During college, Tao Qing accompanied Liu Jingjing to visit the university where Zheng Yang studied several times. However, the chance encounter that Liu Jingjing was looking forward to did not appear once.

After working for a few years, Liu Jingjing met someone who was very suitable and loved her. They soon got married. At Liu Jingjing's wedding, Zheng Yang, who had never been seen since graduating from high school, actually appeared and wrapped the thickest red envelope.

Tao Qing, who went to help at the wedding, took the red envelope and was shocked by the weight of the red envelope. The vigorous font on the back of the red envelope reads: I wish you happiness. Tao Qing's heart was suddenly touched, it turned out that Zheng Yang also liked Liu Jingjing.

For too many reasons, they missed this beautiful love when they were young. High school, that chaotic and turbulent years, all they can master is continuous hard work, so that they will not regret their youth in the years to come.

Tao Qing has a deep understanding of this, even after working for many years, she still feels that life has never been out of her control. One person is reluctant, and two people are still reluctant together.

Liu Jingjing smiled bitterly, "You don't need to say it, I know better than anyone that it is impossible for me and Zheng Yang." How could a person as good as him look down on someone like me, who is barely strong in any way. ”

Facing Zheng Yang, Liu Jingjing was inferior. However, Zheng Yang is even inferior.

Tao Qing shook his head lightly and sighed helplessly. Maybe Zheng Yang is right, and she should respect this fact. Not all love has a perfect ending. Zheng Yang and Liu Jingjing's ending is actually not bad. At least Liu Jingjing was affectionate and did not make a mistake. When she loved Zheng Yang deeply, Zheng Yang also loved her deeply. She shouldn't have broken it and tried to rewrite the past.

"Come on, study hard. There are many precious and important things in life. Don't ignore what you've gained because you haven't gotten it. Tao Qing said with a sigh. Her understanding of life now is very different from that of her youth. After a thousand sails, there will eventually be an epiphany.

"Of course I know, so I'm going to study hard now. In the future, I won't be able to go to and from school with you when I live on campus. Don't think too much about me. Liu Jingjing said with determination.

Tao Qing covered his face and said, "Don't worry, I'm strong and won't cry." It will be uncomfortable for three to five days at most. ”

"Uncomfortable for three or five days? You're still called strong. Liu Jingjing asked rhetorically.

"It's not because you're too important to me." Tao Qing said angrily. When Liu Jingjing first moved to the dormitory, Tao Qing couldn't get used to it. Every morning after cleaning up, she habitually sat in the living room and rubbed, waiting for Liu Jingjing to come to her and go to school. When it was almost late, Liu Jingjing still didn't come. Tao Qing realized that Liu Jingjing lived in the school. When school is over, Tao Qing will still call Liu Jingjing to go back together. It takes time to change habits that have been cultivated over a long period of time. At first, Tao Qing was very uncomfortable, and there was a feeling of being abandoned. She also cried several times when no one was around. Later, after a long time, I slowly got used to it.

Liu Jingjing couldn't refute these words. "Okay, okay, even if we can't go to school together, but we're still at the same table, and we're still the same as before, no change." Liu Jingjing comforted.

"Well, we are lifelong friends, even if you have a new love, you can't ignore my old love." Tao Qing made his own request.

"What you said made me feel like I wanted to empathize with me." Liu Jingjing complained. Tao Qing was not like this in the past, and he was so serious and affectionate in a joke.

"No, I just want to show that I'm tolerant, knowledgeable, and empathetic."

"Okay." Liu Jingjing said helplessly. She felt that Tao Qing was too different, and suddenly became unfathomable, and she left calmly.

After lunch, the two of them went to the classroom and took a nap on the table. The noon classroom was empty and very crowded. The dormitories of the people who live on campus are resting, and many of the people who don't live on campus go home for dinner. There are a few hard-working students in the classroom who are studying, and the rest are taking a nap in the classroom.

Before Liu Jingjing closed her eyes, she glanced at Zheng Yang, who was reading, and silently fell asleep with a little weakness.

At one o'clock in the afternoon, everyone came to the classroom one after another, and the originally quiet classroom began to be noisy. Liu Jingjing was woken up. She sat up straight, her arms numb. My legs and feet are also a little stiff, and I don't listen to them so much. She slowly stood up and moved. After a good night's sleep, I didn't feel refreshed, but I felt even more tired.

After a hard lesson, Liu Jingjing recovered. But Tao Qing slept unaffected until the preparatory bell rang. Tao Qing was woken up once in the middle, she just looked up and looked around, and found that there was no class, and she fell asleep for a second. Liu Jingjing now admires Tao Qing's sleeping skills very much.

After four classes in the afternoon, Liu Jingjing felt as if she was sick, she had no energy and no appetite, but she still went to the cafeteria with Tao Qing to eat something. The late autumn weather still leaves the heat of summer. It's going to be a lot cooler when it rains, but it's been sunny lately.

Liu Jingjing felt a little hot, so she took Tao Qing to buy two glasses of lemonade with ice. After a few sips, I felt a lot cooler.

Under the teaching building, Liu Jingjing took Tao Qing to a large green space behind the teaching building, and begged coquettishly: "Don't go to the classroom first, go for a walk with me, it's still early for class." ”

Tao Qing hesitated, but agreed. Originally, she had planned to go to the classroom early to do her homework. Today, the teacher left quite a lot of homework. In the past, she often talked with Liu Jingjing. In this way, they relieve the boredom in their hearts and relieve the pressure of life. The interval between these heart-to-heart talks is not fixed, but they will talk to each other whenever they have something on their minds.

The school is built like a big park. Surrounding the school building is a large area of greenery, planted with large slender bamboos, scattered pine trees, rows of peach trees, and stone tables and benches for people to rest. A creek was excavated, fluttering weeping willows were planted on the side of the stream, and bamboo, loquat, pomegranate, peach, and apricot trees were planted on the island besieged by the creek. These two stone steps were built over the creek. The curving stone pavement winds its way through these greenery, quiet and deep. Liu Jingjing and Tao Qing like to walk here and talk at the same time.

"What's wrong with you? Have something to tell me? Tao Qing asked directly.

"Uh-huh." Liu Jingjing nodded thoughtfully, and said slowly: "I feel a lot of pressure. Everyone in the class is very competitive, and everyone is serious and hard working. ”

"Isn't that bad?" Tao Qing asked rhetorically. The learning atmosphere in the first year of high school is indeed the best. Everyone is working hard to learn. However, this good learning atmosphere has also been worn away little by little by time. By the time they reached their junior year of high school, they were already in a state of collapse. Some of them are trying their best or standing still, their patience and expectations are scattered by unsatisfactory results, and in the end they are left with self-defeat, and some are more confused, their minds are not on learning, and they gradually take learning very lightly. In the third year of high school, the substitute teachers were busy until late at night every day, even busier and more tired than their group of senior high school graduates. But some students stayed on the sidelines and watched as if nothing had to do with him. The upright chemistry teacher, once after a lecture, suddenly said sadly that he couldn't teach this class. In the end, it was the chemistry class representative and the class leader who went to apologize together to solve the problem.

Liu Jingjing said contradictoryly: "It's good, it's just that I feel a lot of pressure when I see others working so hard." I'm also angry that I haven't been able to keep up my spirits, and I don't understand what the teacher said very well. ”

"Then you have to find the reason in yourself. Broaden your horizons, you have to compete with the province's and even the country's senior high school graduates in the college entrance examination, and always staring at our class of dozens of people will make you a frog at the bottom of the well. Tao Qing said objectively. Are you physically unable to keep up, just eat so much every day, let you eat more, and you don't eat. Now at this time, you don't want to lose weight. Tao Qing analyzed bitterly, like an adult.

"No, I didn't lose weight, I eat a lot every day. I eat less rice, I eat a lot of snacks. Liu Jingjing explained.

Tao Qing said disgustedly: "Let's eat well, those snacks are unhealthy and not good for your health." ”

"Okay, I'll try to quit." Liu Jingjing said reluctantly. "Tao Qing, can you supervise my study in the future? I'm not a proactive person, I don't have a lot of self-discipline, and I'm very susceptible to outside interference. Liu Jingjing looked at Tao Qing with a sincere face.

Tao Qing smiled slightly and said, "Of course you can." ”

"Alas, Zheng Yang and Lin Sheng, how can they study so well? It's so easy to learn. Am I really low IQ? Liu Jingjing said sadly. She gazed at the beautiful sunset on the horizon and took a large sip of lemonade. A drink made her feel like she was drinking.

Tao Qing suddenly saw the vicissitudes and helplessness on Liu Jingjing's face.

"There should be a reason for this. People with high IQs have strong comprehension skills. Tao Qing said pertinently. is not afraid of hitting Liu Jingjing at all.

"Even if you have a high IQ, you still work so hard." Liu Jingjing said helplessly.

"So you have to work harder." Tao Qing summed up such a conclusion. The same reason can be a reason for being aggressive, or it can be an excuse for self-depravity.

"Yes, I'm going to work harder." Liu Jingjing said firmly. Zheng Yang works so hard, how can she not work hard.

"I'm so confused! I don't know what I'm going to do next? Liu Jingjing said sadly.

Tao Qing said seductively: "What kind of life do you want to live in the future?" ”

"The life I want to live? That should be to do whatever you want, don't worry about money, don't have to work hard for the house for a lifetime. Work for hobbies, not for a pitiful amount of money to do a job you don't like. Not tied to money, not trapped in life. The family has a lot of money, and I don't know the grievances. Liu Jingjing said eloquently. That's the life she wants, a little too idealistic.

"You want to be a rich second generation!" Tao Qing can see it.

Liu Jingjing said helplessly: "Yes." It's a pity that since I was born, I was destined to have no chance with this word. ”

"Not necessarily. You can marry a rich second generation. Tao Qing said with reservations.

"Cut, you're more impractical than me. With that skill, I might as well work hard and turn myself into a rich man. Liu Jingjing said disdainfully. She doesn't believe in Cinderella's fairy tales. She also doesn't bother to compromise in an unequal relationship. She has her own pride and self-esteem.

"You're right. But life is unpredictable. Tao Qing said secretly.

Liu Jingjing said with great certainty: "My heart is predictable. ”

"Okay." Tao Qing said compromisedly, no longer arguing with Liu Jingjing.

"Alright, it's almost class. Let's go back. Thank you for listening to me talk about these troubles. Liu Jingjing threw the finished lemonade wrapper into the trash.

Tao Qing stretched out his hand to hold Liu Jingjing's hand and said, "Be polite with me." ”

Lin Sheng sat by the window, quietly looking out the window at Tao Qing and Liu Jingjing, who walked towards the teaching building holding hands. After eating, he saw Liu Jingjing and Tao Qing change their route and go to the garden behind the teaching building. When he came to the classroom, he could no longer focus on his books.

He went to the window seat and quietly looked at Tao Qing and Liu Jingjing. Looking at it from afar, he was satisfied.

"What do you see? Look so fascinating. Evening self-study is the class teacher's class, so let's sit honestly in our own places. If you like my position, I can sit with you in other teachers' classes. Wang Pengfei said politely.

"Sunset and sunset. Now the sun is also setting. I'm not going to waste your time. I'm sorry to take your place. Lin Sheng pointed to the gorgeous clouds outside the window and said politely.

Wang Pengfei looked at the scenery outside the window and said in agreement: "It's really beautiful." ”

Lin Sheng got up and returned to his seat, and not long after, the figures of Tao Qing and Liu Jingjing appeared in the corridor. The throbbing in his heart couldn't be suppressed, and he just endured it silently. He was a rational man. He never expected to get a response from Tao Qing. He didn't want to affect Tao Qing's life because of his recklessness. In this chaotic years, it is enough for him to panic.

Tao Qing entered the classroom and met Lin Sheng's gaze. She smiled slightly, polite and generous. Lin Sheng was in a daze, and nodded slightly.

After the evening self-study, Tao Qing and Liu Jingjing rode back on their bikes together. Ten minutes after school, the circular parking road next to the teaching building was crowded with bicycles and electric vehicles moving slowly. The two of them struggled to follow the crowded traffic and walked out, and they were almost washed away.

When I got home, my parents sat on the sofa in the living room and meditated. The TV wasn't on or talking.

Tao Qing saw that the atmosphere was so gloomy, so he cautiously walked to his mother's side and asked softly, "Did you quarrel?" ”

"Tao Qing, you're not too young. Parents want to hear your opinions on major matters at home. Mother Tao said in a deep voice.

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