"Shen Qinghe, you have experienced misfortune, so you can take revenge on the person who hurt you. But I've never been sorry for you, so why should I bear your hurt? ”

Mingdai's tone was calm and flat, without superfluous emotions, not an accusation, just a calm statement.

But its lethality to Shen Qinghe is far better than all the scolding and resentment.

Shen Qinghe's mind went blank for a moment, and he immediately wanted to refute:

"No, I never wanted to hurt you......"

"Really?"

Mingdai smiled, as if she heard a big joke, and her face was sarcastic,

"It's not just a knife that cuts flesh that hurts. Ever since we started dating, you've never looked me in the eye. You see I'm a gadget to pass the time, and I've never even been treated and respected as a whole person. Your agent is called Xiang Yuan, right? He was afraid that I would affect your career, so he simply ruined my reputation first, led your fans to attack me, and made me the target of trampling by thousands of people...... Do you know these things? ”

Shen Qinghe hurriedly defended: "I don't know, it's me who ignored this, it's me who believes in him too much!" ”

He anxiously wanted to prove his sincerity and unravel Ming Dai's misunderstanding of him.

But Mingdai's faint glance was like a sharp knife, cutting through all his disguises.

Mingdai said firmly: "Don't beautify your memories anymore, in fact, you know, you always know." You just don't care, or don't care. Maybe in your heart, you look down on me at all, and feel that my liking for you is worthless, even my career as an actor is not worth mentioning, even if it is ruined, it doesn't matter. ”

Shen Qinghe's viscera seemed to be tightly grasped by a big hand, and he almost couldn't breathe.

He opened his mouth to say something, but he didn't know what to say.

Indeed, he has always been a meticulous and cautious man.

The agent who first entered the industry wanted to carry him behind his back to make small moves, and he was recognized by him before he started, and he has always been proud of his ability to see through people's hearts.

Xiang Yuan did to Ming Dai, would he really be completely unaware of it?

No, he noticed that Xiang Yuan was not right.

But he was too lazy to care, indifferent, or felt that Xiang Yuan's little tricks would not really hurt people.

The fact is that Ming Dai struggled painfully in the whirlpool of public opinion, and the light that should have bloomed was pressed into the abyss, and even before he died, he was infamous because of him.

And the culprit is him.

Half a day.

Shen Qinghe, who was so desperate that he had already accepted his fate, muttered:

"You're right, it's my fault, it's all my fault, so ......" he looked at her with red eyes and mourning, "Shall I compensate you?" I'll give you this life......"

Mingdai sneered: "Is your life important to me?" I only care about my life and the lives of those I love. ”

Shen Qinghe knew, even when Ming Dai was most desperate, he didn't think about giving up his life-

In her previous life, Ming Dai died of suffocation due to the smoke of the fire. Her body was intact, and even the wardrobe she was in survived.

As a result, trace experts were able to deduce from the traces in the wardrobe that Ming Dai tried to call for help and climb out of the closet before she died.

That information was too impressive for Shen Qinghe, and it was easy to float in front of him right now.

and intertwined with Ming Dai's words, it was a double blow to Shen Qinghe.

He pulled out a miserable white smile: "Yes, you don't love me anymore." ”

Even if he gave his life for her, she would certainly be dismissive.

"You're wrong."

Shen Qinghe looked up in disbelief, and the surprise in his eyes hadn't had time to burst out completely.

Then he heard Mindai say:

"I haven't loved you before."

Shen Qinghe breathed heavily.

Ming Dai didn't care about his reaction, and continued to herself:

"I have a boyfriend and I love it...... No, I love him a lot. It is also because of the contrast of his feelings that I know that the previous feelings for you cannot be called liking or love at all, but should be called ...... Adore? The worship of the younger generations for the seniors, and the worship of the idols for the fans. Fortunately, you broke the illusion with your own hands and woke up my dream completely. ”

Ming Dai's expression at this time was happy.

Shen Qinghe's blood froze.

What is more painful than a loved one not loving oneself?

It was she who not only denied her former feelings, but also felt glad that she didn't love you.

Shen Qinghe's pride and confidence were crushed into slag, and he couldn't even do the last trace of fantasy, and he couldn't say a word about the superfluous.

Thinking that she had made her words clear enough, Ming Dai stroked the beads on her wrist and took a deep breath.

"Alright, that's it." She said, looking at Shen Qinghe deeply, "Let's never meet again." ”

Shen Qinghe stood there stiffly, watching her turn and leave.

This time, it was really never seen again.

*

After Ming Dai and Huang Yuanyuan left, Yi Li cautiously approached Shen Qinghe.

He thought that Shen Qinghe would be in a better mood when he saw Ming Dai.

As a result, Shen Qinghe's appearance looked even worse, and his eyes were so dark that he couldn't see a trace of light.

Yi Li asked him anxiously if he was uncomfortable.

Shen Qinghe shook his head and wanted to turn around and go back to the room.

After taking two steps, he stumbled under his feet and almost fell, thanks to Yi Li who helped him in time.

"Brother Shen! Do you want me to call my family doctor......

"No, you don't."

Shen Qinghe shook his head and walked towards the room step by step.

He had no clothes, lying quietly on the bed, if it weren't for the fact that his chest was still heaving, Yi Li would almost think he was dead.

But now Yi Li didn't dare to disturb him, and quietly covered the door of the room, leaving Shen Qinghe room to be alone.

Yi Li's series of moves, Shen Qinghe didn't care.

His mind was full of what Ming Dai said today, and those words were like a hammer, beating his soul repeatedly, making him have to pull out his past life and recall it again-

His father was a terrible drunkard and gambler, and for as long as he can remember, the man named Father was constantly going back and forth between the gambling and drinking tables, either drunk to the point of a mess, and if he was sober, he would scold the heavens and the earth with his hands on his hips, and be angry that he was unlucky and did not succeed.

A man who can't even control his addiction to alcohol and gambling, but firmly believes that his failure is not because of his ability, but because of bad luck?

Thinking about it now, Shen Qinghe felt ridiculous.

My father is an alcoholic and complains about life, so he usually doesn't dare to be presumptuous outside, but he loves to vent his anger to the family around him.

In his father's eyes, his wife and children are his private property, and he spends money to raise them, what's wrong with beating and scolding?

At first, his main target was his mother, until one day, his mother, who couldn't stand the beating, pushed him out.

After that, being beaten became a daily routine for Shen Qinghe in his childhood.

Occasionally, he would be locked up in a small dark room, and it was common for him to be hungry for a day or two.