"Learning the Tao is a lot of unknowns, and I sometimes think about it a lot."

To tell the truth, I naturally didn't dare to tell Granny Su, what was I most afraid of?

But I am afraid that in a moment, the soul will drift with the wind.

"But don't worry, grandma, I'm going to be able to explain myself, and I'll laugh at it for a while, and everything will be gone."

I pulled the corners of my lips and smiled, "As you said, cherish every minute and second of life, this is the meaning of life."

"Yes, young man, you still have a long way to go."

Granny Su patted the back of my hand, "When I came, I was alone, and when I left, I also wanted to be able to leave lightly, I didn't want to hear the cry, and I didn't want to face death, remember, grandma just turned into a wisp of smoke and dust, and went away with the wind, if someone sees my paintings in the future and can get inspiration from them, then grandma will also be a lamp, illuminating others, that's the meaning, you know?"

I nodded, holding back the tears in my eyes, "Grandma, I understand."

"Good boy, taking every step of the way is the most important thing for a living person to do."

Granny Su's eyes showed tenacity, "Since parting is painful, why should we deepen this suffering, little firefly, don't cry for me, you know, what a lucky person grandma is, what a blessing it is to be able to get the mercy of God and leave naturally...... Grandma just came out of nothing and went back to nothing, if you are really creative, just do your own thing, that is the greatest relief to grandma."

I remembered my agreement with her, "Will you ever see me practice peerless martial arts?"

"Of course, Grandma remembers this."

Granny Su smiled lovingly, "Grandma will see it, definitely."

"Well, definitely!"

I nodded with her, couldn't help but lean over, and hugged her again, "Grandma, I can't bear to ...... you."

"Silly boy, grandma is so angry like this again."

Granny Su patted me on the back and comforted me softly.

To be honest, I also want to face it calmly and peacefully, and I have been doing psychological construction for a long time.

But the more I get to this moment, the more I find that my emotions are out of control and vulnerable, and it is difficult to even pretend to be strong.

I didn't expect that Granny Su would have such a great influence on me, maybe because I heard Su Qingge say that Granny Su went to meet old friends again and again for me, or maybe it was this family banquet that Granny Su specially held for me.

"Alright, it's okay."

Granny Su smiled and wiped the tears from my face, "My eyes are swollen and ugly, and if you do this, grandma will urge you to go back."

I nodded obediently, and the air was full of bitter taste, indescribable worry.

In order to divert this heavy topic, Granny Su mentioned Meng Qin again, "Firefly, you told me earlier that the boy you like in your heart is Rong Tang."

I was a little nervous when I talked about this, "Grandma, I'm sorry Meng Qin."

"Nonsense, where are you sorry for him?"

Granny Su's eyes were red, and her expression gradually calmed down, "In this mansion, many of the interactions between you and Rong Tang are in your eyes......

I looked over in amazement, "Grandma, you saw it all?"

"Yes, it's just that I saw it, and I don't think there's a problem yet, so I'm Rong Tang's closest friend."

Granny Su smiled childishly, "A lot of things are really indescribable, Rong Tang, this child, seems to be gentle and elegant, but in fact he is very cold, and even he is a little cold, you are actually very similar in some places, you can satisfy your elders, humble and polite to the outside, and excellent to the point that it is not real, of course, there is a difference between you and Rong Tang, he is very guarded, almost no one can approach him, in his bones, it is full of loneliness and indifference."

"You kid is the opposite, you're willing to make friends, and you're willing to go out of your way to give."

Granny Su smiled and said, "But the strange thing is that you are always covering yourself, obviously you have paid a hundred points, but you only want people to see it

When the two of you get together, it is common sense that there will be no sparks, because people who are too similar can only appreciate each other at most, and they can't surprise each other, and the magic is that you are with Rong Tang are very energetic."

Seeing that I was a little embarrassed and speechless, Granny Su smiled and continued, "I remember whether it was last year or the summer of the year before last, you saw that I was resting, so I went to the study to practice calligraphy, and you came out of the study lightly, and then you took out a green mask from your schoolbag, put it on and entered the study, as if you wanted to scare Rong Tang, but it didn't scare him, you ran out in a hurry, accidentally hit the door frame, and almost tripped ......

Uh, that's embarrassing.

I looked at Granny Su who was laughing, "You saw it from the surveillance in the hallway?"

"yes, that's interesting."

Granny Su couldn't help but smile, "I thought you would be embarrassed when you took off your mask, but you stood at the door of the study and seemed to be very angry, and you dropped that mask, and Rong Tang came out to coax you again......

I blushed my face, it wasn't angry at that time, it was that my head hurt and I became quite unreasonable, and I had the face at the door to blame Meng Qin for why he didn't remind me that there was a door frame, and in order to vent my anger, I threw the skull mask.

After that, Meng Qin came out to help me rub my forehead, and compensated me with ice cream, which can be regarded as pulling down.

Speaking of which, I was annoyed and angry at that time, and it was scary.

"Grandma, don't you think I'm particularly ignorant?"

I said, "Especially with Meng Qin, I will be very willful."

"In my opinion, these are all small pleasures in the lives of young people."

Granny Su looked at me softly, "Firefly, it is with you that I can see the other side of Rong Tang, otherwise I wouldn't have thought that Rong Tang would take care of a girl so hard, before you, I have never seen him look at any girl outside, that Miss Su also said, I once said that she is a match for Rong Tang, I really forgot this, but I probably said it, because Rong Tang has been close to Buddhism since he was a child, I am worried that he is too pure and has no love roots, so I always want to test him, But when he was eighteen years old, you showed up, and you got close to him, not sooner or later, and everything was perfect, wasn't it?"

Perfect?

I was a little confused, "Grandma, do you really think that Meng Qin and I are very suitable?"

"What do you say yourself?"

Granny Su asked rhetorically, "Besides Rong Tang, who else are you willing to get close to like that?" Unbridled intimacy."

I shook my head, "No."

"Yes, you get along very well, and you don't feel uncomfortable with each other, that's appropriate."

Granny Su hissed, "But Rong Tang was sick some time ago, and he didn't come to see me much, so he was still very sick......

"That's my reason."

I said directly, "My aura is not good, it may have affected Meng Qin."