I burst into tears with her, stretched out my hand and wiped her eyes helplessly, "Grandma, don't cry, don't cry......

"It's okay, I just miss Qingqing, I miss my real granddaughter......

Granny Su hugged me in her arms, tears fell on my forehead, "Firefly, grandma can't accompany you anymore, I'm going to visit Qingqing, these years, grandma thank you, when I was young, I liked to listen to operas, and I always wanted Qingqing to learn a few folds, but she was only willing to sing foreign songs, it was you who fulfilled the dream for grandma, your good, grandma all remembered it in my heart, some time ago, when I took your painting to visit an old friend, someone always reminded me openly and secretly, saying Su Lao, how did this child change his painting style, Don't make a mistake for your sincerity."

She looked down at me, wiped my eyes, and smiled at the corners of her lips, "Grandma doesn't need to explain to them, your serious efforts, grandma has seen them all, at the beginning you painted, there is no foundation, a child with no foundation, can reach this level in a few years, in addition to your talent, your own efforts are indispensable, grandma knows your intentions through your paintings, grandma thank you."

I leaned into Granny Su's arms and talked a lot on and off.

She really remembers every bit of the past four years.

It's just that as the distance got closer, I felt it more and more obviously, and my palm touched Granny Su's vertebrae.

The fingertips conveyed a tingling sensation, as if they were going to glue my hand together.

This sense of attraction can be called the strongest, thinking of the yin qi at the door, at the latest tomorrow morning, maybe tonight......

My heart couldn't help but tremble, and suddenly, I had been helped by Granny Su to sit up straight.

She took out a tissue to help me wipe the tears on my face, "Firefly, grandma knows, you have your own ideals in life, and you may not want to major in calligraphy and painting in the future, but we have to look at the old saying, the family has a daughter, it is better to have a skill, calligraphy and painting, you can't throw it down, grandma is not there in the future, you also have to practice diligently, you don't have to press your body, maybe when, this ability will help you."

I looked at her, tears still streaming unconsciously.

At this moment, Granny Su really seemed to be explaining her last words to me.

Thinking about it, I said directly, "Grandma, I'm not going back tonight, stay with you and sleep in the same room with you, okay?"

"You kid, why are you still crying, good, don't cry, shed tears this pitiful ......"

Granny Su didn't answer, still wiping my tears, I grabbed her wrist, "Grandma, I don't want to go back......

"Hotaru, grandma heard that you are Mr. Yin and Yang who has learned the Tao?"

I was confused, and my mind was not ready to turn, "Yes, I'm Mr. Yin and Yang."

Granny Su smiled and said, "Then have you heard a word, Fang is born and dies, and Fang is dead and live."

I hummed, "These eight words mean that everything is constantly growing and disappearing." Look at the book

"So, there is life and death, this is the law of nature."

Granny Su held my hand tightly, "When we were born, we would only cry, why do we cry, because we don't know what we have to face in the future, it's slim, full of fear, the strange thing is that the people around us are laughing, they say that a new life is coming, congratulations, when we finally finish this life, we should be able to face everything calmly, but the people around us are very sad, saying that it is a pity, as if we are going to a very bad place to suffer and suffer, in fact, who knows that it is not a new beginning?"

"Grandma'......"

"Listen to grandma."

Granny Su had tears in her eyes, but she smiled very freely, "I think that to live is to cherish every minute and every second of the moment, this is the meaning of life, when you go, it is easy, not too heavy, and you don't have to worry too much about what is behind you, Firefly, grandma knows that her time is coming, these two days, I often dream of my son, in my dreams, I also said to him, I want to see him, see my daughter-in-law...... You see, I'm just going from here to there, and I'm just a duckweed back to the sea."

As she spoke, she exhaled with a smile, "Think about my life, I have experienced everything I should have experienced, my wife first

Take a step, and then, I encountered a white-haired person sending a black-haired person, or even a white-haired person sending a next-generation person, what else can I not bear? Grandma is not afraid, little fireflies, grandma is really not afraid, I am born fearless, why fear death."

"Grandma'......"

My chest trembled, and Granny Su's realm was really admirable.

If the flowers bloom and cherish each other, the flowers fall inseparably, and the flowers bloom in late autumn, and the stumps of the flowers depend on each other.

"Little Firefly, I used to think that kindness is to raise fish in stagnant water, never fish, feed deer in the deep mountains to hope for eternal life, sweep the ground for fear of hurting the lives of mole ants, and pity the moth gauze lamp......

Granny Su was in tears, but her face was smiling lightly, "Later, when I saw you, I knew that kindness is a lamp, a lamp that will shine."

"Lights?"

I looked at her through the vicissitudes of life, "Do you think I'm a lamp?"

"You kid is always doing something silently, let you paint, you just obediently paint there, I said I like to listen to you chant the scriptures, every time I fall asleep, I am confused, I can hear you chanting the scriptures to me to make dedication, but you never talk about what you have done, you will not ask for credit, and you will not show off......

Granny Su said softly, "We are not related, you can do superficial work on me, like that Miss Su, as long as you win Qingge's favor, after all, I am an old man with a foolish illness, it is easy to perfunctory me, but you don't, you take care of me with all your heart, even if I just sleep by you, I can feel that you cover me with a blanket and make a dedication for me, I actually want to ask, what do you want, what can I give you as a bad old woman."

As she spoke, she smiled with mixed emotions again, "You kid looks smart, in fact, you are very dull in your bones, you always don't do things on the surface, it's not popular now, it's too much to be an honest person, it's easy to be bitten back, look at that Miss Su, she is better than you, you have to be flexible, little firefly."

I instinctively shook my head and said sourly, "Grandma, I know you're talking back, I don't want to change, and I can't."

"So, your kindness is a lamp, it may not shine on yourself, but it will shine on others."

Granny Su's voice was hoarse and stroked my cheek, "Little Firefly, grandma has felt kindness from you, not in the form of goodness, but in a kind of kindness that can warm the people around you, this is probably the meaning of your name, right?"

I nodded, my heart was mixed, Granny Su understood me, really understood me.

"It's a pity that I don't have that much time with you, otherwise I would really have to unravel you."

Granny Su sighed, "I often feel that your child is preoccupied, and he is always worried about something, is it because of the relationship between learning the Tao?"