I naturally know the consequences of what Bi Changlin said, but I still have a fluke in my heart.

"I believe that I will survive until the birth of this child, and as long as this child can be born safely, I will definitely receive treatment in time. I'm a life-loving person, and I didn't plan to die so easily. ”

I promised Bi Changlin as if I was assuring him, but Bi Changlin's face still did not ease in the slightest.

"Your situation is already precarious, and there's no guarantee that anything will happen in the remaining months. Once the condition deteriorates, even if you send it to the hospital for treatment in time, you may not be able to save it. ”

I pulled out a smile at Bi Changlin, "I believe I'm not so unlucky." And I promise you that if I really can't hold on, I will definitely give birth to my child early and then go to treatment. ”

"Why do you have to be so stubborn? You are still so young, even if you take a risk, even if it is this child, you really can't keep it, as long as you are treated, you can have another child in the future......"

"But even if I'm pregnant, that child isn't the one it is now, is it?" I interrupted Bi Changlin's words, and I couldn't help but feel a little excited.

I calmed down, calmed myself, and said to Bi Changlin at the same time: "I don't want to risk this child, if I have to give up the child to cure my illness, then I would rather die with this child." At least I don't feel indebted to him. ”

Bi Changlin looked at me with angry eyes, was silent for a long time, and didn't say anything after all.

During the time I spent with Bi Changlin, I had already figured out each other's personalities.

Bi Changlin knew that I could do anything for the sake of my children.

I also know that Bi Changlin is just hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, and he will not really force me to do things that are harmful to the child.

After a long silence, Bi Changlin frowned impatiently, and then waved his hand at me, "Forget it, you have already decided like this, and even have a plan in mind, then it is useless for me to say more, let it go." ”

However, Bi Changlin was really angry this time, and without leaving any advice, he turned around and went back to his room, and closed the door tightly, obviously not wanting to see me.

Qiao Na never expected Bi Changlin to lose such a big temper.

She looked at me hesitantly, "Ruan Shi, are you really up to the decision?" ”

"Hmm."

I walked to the door of Bi Changlin's room and knocked lightly on the door a few times, although there was no response from inside, but I knew that Bi Changlin must be able to hear it.

"Teacher Bi, thank you for taking care of me during this time, you are a good doctor, and the past should not bind you. I know my choice makes you angry, but you should also be able to understand my intolerance as a mother. When I give birth to a child, I will definitely bring the child to see you in person if I have the opportunity. ”

After saying this, I deliberately stayed at the door for a while, but Bi Changlin didn't come out and didn't give me any response.

This made me feel a little disappointed, but I didn't blame it.

Joanna and I glanced at each other and left Bi Changlin's cabin together.

On the way back to the villa, Joanna frequently checked my mood through the rearview mirror, and several times stopped talking.

I knew Jona must have sensed something.

I whispered, "Ask whatever you want." ”

Jona looked in the rearview mirror again, her face a little solemn, "You already know, don't you?" That's why I suddenly decided to give up all the treatment, and even stay away from Bi Changlin. ”

I lowered my eyes indifferently, and did not answer, but acquiesced.

Jonah was slightly annoyed by my reaction, and she stopped the car and looked back at me.

"You don't have to hide at all, even if Li Yunzhou finds out your clues, I believe that Dr. Bi will cover it up for you."

"You don't know Li Yunzhou, as long as there is a clue, he will never give up."

I know that with Li Yunzhou's ability, I will soon find out about Bi Changlin.

I stayed with Bi Changlin for treatment, which was nothing more than throwing myself into a trap, and even brought unnecessary trouble to Bi Changlin.

So I decided to give up the treatment completely, stay away from Bi Changlin, and wouldn't even tell Bi Changlin where I was going.

In this way, even if Li Yunzhou found Bi Changlin, he would not be able to get other information, and the clues he found would be broken.

When I returned to the villa, thinking of Li Yunzhou, who was still looking for me all over the world, I couldn't help but write him a letter after all.

In the letter, I begged him not to look for me again, begging him to let me live a new life.

I only hope that he can take good care of Xixi, as long as the father and son are well, no matter where I am in the world, I can live my life in peace.

I tried my best to be as indifferent as possible, and I wanted to use this letter to make Li Yunzhou die for me.

Just as I put down my pen, Joanna knocked on the door.

"Li Yunzhou already knows the address of our villa now, I'm afraid we will find it soon."

Jona knew my thoughts, and even though she didn't want me to hide from Li Yunzhou, she still respected my decision.

My face changed slightly, and I said decisively: "Pack up your things, let's get out of here." ”

After packing her clothes, Jona lifted my suitcase and put it in the car.

And I gave the letter to the butler.

"If anyone comes to me, give him this letter, and as for the rest, I hope you will say nothing."

The butler's eyes were firm, naturally leaning towards my side.

"Miss, don't worry, no matter who asks you about your situation, I and these servants at home will not leak a word."

I trust the stewards, and I trust the servants to keep their mouths shut. But to be on the safe side, I still didn't tell them where I was going.

For me at this moment, the fewer people know about my whereabouts, the less likely it is to be discovered.

I got into Jona's car and drove away from the villa.

And just at the intersection, a black private car staggered past our car.

And I accidentally glanced at it and saw Ling Ye sitting in the back seat of the car.

His face was haggard, and he was much thinner than when I left.

At this moment, my eyes were sour, my lip was clenched, my fingers were clenched together, and I desperately resisted the urge to get out of the car.

During the time I left, what kind of life was Li Yunzhou living?

He must be having a bad time when he is so haggard now.

My reaction was all seen by Jona, she followed my gaze, and you guessed something.

She stopped the car and asked me tentatively, "Would you like to see him?" ”

I couldn't bear it, tears came out of my eyes, but I gritted my teeth and told Jona: "Drive!" ”