Chapter 559: Survival

It was a white medicine bottle with "Diazepam tablets" written on the bottle.

Diazepam, also known as diazepam, is anxiolytic, sedative, and hypnotic.

So this bottle of medicine is the so-called sleeping pill.

Ming Dai shook the bottle, and there was a dull sound of pills colliding inside the bottle, at least no less than a hundred.

…… Therefore, Shen Qinghe, who let himself lie in the bathtub water and did not make a sound for a long time, really wanted to be quiet, or did he want to experience the feeling of death in advance?

Faced with Ming Dai's direct penetration, Shen Qing and the whole person seemed to be frozen.

First stunned, then ecstatic swept over ...... I can't believe that Ming Dai is willing to come to see him!

There was a bang.

Shen Qinghe stood up from the water and hurriedly explained:

"Dai Dai! You are mistaken! I'm not ......."

Ming Dai turned around suddenly, unwilling to take another look at Shen Qinghe.

And Huang Yuanyuan and the others slowed down two beats before slowly turning around.

Shen Qinghe's face was anxious.

Yi Li still sensed that something was wrong, and quickly pulled the towel on the side and draped it on Shen Qinghe's body.

The white clothes and white pants he was wearing were wet with water and then clung to his body.

As a male star who exercises all year round, Shen Qinghe is undoubtedly eye-catching enough.

It's just that he looks a little too thin now, which can be described as emaciated and decadent, which shows that this incident is a big blow to him.

However, the arrival of Ming Dai obviously lifted Shen Qinghe's mental state a lot.

At this time, he was clutching the towel tightly and looking at Mingdai's back a little gloomily.

For the disgust that she turned away at that moment.

Shen Qinghe quickly perked up.

After all, for a person who has been walking in the desert for too long, it is a blessing to be able to drink a drop of water, how dare you have the slightest requirement for the taste of this drop of water?

After Ming Dai, Huang Yuanyuan and the others retreated to the living room, Shen Qinghe was accompanied by Yi Li into the bedroom, and then he was about to quickly enter the cloakroom to change clothes.

Turning around and seeing that Yi Li was still in the room, Shen Qinghe: "What are you doing standing here?" ”

Yi Li clenched his hands into fists: "I'm here to guard you." ”

Shen Qinghe was silent for a moment: "What is there to keep?" ”

Yi Li's fists couldn't help but tremble: "Brother Shen, what sleeping pills...... What is it? Are you really going to ......?"

Yi Li closed his eyes in pain, a little unable to speak, and even more unwilling to accept his respect and admiration, Brother Shen, would one day be unable to face the painful life, and planned to choose...... Suicide.

Shen Qinghe became more and more silent, but in the end, he didn't answer Yi Li's question directly, and only dropped a sentence: "If you want to keep it, keep it." ”

As he spoke, he closed the door to the cloakroom.

And he refused to answer positively, which, in Yi Li's view, was undoubtedly tantamount to acquiescence.

Why?

Yi Li grabbed his hair in pain, dazed and at a loss.

At this moment, he didn't even dare to blame Shen Qinghe's behavior.

Because he understands Shen Qing and the past, he understands what kind of existence that dark past is for Brother Shen.

However, the most is still frustration and rejoicing.

If he hadn't gone to the airport to wait for Ming Dai, he wouldn't have ignored Brother Shen for so long, but if he went home just now and delayed it, then Brother Shen might have ......

But in the same way, if it weren't for him begging for Ming Dai, no one would be able to influence Shen Qinghe's decision and completely dispel that bad idea.

So he was annoyed and glad that his contradictory feelings were intertwined, making every second waiting outside the cloakroom extremely tormenting.

Fortunately, Shen Qinghe was in a hurry to see Ming Dai, and his change of clothes was very fast.

Yi Li didn't wait long before Shen Qinghe came out of the room.

Walking with the wind, I can't wait to run directly, and quickly go straight to the living room.

Yi Li silently followed behind him.

in the living room.

Ming Dai didn't sit down, but found a random place to stand.

If she doesn't sit, Huang Yuanyuan and the others will definitely not be able to sit either, they are all standing.

The atmosphere was indescribably tense and condensed, and the air was so quiet that you could hear a pin.

Suddenly, there was a sound of footsteps from far and near.

Huang Yuanyuan and the three of them quickly raised their spirits and took a defensive posture, as if they were facing a great enemy.

Compared with them, Ming Dai became the most calm and calm one, seeing Shen Qinghe rushing in front of him, he still raised his eyes to meet his gaze unhurriedly.

"Dai Dai!"

Shen Qinghe still remembered the misunderstanding just now, and hurriedly explained when he saw Ming Dai,

"You're really mistaken! I have absolutely no intention of taking my own life! The medicine in the bathroom was just there, I didn't want to touch it, it was because I couldn't sleep recently because of anxiety......"

"Don't explain it to me, it's your choice."

Mingda interrupted him calmly.

Shen Qinghe was stunned, knowing that Ming Dai wanted to draw a line with him.

His eyebrows and eyes were lonely, and he wanted to force a laugh:

"Anyway, I'm already grateful that you can come to see me today."

"It's not that I'm coming to see you, it's your assistant who is waiting for me at the airport and even kneeling down for you. See, at least until this time, there are still people around you who care about you from the bottom of their hearts. ”

Ming Dai said, her smile cold and sarcastic.

Shen Qinghe's face turned bloodless.

His face was already pale enough, but now his face was as white as paper, and his body was shaky, as if he might faint at any moment.

"You ......"

Mingdai: "Can you avoid it for a while?" I have something to say to him. Don't worry, a few words, we'll leave after that. ”

The first half of the sentence was said to Huang Yuanyuan and them, and the second half of the sentence was said to Shen Qinghe.

Shen Qinghe wanted to laugh and tell Ming Dai that it was okay to leave whenever she wanted.

But this smile was barely even squeezed out, and only the words of Ming Dai just now kept echoing in his mind, and his internal organs were filled with coldness.

Huang Yuanyuan and the others obediently avoided it and retreated to the study next to them.

The study is far enough away from the living room, and the door is soundproofed well enough, so Ming Dai doesn't need to worry about being heard by others when she talks to Shen Qinghe.

Shen Qinghe said in a hoarse voice: "...... I'm sorry. ”

Thinking of Ming Dai's desperate situation of being isolated and helpless in her previous life, Shen Qinghe closed his eyes in pain.

Compared with his strong emotions, Ming Dai, as the person concerned, is much more relaxed.

"For me, that's all in the past."

Ming Dai shrugged, indifferent.

Her voice softened and became cold, no longer in the state that aimed at Shen Qinghe.

But why did Shen Qinghe sound even more heartbroken?

Probably because this softening is not because of forgiveness, but because it doesn't matter.

Ming Dai ignored Shen Qinghe's expression and only said what she wanted to say:

"During this time, I watched the news and learned about your childhood and past, and the settlement in my heart was completely let go. Thank you for letting me know that I was ignored and given up, not because I was not good enough, nor because I was worse than others, but because someone took their pain above all else. Shen Qinghe, I sympathize with you and despise you. ”

(End of chapter)