The end of the world is just a stone's throw away
The third year of junior high school is divided into key classes and ordinary classes, and the first and second classes are key classes.
Xiao Yi was promoted to the first class in the grade, and was assigned to the first class, and Liu Yun's sister was in the same class, and Liu Yun was assigned to the second class, and Wei Jing and Yu Yan were in the same class, which was undoubtedly a scoop of cold water on the heads of the two people who were about to enter the period of love, Xiao Yi did not have the joy of being the first in the exam, he was more concerned about what he and Liu Yun would do in the future, after all, they were on campus, and they couldn't help themselves.
At that time, the division of classes could only be left to fate, and many years later, Xiao Yat thought that this should not be a coincidence, but that the teachers were deliberately doing it for the future of two students who studied well, or to avoid or reduce the influence of early love.
After the class, the two of them can no longer sit together and communicate at will, not during the day, afraid that the new head teacher will know, afraid that her sister will find out, afraid that the new classmates will see the discussion and avoid suspicion at any time, Xiao Yi does not want to ask Liu Yun to meet at night, afraid of delaying the evening self-study, and afraid that Liu Yun will misunderstand his motives, in this way, where is there room for them? Xiao Yi held back his stomach and wanted to talk to Liu Yun during the small holiday, they could only hold back all the time, sometimes they could only look at each other from a distance, smile, and sometimes meet in a short two sentences, although they have a perception in their hearts, but people still have to communicate, not to mention that they are in a period of love between the two lovers. At first, Xiao Yi still understood, after all, it had been agreed a long time ago that he had to study hard, and only after the test could he get results, and learning would come first, and he couldn't be affected because of falling in love, and he felt that this was only temporary, and there would always be opportunities, but a week or two has passed, where is the opportunity? When he is lonely and lonely, he often thinks of the favorite words of Yinggu in "Shooting the Condor": four machines, mandarin ducks want to fly together, poor old man is white first, spring waves and green grass, and the depths of Xiaohan are relatively bathed in red clothes.
He has already tasted the bitterness of love......
One night after self-study, Xiao Yi walked out of the door, saw Liu Yun waiting for him outside the door, handed him a note, and left in a hurry. He took the note back to the dormitory and read it, only a few lines: I heard that you are talking to others about going to school, don't worry, no matter what the result is, I am not a person who goes with the flow. Xiao Yi couldn't help but smile in his heart, he felt that Liu Yun thought too much, he believed in the people he chose and their feelings, not to mention that he was also such a person.
However, there is a need for communication between people, let alone lovers, if they do not communicate for a long time, misunderstandings are easy to occur.
One day, Xiao Yi found that Liu Yun's eyes were always avoiding him, and it was not easy to ask, so he picked an opportunity to find Yu Yan, who was assigned to the same class as her, and asked Liu Yun what happened recently? Yu Yan said that she may have changed her mind, and she has a better relationship with another new classmate who has studied well. Xiao Yi's head slammed, but he didn't believe it, he had to verify it in person, and before class, he walked to the door of the second class for the first time and asked Liu Yun to come out.
"Is Yu Yan your good friend?" Xiao Yi's face was very solemn, but he didn't ask directly.
Liu Yun was a little surprised: "Sort of, what's wrong?"
Xiao Yi didn't answer directly, and continued to ask seriously: "Then what she said can be believed?" After speaking, he left without waiting for Liu Yun to answer, leaving Liu Yun with a back. Later, when he recalled this incident, Xiao Yi felt that he was really macho and too arbitrary.
During the recess exercise, Yu Yan came to Xiao Yi, handed him a letter, and said humblely, saying that he had misunderstood, saying that those were unintentional, and Liu Yun only had you in his heart. Xiao Yi took the letter, it was written by Liu Yun, there were two pages, she said that she would explain what Yu Yan said, she was frightened when she saw Xiao Yi's expression in the morning, like a lion, she was overwhelmed, and she cried for a long time, please believe her and so on. Xiao Yi regretted himself while watching, it was really distressing to see Liu Yun being wronged, and then he replied to the letter, saying that he believed in her very much, and would never misunderstand her again in the future, this was their first official communication, and since then, they have a unique name in the letter, Liu Yun called Xiao Yi a lion, Xiao Yi called Liu Yun a little hedgehog, he felt that she was a person with a strong appearance and a soft heart. I didn't expect this kind of thing to be a coincidence, and a little couple in the TV series "Xiaomin's Family" more than 20 years later also used such a title.
It's been a month since school started, and the two haven't spoken properly, Xiao Yi really couldn't hold it back, he asked Liu Yun to take advantage of the time when everyone went home on Wednesday, and the two of them had a good chat, and Liu Yun agreed. Finally able to talk together, Xiao Yi was full of expectations, and on Wednesday afternoon, the classmates were almost gone, and still didn't see Liu Yun's figure, he was a little lost, walking on the path by the playground, and suddenly looked up, Liu Yun's sister came over on a bicycle, Liu Yun was sitting in the back seat, she made an expression at Xiao Yi, and made a "shhh" movement with her hand, pointed to her sister, and then went back to campus. Xiao Yi had hope in his heart again, thinking that Liu Yun would come out again, but he didn't wait for the left and right, seeing the sun going down, Xiao Yi was really angry, and rode his bicycle home, this time he stayed at home for a day before returning to school, and when he saw Liu Yun, he didn't pay attention to her, he was angry that Liu Yun didn't go to the appointment, angry that she didn't have the guts, and didn't even dare to talk and chat, and didn't consider her own feelings. Liu Yun also didn't move for two days, this was the first cold war between the two, but in the end, Liu Yun wrote him first. The letter said: I feel very uncomfortable to see your unhappy appearance, I don't want to talk to you well, carefree study and life, why don't I want to go back to the time of the second year of junior high school, the two of them talk happily together, I often fantasize that I have stepped into the society, can be truly free with you...... Seeing this, Xiao Yi's eyes moistened, and his indignant mood turned into distress for Liu Yun, blaming himself for not understanding her, so he replied to Qian, understood each other, and the knot between each other's hearts was opened.
In the days to come, although the two still don't have the opportunity to chat together, but the two classes are next to each other, and they can't look up and see each other, and they can basically see meals, recess exercises and extracurricular activities, although Liu Yun has a short way back to the dormitory, sometimes he will go around Xiao Yi's class, so that she can take a look at Xiao Yi, Xiao Yi can also see her, in that period, a look, a smile, can also relieve the pain of lovesickness a little, Xiao Yi will bring some fruits and other things to Liu Yun every time he goes home, and simply say two words. Xiao Yi wants to say something to Liu Yun or express feelings, sometimes he writes letters, sometimes he writes in a book, that book was given by his classmate Yan Wei in the second year of junior high school, it is very exquisite, and Jia Baoyu and Lin Daiyu are on the cover, which once made Xiao Yi feel a little uneasy, Jia Lin's love is a tragedy, and it is an ominous omen to record the story of him and Liu Yun with this book? Moreover, he also saw a statistic that the success rate of first love is close to zero, will he and Liu Yun not be able to escape in the future? After thinking about it, he will be firm again, others are others, he is himself, others can't take the road, as long as he manages it well, he may not repeat the mistakes of the past.
Xiao Yi likes to take a walk after dinner, and some songs will be played on the radio on campus at this time, including Li Chunbo's "Xiaofang":
There is a girl named Xiaofang in the village, who is good-looking and kind
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Thank you for the love you gave me, I will never forget this life and this life, thank you for the tenderness you gave me, and accompany me through that era
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The song is about love, listening to such a song, it is easier for people to touch the scene, Xiao Yi can think of himself and Liu Yun every time, fantasizing about the relationship between them, counting the days that have passed since the two fell in love, looking forward to when they can talk together well. Time passed slowly, and before I knew it, it had been more than three months since the start of the third year of junior high school.
The winter of '93 came very early, and there was a heavy snowfall at the beginning of the tenth lunar month, and the temperature plummeted. The eighth day of October is Liu Yun's birthday, at that time, the children in the countryside had no pocket money, and could not buy decent gifts, and Xiao Yi felt that the things he bought could not represent his own mind, thinking about it, he took advantage of the weekend and carefully made a purse, this time it was heart-shaped, and the card inside was written on the date of birth of himself and Liu Yun, which meant that the two people exchanged the eight characters of the birthday, it was a love token, and there were pendants and other decorations outside, and she felt good. Seeing the happy appearance of his sweetheart, he was also full of joy.
Xiao Yi will always remember that day, October 13, he didn't see Liu Yun eating at dinner, and he wondered in his heart, so he went to ask Wei Jing, who was eating with her, and was told that he was going home and had just left. Xiao Yi chased out without returning to the classroom, and saw a person in pink clothes from a distance out of the school gate, it was Liu Yun's back, he shouted twice "hey, hey" (since the two of them got better, they didn't call each other's names, only replaced them with "hey"), Liu Yun didn't seem to hear it, Xiao Yi trotted all the way, and caught up after a while.
At this time, Liu Yun seemed to know that he was coming, turned his head and smiled, "Why are you here?" ”
"I see that you haven't cooked, why are you going home at this time? It will be dark in a while," Xiao Yi said with concern.
"It's nothing, I'm homesick, you go back!" Liu Yun replied calmly.
"It's so late, I'll go with you" It's been more than three months, and of course Xiao Yi won't let go of this opportunity for the two of them to be together.
Liu Yun didn't insist anymore, she may have thought so in her heart.
There were no cement roads in the countryside at that time, and they walked more on the paths, the snow and soil on the ground were mixed together, and they were not frozen, very muddy, fortunately, the two of them were wearing rain boots, walking slowly all the way, like a reunion after a long absence, telling what they had seen and heard, and spit out endless words, before they were halfway through, it was dark, and there was no one else on the road, a bright moon hung in the air, accompanied by only figures, in addition to the voices of two people, there was only the sound of the friction between the boots and the ground, On the empty ground, there are still patches of snow that have not melted, reflected in the moonlight, and everything is surprisingly quiet.
"Isn't it cold that you came out wearing so little?" Liu Yun asked with concern.
"It's okay" In fact, Xiao Yi wore a sweater and a thin jacket, which was a little cold, but he was afraid that Liu Yun would be worried, and he looked like he didn't care.
"Take your hand over, I'll give you warmth" Liu Yun knew that he was pretending.
Xiao Yi took out a hand from his trouser pocket, and Liu Yun covered it with two hands. Along the way, the two of them only cared about talking, and they didn't even hold hands, maybe they forgot, or they might have been a little rusty after not being together for a long time, but it didn't affect their interest at all, because in Xiao Yi's opinion, it was already very satisfying to be able to talk together, or to have such a chance to be alone.
"It's so cold, and it's not cold" Liu Yun showed a distressed look on his face.
"Why do you care so much about me?" Xiao Yi's heart warmed.
"I don't care who you care about," Liu Yun looked at him with a look of disgust. Xiao Yi was really happy in his heart, and stared at her, thinking that this was what they should be, and all the unhappiness of the first three months was swept away at this moment.
On a section of the path, Liu Yun's feet seemed to slip, Xiao Yi took the opportunity to put his arm around her shoulder, and then his hand did not move away, secretly glad that Liu Yun did not obstruct it, otherwise he would never dare again. After walking like this for a while, Xiao Yi's hand slowly slid onto Liu Yun's face, feeling a little cold, but very smooth, and when he was feeling, Liu Yun's head twisted, so frightened that he retracted his hand again, and the two were speechless, only hearing each other's slightly rapid breathing.
When passing through a village, there was a low-lying section of the road, a pool of water, Xiao Yi said I was in front, you followed me, the two of them held hands and walked tentatively, and they could feel the coldness of the water through their boots.
About halfway through, Xiao Yi suddenly felt a sinking under his feet, and the water almost overflowed the upper edge of his boots. He asked anxiously, "It's so deep here, is there water in your shoes?" ”
"No, what about you?" Liu Yun replied.
"I don't have it either, let's go to the side" Xiao Yi grabbed Liu Yun's hand tightly, for fear that she would be trapped at this time.
The two continued to walk forward cautiously, and finally walked out of this puddle without danger, Xiao Yi breathed a sigh of relief: "Finally here, if there is water in the shoes, it will be troublesome", the two looked at each other and smiled.
Many years later, Xiao Yat is still deeply impressed by this paragraph, he naively thinks that this is their experience of working together to overcome hardships, and after this catastrophe, their relationship will be deeper, and no one can shake the relationship between them.
The school was about ten miles away from Liu Yun's home, and after the last village, her village could be seen faintly in front of her. At this time, Liu Yun suddenly stopped leaving, and said to Xiao Yi: "It's not early, don't send me, go back quickly!" After a pause, he said, "Otherwise, don't go back, follow me home!"
Of course, Xiao Yi would not follow her home, he didn't dare and didn't want to. He will not leave Liu Yun to go back, even if there is only a short way left, he is reluctant to let her go alone, and he is even more reluctant to part with her.
Liu Yun lowered his head and tensed his lips, this look made Xiao Yi feel pity and love in his heart, he held her shoulders, coaxed her, and said that he would go back when he sent it to the entrance of the village, Liu Yun insisted for a while and did not insist anymore, the two of them continued to walk, talking...... In Xiao Yi's heart, he hopes to go on like this, or time to stay here, let them stay a little longer, no matter how slow they go, the road will have an end, of course, time will not stop for anyone, the village entrance is still here.
At the fork in the road, Liu Yun entered the village to the south, and to the east was the road back to school, Liu Yun asked Xiao Yi to go home with her again, Xiao Yi did not agree, the two looked at each other, their eyes full of reluctance. At this moment, of course Xiao Yi was reluctant to leave, he really wanted to hug Liu Yun into his arms and hug his beloved hard, but in the end he held back, she at this time was everything to him......
"You go first, I'll watch you," Xiao Yat said.
"I'm all home, I'll watch you go," Liu Yun insisted.
"Then let's go together! You go south, I go east" Xiao Yi saw that it was not a way to stalemate any longer, and put forward a compromise proposal.
"Hmm" Liu Yun agreed, and then said, "It's so cold, you put on my gloves." Liu Yun was wearing two pairs of gloves on her hands, and she took off the one that was close to her hand and put it on Xiao Yi, with her body temperature on the gloves and a trace of fragrance.
The two looked at each other, separated step by step, and when they couldn't see each other anymore, Xiao Yi suddenly turned back, clothed in moonlight, and strode towards the school...... It's been more than three months, he finally vomited, he was in a good mood, full of joy, and after returning to school, he took out a small leather book, and wrote the short story "Bright Moon Accompanies Me Zhen Zhuang Xing" in one go.
October 13 is not full, the bright and clean body is slightly cold, under the snowy moonlight, the long road is long, but the people are all ......
This meeting gave the two of them the opportunity to talk to each other, which made Xiao Yi feel good, alleviated the pain of lovesickness to a great extent, and also abandoned some misunderstandings in the past, it seems that time is much faster, and the winter vacation is about to be in the blink of an eye. Xiao Yi considered that he would not see each other for another holiday, so he wanted to find a time to talk to Liu Yun, and when he proposed to Liu Yun to skip class to meet at night at dinner, he was rejected by Liu Yun.
Xiao Yi felt very lost, even a little annoyed, disappointed that his wish was disappointed, annoyed that Liu Yun didn't understand himself, and even didn't believe in himself, he didn't have any other ideas, just wanted to meet and talk. Xiao Yi didn't have the heart to study at night, so he took leave to go back to the dormitory.
Not long after leaving the school gate, Xiao Yi felt that someone was following him behind him, and taking advantage of the light of a passing tricycle, he saw that it was Liu Yun and another female classmate, Xiaohong. Xiao Yi understood, it was Liu Yun who saw that he was unhappy and followed him. But he pretended not to see them, and went on, deliberately pretending to be faltering, and looking uncomfortable. So I walked to the shop in the center of the village, which was lit up and lit up the street in front of the door. Liu Yun and the others still followed not far away, Xiao Yi thought to himself what this was for, turned around and entered the commissary, when he was looking at the things in the commissary, Liu Yun and the others jumped in and smiled at him.
Xiao Yi pretended to be surprised and asked, "Why are you here?" ”
Liu Yun said: "I will follow Xiaohong to live tonight. ”
"Oh" Xiao Yi responded, they didn't plan to buy anything, so they walked out of the commissary together.
The village is not large, and the three of them unknowingly walked to a wheat field at the edge of the village. "If I had known this, I would have called Shangshuangwei," Xiao Yi said to Xiaohong. Shuangwei and Liu Yun are from the same village, and Xiao Yi lives in the same landlord's house, and they are also talking to Xiaohong.
"It's okay, it's okay, you can just talk, I'll wait for you" Xiaohong smiled and stood aside, Xiao Yi and Liu Yun slowly walked to the other side, with a wheat straw stack in between.
No wonder the ancients would say "the willow tops on the moon, people about after dusk", maybe the night is really more suitable for lovers to get together, the two of them were talking, and they couldn't help but get closer, Liu Yun's shoulders leaned against Xiao Yi, Xiao Yi's face rubbed Liu Yun's fragrant hair...... Maybe Xiao Yi has no experience in love, maybe he doesn't have the idea of intimacy in his head at all, but more because he thinks that this is not a real two-person world, there is another person on the other side, and the impact is not good, especially for Liu Yun, he suddenly said to Liu Yun: "Let's hang Xiaohong aside here, okay?" Liu Yun was also woken up immediately, and the two of them turned out, seeing Xiaohong standing bored on the side, and said let's go!
At this time, a tricycle with headlights passed by, Liu Yun grabbed Xiaohong and ran, Xiao Yi said you slow down, but still didn't shout to stop them, and disappeared into the night after a while, and the short date ended like this, which made Xiao Yi regret in his heart.
After the New Year, the high school entrance examination was put on the agenda, and the study was also nervous, time flies, this semester Xiao Yi feels better than last semester, Liu Yun often goes home, a few times just let Xiao Yi meet, just send her back, the two ride a bicycle together, sometimes Liu Yun carries him, sometimes he carries Liu Yun, the two of them talk happily, like Dawn and Maggie Cheung in "Sweet Honey". There are also a few times when Liu Yun goes back Xiao Yi doesn't know, he will guess the day when Liu Yun returns, and wait on the way back to school, sometimes he can wait, sometimes he can't......
Before the high school entrance examination, the school holiday asked me to go home to prepare, Xiao Yi found Liu Yun and said let's go together, but she didn't expect her to readily agree this time. Maybe it was because her sister went home early, or maybe it was because she wanted to talk together, which made Xiao Yi feel happy for a while, and she didn't think too much about it, and the two talked and laughed all the way, playing and making trouble, very happy......
Halfway down the road in a secluded place, the two sat down.
Liu Yun asked, "Where are you going to take the test?" Without waiting for Xiao Yi to answer, she continued: "You study well, you must be in the first middle school, and I plan to take the fourth middle school." ”
Xiao Yi is a freewheeling person, he rarely thinks about these things, and he may have the goal of having a middle school in his heart, and he has not thought about it and does not know about other schools, but he knows that the first middle school is not good, and it is not certain whether his academic performance can be done, everything will go naturally. He didn't expect Liu Yun to talk about this, so he asked, "Where is the fourth middle school?" ”
"It's in a township southwest of my village, not very far," Liu Yun replied.
"Oh" Xiao Yi agreed, he has always been like this, he has little plan for the future, especially the problems that he doesn't understand or haven't thought about, and he won't think about it, in his heart he feels that he will always be with Liu Yun, at most take one step at most, how did he know that she meant that the two might face separation in the future, and wanted to talk to him about it.
Seeing that he didn't understand and wasn't interested, Liu Yun didn't say any more, Xiao Yi put his arm around her shoulder, saw her smooth and white face, and couldn't help but kiss it, Liu Yun glanced at him, and he didn't dare anymore......
The two continued to walk forward, very close to Liu Yun's village, during the day she was afraid of meeting acquaintances, so she would not let Xiao Yi send it at the bridgehead in the north of the village, although Xiao Yi was reluctant but had to give up, he had been sitting at the bridgehead, watching Liu Yun walk towards the village, and Liu Yun also turned back in three steps, and his eyes were full of reluctance......
When the high school entrance examination began, Xiao Yi and a few classmates found a hotel at the entrance of the first high school examination room, and did not choose to live with the rest of the school. During the period, he and Liu Yun met unexpectedly one night, that day Liu Yun was still wearing the pink shirt she usually wears the most, the difference is that it is matched with a long skirt, which is more beautiful and has a girlish atmosphere, which fascinates Xiao Yi, but during the high school entrance examination, Liu Yun was afraid that he would be distracted, so he deliberately kept a distance from each other, and the two talked for a while on the side of the road and then went back to the hotel separately. Where could he have imagined what the separation would be like, and when and where would they see each other next?