to Lin Shen, and put the other on himself.
"Take it with me, I'll take you somewhere."
Seeing that Lin Shen was slow to act, Lin Fan had no choice but to remind.
After a brief disguise, the two of them went out.
"Where are we going?" Lin Shen looked at the gradually remote scenery outside the window and asked suspiciously.
"You'll find out in a moment."
The car gradually came to a halt in a group of places that resembled a nursing home, surrounded by greenhouses and overgrown with flowers.
The two got out of the car, and it was Lin Shen who discovered that this was not a nursing home, but a treatment home for depressed patients.
In fact, here, those who are in good condition and actively cooperate with the treatment will have a special doctor to enlighten them.
But if they are moderately or severely depressed, their families send them here, just to find a final home for them.
After all, too many families can't afford the unhealthy psychology of those who are depressed.
"In fact, many people with depression are not understood, their families will think that they are an outlier, they will think that they are not strong enough, and some people will think that depression is just a lie to escape life."
While entering the treatment center, Lin Fan talked to Lin Shen about depressed patients.
"In fact, not all people with depression will be accepted and loved by their families, and they will be disliked, disgusted, and even abandoned."
As soon as he entered the interior, Lin Shen felt out of breath for a while, it was too depressing.
All the patients in hospital gowns who passed by had their panic dissipated in their eyes, and they seemed to have become numb to the world.
(End of chapter)