Lu Nanzhi, whose face was full of tears, stood up and looked at Jiang Yuebai suspiciously, as well as the ghostly dream that came out of her shoulder.

"Xiaobai, how could you ......"

The dream jumped off Jiang Yuebai's shoulder and rushed towards the little Lu Nanzhi in the dream.

Lu Nanzhi hugged Youmeng, watched Youmeng rub affectionately in her arms, patted her arm with his little paws, as if comforting her.

The little Lu Nanzhi gradually changed back to the way he grew up, tears were still on his face, but his expression had regained his composure.

"You and the dream changed my dreams, why?"

Jiang Yuebai slowly walked in front of Lu Nanzhi, "The reason why the dream can't stop you from falling into the dream is because you are the master of the dream, this dream is woven by yourself for yourself, all you can do is to fight to get injured and disobey your orders, so that the dream will not come to the end." ”

Youmeng whined twice, looking weak, leaning on Lu Nanzhi's arms to indicate that it was not lightly injured and needed comfort.

Lu Nanzhi was a little flustered, "I know these are all fake, I know that what has happened cannot be changed, I just ...... I just want to wait until this dream is over and ......."

Jiang Yuebai sighed, "Anan, you are escaping reality with a fluke mentality. Originally, I wanted to wait for you to re-experience the revenge of killing your father, and after you re-entered the demon, I would reappear with the dream, but ......"

Jiang Yuebai frowned, her eyes were full of distress when she looked at Lu Nanzhi, she stepped forward and hugged Lu Nanzhi hard, she didn't know what to say, she could only comfort her with a hug.

Jiang Yuebai suddenly understood why when she went out to travel before, Elder Taishang always told Anan a lot, and threw it at her and told her to get out of here.

Obviously, she is more skinny, and Anan is more well-behaved.

In fact, the more well-behaved the child, the more likely it is to have big problems, Anan is, and so is Zhao Fuyi at the beginning.

If it weren't for this dream, she wouldn't have known that Anan was hiding such a big secret.

Now that I think about it, the person who abandoned Anan since he was a child and made Anan a tool for the marriage of the two clans, a person who controls the future direction of the Lu clan, how could he be awakened to the father-daughter family relationship and go to the Fang clan to withdraw because of Anan's plea.

But even if Anan's father's purpose is impure, for Anan, it is the family affection she has been longing for since she was a child, and it is the love she can finally feel.

As a child, unless you are heartbroken, you will always unconsciously please your father.

Childhood experience has an impact on a person, and it will accompany him for a lifetime, Jiang Yuebai is like this, and so is Lu Nanzhi.

"You know everything?" Lu Nanzhi asked softly.

Jiang Yuebai let go of Lu Nanzhi and nodded with a heavy face.

Lu Nanzhi covered her mouth and turned around, tears sliding down her cheeks, she didn't want Jiang Yuebai to see her so fragile and unbearable.

Seeing Lu Nanzhi suppressing his crying, Jiang Yuebai's heart was also like a knife.

"Anan, if you really want to change everything, I can help you, so that you have a happy home from birth, so that everything is like your previous dreams, but are you sure, become like that, are you still Lu Nanzhi?"

Lu Nanzhi's shoulders shrugged, unable to speak, she understood the reason, but it was easier said than done, too difficult!

"Anan, in fact, it's not a shame to cry, you still remember the land of Cangyan, Xie Jingshan pretended to have amnesia because of Shen Huaixi's betrayal, he never held back when he was uncomfortable, and he cried with snot on his face like a second fool when he hugged the wine jar."

After crying and sleeping, he became a happy and stupid dog Xie Jingshan again. In the past, I thought that among the three of us, the most transparent was you, it was me, and Xie Jingshan was the last, but in fact, neither of us was as good as Xie Jingshan, he didn't hide things in his heart, he didn't suppress his emotions, he was sunny and happy every day, and he could infect others. ”

"So cry Anan, after crying, let yourself go, accept everything that has happened, end this dream, and move on, okay?"

Lu Nanzhi let go of the hand covering his mouth, "What the hell am I ...... What's bad? Why...... They are all ...... Don't want me? ”

"It's not that you're bad, it's that they don't deserve it, it's them who are wrong, it's never you."

Lu Nanzhi couldn't suppress his crying anymore, Jiang Yuebai didn't bother, just silently stayed aside, waiting for Lu Nanzhi to vent all the sadness and pain that had been suppressed in his heart for many years.

After a while, Lu Nanzhi's crying weakened, and Jiang Yuebai felt that the 'evil' aura on her body had also weakened a lot.

After that, as long as you don't enter this dream state anymore and slowly relieve, you will be able to pass this period smoothly.

"Let's go, let's get out of here." Jiang Yuebai said.

Lu Nanzhi took a deep breath and turned around, her eyes were as red as rabbits, and she shook her head.

"It's not enough, it's not enough to get here, Xiaobai, accompany me to a place."

Lu Nanzhi stretched out his hand, Jiang Yuebai smiled, and took Lu Nanzhi's hand.

The surrounding scene receded like a tide, and soon formed a new scene, the Lu family's mansion, the two of them stood in the courtyard, looking at the study in front of them, and another young Lu Nanzhi walked out of it.

The corner of Lu Nanzhi's lips had a smile that Jiang Yuebai had never seen before, and there were still a few tears in the corners of his eyes, and he left briskly.

Like a child who finally gets what he wants.

"That was the night my father agreed to go to Fang's divorce, I thought that everything was because of the relationship between father and daughter, I worked hard for so long, and finally got my father's approval, but in fact, it ......"

Lu Nanzhi paused, relieved himself before continuing to speak.

"In fact, he is just ambitious, and he is unwilling to let the Lu family be the Fang family's dog anymore, and wants to exchange me for greater benefits."

The surrounding scene was shaking, indicating that Lu Nanzhi's mood was unstable.

Jiang Yuebai held Lu Nanzhi's hand, and Lu Nanzhi gradually calmed down.

"Actually, the day he promised to leave the family, I knew about it, but I was still deceiving myself, unwilling to accept that he really never cared about me, and then he died, my mother beat me like crazy and blamed me, and my brothers and sisters all blamed me."

"The revenge of killing my father is just an excuse for me to hide the hatred in my heart, I can't accept that I have been abandoned by everyone since I was born, I am also crazy, I just want to bury everyone, including Lu Nanzhi in the past."

"At that time, I was already under the spell! If it weren't for the fact that you were willing to believe such a despicable person as me, I might ......"

Lu Nanzhi didn't tell Jiang Yuebai that she had already saved her will to die at that time, and it was Jiang Yuebai who pulled her out and gave her the courage to continue living.

"Anan, no one is perfect, even if it's the way of heaven."

Lu Nanzhi took a deep breath, no longer hiding it, no longer making excuses, she forced herself to face it again, forced herself to accept that she had never been loved by her family.

The pain in her heart was entangled, and her soul was gradually cold, but she felt the heat of Jiang Yuebai's palm entering her body little by little.

Yes, she still has Xiaobai, Jingshan, and Shen Huaixi, as well as friends like Shen Huaixi, as well as the teacher who cares about her, and the demon clan who is counting on her now.

She can't give up on herself, right and wrong, it's all in the past.

There is no hurdle in life that cannot be overcome, only oneself that cannot be passed.

Pulling his hand out of Jiang Yuebai's palm, Lu Nanzhi turned around and walked towards a certain place in the courtyard of the deep house, the scenery on the side of the road changed rapidly, and time went backwards.

Lu Nanzhi walked outside the rockery of the abandoned garden and found himself hiding inside and crying alone, the young and helpless when he was a child, and gradually closed his heart.

"Lu Nanzhi."

The little girl sobbed and turned her head to look outside.

"Who are you?"

Lu Nanzhi walked over and took his young self into his arms.

"Lu Nanzhi, I don't blame you, you have done well enough, you can cry if you want to cry in the future, don't hide anymore, okay? This world is very big, and the Lu family is not all. ”

"Don't change your heart because of anything, you have to be more and more courageous, you can not win, but you have to be Lu Nanzhi who can never be defeated, okay?"

Lu Nanzhi and the little girl in front of him looked at each other, both of them had tears in their eyes, but the corners of their lips were hooked a little.

"Good!"

Little by little, the dream came to naught, and the little girl who cried alone when she was a child waited for the long-awaited hug and comfort.

We can not be loved by others, but we must love ourselves.

The breeze was blowing, and Lu Nanzhi, whose face was full of tears, stood on the top of the mountain, bathed in the morning light, up and down, unprecedentedly relaxed.

“…… There's still a quarrel over there, I really don't know when I'm going to quarrel, Anan, let's call Xie Jingshan, how about we go to the river to fish together? I haven't eaten Xie Jingshan's grilled fish for a long time. ”

Jiang Yuebai's eyes were bright and smiling, Lu Nanzhi wiped away the tears on his face, and his smile was also kind.

"Xiaobai, there is one more thing I hid from you, after the fall of the Lu Clan, the people who escaped with the Lu Clan's inheritance were also killed by me later."

Jiang Yuebai was not surprised, cutting the grass and eradicating the roots was Lu Nanzhi's style of acting, and the rights and wrongs of this matter could only be judged by Lu Nanzhi himself.

"Xiaobai, I want to rebuild the Lu clan."

"Huh? Who are you going to have a baby with? Jiang Yuebai was shocked.

Lu Nanzhi burst out laughing, "You think so far, I plan to adopt orphans who no one wants in the mortal world, and make a little compensation for my past sins, and I don't know if the Heavenly Dao can accept it." ”

"Yes, yes, too capable, our Heavenly Dao is the most generous and empathetic!"

"How do you know?"

"I just know!"

"Okay, go fish."

"Hmm!"

See you tomorrow~