Chapter 186: Answer
The cold hardness of the table top was replaced by the soft temperature of the palm.
Ji Yuntong held his breath all of a sudden, but his heartbeat vibrated like beating a gong and drum.
Pei Xun... Didn't go?
Her hands clenched under the table, but she froze and didn't know whether to look up or not.
Pei Xun was not in a hurry, so he maintained the posture of cushioning Ji Yutong's forehead and gave her time to figure it out.
Ji Yuntong couldn't hold it back for a while, raised his head suddenly, reached out and wiped his forehead, as if he wanted to eliminate the temperature that Pei Xun had left on it, "You ......"
She glared at Pei Xun, "Didn't you leave?" What are you going to do when you come back? ”
"Listen to your answers."
"What answer?"
Ji Yutong asked quickly, only to realize later, it wouldn't be... That one... The answer to the question that had been in her mind all night last night, right?!
Sure enough, the next moment, Pei Xun verified her idea.
"You didn't answer me last night... I slept through. Thinking of this, Pei Xun was also a little helpless and wanted to laugh, and he asked seriously again: "Wait for me to come back, okay?" ”
This time, both men were in a very conscious state.
Only then did Ji Yuntong discover that Pei Xun's eyes were not only very affectionate when looking at people, but also seemed to have a magic that could make people fall into it.
Otherwise, how would she... I can't say no.
Can......
She didn't want to speculate on the meaning behind the words. I don't want to wait for a suspended future.
She hates promises that don't have roots and are not solid, whether it's what others do to her or what she does to others.
As for whether she likes Pei Xun or not? Maybe some... Otherwise, how could she really take this person to heart, and become more and more real and relaxed in front of him without realizing it.
But since I'm still here struggling and hesitating, I'm at a loss, probably because of this like... Compared to his own life, it is far from enough.
"Why don't we make this kind of seemingly romantic but unrealistic agreement."
Ji Xun looked at Pei Xun weakly, "When are you coming back?" What will it look like when you come back? How long will I have to wait for you...... One month? A year? Three years, five years, ten years? But on what ground? ”
"With likes? Or with love? ”
"As we all know, this kind of thing, it can be romantic and great, but it can also be despicable and harmful, and you don't know when it will suddenly disappear due to force majeure."
"Not to mention, people change."
The more Ji Yuntong said, the more determined his eyes became, "Pei Xun, maybe I didn't grasp the proportions that we should have when getting along with each other." ”
"Or maybe something really happened between the two of us... Let's cherish each other's things. ”
"But, you have your choices and everything you need to face, and I have mine."
"None of us can irresponsibly throw away what we should be carrying on our shoulders."
"Neither can we."
"So I'm not going to wait." Ji Yuntong paused for a moment, and then smiled slightly, "But if you come back, I will sweep the bed and wait for you." ”
Pei Xun's gaze at Ji Yuntong became deeper and deeper, making it difficult to understand.
After a while, he chuckled lightly and pointed to his heart, "Actually, I was ready to be rejected by you." ”
"I also thought that when I was rejected by you, it would hurt here."
He lowered his head, "It does hurt. ”
"But..."Pei Xun looked at Ji Xun seriously and seriously, "I was wrong." ”
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[沄沄 has always been a very sober person, love is not achieved overnight. 】
Mao Dun Literature