I did say this, and now Li Yunzhou and I are already considering remarrying, and it is natural for him to come to see the children.

It's just that An An is still asleep, and I don't want to wake her up, so I lowered my voice and said to Li Yunzhou: "When the child wakes up, you can play with her, let's go out first." ”

Li Yunzhou complied with me, nodded, and walked out of the baby room with me.

He almost subconsciously put his arm around my shoulder, but I felt a sense of disgust in my heart.

I wanted to quietly avoid his touch, but Li Yunzhou's arm tightened, and I had to reach out and push his hand away.

And this action made Li Yunzhou's face instantly ugly.

I couldn't help but feel weak, and embarrassed myself to make up for it and explained: "Sister-in-law Zhang and the nursery teacher are here, so they can't see it well." ”

However, this reason did not convince Li Yunzhou.

"They are all people who plan to remarry, do they still want to avoid suspicion? Besides, Sister-in-law Zhang and the nursery teacher are both old people in the family, and it is not that we are not unaware of our relationship. ”

Li Yunzhou's hot eyes stared at me, and he just asked me: "Are you still unwilling to accept me?" ”

I looked away from the subject.

"I'm going to pack up Heiki's things."

I walked away quickly, but I could feel a hot gaze on my back.

When I walked into Xixi's room, I breathed a sigh of relief, I didn't have hatred for Li Yunzhou, but when I came into contact with him, I always felt inexplicably resistant.

I knew it was hurting him as well, but I couldn't control myself.

My gaze circled around the room, seeing everything familiar in Hihi's room, and every item reminded me of Hihi.

I walked over to Nozomi's bed and sat down, holding Nozomi's favorite doll bear in my hand, the tip of my nose gradually pantothenic.

This is what Hee must be by his side when he sleeps.

My brain seemed to be empty at this time, and I unconsciously put the doll bear on the bed, gently covered it with the quilt, and gently patted the quilt with my hand, "Little bear, sleep with Xixi......"

At this time, the nursery teacher just pushed the door and walked in, and saw the little bear wrapped in the quilt on the bed, and glanced at me, and she wanted to stop talking.

Her eyes were complex, shocked, worried, and regretful......

And at this time, my heart was only cold.

I looked at her and whispered, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"Sister-in-law Zhang has already made dinner, you can go eat a little." The nursery teacher was stunned for a moment, and then carefully persuaded me: "You must always take care of your body, otherwise how can you take care of An An?" ”

Hearing her say An An's name opened up in my heart.

Yes, I still have An An, and Xixi's wish is to protect An An to grow up.

I stood up and walked out of Nozomi's bedroom, only to find that the nursery teacher hadn't followed.

I turned my head to call her along, but I saw that she was glancing into Heiki's room, and when I turned around, her brow still furrowed.

"What's wrong?" I asked the parenter.

The childcare teacher's face immediately changed, and a smile was pulled, "It's nothing. Let's go eat. ”

Li Yunzhou also stayed with me for dinner, and kept putting meat in my bowl during this time.

Sister-in-law Zhang's craftsmanship has always been good, perhaps because of my own reasons, which makes this meal taste like chewing wax.

After dinner, Li Yunzhou proposed to take me out for a walk, but I didn't refuse and obeyed his wishes.

For the sake of Xixi, for the sake of An An, I am willing to try to start over with him.

The street lamps stretched our shadows very long, but we didn't say anything along the way, just walked on the road with our own minds.

I was dressed a little thinly, and a night breeze blew, and my body shook involuntarily.

Immediately after, my shoulders sank, and Li Yunzhou's coat was already draped over me.

He stood in front of me, reaching out to zip the top of my coat for me, and I was so close that I didn't feel the slightest bit moved.

Feeling that my eyes had been watching him, Li Yunzhou's zippered hand paused, his eyes met me like a torch, and said in a low and magnetic voice: "Why are you still so unsure of taking care of yourself?" How can I rest assured if I'm not by your side? ”

His words made my heart move slightly, and then, as soon as my hand warmed, his broad palm wrapped around mine.

There was a gentle reproach in his eyes: "This hand is also cold." ”

It's just holding hands, a normal behavior, but I suddenly had a thrill, and almost subconsciously withdrew my hand.

This made Li Yunzhou stunned for a moment, and his eyes suddenly dimmed.

He smiled bitterly and asked me softly, "Are you so repulsed by me?" You're going to turn around with me even if I touch your hand? ”

I lowered my eyes, not daring to look directly into Li Yunzhou's eyes.

"I ...... I don't know what I'm up to. ”

I tried my best to adjust my mentality, pursed my lips tightly, and when I raised my eyes to look at Li Yunzhou, I felt more indifferent in my heart.

"Yunzhou, too many things have happened between us, even if we remarry, we can't go back to the past."

I slowly exhaled a breath and confessed to him: "Actually, I remarried you just to fulfill Xixi's wish, and also so that An An could grow up in a complete family together since childhood. As for the relationship between the two of us...... That doesn't matter anymore. ”

"What do you mean it doesn't matter?" Li Yunzhou's eyes were full of injury, and there was a hint of annoyance between his frowning eyebrows.

He grabbed my shoulders and said word by word, "No matter what happened, my feelings for you have never changed." ”

In the face of his confession, there were no fluctuations in my heart, as if I was like an emotionless robot.

Li Yunzhou's eyes were full of sincerity, sincerity that there was no need to doubt.

He looked at me with a determined gaze, "No matter how long it takes, I'm willing to wait." Waiting for you to be with me not for the sake of the child, waiting for you to fall in love with me again. ”

My heart was filled with bitterness.

Love? Where is the love in my heart? There is only boundless hatred.

Li Yunzhou sent me back to the Su family's villa and watched me enter the door before leaving.

At night, I lay on Xixi's small bed, thinking about what Li Yunzhou said to me tonight.

I can't respond to anything from Li Yunzhou, and between us, we are destined to never go back to the past.

In a trance, I heard the child's cry.

Ann!

I couldn't help but feel anxious, and ran barefoot to the baby room.

As soon as I pushed open the door to the nursery, the cry was clearer and hoarse.

An An was held in the arms of the nurse, the nursery teacher frowned tightly, and shook her arms gently, but An An's little face in her arms was already red from crying.