1 "Or have you decided to go?" Ning Han looked at the person opposite and asked softly again, as if he was praying.

Jiang Huai on the opposite side propped up his head with his left hand, held the glass in his right hand and signaled to Ning Han, then drank the sake in the cup in one gulp, and then said with a smile, "Well, it's good to see where she has been." "

Hearing this, Ning Han's heart suddenly turned into a cut lemon, sour and astringent.

She can't fight, not to mention whether Jiang Huai has her in his heart, and said that Zeng Xiao is dead, who is she fighting with? The dead are forever in the memory of the living, and what they can't get is the best.

"Well, have a nice trip."

Ning Han held back the tears that were about to flow out, and endured the pain. She clinked glasses with Jianghuai and drank the wine in the cup in one gulp, the degree of sake was not very high, but it was still hot and painful to choke into the trachea.

Ning Han finally cried, she said with a smile while crying, "I accidentally didn't notice, sure enough, I was still too young." "

She raised her eyes, looked at Jiang Huai, who was still drinking slowly alone, and got up to say goodbye after smiling bitterly.

2 Ning Han and Jiang Huai are childhood sweethearts, very authentic kinds, living in the same courtyard since childhood, attending the same elementary school, junior high school, and high school.

Once Ning Han also thought that she would definitely be with Jianghuai, but it wasn't until Zeng Xiao appeared later that she found out that someone was more suitable for Jianghuai than her, someone was more favored by Jianghuai than her, and someone knew Jianghuai better than her.

Ning Han sat on the chair and slowly recalled one thing after another......

3 "Hello, my name is Zeng Xiao!" The white girl on the opposite side was wearing a simple T-shirt and a high ponytail and stretched out her hand.

Still immersed in the confusion of separating classes with Jianghuai, she stretched out her hand in a daze, "Hello, my name is Ning Han." "

The age at the beginning of the cross is too easy to find a soulmate, and the two quickly get together.

Gradually, Ning Han forgot the confusion of not having Jianghuai, she took Zeng Xiao's hand, and the two of them went shopping together, did homework together, and did all the beautiful things between girlfriends together.

4After the first monthly exam at the beginning of the first year of high school, Ning Han's results were not ideal, and Zeng Xiao was still among the best.

But the attitudes of the two are completely different, Ning Han does not pay attention to grades because of family education, and her parents have never forced her.

And Zeng Xiao is also because of her family, her family is not very wealthy, and even the economy is a little tight, so she needs better grades.

"Huh? So you can't play? "

Ning Han looked at Zeng Xiao in disappointment, but the friends she had finally made couldn't accompany her. "

Well, the results of this monthly exam are not good enough. "

Zeng Xiao looked at her guiltily, in the past month, Ning Han didn't know her family background, but Ning Han not only didn't dislike her, but even paid for it every time she went out to play.

"Is it okay if you have good enough grades?"

Ning Han seemed to suddenly see hope.

"Of course."

Zeng Xiao looked at her inexplicably.

"Then you come to my house, I have a hair small, and my grades are very good, that is, the first in that grade, you know the one called Jianghuai!" As soon as Ning Han mentioned Jianghuai, he danced with his hands, as if he was the first in the grade. "I know, so what?" Zeng Xiao vaguely knew something. "

Ah! Don't think about it so much, come with me!"

Ning Han took her hand and dragged her away.

5 "Isn't that too intrusive?"

Zeng Xiao was half-hidden behind Ning Han and said with some embarrassment.

Then Ning Han opened his voice and shouted, "Dad! Mother! Someone from home!"

yelled a few times and no one answered, so he took Zeng Xiao to his room.

"Oh, it's okay, you should be in your own home, my parents like to be lively!"

Ning Han turned his head to comfort Zeng Xiao, who was shrinking behind him, and twisted the door open.

It just so happened that Zeng Xiao poked his head out to look at her room, and Jiang Huai, who was sitting in it reading a book, just raised his head, and there are always so many acquaintances, such as the four eyes just facing each other now, such as the future just happy with each other.

"Why are you at my house! And ran to my room. "

Ning Han didn't notice the emotions flowing between the two, and frowned and looked at Jiang Huai who was lying on her bed.

"I'll tutor you."

He was used to Ning Han's temper.

"What's the matter, I'm not in a hurry, my parents are not in a hurry, what are you in a hurry!

And also!

Next time I read the study, don't run to my room!

"Don't sit on my bed in my room, do you hear?"

Seeing that he looked indifferent, Ning Han strode to the bed and shouted at him with his waist crossed.

Zeng Xiao, who had been following her, reached out and pulled the hem of her clothes, signaling her for the purpose of her coming over today.

Ning Han retracted his anger at this time, and still said to Jiang Huai angrily, "Aren't you going to tutor?" Let's get started!"

Jiang Huai raised his head and looked at her, as if he looked incredulous, she had always been "don't make up for it, don't make up for it, and get a nosebleed!"

Ning Han dragged Zeng Xiao to the desk and sat down, looked at Jiang Huai who was still on the bed, and said, "Hurry up!" Make up for the meal. "

Jiang Huai took out the math textbook from her schoolbag, began to circle the questions for her, wrote and drew for a few minutes and handed it to her, but saw that she handed it to Zeng Xiao next to her without saying a word.

"What are you doing!"

He yelled at Ning Han with some anger, he worked hard to circle the questions according to her weaknesses, and she just gave them away.

Ning Han tilted his mouth upwards and shoved the pen between his nose and mouth.

Hearing Jiang Huai's roar, the pen was frightened, and then he looked at him and said, "Tutoring." "

Jiang Huai looked at her and couldn't cry or laugh, "Are you tutoring?" Did you write the question? Ning Han just picked up the pen, and when he heard this, he simply slapped it on the table, "What am I writing?"

I can't even read it!

You can just make it up to her. "

Hearing that he was named, Zeng Xiao, who was buried in the book, raised his head and looked at them inexplicably.

Jiang Huai dragged the chair and turned his head angrily, and sat next to Zeng Xiao to give her a lecture.

6 Ning Han thought of this, and found that he was really doing, and pushed Jianghuai away step by step.

Later, during the college entrance examination, Jiang Huai had been completely pushed to Zeng Xiao by himself, so he would not hesitate when he turned around.

She just sat on the chair on the balcony, and the red wine next to her did not move, and she only got up to wash up when the sun was half-dew.

Tie up her waist-length curly hair, Ning Han stood in front of the mirror, looked at the people inside, and found that the corners of her eyes already had fine lines, and her feeling was different from before, she was not as unruly as before, she did not have the edges and corners of before.

In the past, when Zeng Xiao was still there, he always liked to pull Ning Han to straighten his hair, saying that he looked pure.

In the past, she always liked to wear pants and even rejected skirts, but now she wears Dior's new autumn and winter styles.

7 She drove to the airport and saw Jianghuai who was about to board the plane, and Jianghuai greeted her with a smile and said goodbye.

Jiang Huai opened his hands and said to her, "One last hug." "

Ning Han hugged him and only said one sentence, "Jianghuai, have you ever liked me?" "

She felt Jiang Huai's body tremble for a moment, and then she heard Jiang Huai's deep voice say two words softly, "Love." "

This short conversation lasted only five seconds, and this hug fully met the international requirements for a friendly hug.

Ning Han looked at Jiang Huai who was dragging his suitcase, and said secretly in his heart, "Jiang Huai, I know that I have a place in your heart, but Zeng Xiao is a sea and I am a drop in the ocean." "

Jiang Huai glanced back at Ning Han at the end, he saw her putting her hands in the pockets of her tweed coat, half of her face buried in a checkered scarf, but he saw her smile again, he also saw her red eyes, but he couldn't look at her anymore and shed tears, and then hugged her.

8 Ning Han returned home in a daze, but found a person who did not exist in this world at the door of his home.

"Hello, my name is Zeng Xiao!"

She seemed to have returned to the day when she reported in her first year of high school, and Zeng Xiao greeted her with a smile.

She ran forward to hug Zeng Xiao, took her hand again, and stared at her tightly.

After a while, she said tremblingly, "Zeng Xiao, why are you back?" "

The person on the other side looked at her suspiciously, and asked, "Did you recognize the wrong person?" It's the first time I've seen you. "

She jerked her head up, her eyes staring at her with scarlet eyes, as if trying to find a flaw in her face.

But the person on the other side still had a puzzled expression, without any flaws.

She withdrew her hand and smiled embarrassedly, "That's my mistake." "

The girl on the other side had a big smile on her face and said to her indifferently, "It's okay!" Since we look very similar to one of your old friends, then we are also fate! We will be very good friends in the future!"

Ning Han looked at her embarrassedly, responded twice, then excused himself and said that there was something else at home, and turned around and went into the house.

Ning Han leaned against the door in the room and was unable to disguise anymore, she didn't even have the strength to stand up straight, she slowly slid down and sat down, holding her head at a loss.

To be honest, she was a little afraid that Zeng Xiao would come back, as soon as Zeng Xiao came back, Jiang Huai's eyes were full of her, she saw a heartbreak once, she saw a heartbreak once, but she still couldn't be insensitive, maybe she could never be insensitive to Jianghuai.

9 She remembered that when she was in college, Jiang Huai and Zeng Xiao went to Xiamen, while she stayed in Shacheng.

During the summer vacation, she and her classmates traveled to Xiamen, and Zeng Xiao knew about it, so he had to drag her to go shopping with them.

She saw them together picking out the furniture and decoration of their own home.

She heard Zeng Xiao say to Jiang Huai, "This wardrobe is big enough to put the clothes of the two of us." "

In a trance, she saw how the two would live together in the future, with a book she was reading casually by his bedside, her foundation next to the mouthwash in the bathroom, her white shirt in the wardrobe mixed with her white skirt, and the co-pilot became her exclusive position.

They leaned on the big soft sofa in the new house and drank refrigerated cold beer together, Jianghuai would stop Zeng Xiao, he would open juice for her, and Zeng Xiao would look dissatisfied, but his eyes were full of happiness.

There are a few old movies that you never get tired of watching on the DVD player, a large glass ashtray on the coffee table, and a floor lamp next to the sofa. The color of the curtains is Jianghuai's favorite, and the carpet is Zeng Xiao's choice.

She can know how happy their future life will be by thinking about it, she pushed Jianghuai away with her own hands and watched them together with her own eyes.

They are really the kind of love that hits it off, there is no ambiguous back and forth, and it doesn't take too much time to deliberately cultivate, they are the kind of people who look at each other and know at a glance that "it's this person, that's right." "

She's always known that, didn't she.

10 Ning Han dragged to the room to change into home clothes, and tore off the leather bands that tied his hair. She looked up at everything around her, the décor was in cool colors, even the coat she had just taken off was gray.

She seems to know why Jiang Huai wants Zeng Xiao not to want her, Zeng Xiao always smiles happily, even if her life is so unsatisfactory, she does not show the slightest resentment about life, she is like the sun.

Unlike her, she is lifeless and lifeless.

As soon as I walked to the refrigerator to take out the milk, I heard the doorbell ring.

Ning Han had actually guessed who rang the doorbell, it was rare for her to come here, except for Zeng Xiao, who had just arrived, she couldn't think of anyone else.

As soon as she opened the door, she saw Zeng Xiao's unbelievable look, she smiled at her, and turned sideways to let her in.

Zeng Xiao said embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, I just didn't expect you to have such a side, I saw you always as an omnipotent strong woman before." "

Ning Han reached out and pulled a few strands of hair that fell from Wan's ear and pinned them behind her ear.

Then he said lightly, "People are originally an irregular graphic, and only I know how many interfaces there are." "

After speaking, she looked straight at Zeng Xiao opposite, saw that Zeng Xiao was embarrassed, and got up to say goodbye.

11 After Ning Han closed the door to Zeng Xiao, she picked up her mobile phone and called Jiang Huai, she thought that no matter whether this Zeng Xiao was true or not, looking at her would always make him feel better.

Hearing the mechanical female voice on the other end of the phone, Ning Han realized that Jiang Huai was still on the plane.

It's ironic to think about it, Ning Han laughed self-deprecatingly, he went to Tibet for Zeng Xiao, and now she called him back for Zeng Xiao.

He went to look for Zeng Xiao's footprints, but she just saw Zeng Xiao's shadow.

But what is she from beginning to end?

She turned to the text message interface and sent a text message to Jiang Huai, "There is a girl named Zeng Xiao next door, who looks exactly like her, do you want to come back and have a look?" "

In fact, she knew that the last sentence was redundant.

She collapsed on the big bed behind her, looking aimlessly at the chandelier on the ceiling, her feelings were complicated.

She didn't want Jiang Huai to live in the memories of Zeng Xiao in the past, but she was reluctant to see him sad. So she simply didn't tell him, she knew that this was not Zeng Xiao.

If she hadn't told him the news, they might never have seen each other in their lives. The city is so big that it can be love at first sight at any time, but it is difficult to meet again.

But how could she be willing to watch Jianghuai look for Zeng Xiao's shadow all over the world.

After falling asleep in a daze, Ning Han was woken up by the ringing of his mobile phone.

Unsurprisingly, she knew it would be JAC.

"Hey," she heard an eager voice from there, "Hmm," she replied lightly, "You said you moved next door to someone with the same name and surname as Xiaoxiao, and he still looks the same?" "Look

Ah, I didn't even call her, how intimate Zeng Xiao was, "Hmm," she replied lightly, "I'll be back soon." "

12 Hanging up the phone, Ning Han looked at the time, he had just arrived in Tibet, and now he hadn't even left the airport, and he was in a hurry to come back.

went for Zeng Xiao, and came back for her.

The more Ning Han thought about it, he felt a pain in his stomach.

She curled herself up in a ball and placed it in the middle of the bed.

She felt like she had begun to rot, and even smelled the stench of rot on her body, but she was healthy, and it was her soul that was rotting.

Sleepless all night, and only when the sky was slightly revealing did Ning Han close his eyes.

When she got up, she saw Jianghuai's missed call, and calculated the time, he should have arrived in Changsha.

She got up, washed, changed her clothes, went to the next door, and knocked on the door. "Zeng Xiao, are you there?" She heard her own voice calling out another name.

"I'm here, what's the matter?"

Then she saw a girl come out of the house, turned sideways and invited her in.

She waved her hand and asked, "Do you have time?" Come with me to meet a friend. "

She was stunned for a moment when she saw the girl opposite, and then said with a big smile on her face, "Okay, you wait for me." "

Then she saw that the girl was dressed in young and energetic clothes, which contrasted with her lifeless on the side.

She couldn't help but secretly think, "This time, I'm afraid I'm going to push Jianghuai from one Zeng Xiao to another Zeng Xiao again." "

13Sitting in the car, Ning Han made a phone call to Jianghuai and learned that he was in his apartment.

I was also puzzled for a moment, according to Jiang Huai's character, I should have run over as soon as I got off the plane and woke her up and asked her to go to see Zeng Xiao, why did she go home.

She didn't talk a lot to Zeng Xiao along the way, and she didn't know if this girl had any questions in her heart, curious why she called her.

It's just that when he was about to arrive, Zeng Xiao opened his mouth and invited, "Let's go climb the mountain today, go after dinner in the evening, and you can see the night view of Shacheng on the foothills!"

She looked at this girl and immediately felt a little funny, she was a person who has lived in Shacheng since she was a child, how could she not know this. Just to repay her for accompanying her today, and by the way, I will call Jianghuai tomorrow to match them, and I agreed in my heart.

Then she stopped the car and led Zeng Xiao to pull out the key from under the carpet at the door, without ringing the doorbell, and without worrying that Zeng Xiao knew.

She knew that Zeng Xiao would not use this key in the future, and she would have her own.

14 When I opened the door, I saw Jiang Huai sitting on the sofa for a long time, reading the newspaper I don't know when.

Seeing her coming, she just raised her eyes lightly and didn't say hello much.

It's just that after seeing Zeng Xiao who came in slowly, the whole person was stunned, until Zeng Xiao sat down, he kept staring at her.

Skipping this paragraph, Zeng Xiao is indeed a lively and easy to get along with.

But Jiang Huai's eyes when he looked at her were full of defense.

A few young people were playing and making trouble, and Ning Han asked Zeng Xiao to sit in the living room to watch TV, and dragged Jiang Huai to the kitchen.

She didn't see the coldness in the eyes of the lively girls in the living room after entering the kitchen.

"How's that? Isn't it? "

As soon as he entered the kitchen, Ning Han asked eagerly.

"Not sure, but it's always good for you to stay away from her."

When Ning Han heard this, Taomi's movements paused, his heart ached as if it had been eaten by ants, and he pretended to be indifferent.

"What? Are you afraid that I will bring her badly? "

Jiang Huai may not have expected her to ask such a question, and said after a while, "No, it's for your safety." "

Ning Han didn't know where a delicate girl could threaten her safety, but she knew that Jiang Huai wouldn't tell her if she asked again, so she didn't speak again.

15 meals were served quickly. "

Get out of the way, get out of the way, get out of the way!"

Ning Han shouted and rushed to the restaurant with the soup, until he put the soup down, then pinched his earlobe with his hand and said, "Burn me!"

Jiang Huai poked his head out of the kitchen and scolded with a smile, "I want you to have a lot of things, I'll serve it, now you know it's hot, right?" "

Ning Han made a grimace at Jiang Huai, and sat next to Zeng Xiao.

And when Zeng Xiao came over with Ning Han, he lowered his head to hide the jealousy on his face.

Looking up, he smiled at Ning Han and said, "You two are really like old husbands and wives who have lived for many years!"

As soon as these words came out, Jiang Huai, who was serving the dishes, and Ning Han, who was sitting next to him, were stunned.

Then Ning Han opened his mouth and said, "It's true that I've lived for many years, just forget about the old husband and wife." Don't answer us, this man has a Lord in his heart. "

Then Jiang Huai smiled astringently, and everyone did not speak.

16 After eating, Ning Han dragged Jiang Huai to climb the mountain with them, and Jiang Huai was not worried about the two of them, so he went with them.

Ning Han was a person who lacked exercise, and when she got to the bottom of the mountain, she shouted why she didn't pick a time for the cable car to run.

Jiang Huai and Zeng Xiao just looked at her and smiled.

The three of them slowly climbed to the top of the mountain, Ning Han spread out to the side and stopped moving, and Jiang Huai and Zeng Xiao walked around and patted.

"Ning Han."

She heard a female voice calling her, and when she sat up, she saw Zeng Xiao sitting not far away watching her and laughing. "

You see, the neon lights all over the city are beautiful, but in the daytime, all these ugly reinforced concrete hidden under the neon lights are exposed. "

She didn't know why Zeng Xiao suddenly talked to her about these things. She saw Zeng Xiao again and smiled and said, "Ning Han, I am Zeng Xiao, and I am also Zeng Xiao." "

She didn't understand this sentence at first, and then she felt a chill down her spine.

opened his mouth and said, "Are you really Zeng Xiao?" "

The person on the other side didn't answer, just stood up and walked towards her, squatted next to her and slowly said, "Yes, I'm Zeng Xiao, the Zeng Xiao who hates you to the bone!"

She looked at the hideous-looking girl in front of her, and suddenly felt a little sad, "Why do you hate me!" If you want to hate, I hate you! You broke into my life, you disrupted it!"

Ning Han stood up and yelled at her aggrievedly. "Hate me? What do I have to hate? Zeng Xiao also stood up and pressed towards her step by step.

What do you not have? You still hold on to JAC and don't let go! Your family is better than mine, so you pitied me in the first place!

When you go out to play together, you help me pay if you are laughing at me, only you know! You let me know JAC and make me feel inferior!

I live carefully by his side, but he still only has you in his eyes!

"Do you know why I disappeared two years ago? "

Ning Han looked at Zeng Xiao, who was crazy on the other side, and asked in a daze, "Why?" "

"It's not all because of you! Because I showed a little bit of emotion that wanted to ruin you, JAC wanted to ruin me! I am the idea and he is the action! If I hadn't escaped, I'd have died because you'd have died!"

Thinking that he loved Jianghuai so much but loved the person opposite without being moved, Zeng Xiao was crazy with jealousy.

"Impossible! JAC loves you so much.

"Ning Han looked at Zeng Xiao in disbelief@"

What's impossible, why do you think he wants to be with me, it's not all because of you!

Because we're friends, he's with me just to be rightful and follow you!"

Ning Han still didn't believe it, and asked, "Didn't you leave together later?" "

Zeng Xiao opened his mouth and said, "That's what I begged for!" Jiang Huai said that accompanying me to finish college in Xiamen is already his limit! Do you remember the summer vacation when you came to Xiamen, I just pretended to be in front of you a little, mentioning how happy we were, and I quarreled with Jianghuai when I would go to Jianghuai! He threatened me that if he had any bad thoughts about you, he would immediately understand me!"

After speaking, Zeng Xiao smiled weirdly, "Now!" You go to death!"

Ning Han found that they didn't know when they reached the edge of the mountain, she saw Zeng Xiao stretch out his hand and push, and he flew out like a kite with a broken string.

She saw Jiang Huai rushing wildly, and she saw the tears on Jiang Huai's face.

She saw ...... She couldn't see it anymore.

17 "What did you do!"

Jiang Huai slapped Zeng Xiao hard, "What do I do?" I do these to get you! Jianghuai, in all fairness, are you worthy of me? Have you ever loved me? "

Jiang Huai felt that Zeng Xiao was simply unreasonable, did she have to repay what she paid?

It's a relationship, not a deal!

"Hahahahaha

Jiang Huai called the police while shaking off Zeng Xiao who climbed on him. "

Hey, there's a deliberate murder here in Foothills. Yes, see it with your own eyes.

Well, good.

Zeng Xiao looked at Jiang Huai who calmly called the police in disbelief, and then laughed and said, "Hahaha, what a Jianghuai, you are really ruthless enough to send me in!"

Jiang Huai looked at her and said, "I warned you not to touch her, I don't know if you have mental illness, whether you have it or not, in my opinion, no." "

This shows that no matter whether Zeng Xiao is mentally ill or not, he will not let her be exempted.

18 Later, Jiang Huai did not attend Ning Han's funeral.

He was by her side forever in another capacity, and he wanted to tell her that he loved her.

Jiang Huai's funeral, three days after Ning Han's funeral, he sorted out everything.

said to the people around him that he would be buried in the cemetery next to Ning Han, and his tombstone should be engraved with "Ning Han's husband." "

He came to the cemetery in a white suit and sat next to Ning Han's tomb, the resting place he had prepared for himself.

He said: "I have never called you properly, I think it is too rusty to call your full name, and you are disgusted with me by calling your nickname."

You said that at your funeral, you wanted someone to tell your life, and you said that his tone must be plain, not sad and not joyful.

You said it would be better if you could be buried in a couple's grave. "

"JAC."

The man sitting on the cemetery looked up in disbelief, looked at the man in front of him who should not have survived, did not bother to wipe the tears from his face, and strode over and hugged her tightly, as if she would leave as soon as he let go.

"That...... Can you not hold it so tightly, it hurts a little. "

After saying that, he smiled at him, Jiang Huai had forgotten how long it had been since he had seen her smile like this.

"Jianghuai, repeat the words of that day."

She looked up at the man beside her, she saw him smiling at her, and she heard him say "I love you." "

She took his hand with satisfaction, and then said to him, "I'm going to see Zeng Xiao." "

Jiang Huai asked nervously, "Did she treat you badly?" "

She looked at him amusedly, "It's nothing, I asked the doctor to re-evaluate her, proved that she has paranoia, and applied for medical parole." "

Jiang Huai looked at her with an indignant face, "Why are you doing this?" "

As she walked with him to the hospital, she said, "She has amnesia. Permanent. "

The person next to her was stunned, her amnesia was probably stimulated by him. "

The past was done by another Zeng Xiao, and it has nothing to do with this Zeng Xiao.

I almost died, so I can see it.

When you are about to leave this world, you will feel that many of the things you were entangled and complained about at the beginning have been seen away. "

She let go of his hand, stood across from him and said, "Jianghuai, I'm not a virgin." It is impossible to say that she does not blame Zeng Xiao at all, because the mistakes made by her paranoia are borne by me. But, either way, she's my first friend besides you. "

The two stood in the hospital hallway, looking at the people who were painting inside the glass wall.

Zeng Xiao seemed to notice their gaze, raised his head and smiled at them.