Farewell to sorrow

When I was a child, I always felt that time passed very slowly, and when I grew up, I found that it was really like a white horse, and in Xiao Yi's memories and regrets, I unconsciously came to the second semester of my first year of high school.

Around March or April, one night, Wei Jing found him and said that Liu Yun had written her another letter, which contained words conveyed to Xiao Yi, for fear that he would not express himself well, so you should take it and read it directly! Xiao Yi took the letter, guessed what to write, took it to the classroom, opened the letter, the first half was addressed to Wei Jing, and the last paragraph was for her to paraphrase, which read:

Xiao Jing, you can help me give Xiao Yi a message, let him study hard, we can't set foot on the same boat again in this life......

If the love is too deep, it is easy to cause scars, and if the love is too true, it is easy to fall deeper and deeper.

Xiao Yi was heartbroken, it turned out that this was the letter of the real breakup, he really thought too much about it before, Liu Yun was just angry, and he didn't want to break up with him, and he missed it again for so long in the middle. This matter has been entangled with him for a long time, Xiao Yi has not told anyone, and it is estimated that no one except Wei Jing knows. He always thought about Liu Yun in his heart, and occasionally he was in a trance, and that day he was standing at the door of the classroom, and a girl with short hair, red clothes, and white pants walked towards him, and he was nervous: It's Liu Yun, did she come to me? As soon as his heart was hot, his eyes were blurred, and he wanted to meet him, but when he looked at it, it was a girl from the outside class, just a little similar, but since then, every time he sees this girl, he will take a few more looks, especially on the back, there is always some shadow of Liu Yun.

When a song before class, some classes sang Meng Tingwei's "A Cloud Made of Rain in the Wind", he felt that what was sung in the song was his mood, he missed Liu Yun's mood, and missed the mood of the two who had been together:

There is a cloud made of rain in the wind, a cloud made of rain

The heart of the cloud is full of rain, and the drops are all you

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Blowing, blowing, blowing and falling flowers all over the ground, and I can't find a trace of pity

Floating, fluttering, drifting for thousands of miles, waiting for your return

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Whenever it rained again in the sky, there was a cloud made of rain in the wind

Whenever I think of you again in my heart, there is a cloud made of rain in the wind

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A month later, the junior high school students in the neighborhood had to go to Xiao Yat's township middle school to take the physical education test, and that day it was Xiao Yat's turn to be in his original junior high school. When I went back to the dormitory to rest after lunch, at the fork in the road, I happened to meet Wei Jing with a person passing by, it was Liu Yun, Wei Jing smiled and pushed Liu Yun forward, and Liu Yun hid backwards while laughing, what can you say when you meet at this time? Feeling sad for a while, Xiao Yi felt a little heartache, just glanced at it, and walked over.

In the past, Xiao Yi used to sleep for a while and go back to the classroom early, but it happened that day, and he didn't get up to leave until the bell rang. In the afternoon, Rong Rong, a junior high school classmate in the second class, came to him and said that you had been waiting for you by the west wall for a long time at noon, and your eyes looked pitiful, what did you do, really! Rong Rong only knew about Xiao Yi and Liu Yun's past, but didn't know the current situation, so he kept complaining that he didn't know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade. Xiao Yi just smiled and didn't answer, he thought that they used to be so good, but now they have broken up, what else is there to say between them, it only adds sadness and embarrassment!

Later, Xiao Yi gradually realized that even if they had broken up, it would be useless to think about it more, so it was better to be down-to-earth and do the things in front of you! It's easier said than done, his mind is full of Liu Yun, both of them were the past, often distracted, like this after class, like this in class, so Xiao Yi likes to play basketball, he finds that playing basketball can make people concentrate, and his mind is no longer an endless past, and he also finds fun from it, and people are more energetic than before.

In the first three days of the summer vacation, Xiao Yi shaved his head, maybe to say goodbye to the past, maybe he wanted to sharpen his ambition, he always felt much lighter. On that day, his brother was going to take the high school entrance examination (after seeing Xiao Yi admitted to high school last year, his eldest brother, who had been working in the family farm for two years, also returned to junior high school to repeat his studies), Xiao Yi went to see him off and rode back to the bicycle by the way, and wore a straw hat by the way to cover his bald head. When he arrived at the commissary on the street, his brother went in to buy something, he was waiting outside, and suddenly heard two voices, too familiar, it was clearly Liu Yun and her sister, he was afraid of embarrassment, afraid that he couldn't help but be sad, and he didn't even raise his head, and when they entered the commissary, it happened that his brother also came out, and the two went to school. After sending it off, Xiao Yi rode back, and saw Liu Yun and her sister coming towards her from a distance, unable to dodge, Xiao Yi pulled the brim of his hat down, kicked it twice, and rode over quickly......

At that time, he was still immature, thinking that the relationship between the two was over, and he could no longer face it after meeting, it was better not to see him, but only he knew that he had never let go of Liu Yun in his heart, and she had always been his haunted existence. There is a saying that a man can never forget the girl he fell in love with for the first time, Xiao Yi is deeply touched, he really can't forget Liu Yun, and the relationship that he once really devoted, never, never......