Chapter 8: Logs

I thought I wouldn't be in love before the age of twenty-seven, at least before Wenjie fell in love, this kind of thing would have nothing to do with me, who knew that when the cherry blossoms first bloomed this year, love suddenly appeared, without the slightest sign, so quietly into the heart, people are defenseless.

He appeared at a friend's birthday party, although he didn't drink, but he was very affinable, and he blended quite well with a group of familiar or strange people, it can be said that he was all-round, and this kind of boy who looks shy but is actually sophisticated makes people have an inexplicable good feeling.

Of course, I also knew that he was paying attention to me, even if I turned my back to him, I could still feel his hot and anxious gaze, and I had to pretend not to care, singing one song after another, so as to dissolve the ripples on my heart! Because I'm not ready how to start a relationship!

Some people say that joy and sorrow are helpless, you can control yourself not to dance, but you can't control yourself not to be happy, you can control yourself not to tear, but you can't control yourself not to be sad, just like me at that time, you can control yourself not to look at him, but you can't control your liking for him!

Somehow, it began, and I actually invited him to come to my house and sit down! I was so dazed that I still don't understand what was going on in my mind that day.

Luo Weiwei said, this is love, quietly, but irresistible, like a creeper on the fence under the windowsill, when you haven't noticed, it has been green and faint across the entire window lattice!

He's the creeper who seems to be slow but grows crazy in my heart!

Wenjie wanted to tease him and let him tell who we were, but I didn't expect that this game, which we had played countless times, would be easily recognized by him, after all, it was the first contact, I didn't dare to show too much, so I had to leave under the pretext of taking a bath.

Is this love at first sight? The answer should be yes, but he didn't even ask for my contact information, do you want me to be a girl to show my affection first? This nerd!

I have some gains and losses, indescribable complex feelings spread in my heart, I promised Wenjie to wait for her to fall in love first, but at the same time I hope to have an unusual intersection with this sunny and handsome boy, looking at the faint halo around the moon in the inky night sky, only sighing that the night is sultry, and the feelings are still sultry.

Luo Weiwei asked me to accompany her to the Oktoberfest, but I didn't expect him to be there, it turned out to be a deliberate arrangement.

That day he was very blunt and said that he wanted to be my boyfriend, this kind of rough and direct expression made me unable to refuse, let go of the lady's reserve, and had a good conversation with him.

After coming back, Wenjie quickly noticed that I was unusual, and under her questioning, I had to admit that this boy was a person who could make my heart move, Wenjie did not show any dissatisfaction, but asked me coldly: "What about the promise you made to me?" Forgot so quickly? ”

I said, "I haven't forgotten, but I can only restrain my feelings, but I can't control them." ”

Wen Jie said: "You always have a set of your rhetoric, I used to believe you so much that I hurt myself in the end, maybe you should also feel that feeling, so that you will understand, how much my heart hurt at that time." ”

I know that she is still haunted by Li Xiang's affairs, and her words make me unable to refute. We have quarreled many times over this matter, and in the end I had nothing to say, so I could only try to tolerate her anger and words, although every sentence was like a knife, and the knife saw blood.

once told Wenjie that in the matter of Li Xiang, we are not wrong, what is wrong is just the intersection of time. I thought she would figure it out, but who knew that she was still the same as me, messing around.

Wen Jie didn't stop there. She actually imitated my tone to talk to him on the phone, chat with him about videos, talk to him, and talk to him, I know that he is still in the dark, like a docile lamb, being led by Wenjie around and around.

Wenjie can hide it from him, but she can't hide it from me. You must know that I grew up with her, and I have long felt the careful thoughts in her heart.

She wanted to make me uncomfortable, to make me feel the heartbreak she had been. I pretended not to know and let her do whatever she wanted. My silly sister, when will you be able to face that wishful thinking? Read my true intentions for you?

Wenjie seemed to sense that I had already understood her every move, but she didn't hold back in the slightest. What I didn't expect was that when we watched a movie together that day, she actually pretended to be me to meet him in advance, he didn't tell the difference, and he kissed her. When I saw this, I was angry, but I didn't show it.

I know I can't blame him, he doesn't know Wenjie yet, and it's normal that he can't tell who is who we sisters are. I forced a smile on my face, endured the sadness in my heart, and resolved this embarrassment for him. Looking at his back as he fled into the wilderness, I asked Wenjie, "How long are you going to make trouble?" ”

Wenjie said: "Trouble until you have the same heartache as me." ”

I said, "Then you should stop, he is different from Li Xiang, he is not that kind of person." He's at least much more downright. ”

Wen Jie said: "Li Xiang is not that kind of person originally, if you don't pretend to be me, maybe we are already married." ”

I said, "I didn't pretend to be you, I told him what the differences were, he knows how to tell the difference between the two of us, but he still pesters me, what can I do?" I have clearly rejected him, and his unrelenting attitude is not a kind of torture for me. ”

Wen Jie was a little pained, she lowered her head and muttered, "Why is this happening?" Since you were a child, your parents liked you, your teachers liked you, and the people around you liked you, I didn't expect Li Xiang to like you too, where am I not as good as you. ”

I don't want to talk to her about this person, because this has cost me too much, maybe this is just punishment. I couldn't practice acrobatics anymore and had to say goodbye to my beloved stage.

When he came back, I looked at the milk tea and a big bag of snacks in his hand, and I could only take it for him with a smile on my face. Some things are in the past, and our lives will go on.

Wenjie quickly calmed down, and then changed her expression, talking and laughing, she is like a chameleon hidden in the bushes, she will always disguise herself well, she invited him to watch her performance, I don't know what her purpose is, just see what he agreed to be very simple. This sister who makes me beloved and distressed. When will you be able to mature and stop being like a child.

Mom's heart is getting worse and worse, and I want to go back to see Wenjie after her performance. I told Wenjie that we should not dwell on the past, and that the most important thing is to have surgery for my mother at the moment. Wenjie agreed, saying that she could take on more off-site performances, so that she could quickly make up the cost of the operation.

I know she's in pain, we're twin sisters, and our hearts are connected, but how can emotional things be forced? I hope she can get out of this haze soon, and let the happy and lively Wenjie return to me. After that lesson, I bought her another insurance, I don't want the tragedy to happen to me and repeat it to her, I tolerate and even connive at her, I just want to exchange for her health and safety.

I want to be strong, for my family, but also for myself. No matter how cold the wind and snow are, they can't stop the return of the warm sun in spring. Thinking of this boy who gets drunk when he smells wine, he is like that ray of sunshine in winter, and every time I think of him, my heart suddenly warms.

After reading Wenqing's log, although the information obtained is not much, it is very important. finally relieved several doubts in Luo Yu's heart, such as since the two are twin sisters, why is one an acrobat? And the other one is copywriting? It turned out that the accident was because of the entanglement of the feelings of the two sisters. Why is the insurance premium paid by Wenjie so high after the accident? Of course, this journal also seems to hint at the crux of Wenqing's problem.

No wonder Wen Jie knew that Luo Yu was going on a business trip that time, it turned out that she had been pretending to be Wen Qing's identity and talking to Luo Yu on the phone. However, Luo Yu couldn't tell whether it was Wenqing and Wenjie that time. I saw that Wenjie's boyfriend Li Xiang was mentioned in the log, but I don't know what the past of the three of them is?

Luo Yu thought that with Wenqing's character, he would definitely not do anything to rob someone's boyfriend, not to mention that it was his twin sister, there must be some misunderstanding in this matter, which made Wenjie so angry, and also made Wenqing feel guilty about this sister in her heart.

He felt that he should ask about it. Only by prescribing the right medicine can Wenqing's heart knot be slowly untied.

When he was having dinner with Wenqing that day, Luo Yu saw that she was in a good mood, and was talking to him about what he had seen and heard during the day, so he knocked on the side and talked about it, Luo Yu said: "I accidentally saw the log you wrote, you mentioned Li Xiang in it, this person has never heard you say anything except during the Spring Festival, after listening to your mother mention it on the phone, what kind of person is this?" ”

As soon as Wen Qing heard Luo Yu mention this person, her originally smiling face suddenly became cold. Instead of elaborating on the matter, she blamed Luo Yu for peeking at her journal. Luo Yu saw that she was so sensitive to this matter, so she had to pause and not continue. Thinking that Wenjie will appear again tomorrow, maybe she should ask Wenjie. Although he had always thought that they were originally one person, now there was no other way but to believe in Wenjie's soul.

When she came back from work the next day, she was really playing games at home as Wenjie. After dinner, Luo Yu directly told Wen Jie about Wen Qing's diary, and Luo Yu asked her, "What happened between you at that time?" ”

Wen Jie heard Luo Yu mention Li Xiang, and she also fell silent for a while. However, she was not as silent as Wenqing, and after adjusting her emotions a little, she said to him: "Brother-in-law, you can accompany me downstairs for a walk, this matter is not only a knot in my sister's heart, but also a knot in my heart. ”

Stroll along the winding walking path of Binjiang Road, and the willow branches on the shore sway gently in the wind. The sparkling river reflects the neon of the city, and there is an illusion of being in a dream. Looking at Wen Jie beside him, he sighed in his heart, his current situation is not a crippled dream that will not wake up.

Wen Jie said: "My favorite thing in the past was this late hour, and when I met Li Xiang, it was such a romantic dusk." It's a pity that our ending is not romantic, but our own heartache. ”