Although Sister Xiaoling knew very well that I couldn't be moved, she really couldn't ignore me.

First of all, it was not polite, and secondly, as a guest, she had the mentality to take care of me.

Even if she was in control and saw that I was sick, she couldn't help but want to care for me.

So her expression at the moment was very entangled, she hesitated for a few seconds with the ginger soup, and simply raised her head and did it herself!

"Little Firefly, this momentum is too uncomfortable for other sisters, how do you say your family adapts?"

After drinking the ginger soup, she wiped the corners of her lips and looked at me with an unspeakable face, "I want to be good to you, but I can't be good to you, how difficult it is."

I didn't speak, I gently patted Sister Xiaoling's arm to comfort her, and I was also comforting myself.

It's really hard to get used to this kind of thing, even the five brothers who know my situation best, they have a hard time being indifferent to me.

On the contrary, as they get older, they seem to be more and more depressed, and everyone wants to be better to me.

forced Manager Qi to hold a meeting with them every once in a while to remind them to control their feelings.

It can even be said that if Manager Qi hadn't given them eye medicine, they would have come over to accompany me a long time ago.

Even so, I would be bombarded with text messages from them every night, asking me what I had eaten, what I had drunk, whether I was staying well, and whether it was convenient to take a shower.

I replied seriously at the beginning, telling them that although Sister Xiaoling's family had to go to the thatched house in the courtyard to go to the toilet, their house had a small bathroom dedicated to showering, and they could take a bath every day.

"Firefly, your rules on the road are really worrying, you can't be famous or profit-seeking, and your body is still ...... Hey~"

Sister Xiaoling suddenly reasoned about something, "Is it because you are famous in our village that your health will get worse and worse?"

Enemies!

Sure enough, it's Sister Xiaoling in the show!

I smiled and gave her a look that was all in plain sight.

"I'll just say, there was nothing wrong with the day you woke up, follow Uncle Zhou out to the grave, and stay more and more day by day......

Sister Xiaoling sighed a few times, grabbed my hand and shook it, and said sullenly with her eyes down, "Sister really thinks you are a good child, except for spending a little lavishly, it's okay to do anything, Sister Yan said yesterday, I haven't seen a more patient gentleman than you, no matter how you ask, it's not annoying...... Hotaru, sister, this time, I really made a decision."

I looked at her curiously, "What decision?"

"Sister believes in your faith."

「？」

I didn't get it.

"Will you believe in my faith?"

What do I believe?

"Yes, what do you believe, you tell my sister, and my sister will believe with you."

Sister Xiaoling looked at me with a sincere face, "Which way is the god, which way is the fairy, where is the statue to please, you point out sister, go back and please come back, and worship at home, and when my sister makes offerings in the future, I can think of you, rest assured." Look at the book

「……」

I'm still a little scared when I hear that.

"I don't believe in Buddhism anyway."

Seeing that I didn't pick up the stubble, Sister Xiaoling sat close to me, and said with a troubled face, "My mother always called me for a period of time after believing in Buddhism, and the old lady was like a demon, and persuaded me to believe in Buddhism with her every day, and let me recite Buddhist scriptures at every turn, once my son ate something bad and had diarrhea, and then had a little enteritis and was hospitalized for a few days, my mother went to the hospital to see him, and she was still sitting next to him and chanting scriptures."

"It's said that the child can be fine if you read it a few times, oh my God, this kind of thing is an old nose, during that time she opened and closed her mouth all this, as if you believe in the Buddha and you can't get any disease, what is the final result, how sick is she......

Sister Xiaoling shook her head when she said it, "Later, she always went out to listen to the class, this one has divine pain, and that one also has magical powers, fortunately, she also wanted to open the class after listening to it more, and didn't force me to believe with her, but she added a new problem, always saying something to put down, let me and Dalin put down every day, you said that we are in our thirties."

People, both old and young, need money everywhere, do you have a way to live if you put it down?"

"You can't fight with her yet, as soon as she is strong, she said that I am too greedy, I was annoyed by her and then heard the words 'let go of these two words, my heart is in response, relying on her to study Buddhism is old, just support the elderly, it doesn't matter if you let go or not, otherwise if young people are clamoring to let go, how can this society develop?"

Sister Xiaoling said speechlessly, "Everyone doesn't have to go out to earn money, go to God and worship Buddha every day, recite scriptures at home, and ponder the little thing about becoming a Buddha the next day, isn't that person wasted, so my sister doesn't believe in Buddhism, and my sister wants to believe in Taoism......

She lowered her voice and spoke very seriously, "Sister has inquired these days, people say that the family is handed down by our ancestors, what do you say, Taoism only needs clay sculptures, but the Buddha wants to gild the body, the Buddha is destined to be a person, it is this yuan......

Sister Xiaoling made a gesture to me to count the money, "Is what Sister said right?"

"That's not right."

Crisply replied, seeing that her eyes were slightly stunned, I smiled and buckled my laptop, and said to her, "Sister Xiaoling, the last few sentences you said are from a limerick poem, what else is behind, the Bodhisattva in troubled times does not come out, and the old Taoist carries the sword to save the people, but I want to say that the Buddha is very good, and the golden body of the Buddha refers to the golden body of merit, not requested by the Buddha himself, but the believers believe that pasting gold for the Buddha statue belongs to charity, which can make the Buddha statue look more solemn, and there will be great merit in doing this kind of thing, which can liberate oneself and others and achieve Bodhi."

And when it comes to gold-plated statues, Taoist immortal statues also have gold, and the quality classification is still very strict.

There are clouds in the book, so heartfelt, there are eighteen kinds, with the true appearance of the shape, one carves all the treasures of the treasure jade, Qiong Yao, Lang Ji seven treasures, etc., the two are cast with gold, the third is cast with silver, the fourth is cast with red copper, the fifth is cast with green iron, the sixth is cast with pewter, the seventh is carved with the incense and the plum sandalwood is sunken in the water, the eight are woven, the nine are embroidered, and the ten are clay sculptures......

All the way to the back, one of them is the highest level, to Baoyu Qiongyao sculpture, and the other is gold.

So this kind of thing can't listen to the wind or rain, I looked at Sister Xiaoling and said seriously, "The one your mother said about letting go, in my opinion, she is not just about letting go of making money, letting go of sorrows, letting go of worries, etc., these are too literal to understand, the real meaning I think, it refers to letting go of that bad self."

As the saying goes, letting go is detachment.

When you let go of your bad self, you are ushering in a new life.

Just from a literal point of view, in order to have a higher spiritual pursuit, I don't roll around in the world, I donate all the money I earn, I eat fasting and chant Buddha at home every day, and I am really happy in doing so, and I find that I have no troubles, which may be a form of detachment.

But it's definitely not the deepest meaning of the word 'let go', and it doesn't apply to everyone.

"Let go of your bad self?"

Sister Xiaoling twisted her eyebrows, "What do you mean?"