The two of us walked on the familiar street where we went to Tian Yan's house. Our old friends, apparently no longer have the original novelty and choose to ignore us, they are really used to seeing this kind of bland plot. The moon and the stars simply hid behind the clouds and went to sleep, and the street lamps had nowhere to go, so they had to open their eyes and close their eyes and pretend to sleep, and they were no longer lit in several places.

It's only been a month since the moon, the stars, and the street lamps lost interest in us. It seems that time is the most ruthless, it will keep moving its hands and feet on your face, knocking out scars one after another, not only will it not compensate, it will also take advantage of your inattention, and then steal your memory little by little. Only people are the most affectionate, people will replace passion for affection, and then exchange affection for one good memory after another, and try to hide them in the bottom of their hearts, just to avoid the greedy coveting of time.

Tonight, there is no one walking on this long street, and there are few cars passing by, I don't know if it is a special arrangement of the gods to let the two of us get along quietly.

"Little Swallow, what do you like about me, you are so good, why are you with someone like me who has nothing?"

Tian Yan straightened the satchel and looked at me again,

"I want to know, because the first time we had dinner, I felt that you were very familiar, I felt that I had seen your face somewhere, and you sat next to me, my heart was very steady, and I felt that under your cynical appearance, there was a kind and warm heart."

"Ah, really? When you broke up, why didn't you leave me WeChat for me? When I asked, I kicked a pebble on the road into the lawn.

"Because I want to make sure if it's a delusion or not. If we can see each other again, and you can still come to me and see me off, then I will be sure. ”

I laughed and said:

"Little Swallow, you're too willful, you don't know, some people won't be there once they miss it."

"You stink, if that's the case, I won't regret losing my life. Because, I won't know I've missed it. She continued seriously, "People get along for a long time before they know whether they regret or rejoice." ”

"Sometimes I really admire you, you see things very thoroughly. Indeed, since you missed it, how do you know that person is the right person? If you can't be sure that it's right, how do you know that you've done something wrong? But can you believe it? When we first met for a drink, I felt familiar with you, and I felt familiar, and I still tried to remember it when I got home, and I haven't seen it anywhere else. ”

"Really? I'm not sure if you're talking or not. Tian Yan showed a sweet and curious expression.

"Of course it's true, I'm a bit of a joker, but I rarely tell lies. I think we may be a couple in the previous life, hehe."

"I don't believe it, how can there be such a miraculous thing, it's all a fantasy novel." But she still has a very happy smile on her face.

"Yanyan, in order to commemorate the reunion that we both had a familiar experience, I decided that if I write a novel in the future, the name of the novel will be "Love". Let's explain together what love is, let's work together to compose the past and present lives into a vigorous love, don't you think? ”

"Great, you are so talented, I immediately think of this, this name is indeed commemorative."

"Yanyan, in the previous life, it didn't matter if we were husband and wife or not, but in this life we must be together, I only love you in this life." I was a little excited and began to confess.

"You be quiet, the sound can be far away at night." Tian Yan's face turned crimson.

"Little Swallow, you see that I can usually speak in the vernacular, but when I want to confess to you, I always feel that I can't say it, so I will sing a few old songs to you as my heart, okay?"

Tian Yan nodded shyly.

"If you say you love, I'll go with me, and the wind and rain will follow me

The cape also went with me, and decided not to look back

If you say you love me, follow me and hold my hand bravely

Let love take us to the end

Tears in the morning Wet the roses in your hands

The fire that was lit last night has long since quietly turned to ashes

I don't have to wait long for my final request

If you love me, you just nod your head

If you say you love, I'll go with me, and the wind and rain will come with me

The cape also went with me, and decided not to look back

If you say you love me, follow me and hold my hand bravely

Let love take us to the end

Singing and singing, I couldn't help but hold her hand. After the singing was over, the two hands that were holding not only did not let go, but instead became ten fingers interlocked, and the grip became tighter.

Slowly, the street lamps lengthened and shortened our shadows, and they seemed to remind us both that the road ahead must be long and short and undulating. We don't have to talk to remind each other, because our two hearts are already slowly getting closer to each other. Whether it is full of thorns or flowers, whether it is a storm or a colorful sky, I firmly believe that we will always be hand in hand and shoulder to shoulder.

I sat at my desk sullenly angry, this manuscript was originally planned to be performed in two days, but this was written when my stomach was dry, there were a lot of stalks, but it was not smooth and suffocated. And looking at these stalks, it's like looking at a half-baked Chinese character that has just been written, the more you look at it, the more you feel that something is wrong, but is it the wrong word or the person is wrong? I think it must be the latter. I used to think it was a funny joke, but now it seems that there is no laugh at all, and the funny thing is only me. Is this aesthetic fatigue, or is it not funny in itself? I became more and more uncertain, and I was confused about the future.

Watching other people's talk show videos, three sentences and one small laugh and five sentences of one big laugh, and I wrote a large paragraph, which only made me smile bitterly.

In other words, these talk show stars are really hateful, in the final analysis, talk shows are a profession, and they are just a mess. Why do you work so hard? Every day, you tease our food and clothing parents to lean back and make them more and more provocative. They feed all the delicious food to you celebrities, so what do we eat? Can only pick up dog leftovers? You are the talk show oligarchy, and to you you is the oligopoly. I am against monopolies and against the current talk show oligarchy.

We talk show actors can't get along, just make the audience laugh a few times at each scene, so that everyone can leave some jokes and live a slow life. As a result, you oligarchs have become fat after bite, and we have become thin and thin after hungry, haven't you heard the joke of the full man and the hungry man? You rich and unkind people, hehe.

Don't you understand the truth that "who knows that the audience laughs, and we are all bitter and sweet"? Do you oligarchs know that wasting jokes is wasting food? You talked about a talk show, but you smashed the bowl we ate in, you are so young and ignorant.

You won't learn from today's film and television actors, you see how united people are, and you are not afraid of a score of 3 or 4, anyway, everyone is the same. But you talk show oligarchs don't understand, don't the rafters rot first? Are you not afraid that the trees will show you in the forest, and the wind will break your great tongues? Don't you know who God wants to perish, so let him be the king of talk shows for two days first?

Alas, just like me, although I am a little famous in the talk show circle in this city, but so what, the money I earn is only enough for food and clothing. The road ahead is long, and I can only grope up and down, because under my constant complaining, my house has a power outage, and I can't see a little light. It seems that these talk show bigwigs have mysterious backstage, and I can't slander them anymore. No, why did I suddenly see the light again, it turned out that the screen of my mobile phone that I set to silent lit up, who is this? Interrupting my fugue at such a late hour.

When I picked up the phone, I saw that it was Tian Yan, there must be something urgent.

"Hey, Yanyan"

"Brother Qiao, come to the emergency department of the city hospital, 120 people are carrying my dad to the ambulance, let's see you at the hospital." Tian Yan said eagerly with a crying voice.

"Yan, don't worry, calm down, I'll be there soon."

As soon as I arrived at the emergency department, I saw a 120 also arrive, and hurriedly ran to the back door of the car and waited. As soon as the car door opened, two medical staff jumped down and pulled out the stretcher with the patient lying down, and then Tian Yan also got down from inside.

"Yan"

"My dad doesn't know what's wrong, his chest hurts so much and he keeps throwing up."

"Don't be afraid, you'll be in the hospital," I quickly comforted her.

The co-pilot of the ambulance came down again, it was Tian Yan's mother, I hurriedly called "Auntie", and she nodded slightly to me. I put my arm around Little Swallow's shoulders and followed the stretcher into the emergency room. As soon as they entered the building, the medical staff on the 120 cart put Tian Yan's father on the flat trolley of the hospital, and said to Tian Yan:

"The patient's family, we preliminarily judged that the patient may be aunt adenitis (pancreatic violations), come to sign, and after signing, just go in for a surgical appointment."

"Auntie, you register first, and I'll push my uncle in and let the doctor see it first."

After speaking, I pushed the cart and went straight to the surgery, Tian Yan took a plastic bag and put it on his father's chest, his father was still retching occasionally, constantly shouting in pain, and sweat beads were all over his face. Entering the surgical clinic, Yanyan anxiously told the doctor,

"Doctor, my dad was about to go to bed at 10 o'clock, and suddenly he started to have chest pain, which was very painful, and he kept throwing up."

"Does it hurt here?" The doctor immediately stood up and walked over, pressed Yanyan's father's stomach with his hand and asked.

"It hurts, it hurts."

The doctor pressed the heart area again, "Does it hurt here?" ”

"It hurts, it hurts" Tian Yan's father was still sweating profusely.

"What about here?"

"It doesn't hurt"

"What else does it hurt?"

Tian Yan's father pointed to the back with difficulty, "My back hurts too."

After palpating and examining with his hands, the doctor said to me and Tian Yan:

"I initially suspected that it was a perforated stomach, or acute aunt adenitis (pancreatic irregularities), and now I am waiting for the nurse to take blood and take his temperature. I gave him a plain abdominal X-ray, abdominal ultrasound and CT, and the diagnosis was basically confirmed. ”

At this time, Tian Yan's mother came in with the registration slip and handed it to the doctor.

The doctor told her father,

"Don't be afraid, don't worry when you get to the hospital, it's nothing serious. I'll ask the nurse to give you an injection to stop the pain. ”

Tian Yan whispered to her mother what the doctor had just said.

The doctor turned to me again and said:

"The patient should lie flat as much as possible, and pay attention to it when doing CT for a while. Don't eat or drink, do the check-up process, and come to me as soon as possible if there is an emergency. Now push the patient to the temporary ward opposite, wait for the nurse to draw blood for him, and then go up to the second floor for other examinations."

"Uh-huh, understood, thank you, doctor."

As soon as I entered the temporary ward, the nurse greeted me.

"Is the patient's name Tian Shiren?"

"Yes," Tian Yan's mother hurriedly replied.

The nurse began to take the temperature and draw blood with painkiller injections. It's all over, Tian Yan controls the direction of the flat car in front, and I push in the back to hurry into the elevator and come to the CT room on the second floor.

"Is the patient Tian Shiren?" The examiner asked us.

"Right"

"Lay him down on the CT table with his hands on his sides. Leave one of the others to wait outside. ”

"Uncle, you put your hands around my neck, and I'll carry you straight to the CT bed."

Tian Yan's father is quite thin, about 170 tall.

After I put Uncle Tian away, I put his hands together and waved to Tian Yan and Auntie,

"Yan, you and Auntie go outside and wait, I'll be fine here."

"Hmm" Tian Yan's big eyes glanced at me gratefully, and she took her mother's shoulders and went out.

Then, using the same method, I finished the abdominal ultrasound and abdominal x-ray, and returned to the temporary ward.

"How's it going, Dad, does it still hurt badly?" Tian Yan squatted in front of the bed, holding her father's hand and asked in a whisper.

"There's one more point, but I can hold back, don't worry if it's okay, Xiao Qiao, thank you today." His dad nodded at me.

Her mom smiled at me and nodded,

"Yes, if it weren't for you, how could Xiaoyan and I move him, there must still be a young man at home."

"It's okay, it's okay" I was momentarily embarrassed, and found that there was no other kind words to answer.

After another half an hour, the doctor came in.

"Tian Shiren's family, the patient is acute aunt adenitis (pancreatic irregularities), his blood lipids are too high, and he may have eaten too much at night and drank alcohol. But he is a mild disease, don't be too nervous, as long as you pay attention to yourself, the problem is not big. Don't drink alcohol in the future, eat small meals and eat more, lipid-lowering drugs can't be stopped in the future, and you have to take them for life. The nurse will come over and hang a drip for him, and tomorrow morning, you will be transferred to the general surgery department of the inpatient building. Your family members have to take care of you carefully tonight, and if you have any questions, hurry up to the doctor's duty room and call me. ”

"Thank you, doctor," I said, sending him to the door.

Not long after the nurse finished the drip, Uncle Tian fell asleep, he must have been tired and sleepy, and the painkiller injection also had a hypnotic effect. I whispered to my aunt,

"You and Xiaoyan go home, it's past 12 o'clock, I'll stay here by myself, Uncle Tian has stabilized, it's useless to stay here with more people."

"Then you and Xiaoyan go back, young man Jueda, I'm fine, really."

"Mom, go home, I'll stay here with Brother Qiao, if something happens, he can still move my dad."

"Then I'll stay too, I'm not sleepy," the aunt continued to stubbornly.

"Mom, what are you doing with so many people, go back"

Tian Yan glanced at me after speaking, of course I understand that she feels sorry for her mother, let me send it.

"Yes, when you're old, you better go home and rest, and I'll take you to the door to take a taxi." As he spoke, he gently helped his aunt and took a taxi at the door.

There is also an empty bed diagonally opposite us in the makeshift ward.

"Yan, go lie down, I'm watching my uncle here." I looked at the little swallow with a tired face.

"Then let's all go and sit on the bed, and watch from there."

We went to sit on the bed for a while and saw that my uncle was sleeping soundly.

"You just take off your shoes and lie down, why do you both sit, obedient, little swallow."

When I finished speaking, I squatted down and took off her shoes, despite her objections. Tian Yan lay on the bed and looked at me gratefully with those big eyes.

"Brother, thank you so much tonight."

"Well, you're welcome. But that's it? I winked mischievously at her.

"What's the end?" Tian Yan looked at me suspiciously.

"You've Lost Something"

"What did I lose, brother?"

"If you lose Joe, you'll have only one 'brother' left, but you'll be my only brother," I smiled smugly.

"You're kidding at this point." Then I was tapped on the arm.

"You close your eyes and take a little rest, what about this brother, are you still worried about me?"

"Don't worry, of course I'm relieved".

The two of us just didn't say a word, and after a while, Tian Yan fell asleep tiredly, and when she saw her, she was not a person who often stayed up late.

It's been almost two months, and for the first time, I saw a little swallow asleep. I carefully observed Tian Yan's face, two rows of black and long eyelashes, crossed on both sides of the nose, occasionally trembling a few times, as if shouting at the eyebrows above, "What kind of skill is lying flat, come here, see if I dare to kill you." "I wondered if I was still in a hospital room at this time, and my head still had all kinds of fantasies and associations.

Her nose was like a slender piece of white jade lying on her face, the tip of her nose was slightly upturned, and she was mischievously watching the excitement of her eyelashes and eyebrows. The lines of the two red lips were clear, and they squirmed slightly with their breathing, and they seemed to be shouting at me, "If you have the guts, you can come here too." "I swallowed decisively, decisively and walked to the window, I would definitely pass, but not tonight.

It was a dark night outside the window, a quiet night, and I was not sleepy after 12 o'clock.

Mother Earth is amazing, she can raise more than 7 billion people at the same time and in an orderly manner. At this same moment, some people are in the bright lights, some people are working hard, some people are walking on the journey, some people are making mistakes, and some people are accompanying their sleeping lover and the old man who has aunt adenitis (pancreas is unexpectedly violated), looking out the window and sighing about life.

What are people busy with every day, dooming, repaying or enjoying? From crying birth to crying leaving, this generation of generations, what is the pursuit of what is being witnessed? Especially in those years of war and famine or plague and famine, what kind of faith did people rely on to persevere? I think it is the happiest thing to be able to be quietly by the side of the person you love, but those who are often not around the person you love are because they really don't understand love?

"We are all living hard, we have woken up and drunk in the ups and downs, and we have been stubborn and fragile and still persistent, believing that the flowers will bear fruit after they bloom......" Zhang Qian, you sang right.