Chapter 9: Memories

When my sister and I learned that my mother had a heart problem, we were a little flustered, and then we went to various hospitals and learned that if we operated on my mother, it would cost a lot of money, and it would be difficult to raise so much money with my sister and me's income alone, so I proposed to take more performances for the series.

My sister also agreed, of course, this kind of thing must first be approved by the head of the troupe, the head of the troupe is an old friend of my father, a kind person, seeing the two of us is also a last resort, so we took some small commercial performances, at that time, I often walked separately with my sister, one went to a venue, and Li Xiang's acquaintance was at a performance event.

That was a condolence performance of the military region, in another city, about half a month, Li Xiang was a folk singer, just graduated from the conservatory of music, he is different from our kind of running performance, we use performance as a means to make money, and he takes performance as a kind of exercise, his parents are cadres of the art troupe, such a performance opportunity is not uncommon for him.

At the end of that performance, it was about the same time as now, I was removing my makeup backstage, and he came over to me and said, "Beauty, I've been paying attention to you for a few days, you always walk alone after every performance, why don't you go together today, I'll invite you to dinner, I like you a lot." ”

He has a handsome appearance and a deep voice, but he looks calm and introverted, but he has a rebellious heart that is contrary to his appearance, this kind of direct and straightforward way of talking, or I have never encountered it before.

However, I didn't agree to him because of this, and refused while removing my makeup: "No need, I can still pay for food, and besides, I don't know you." "I didn't even look at him in the eye when I was talking.

He didn't speak, I saw him turn around and leave, thinking that he had given up so easily, and I was thinking in my heart that when the current man was really impatient, I saw him turn back and quietly take out a box of chocolate candy from behind him, and he said, "I can't invite you to dinner, so can I invite you to eat candy?" ”

It was only then that I saw his appearance, thin and energetic, and I asked him, "Who are you?" ”

He smiled, and then introduced himself seriously: "My name is Li Xiang, Muzi Li, loud Xiang, in this performance, the program I performed was singing and dancing, and the order was just behind you, so every time I finished the performance, I could see you removing your makeup backstage, but I didn't expect you to be so beautiful after removing your makeup." ”

Women always can't resist men's praise, I know that I don't look bad, I don't even have to look in the mirror, just look at my sister.

His looks and words have a magical affinity, for such a handsome guy, it is easy to let down the defense, I vainly accept his praise at the same time, but also use my hand to pick out a candy in the sugar box that is pleasing to the eye, just like that, we met.

Feelings are very delicate, two people who have never known each other, once there is a slightest connection, they can soon be like glue, Li Xiang and I are such a thorough and extreme two people, this may be due to our character, straightforward and honest, do not like obscure twists and turns.

After the performance, we often walked together, hand in hand through the streets and alleys of the not so bustling city, the seeds of affection gradually warmed up in each other's hearts, sprouted, and slowly grew into a big tree, I think, if we were given more time, it would soon bloom, and then bear fruit, and finally ripe and fall.

Only half a month passed quickly, and before returning to the troupe, I said to him, "If you really care about me so much, then come to me." ”

He promised very quickly and resolutely, and he said, "I will definitely come, you can wait for me." ”

Who knew that after this parting, I didn't wait for him, and when he said the word "goodbye" on the platform, it turned out to be a real "goodbye".

After returning to the troupe, I soon received an invitation for another performance, and the director told my sister and me: "Since this performance is divided into two theaters, we will divide the troupe into two groups, so one of you will come with me, and leave one with the deputy director to stay in the local area and prepare for the next performance." ”

I followed the troupe leader and went to another place, and because I was in such a hurry, I left my phone in the house, and by the time I found out, I was already on my way to the show.

This performance is a bit long, it takes a month to be stationed, at that time I miss Li Xiang very much, his words and smiles, his humor, are in my heart, imprinted a deep imprint, I think, when this performance is over, he just won't come to me, I will look for him after I go back, I used the head of the mobile phone to call my sister, said that if someone comes to me or call my mobile phone, help me answer, she agreed.

But I didn't expect that when I went back, everything changed, and when I saw Li Xiang and my sister holding hands and walking together, my heart was like a lightning strike.

The vows he made to me are still ringing in my ears for the man I have been thinking about, but who would have thought that they would change in such a short period of time.

I unconsciously shed tears, a person secretly hid in the corner of the wall and whimpered, I have to admit that at that time I was fragile, as fragile as a cracked eggshell, a light touch, it will shatter and spill all over the ground.

Now that I think about it, the fragility at that time was not my character in the first place, I was just blindfolded by this sudden blow.

I asked Li Xiang, what is going on?

He muttered and said, "You told me that you have a sister, but you didn't say that it was a twin sister who was exactly like you, and when I came to you, I always thought that Wenqing was you." ”

I asked him, "Didn't she tell you that she was Wenqing?" Is it my twin sister? ”

He said: "She didn't say it at first, but when she later told me that she was Wenqing, I found that I had fallen in love with her and couldn't help myself. ”

At that time, I was very angry, I was not only angry about his empathy, but more of it was Wenqing pretending to be my identity and falling in love with him, I beat and scolded him, he just stood indifferently, did not speak, did not fight back, and did not dodge.

I was tired from the fight, and I cried enough, and I sat at his feet, watching the turn of his toes, and a voice came from my ears: "Let's just leave it at that, it's all my fault, I'm sorry." ”

I scolded my sister, "Why are you impersonating my identity?" And snatched my boyfriend? Am I your own sister? ”

My sister said: "When you came back last time, you didn't mention to me that you had a boyfriend, and when did I pretend to be you, I always said that I was Wenqing, so how could I pretend to be you?" ”

I said to my sister: "Li Xiang told me that you told him later, and he is going to break up with me now." ”

My sister said, "Then I'll go to him and make it clear, and I will definitely give you an explanation." ”

That day, my sister went out for a long time, and I don't know what they said, when she came back, she could clearly feel her loneliness, she didn't explain anything to me, only said: "I am separated from Li Xiang, don't worry, I will never have anything to do with him again in this life." From today onwards, I am willing to wait, wait for you to fall in love before me. ”

To tell the truth, after this incident, I hated her a little, hated her sword to snatch love, hated her for taking advantage of the fire, the only thing worth thanking is that Li Xiang came to her several times later, but each time she was sent away by her cold words, and then later, I heard that Li Xiang went abroad, and he sent me a message when he was leaving, and it was still those three words "I'm sorry!" ”

Of course, I won't look for death for this kind of person who thinks differently, I want to be strong, for my mother's surgery, I must be the proud self again, just between me and my sister, and since then I have taken the knot, in fact, I didn't mean to embarrass her. I know she's guilty about it, too, but what can it do, this kind of thing, it happened.

After listening to Wen Jie's story, Luo Yu said to her: "Perhaps, you are really wrong to blame your sister, she doesn't know that Li Xiang is your boyfriend." ”

Wen Jie said: "Maybe, but how to explain the fact that she is pretending to be my identity, she said no, but Li Xiang said yes, even if Li Xiang admitted her mistake at the time, she should have made it clear later." ”

Luo Yu asked her, "Is it possible that Li Xiang lied?" Now that he has gone abroad, he can't confront him. ”

Wen Jie said: "Forget it, this kind of thing, what to do with it, it's over." ”

Luo Yu thought, of course you just forget it, but what about Wenqing, she is in this situation now, because of her guilt for you, she has an extra personality like you.

Although you are no longer in that car accident, Wenqing is still there, and her life will continue to stretch, and she can't live under this dual personality for the rest of her life.

Thinking of Wenqing's attitude towards Li Xiang, Luo Yu asked, "Did your sister love Li Xiang very much at that time?" ”

Wen Jie said: "Of course, otherwise I wouldn't have seen me and Li Xiang arguing during the performance, falling off the tightrope, and never returning to the stage." ”

Luo Yu finally figured out the reason why Wenqing could no longer practice acrobatics, and also understood the relationship between the three of them.

Li Xiang fell in love with Wenjie first, but after he met Wenqing, he was deeply attracted to Wenqing, and Wenqing, who saw Li Xiang for the first time, didn't know that he was already Wenjie's boyfriend.

Later, in the face of Wen Jie's questioning, Wen Qing panicked, on the one hand, her dearest sister, and on the other hand, her beloved boyfriend, she still chose Wen Jie in the painful choice, and at the same time lost a committed relationship.

No wonder she was reluctant to mention Li Xiang, she must have hated this bastard in her heart, she only said that the performance was an accident, presumably it had caused her too much harm at that time, and she didn't want to remember it again, so she sealed this past from now on, so as not to add to the pain.

remembered that time, Wenqing's mother secretly asked herself, "Is Wenjie still angry with her sister?" "Presumably that's what I'm talking about.

Sometimes I really hope that Wenqing can be like Wenjie, if there is any unhappiness, say it loudly, if there is any unhappiness, vent it happily, you can sing loudly, and you will cry wantonly, this is the seven emotions and six desires that you should have as a person.

But Wenqing won't, she always hides her heart in her heart, burying layer after layer, she doesn't want to hurt anyone around her, no wonder Wenjie said that her parents like her since she was a child, her teachers like her, the people around her like her, and Li Xiang will like her.

Why do two sisters with the same appearance always be so likeable?

Because of her kindness, she is as kind as a clear spring, silently nourishing everyone around her, so kind that people pity her.

It's a pity that such a kind person, her body is now occupied by others!

Luo Yu asked Wenjie: "What should I do in this situation now?" You can't share the same body for the rest of your life, can you? ”

Wen Jie said: "I don't know, let's do this for now, maybe one day we will merge into one person, don't you always be so pessimistic, okay?" ”

Luo Yu is not pessimistic, he is worried about Wen Qing, she is completely a personality disorder, this is a disease, even if she appeared as Wen Jie, she couldn't see Wen Qing's shadow at all, but he still couldn't convince himself that people have two souls.

Seeing that Luo Yu was no longer talking, Wen Jie thought that he had acquiesced to her existence, and walked in front for a while.

Luo Yu looked at her back, his mind wandering.