Chapter 553: Closing the Line
Seeing that the more I listened, the more confused I became, Manager Qi laughed, "Little Firefly, you don't have to worry about this, if you like it is 100 points, your liking for Meng Qin is 70 points, after all, there are various patterns of love, not necessarily from the heart, Meng Qin can arouse your desire to conquer, it is enough to show that he is extraordinary to you."
"Later."
I listened even more messily, "Manager Qi, what am I going to do in the future?"
"Two points."
It was already night outside the car window, Manager Qi's face was hidden in the shadows, but his voice was unusually clear, "If you can't push Meng Qin away, you have to learn to throw away the dogma and rules in your bones, you don't need to restrain yourself with rules, how happy you are, no matter who says how ugly things are, you have three words, it doesn't matter, because you are no longer yourself, since you are burdened with the reputation of a loser, it is better to be defeated, the more scandals, the more reassuring Ciyin is to you, Firefly, be a bad boy, now you, It is more than sober, and the bad is not thorough enough."
I sighed dejectedly, "I don't want to be bad to Meng Qin, the second point."
"Cut it off with a knife."
Manager Qi made a chopping action with one hand, "A quick knife can cut through the mess, you directly tell Meng Qin, you don't want to disturb his life anymore, don't meet, don't touch, naturally keep your distance."
"Okay."
This coincides with what I have in mind.
Manager Qi looked at me in surprise, "Can you cut it off with one sword?"
"Let's let it dry first."
I looked at the dashboard in front of me, there was a light on in the courtyard, and a faint light fell on it, ethereal like a firefly.
"At this stage, I still have to accompany Granny Su, it is inevitable that I will see Meng Qin, in the past few years, Granny Su is like my own grandmother, I want to send her to the end, and then, I will not contact Meng Qin again, and when he falls in love and gets married, I will think about what gift to give him as a reward."
Manager Qi raised his eyebrows, "I mean, Meng Qin can tell you to dry it?"
"He caught me lying."
I talked about sitting in a street park with my classmates and being seen by Meng Qin, "I thought he had to get out of the car to educate me, but he drove away, I think he was disappointed in me."
"Disappointed?"
Manager Qi smiled, "No, he's just closing the line."
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I wrinkled my eyebrows, "What do you mean?"
Manager Qi leaned back slightly, a smile tugged at the corner of his lips, inexplicably, he gave me the feeling that there were smart people all around, as if they had been trying to figure out each other and test each other.
"I said a long time ago, it will be him who will calculate, not you, obviously, Meng Qin is jealous, and he knows that he is going to get out of control, but his pride does not allow him to do things that are degrading and shameless, so he wants to close the line, he wants you to understand that you can't do without him......
Manager Qi lowered his voice, "He's gambling, betting that you will go to him, seek peace, and clarify some relationships, and from now on, you can only belong to him alone."
"Are you over-interpreting again?"
I reminded, "As I said just now, Meng Qin has a girl he likes."
"Wait and see."
Manager Qi seemed to have foreseen something, and looked at me with a smile, "Little Firefly, I can only say, fortunately, you are sober enough, you don't open your mind, otherwise, you will lose this game and you will be eaten to death."
I suddenly rejected his appearance, "Manager Qi, feelings are not interests, between me and Meng Qin, no one wins or loses, he is really good to me, and I am really grateful to him, if he wants to eat me to death, it doesn't matter, I am willing to be eaten to death by him, as long as I can repay his kindness, but I can no longer think of repaying it with myself, because it is an insult to him, I can not love him, but I can't tarnish his sincerity, so I want to find out, whether I really like him, that's all, it doesn't involve winning or not."
Manager Qi was speechless, and only said after a while, "Xiao Ying'er, your biggest problem is to always consider others, this is your advantage, but it is also your shackles, you are not Meng Qin, how can you know what Meng Qin really thinks?" Don't make any decisions yet
Wait, maybe you will have a windfall, and sometimes, making the other person happy is also a kind of reward."
"No, I think I'm going to keep my distance from him."
I trembled my eyes, "I used to be very afraid, I was afraid that my failed master's company would go bankrupt, after a few years, I can breathe a sigh of relief, from next year, I will mainly rely on my own money to lose, no one knows how far I can lose, if I continue to be friends with Meng Qin, I am also afraid that I will not be able to control and spend his money, before he gave me a horse, he helped me lose the family, and ...... in the future. I don't dare to think, Manager Qi, I really don't want to affect anyone, that kind of psychological burden is far greater than the physical pain when I am tortured by defeat......
"On the road of transformation, you must be bloody, now you have only changed part of it, in the future, you will change even more."
Manager Qi sighed lightly, "But I'm not in a hurry, because the person who forces you to make changes will only be yourself, and you will eventually grow into the person you hate the most, but you must become, in the face of life and death, the rest is just bruises, I still say the same thing, respect any decision you make, feelings are the embellishment of life, not necessary."
I said with a headache, and rubbed my temples, "Manager Qi, can you help me talk to Meng Qin?"
There are some things I can't say to him, it's so unconscionable.
"What am I going to talk about?"
Manager Qi's expression was slightly constricted, "The problem between you and Meng Qin is nothing more than three points, first, you don't know if you like Meng Qin, second, you think he doesn't like you, and the third is an empty assumption, if Meng Qin likes you, are you willing to make a personal promise, your answer was originally yes, but now you say that you know that Meng Qin has a habit of emotional cleanliness, and his love can't be flawed, so the third point is that you don't want to repay it with yourself, right?"
I nodded, worthy of being the person in charge of the company, he really smoothed it out for me!
Blocked in front of me are these three mountains, I don't know what I think, I don't know who Meng Qin likes, and then in order to figure out my thoughts, the people around me can only keep assuming the third point.
It's like walking the steps, the first step is not going up, the second step is still a pit, someone directly told me, the third step will see what scenery, do you dare to step on!
Of course I dare to go up, the problem is that I can't step on my legs, how can I get on?
Behind the fog is all fog, and it directly confuses me!
In fact, as long as the second point is brought out, when Meng Qin pulls his beloved girl in front of everyone, then my first point of mind will no longer matter, and the assumption of the third point will be canceled in place.
Thinking seems to have entered a strange circle, knowing that people don't like me, I still riveted to wonder if I like him, so why should I think about this?
Because......
I was too afraid that I would tarnish Meng Qin's feelings.