The doctor told me a lot of precautions in my life, but because I was pregnant, it was really inconvenient to prescribe any medication to me.

In the face of my situation, the doctor is also more than enough but not enough, and can only do everything and obey the destiny of God.

Before leaving, I made a request to the doctor: "Doctor, can you keep my condition a secret?" No matter who my family asks, you will never mention that I have terminal brain cancer. ”

"This ......," the doctor grimaced, "but your family has the right to know!" You have such a big illness, how can you hide it from your family? ”

"It's a moment to be able to hide it." There was bitterness in my eyes, and I earnestly begged the doctor to agree to me, but the doctor couldn't bear it after all, and nodded solemnly.

In front of the doctor, I have tried my best to control my emotions and can sit back in the car, and my emotions can no longer be held back.

The uncontrollable pouring of tears that I had been holding back, and the pain and despair in my heart overwhelmed me.

I'm really unwilling, and I'm really reluctant.

I'd rather hope it's all just a dream.

I hid my face and sobbed, my body trembling, and at this moment, my lower abdomen twitched, and I suddenly stopped crying.

I raised my hand in a daze, gently put it on my abdomen, felt the fetal movement in my abdomen, and felt mixed feelings in my heart.

Is this child comforting me? Does he also know that I am sad?

Thinking of what Director Lin said that the emotions of pregnant women affect the fetus in the womb all the time, I hurriedly wiped my tears and tried to calm my emotions.

My hand caressed my abdomen, comforting the little life in my belly.

"Baby, don't worry, no matter what, your mother will give birth to you safely."

I left the hospital alone, but instead of going back to the company immediately, I went to Dean Chen alone.

Seeing me coming, Dean Chen was very happy, welcomed me in, and asked with concern, "Why are you free to come here today?" Didn't bring Heeki with you? ”

"It just so happens that there is nothing going on in the company recently, Xixi is still in the kindergarten, and when he has a chance in the future, take him to the small courtyard to see, he likes these cats and dogs." I picked up a little milk dog and asked curiously, "Is this a new litter?" ”

Dean Chen introduced with a smile: "Yes! This puppy and the one given to you were born by the same mother, this time only this one was born, someone came to adopt, I really didn't want to let their mother and son separate. ”

I touched the little milk dog's head, but my heart was full of sourness.

No mother is willing to leave her child, not even animals, nor people.

"You haven't had lunch yet, I'll cook for you."

As he spoke, Dean Chen was about to enter the house, but I stopped him, "Dean, don't bother, I want to eat the small wontons you made." ”

Dean Chen's eyes were full of pampering and helplessness, "For so many years, every time I want to eat this bite, I don't think you can get tired of eating it!" ”

I smiled, "Who made Dean Chen's little wontons so delicious!" It's always something that makes people want to remember! ”

"Just count your sweet mouth, wait! I'll do it for you. ”

Eating the small wontons cooked by Dean Chen, I couldn't help but think of Su Yu.

I finally learned that he was not dead, and now there is no one to find him, but my own time is running out.

I'm afraid that I won't have the opportunity to eat wontons with him in this small courtyard in the future.

Before leaving, Dean Chen took my hand and reluctantly said, "In the future, when I have time, I will often come over and bring Xixi with me." I like Xixi a lot, and I'm well-behaved and sensible by you. ”

I pulled out a shallow smile and whispered "yes".

Looking around the entire courtyard, I gently hugged Dean Chen.

This action made Dean Chen stunned, patted me on the back, and said softly: "In the future, no matter if you are wronged or what, come back to the courtyard at any time, and this is half of your home." ”

I nodded with pantothenic acid in my eyes.

After Li Xue passed away, only Dean Chen gave me the love of my elders.

After leaving Dean Chen, my mood was much calmer, just like the night I decided to go abroad with Su Yu for treatment.

I don't plan to tell Li Yunzhou about my condition, because I know him too well, and once he finds out, he will definitely ask me to kill the child and cooperate with the treatment.

If you can hide it from him, at least until I give birth to this child.

When I got home, I could smell the smell of food as soon as I opened the door.

I changed my slippers and walked in, and was about to call Sister-in-law Zhang, but I saw Li Yunzhou walking out of the kitchen with a spatula.

He looked at me with a smile, "I'm back, I'll show you a good hand today, so that you can taste my craft." ”

As soon as the words fell, a small radish head next to him squeezed out, and Xi Xi was also wearing an apron, still holding vegetables in her hand, and excitedly invited me to take credit: "And me, and me!" Mommy, I washed all the dishes that Dad fried today! I'm so clean! ”

I smiled softly, crouched down, and touched Hei Hei's head, "Xi Xi is awesome!" Mommy is proud of Nozomi. ”

Xi Xi smiled proudly, got a compliment, glanced at Li Yunzhou as if showing off, and then walked into the kitchen excitedly to continue to help.

As soon as I stood up, Li Yunzhou posted it, "What about me?" You're not going to praise me? ”

I pretended to be disgusted and pushed him away, "What are you competing with a child?" ”

Li Yunzhou deliberately pretended to be disappointed, sighed heavily, and the whole person wilted.

"It's chilling! I've worked so hard to be a good husband, but I can't even get a word of praise. ”

Seeing his scoundrel look, I shook my head helplessly, and praised cooperatively: "Wow! Yunzhou is awesome! I can even cook! ”

Li Yunzhou reached out and pinched my chin, "If you praise me so unintentionally, I will punish you!" ”

"Huh?"

I didn't know why, but a kiss landed on my cheek.

I was stunned for a moment, and then I saw Li Yunzhou's satisfied expression.

"You wait, the meal will be ready soon."

Watching Li Yunzhou turn around and plunge into the battlefield of the kitchen again, my emotions in my heart were very complicated.

Li Yunzhou has really done a good job, he is a competent husband and a competent father.

Even if I do die, I am very relieved that the child can be taken care of by him.

Sitting at the dining table, Li Yunzhou and Xixi looked at me at the same time, watching me eat a bite of sweet and sour pork ribs, and both pairs of eyes showed an expectant light at the same time.

They asked in unison, "How does it taste?" ”

"Not bad." I gave an affirmative answer and gave the two of them a thumbs up, "It seems that you two are very talented in cooking, and you can cook the dishes so deliciously, no worse than Sister-in-law Zhang's." ”