Joanna hesitated, apparently hoping that I would think again.

But I hurriedly urged her: "I'll let you drive!" ”

Jona had no choice but to start the car.

As the distance between me and Li Yunzhou became farther and farther away, my heart seemed to be torn in half.

I couldn't hold it back any longer, tears slid down the corners of my eyes, and the pain in my heart made me hide my face and cry.

I really don't want Li Yunzhou to be like this because of me.

I also know how painful it is for him to not find me, although I have endured the torture of illness, but the pain in Li Yunzhou's heart is no less than mine.

But even though I knew this, I still cruelly hurt him after all, and let his hopes be disappointed again and again.

I can imagine his despair when he saw that the villa was empty, and I felt as if I could empathize, and my whole body trembled uncontrollably.

I feel sorry for him, but I can't turn back.

Joanna stayed by my side silently, and when she saw my tears, she didn't comment on anything, just silently handed me the tissue.

I don't remember how long I cried, I just fell asleep in the car in a trance.

I had a long dream, in which Li Yunzhou had been looking for my whereabouts, and when I saw Li Yunzhou, there was no light in his eyes, and the whole person was like a walking corpse.

I called him in distress, he couldn't turn around, and the moment he saw me, Li Yunzhou's pupils were dilated.

He rushed to me eagerly, hugged me tightly, and refused to let go for a second.

And I coveted his arms, pillowed on his shoulders, tears gushing out uncontrollably......

"I'm sorry ......"

I muttered to myself, but I woke up in a daze, only to realize that I was still in the car, and everything I had just done was just a dream.

The only real thing is the tears that have not dried up my cheeks.

Jona slowly parked the car at the door of a small courtyard, and when she saw my appearance at the moment, a touch of distress appeared in Jona's eyes.

She sighed weakly, "Why are you so troubled!" ”

I smiled bitterly and raised my hand to wipe the tears from my cheeks.

"Long pain is better than short pain, if I really have any accidents, he always has to adapt to life without me."

I was comforting myself by saying this, but it was just a reason for my own "selfishness".

I didn't dare to see Li Yunzhou, just because I "selfishly" wanted to give birth to this child.

Jona sighed heavily again and diverted the subject.

"This is the small courtyard I told you before, it is newly built, although it is not as good as the villa at home, but it is still very clean inside."

Jona's words diverted my attention, and I pushed the door open and got out of the car, wanting to go inside the courtyard to have a look.

This is a relatively remote town in the United States, although the traffic is not very convenient, but the life in the town is very comfortable.

However, it is precisely because of the inconvenience of occlusion that it is not easy for others to find out their whereabouts, which is why I chose to wait here for production.

Walking into that small courtyard, it was far more exquisite than I imagined.

The courtyard is paved with stone bricks, several cherry trees are planted around the courtyard wall, and the south wall is also covered with roses, adding a bit of romance to the quiet courtyard.

On the west side of the courtyard is a grape trellis, and although the grapes are not yet ripe this season, you can see small cyan particles piled up, which is a little inexplicably cute.

There are three floors in the courtyard, and the decoration is in the usual style of the building, the house is paved with tiles, and the living room is also covered with carpets, which is equivalent to a small villa.

As soon as I entered the house, someone came down from upstairs, two doctors in white coats, and several servants.

When I saw the doctor's white coat, I felt resistant, and looked at Jona questioningly.

"What do you mean by that? Didn't I already say I would give up all treatment? ”

Jona hurriedly explained to me, "You misunderstood, these two doctors are not treating brain cancer, but preparing for your birth. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and looked at the two doctors in amazement.

One of them was a young female doctor, who looked a little stern in her face, but her tone was very gentle.

"Hello Miss Ruan, I used to be a professional physician in the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology of an authoritative hospital in China, and I have won many awards in my academic research in China. You can rest assured that I will take good care of you and your baby. ”

The other was an elderly female doctor, with a kind face, but quite a bit of the kindness of an old mother.

"I am a professional midwife, and many babies are delivered by me. I have also worked as a confinement nanny, and I can be responsible for the care of the child from birth to the future. ”

I was stunned for a moment, amazed at Jona's care.

Jona walked up to me and gently took my hand.

"I know that you are determined to give birth to this child, the town here is remote, and the transportation is not very convenient, if there is any situation, there is a professional doctor, at least you can feel at ease."

I glanced at Jona gratefully, sorry for my question.

"I'm sorry Jona, I misunderstood you and almost failed your kindness."

Jona shook her head slightly, "Between us, you don't have to say these kind words. ”

Jona and I lived in this seaside town, where the people are very simple and the scenery is pleasant, which is very suitable for raising babies and waiting for childbirth.

Jona deliberately put a chaise longue for me in the courtyard and put a thick blanket on it, so that I could lie on the chaise longue and bask in the sun and listen to music.

My hand gently caressed my belly, the warm sunlight enveloped my body, and my whole heart warmed.

I gazed tenderly at my bulging belly, and now that the baby was six months old, I was looking forward to the birth of the baby even more.

It's just that in my situation, even if I want to have a smooth delivery, I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for the child to be full-term.

When I gave up treatment, Bi Changlin warned me that if I gave up treatment, I wouldn't live long.

After the examination at the hospital, the doctor also told me that I still have two months to spare.

Two months later, the child is less than a month, and the child can only be removed by caesarean section.

But fortunately, the child of more than eight months, although it is a premature baby, has fully developed his body, and there will be basically no problems.

I was thinking about it when I suddenly felt a strong movement in my stomach and a slight discomfort.

I patted my stomach and soothed the naughty guy in my belly.

"Well, wait a little longer, my mother will definitely let you come to this world safely."