Xu Shi saw that I had been silent since I left the hospital, Qiao Na's eyes frequently looked in the rearview mirror, and asked me with concern: "Ruan Dong, I see that your face is not very good, otherwise don't go to the company." ”

"Hmm." I responded lightly, now I can't do anything even if I go back to the company, at this time, I just want to go home and accompany Xixi more, "Go to kindergarten." ”

On the way, I specially called Li Yunzhou so that he didn't have to pick me up at night.

I took a deep breath and pretended to be calm and said, "It's rare that the company has little business today, and I ended up idle, so I went down and took Xixi home together." ”

Li Yunzhou happened to have something to do today, and he still told me uneasily: "Let Jona accompany you, and don't squeeze into crowded places." ”

"Okay." I smiled bitterly and agreed.

After hanging up, I put down my forced smile, closed my eyes, and leaned back in my chair tiredly.

Suddenly I remembered something, and I specifically instructed Jona: "Don't mention my nosebleed to anyone today." ”

Jona answered, putting me at ease.

The car stopped at the entrance of the kindergarten, and I asked Jona to wait for me in the car and walked in by myself.

Xixi was still in class, and the kindergarten teacher was very concerned when she saw that I came to pick up Xixi so early.

"Xixi's mother, why did you come to pick up the child so early today? Is there something going on at home? ”

"No, it's just that it's rare to have a break today, so come by the way." I replied with a light smile to avoid misunderstanding by the teacher.

The teacher nodded knowingly and led me to Xixi's classroom, where I could clearly see the children through the glass window on the wall.

Today's last session was an activity class, the teacher gave each of the children a few pieces of colored paper, and the children went to tear the window grilles by themselves.

Xi Xi has a lot of ideas, and he seriously makes a fuss on that paper.

The teaching teacher standing next to me suddenly sighed: "Xixi was always not interested in class before, although the team teacher would obediently follow the request, but it lacked the vitality and curiosity that children should have. However, during this time, Xixi has become a lot more active, and he can always see a smile on his face. ”

These words made me feel guilty that I had not taken Xixi's emotions into account.

My heart was blocked for a while, I thought I could finally give Xixi a complete home, but now I ......

I can't imagine if I was really diagnosed with brain cancer, what would Xixi do? His cheerful personality is afraid that he will sink down again.

"Mama Hei-hee?"

A concerned inquiry from the academic affairs teacher pulled my consciousness back.

At this time, the course has come to an end, and many parents have come to pick up their children one after another.

I thanked the academic affairs teacher for bringing me over, and then waited for Hei Xi to come out in the waiting area of the hall.

It didn't take long for the teacher to lead the children out, and Hee-hee, who was a little taller, stood at the back of the line, and waited for the other children to be led away one by one, and Hee-hee walked out of the door.

"Hee-hee, look who's picking you up today!" The teacher smiled softly and touched Nozomi's head.

Xi Xi looked up at me, and her eyes suddenly appeared with surprise, "Mommy! ”

I smiled and held out my hand to him, and he ran over and took my hand.

"Hee-hee, say goodbye to the teacher."

Xi Xi waved at the teacher politely, "Goodbye, teacher." ”

"Goodbye, Hei."

The kindergarten teacher smiled and waved goodbye to us, making no secret of the affection for Xixi in his eyes.

After picking him up from kindergarten, I didn't go straight home, but took him to the restaurant, ordered two children's menus, and gave him two cute dolls.

Xi Xi looked at me with big innocent eyes, and said with a smile, "Mommy, you seem to be a little different today." ”

I smirked and asked, "What's the difference?" ”

"You usually don't let me drink when you order a children's menu, but you didn't stop me today."

Seeing his incomprehensible appearance, I was only soft in my heart, and I reasoned with him seriously: "Since you like it, you can taste it in a small way, but you can't drink more, remember?" ”

Xi Xi nodded obediently, holding the glass of Coke and sipping carefully, but her face was irrepressibly happy.

I watched him silently, feeling like I couldn't get enough of it.

Suddenly, I was very emotional, and Xixi, who was born prematurely and weak, has now grown into a little man.

My heart was full of tenderness, and I raised my hand and took out a tissue to gently wipe it clean for him, and my heart was a little sour.

Xi Xi squinted at me and smiled, picked up a piece of chicken wings and handed it to my mouth, "Mommy, you eat it too!" These chicken wings are delicious! ”

"Mommy is not hungry, Xixi eats, Mommy likes to watch Xixi eat."

A hint of confusion flashed in Xixi's eyes, and she continued to eat.

After watching Xixi finish eating, I packed an extra one for Jona and took Xixi to the car and went home.

Because I informed my sister-in-law and the nursery teacher in advance that they would not go back to eat tonight, and gave them half a day off.

Li Yunzhou didn't come over at night because he was entangled in affairs, so Xixi pestered me to tell him stories.

"Once upon a time there was a little boy whose parents loved him very much, and the family lived a very happy life. But one day, the boy's mother suddenly disappeared, and the little boy couldn't find it......"

My voice trembled a little, it wasn't a story I was reading from a storybook, I just wanted to test Shee.

Xi Xi opened her eyes and asked puzzledly, "Does the little boy's mother not want him?" Was the little boy abandoned by his mother? ”

Seeing the empathy in Xixi's eyes, my throat choked and my heart tingled.

Come to think of it, when Xixi was taken back to the Li family's old house, the psychological shadow left on him, he thought he was abandoned by me at that time.

My eyes were hot, the corners of my eyes were a little moist, and I pulled out a comforting smile, "Of course not, the little boy's mother loves him very much, and she will not abandon him." ”

Hei Xi frowned, "Then why can't the little boy find his mother?" ”

"Because his mother has gone to another place, although the little boy will not see his mother, but his mother will always love him." I feel a little more reluctant in my heart.

Xixi half-closed her eyes and asked vaguely, "What about the little boy?" ”

"The little boy and his father are still living happily, and his father is very good to him, and he can't wait to make up for all his love, so that the little boy can grow up healthy and happy......"

Before I could finish my story, I heard the sound of Heeki's even breathing.

I chuckled helplessly, tuckled the corners of the quilt for him, but did not leave his room immediately, but sat on the edge of his bed and watched him quietly.

At this time, I hope that the doctor's diagnosis is a misdiagnosis, and I hope that I will be healthy after the follow-up.