"I can't think about anything, I can only want to learn. I've become a dull, emotionless, test-only machine, is that what you want? Okay, I'll satisfy you. Liu Jingjing suddenly reached out and picked up the piece of paper on the coffee table with her thoughts, and tore it with her hand. You don't have to worry, it was my own wishful thinking, and people didn't like me at all. My unrequited love will soon be stillborn. You don't have to worry about it at all. Liu Jingjing said sadly, with tears in the corners of her eyes. With that, she turned and went straight to her bedroom.

Mother Liu saw Liu Jingjing crying, she was a little distressed and worried, and her heart softened suddenly. "Whatever you want to eat, mom will make it for you."

"Sweet and sour fish, braised pork." Liu Jingjing shouted through the door. Her childish face was full of round tears, and she couldn't wipe them off.

Liu Jingjing returned to the bedroom and lay on the bed and cried for a while, and suddenly gave birth to a kind of fearless and desperate courage. After packing up her things in a panic, she carried her schoolbag on her back, and quickly slipped out of the house while Liu's mother was not paying attention when she was preparing dinner. The most rebellious one in my life, and I did it to the extreme. Many years later, Liu Jingjing will think of running away from home at this time, and she can't help but laugh. This is childish.

But now, she is only full of grievances and sad not to be understood. A small, emotionally charged brain can't fit anything else. She loved Zheng Yang carefully and humbly, and she experienced the pain of unrequited love. She didn't do anything hurtful, and she didn't fall because of this crush. On the contrary, in order to be able to attract Zheng Yang's attention, in order to be worthy of Zheng Yang, she has been working hard.

However, in just an instant, she was completely denied. Obviously he has done nothing wrong, but he will be blamed and taught a lesson. She doesn't need her parents to tell her what to do and what not to do. She herself knows what to do and what not to do.

Walking out into the street, everything was the same as before, everything was still so familiar. But Liu Jingjing felt a faint sense of strangeness in her heart. She felt like a wanderer, homeless. She wanted to run all the way out of here, lift her feet, but she didn't know where to go.

The neighbor thought that the grandmother had come back from shopping for vegetables, and asked Liu Jingjing with a smile: "Jingjing, it's getting dark, where are you going?" ”

Liu Jingjing said humbly: "I went to the same school to ask for homework." Goodbye grandma. With that, she strode forward in a hurry.

"What a good boy." The old grandmother sighed.

Liu Jingjing was ashamed when she heard her grandmother's sigh, and she ran faster. She's not a good boy, she lied.

After running for a kilometer, Liu Jingjing couldn't run anymore, and she was panting from exhaustion. She followed the familiar road and walked to Tao Qing's house. I knocked at the door for a long time, but no one came to open the door. called Tao Qing, but no one answered. She had to sit at the door and wait for Tao Qing to come back.

Maybe it was the running and the ups and downs of emotions just now that made Liu Jingjing physically and mentally exhausted. She leaned against the door frame in a daze and fell asleep.

I woke up again to be woken up by a ringing phone. Liu Jingjing thought it was Tao Qing's call to her, and happily raised her mobile phone to answer, but when she saw the word "Mom" flashing on her phone, her joy disappeared instantly, and she simply hung up the phone neatly.

After a while, Daddy Liu called. Liu Jingjing hesitated for a while and hung up the phone. Now she doesn't have the urge to walk out of the house not long ago. She also knew she had nowhere else to go but to go home. But she couldn't pull her face a little. If she went back so easily, she would be too spineless. If she doesn't talk about others, she herself will look down on herself. The kind of ignorance and stubbornness that does nothing more makes her trap herself, and she can't move an inch. When she grew up, Liu Jingjing realized how stupid it was to be angry with the person who loved her the most because of these trivial things.

If she had had the sanity and maturity of an adult, she could have easily defused this crisis. She can be calm and calm, and calmly say that she saw it in an unknown book that she read by chance, and she thought it was very literary and artistic, so she copied it, and she could also say that it was written by her to a certain favorite star, of course, it would be better if the star was a woman. Either way, the ending will be better than it is now. But she chose the last thing she should do. At that time, I was still too young and too innocent.

"Dingdong ......" The mobile phone that was hung up continuously did not quiet down because of Liu Jingjing's refusal. A text message from Liu's mother was sent to Liu Jingjing's mobile phone.

Liu Jingjing quickly opened her mobile phone to check it spinelessly. Just because no one will know about her defeat.

"Jingjing, I'm sorry. Mom shouldn't be looking at your stuff, but Mom really didn't mean to. Where are you, mom is going to pick you up. I've already made the dish you want to eat. Don't be angry with your mother, your mother won't go to clean up your room in the future, let your dad go. ”

Tears overflowed his eyes again. In Liu Jingjing's family, Mother Liu has always been an absolute authority. Liu Jingjing and Father Liu both bowed their heads. Such a strong person actually apologized to himself, Liu Jingjing was very moved. A feeling that had never been felt before swept over her body and mind. After the argument, she realized that her mother loved her so much, and she loved her deeply.

She began to regret that she shouldn't have argued with her mother just now. Liu Jingjing raised her hand to wipe away the tears in her eyes with the back of her hand, and sobbed and sent a text message to Liu's mother. "Mom, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have quarreled with you just now. I'll just go back on my own. You don't need to come and pick it up. Liu Jingjing edited the text message ashamedly, pressed the send button, and then went back with her schoolbag on her back.

Liu Jingjing walked downstairs and saw her parents standing downstairs in anticipation. Mother Liu was the first to see Liu Jingjing, and pulled Father Liu to walk quickly towards Liu Jingjing. Liu Jingjing lowered her head in shame, not knowing how to face it. She walked slowly, as if she had a wound on her leg.

Mother Liu took Liu Jingjing's hand, as if she hadn't seen her for a long time, and after carefully inspecting it, she took Liu Jingjing into her arms. In the short few hours since Liu Jingjing left, Liu's mother was also reflecting on herself, and she regretted and blamed herself for not pushing Liu Jingjing too hard.

"Jingjing, your mother won't quarrel with you anymore in the future, and you won't run away from home again, okay. You don't know what you mean to me, if not the whole world, then half the world. Liu's mother said reproachfully.

"Mom, I'm sorry. I won't make you sad in the future. It's just that I kind of like that boy, and people don't look down on me at all, so there will be no early love. I'll listen to you and study hard. Liu Jingjing said sadly.

"Who's that boy? Is it in the same class as you? Mother Liu asked with a clear mind.

Hearing this, Liu Jingjing held Liu's mother's arm and froze. She slowly let go of her hand, hesitating whether to say or not.

Father Liu wisely and promptly raised his hand to wrap his hand around Mother Liu's shoulder, and said indifferently: "Jingjing has promised you this, so you don't have to ask who it is." Little children need to have some secrets of their own. Alright, let's go back quickly. Jingjing, you really worried your parents this time, your mother was so anxious that she almost rushed to the police station to call the police. It can't be like this anymore. ”

Liu Jingjing said guiltily: "I'm sorry ......"

Liu's mother saw that her daughter was a little sad, and she stopped asking. "Alright, let's go back to dinner. Your mother has prepared all the dishes you ordered. ”

"Yes, yes. Your mother spent a lot of time and effort making these dishes. Father Liu echoed. Both are people he loves. He wants neither side to be offended. Usually it's okay, but what I'm most afraid of is a quarrel between two people. Then he would be very embarrassed.

"Thank you, Mom. Mom, I love you. Liu Jingjing said gratefully and confessed casually.

Such a simple sentence moved Liu's mother. "Mommy loves you too." Mother Liu gently stroked Liu Jingjing's head.

Seeing this, Father Liu felt a lot more relaxed.

After returning home and eating, Liu Jingjing went back to her room to rest. Liu's mother didn't tell Liu Jingjing for the first time, "Don't forget to do your homework." Instead, he said, "Rest early." ”

Liu Jingjing returned to her bedroom and did not rest or do her homework. She lay tired on the bed staring at the familiar and bored ceiling in a daze. There's so much going on today, she needs to sort it out.

Outside the bedroom is the soft crunch sound of utensils clashing. As usual, but the pitch and frequency of the sound are much lower than usual.

"I don't know if it's the stinky boy of that family, so visionless." Mother Liu's anger reached Liu Jingjing's ears through her voice. Usually, Liu Jingjing can also hear the sound of her parents talking in the living room. It's just that Liu Jingjing usually wears headphones and listens to her favorite music to do the questions, and when she focuses on reading, she doesn't deliberately listen to it and ignores her parents' voices and the melodious music in the headphones.

But now everything is too quiet, and Liu Jingjing can clearly hear the conversation of her parents lowering their voices.

Daddy Liu said nonchalantly, "Hey! Don't be so curious. Who didn't feel different when they were young. This is all normal, we have to believe that Jingjing can handle it well and give her more space and freedom. ”

"I don't." Mother Liu said confidently, looking at Father Liu defiantly.

Father Liu hesitated and said with dodging eyes: "I...... Neither do I. ”

Mother Liu pouted in disbelief.

"Okay, I have." Father Liu said humbly, without waiting for Mother Liu's question, he explained honestly. "But nothing happened, no confession. The girl didn't know I liked her. After graduating from junior high school, there was no contact. I never saw her again, and I didn't feel that way at all. I'm pretty sure it's you who I love right now. The feeling was much stronger and more real than it was back then. ”

However, the focus of Liu's mother is ......

"You've been liking people since junior high school! So precocious. Didn't you meet another heartbeat in high school and college? Liu's mother questioned.

Daddy Liu said modestly, "No." I'm not that emotionally rich. And then there's you. After I met you, I was single-minded, and I never thought about anything else. You're the one I think about day and night. ”

"Cut, don't coax me with these sweet words. I'm not a young and ignorant girl. I'm now promoted to the little girl's mother. You love to think who you want. I don't care about you. As long as you dare to be sorry for me, you will leave the house. I'm just a realistic person. Mother Liu said sensibly.

"How is it sweet talk? These are all from the bottom of my heart! Daddy Liu argued.

Liu's mother went to the kitchen with the dishes and chopsticks, and didn't pay attention to Liu's father anymore.

Liu Jingjing lay on the bed and sighed, it would be nice if Zheng Yang also loved her. She is so envious of the love between her parents.

It wasn't until nine o'clock that Tao Qing called Liu Jingjing. "Hey, what's the matter? You call me so much. Today our family went to the playground and I finished patronizing it without looking at my phone. ”

"It's fine." Liu Jingjing hugged her doll and said indifferently.

"It's okay for you to call me so much?" Tao Qing said in disbelief. She always felt like something was wrong. When Liu Jingjing needed her the most, she couldn't be by Liu Jingjing's side.

"It's because you didn't answer the phone that I made so many calls." Liu Jingjing explained.

"Oh, okay. Then you go to bed early. Tao Qing didn't ask any more. If Liu Jingjing wants to tell her, she will tell her sooner or later. If Liu Jingjing didn't want to tell her, she also respected Liu Jingjing's choice.

What Tao Qing didn't expect was that Liu Jingjing couldn't hold her breath, and ran to her house the next day to tell her. Tao Qing only knew at this time that Liu Jingjing liked Zheng Yang.

Tao Qing now imagines that he was also unresponsive before. Why didn't you see that Liu Jingjing liked Zheng Yang at all? And now she can see through everything at a glance, and take in the unknown careful thoughts of the group of young boys and girls around her.

The ending of Liu Jingjing and Zheng Yang, Tao Qing is clear. After the turmoil of running away from home, Liu Jingjing hid her thoughts even deeper. She still loves Zheng Yang, but she has never expressed her heart. She humbly accepted her sincerity and approached Zheng Yang little by little.

After the college entrance examination, Liu Jingjing did well in the exam, played extraordinarily, and scored several points above the first line, 211 University is hopeless, but a school can still be freely chosen. Zheng Yang lived up to expectations and scored more than 600 points, Peking University and Tsinghua University were out of luck, and the top 985 universities in China can still rush. After the results of the college entrance examination were announced, everyone wanted to know which university Zheng Yang planned to apply to.

Zheng Yang, who has always been introverted, told everyone with great fanfare that he wanted to go to Shanghai to study. In this way, everyone will understand. After all, everyone knows about the more powerful universities in Shanghai.

Liu Jingjing really believed it. The universities she applied to were all in Shanghai. Later, when the admission letter arrived by courier, Liu Jingjing learned from the class group that Zheng Yang did not go to Shanghai at all, but stayed in the province.

When the letter arrives at home, the parents happily invite their relatives and friends to a banquet. Liu Jingjing was not happy at all. Why is there such a mistake. The courage she had so hard to muster also collapsed.