Chapter 187: I Don't Regret It
Ji Xuntong's words were like a slap in the face, letting Pei Xun know how reckless and naΓ―ve he was on the spur of the moment last night.
He didn't think that Ji Yuantong's seemingly ruthless refusal was wrong, and the wrong person was him.
Pei Xun thought that Ji Yun was like a bright light in the long night, a lighthouse in the endless sea.
It's his direction, and it's the light he wants to chase.
He planted it thoroughly, whether it was in his own behavior or in Ji Yuantong.
So he lowered his head very seriously, "I shouldn't think about playing tricks because I'm afraid of losing you, and use drunkenness to trick you into answering me." β
"You shouldn't have made such frivolous requests to you when nothing was available to you."
"I shouldn't be greedy enough to take advantage of your devotion and preference for me."
"I'm sorry."
For Pei Xun's sincere apology, Ji Yuntong couldn't say what it was like.
It stands to reason that he can do this, which just proves that he really listens to his words and is also reflecting on his own behavior.
After all, everyone grows up in stumbles, and who can be flawless from the start?
This is also the ignorance and fearlessness that belongs only to young people.
But how is she some... What about sour and astringent?
"But I don't regret it."
Pei Xun sat up straight, staring straight at Ji Xuntong, bold and enthusiastic, "From the moment you pulled me up from the quagmire, you should be prepared to have no way to get rid of me again." β
"You also told me that young people can not know the height of the sky."
"Ji Yutong, I like you."
When he said this, his eyes were burning and honest, with unprecedented solemnity and seriousness.
"I can't imagine and face what it would be like if you were with someone else, so I selfishly struck first."
"But I'm not going to rush to ask you for a sense of security, because you've just taught me that security is something you have to give yourself."
"Your reaction just now also told me that you didn't get angry at me for kissing you without permission."
"Your words also prove to me that you are thinking about our future, thinking about its weight."
"So, I'm happy."
"If now... It's not enough to like me that much, that's okay. β
"My heart pleases you."
"Crazy to monopolize you."
"Also... Fear scares you. β
"Ji Yuantong, but you have to know that I like you."
"It's not a spur of the moment, it's deliberate."
"Maybe it's a little immature, but it's not the slightest bit false."
"What I want is not a momentary pleasure, but an eternal time."
"So, all your uncertainties, distrust, fear, confusion, decisions that you can't make and your heart that you can't sort out for the time being at the moment are all left to me to solve."
"It's better not to wait for me."
"I'll wait for you."
Suddenly there was a bubbling bubble in the sourness.
Ji Xun looked at Pei Xun in front of him in a daze, with a strength that had never been shown in front of her, and the words he said carried undoubted weight.
And so appropriately plucked the heartstrings in her heart that could play music.
She saw his earnestness and sincerity, and also saw his restraint and forbearance. I saw his clumsiness, and I also felt his fiery determination.
There is a degree of advance and retreat, and there is an orderly and well-founded basis.
Pei Xun, you are really cunning.
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[Pei Scheming Inquiry: Wrong, apologize seriously, but don't change, unscrupulous means to get a wife]
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