It's almost 22 o'clock, and I haven't figured out how to report today's battle situation to Xiaoyanzi, I don't want to lie, but to say that she will definitely be heartbroken. She didn't even send me a message for a day, which just shows that she has been thinking about it, but she doesn't want to pressure me. The empathetic Yanyan is as careful as a hair, I am so dragging it but exposing myself to a predicament, thinking of this, I quickly opened WeChat.

"Yan, I told my parents, they are a little against it. It's okay, I'll call my sister in the afternoon, and I'll be fine tomorrow if she asks her to do the work. My classmate had dinner in the evening, and I just came back so I will report to you. ”

"Ao, I know, then go to bed early, good night brother." Seconds back, this just proves that she has indeed been paying attention to this matter all day, and she rarely plays with her mobile phone so late.

Smart lovers are like this, they don't ask much and don't say much, they all understand, who is embarrassed, who knows, why do they need to say it thoroughly. But I know my little swallow, and she must have a heartache today, because my heartache connected to her is not yet healed.

My sister is four years older than me, and she was my protector when she was a child. She is good at scratching people with her hands, and she rarely encounters opponents nearby. When she grew up, she still loved me, she bought me whatever I wanted, and now she has children.

"Little brother, where are you in the house?" My sister pushed the door open and came into my bedroom.

"Sister, sit down, did you tell your parents? These two old stubborns don't listen to me at all. I sat up as I spoke.

"I said, after you called yesterday, our mother also called me after a while, chatting for more than two hours, and I came this morning when you went to sleep."

"What do they mean, did they agree?"

"Don't worry, little brother, we haven't chatted for a long time, just talk about that girl, tell me about your love story, I know a lot about her, maybe she is my brother's daughter-in-law."

I feel hot in my heart when I say these two sentences, those two old men only care about the door, right? What about work and health? Only my sister cares about my emotional and spiritual world. I will focus on a few fragments of the story of our acquaintance and love.

"Well, well, this girl is really good, if she weren't so good, she wouldn't have fascinated my little brother like this." My sister smiled and continued, "You're done, and I have a general understanding of your story, so don't speak, let me talk about my opinion." You listen carefully and think about it carefully, right, because now you are no longer my little brother who is sheltering, and now you are thirty years old and you can protect me. When I finish expressing my opinion, you will use it as a reference, and then no matter what old lady you choose, she will support you, okay? ”

"Of course, sister, you can say it." I love to listen to reasonable people like my sister.

"People will encounter all kinds of things and produce all kinds of feelings in their lives. For example, patriotism, dedication, filial piety, love, etc., but how to choose is definitely a difficult problem, because you will definitely encounter a lot of feelings at the same time. Personally, I think that since people exist, they are not isolated, and isolated people cannot survive in society. This shows that we can't do things with the individual as the center, we have to consider the demands of all aspects, and then try to balance it. ”

My heart was sinking, and it was obvious that she was trying to convince me, "but I" I was just about to interrupt her to defend me,

"Don't do it first, listen to my sister and then say okay, I really envy the love between the two of you is so beautiful, Lang Cai is also talented, and Lang is also beautiful. But why did Xiaoyan say that she wanted to get the blessing of both parents? It shows that she is still deeper than you think, and everyone takes into account that this is a matter of two families, not just the two of you. ”

My heart was hit hard, Yanyan was more thoughtful than me, and I didn't think about what she said.

"Her heart disease is on the one hand, on the other hand, you also know that our boy is a single generation of generations, if you don't have children, how difficult it is for parents to accept. They are all in their sixties, and they should have retired with peace of mind, but they have to worry about you every day. Even if you find someone to surrogate, if the genes are passed on to the next generation, it will be more troublesome. You're still young and don't have any concept of children, and you won't think so if you can't keep it in a few years. In general, you can't make any decisions just for yourself, you have to take into account all aspects of your environment. I believe that you are an understanding person, think for yourself, no matter how you choose your sister, I will support you. ”

What else can I choose, sister, your cannon completely flattened me, not only did your shell down, but even my retreat was blown up by you. You are really a good sister who is reasonable, and what I say is unreasonable, it is all your reason. I'm not looking for a partner myself, I'm looking for a daughter-in-law for the inheritance of my family.

But I was speechless, people didn't say anything wrong, people are indeed reasoning and reasonable, ask the world, who can stand on the other side independently of prosperity, and live only for themselves?

Love and hate are really a moment, I once thanked God for the fate I gave me, but now it has become a trick, and the three reunions that I was very happy about turned out to be a trap arranged by fate. God, do you think I'm so tasteless that you have to spice me up? But you can't see that the little flower that has just bloomed in our love can't bear the salt you sprinkled. God, do you have to let the little swallow that I should have all the way fly away halfway?

I haven't sent a message to Tian Yan for two days because I don't know what to say. She didn't send me a word, Yan, why can't you give me some motivation and let me fight hard, you know that I am not as strong as I seem. You also know that this is the time when I need your encouragement and support. But you only know that you are afraid that I will regret it in the future, so keep silent and let me make my own choice. But how do you know that I won't cry for the choice I made now and regret it in the future.

Drinking, I want to find the Mona Lisa to heal my wounds, taste whether her tears are bitter or my saltiness. When I passed by the living room, I heard my mother complaining about me because she didn't know who to call, and the crying and chattering made my anxiety even worse. But I also know that the tears that I always love to shed are originally from my family heirloom.

"Dry" Han Dongxu changed his usual poor mouth and only said this one word.

You have to be a brother at all times, and only a brother can be by your side when you need it. Only a brother can understand the pride and humility that you have buried in your heart. Only your brother knows if your wounds are healing or if they are being teased. There is nothing that cannot be solved by having a drink with my brother.

"Dude, what should I do? Choosing divine love, I am a rebellious, selfish and unfilial son. My left hand is love, and my right hand is family affection, but it's clear that these are my own two hands, but now I can't hold them together, this is not scientific, what is the reason? ”

My head was a little dizzy and the alcohol was starting to kick in.

There was a burst of singing from the hotel's stereo:

"You said don't make it to yourself, and you don't want to hurt yourself

Anyone can completely forget about whom

You said that it's too late to look back on the past, don't regret it

Find a way to get you back

You say that loneliness is what a poet should have

Those who write songs should be sad

I lit a candle and my thoughts flooded with thoughts

Write a minor key called Regret"

"It's really the right time, Daxu, did you hear that? But does this song make me forget her completely, or do I try to get her back? ”

"When you drink too much, you know whether to give up or take it back. If I have to say one thing, it is that since ancient times, you are destined to have twists and turns. ”

"I see that I have dried up too much, and I will only know who is talking nonsense, you fatalist, idealistic drunkard." ……

I came home whirling around and lay in bed.

"You see that people are more mature than you, and you know that you have to get the blessing of both parents, and you know that it's not a matter of two people." "It's not your business, you have to think about everything." My sister's words kept coming to mind.

Drunk, I began to say to myself, "I think I'm still a filial person, everyone has a second child, can I still let my family's poisonous tongue passed down from generation to generation be lost?" Shouldn't Tian Yan and I make sacrifices for our families? "The man's bloody nature combined with the anesthesia of alcohol made me open WeChat.

"Yan, we'll be best friends in the future"

"Well, it's a good friend"

It's still a second back, it's still a bland sentence, and there is still no trace of retention, and there is no complaint. I'm starting to trance, is it just me who is in the play? Is it me who is heartbroken? When I put down my phone, I knew that I had also let go of my damn love, and I hummed "Trapped in Love" dimly

Weeping roses tears

Wet my heart

Your tenderness is like water absolutely

I was so intoxicated

Love it is not guilty to chase

Goodbye, toasts to the past

Don't dwell on right and wrong

It doesn't matter if you're sad

Don't let your feelings go down the drain

Don't let the tears fly in the wind

Loneliness is tasting the taste of scars

How embarrassed are people who are trapped by love

Don't let your feelings go past and regret it

Don't let that moment burn to ashes

Emotions collapse wantonly in attachment

There is nothing imaginable about love

So perfect

Humming a song with tears in my eyes, I fell asleep, I slept very soundly, and I don't remember if the tears in my dream flew with the wind.

As soon as I woke up in the morning, I began to regret it. I made a decision to break up after drinking, which can't be counted, and if you want to break up, you have to sit together to get together and disperse. But how can I get it back? Can a man's speech change every day, I was at a loss while lying on the bed.

At this time, a voice in the bottom of my heart spoke, "Divide it, just divide it, since you have divided it, don't regret it." I knew that sadness was always inevitable, so why should you be in love. All this because you fell in love with someone you shouldn't love. "This voice is clearly the lyrics, but it's also right, since you missed it, don't look back, as long as you don't look back, you don't know who you missed.

This breakup made me know that when I am sad, it is not only the tears of the Mona Lisa that can heal the wounds, but also find some love songs that fit the plot and listen to them.

I learned that listening to a love song about breaking up, it will make your sadness less sad.