It was almost 9 o'clock in the morning, and I walked into the gate of Xiaoyanzi's community again.

For more than half a month, I have been here for an hour every morning and afternoon. When I saw her villa from afar, I felt that the windows were abnormally white and translucent, and I stared at this change and quickened my pace, and saw clearly, it turned out that the curtains were opened.

I pressed my excitement and ran over to start ringing the doorbell at the courtyard door. My ICU really happened, when the things I was looking forward to every day suddenly happened, I had several thoughts at the same time, is Yanyan back, or is something bad happening, or is there a family member who comes back to get things? Still ......, just as I continued to speculate, an aunt dressed like a cleaner came out of the door of the villa and asked me,

"Who's looking for whom?"

"Auntie, I'm looking for the owner of this house, I'm a relative of her family, but I can't get in touch, where did their whole family go? Are they back? ”

"I didn't come back, I just came to clean, I don't know what else happened." The cleaning aunt turned around to go in.

"Auntie, don't go, open the door and I'll ask you something, don't delay your work, please, you don't look like a bad person, right? I'm really a relative of hers. ”

Auntie looked at me suspiciously,

"Well, what do you want to ask, I'll tell you what I know, the door can't be opened for you."

I grabbed the railing of the gate and quickly asked:

"Thank you so much, you are a kind person, who asked you to clean up, and do you have the contact information of this family? Anyone can do it. ”

"My wife called me and asked me to come here every five days from 6 to 7 a.m. to clean up and water the flowers and plants. I'm late for something today, or you wouldn't have seen me. ”

"Oh, then tell me her phone number, thank you kind aunt, I can't do anything bad with just one phone number, right?"

"That's not good, how can someone tell you casually on the phone."

"Auntie, you are a good person, see that your long eyebrows and kind eyes are all blessed, you can help me, I come here every day, I have been here for half a month, if you are really not at ease, I will call them in front of you, see if I know them, this is always okay, right?"

"Well, young man, you don't see that you're quite sensible like a bad guy, so don't tell her, I told you the number, and don't tell her about my lateness."

"Don't worry, how could I betray you, you are a good person." All my life's top hats were given to this cleaning aunt, and of course she deserved it.

After getting the phone number, I quickly ran to Daxu's house.

The two of us summed it up, this point may be the busiest time for Yanyan's family, they may be taking injections, taking medicine, and checking, and they are afraid that it will affect them when they call. I plan to play again at 11 o'clock, which is usually not too busy, so I can use this time difference to think about the wording. I must impress Tian Yan's mother with this call, and I must ask her to tell me where they are, this call can only succeed and not fail.

"Qiaozi, your intuition is really accurate, it really allows you to find clues." Daxu nodded in admiration.

"When I was drinking yesterday, I felt as if I was about to see Tian Yan, and when I got home, I lay down until the middle of the night, and I couldn't sleep, looking out the window, I fantasized that the moon would give me guidance, and I really met a noble person today, which is a bit magical." I'm also emotional.

Daxu couldn't help but muttered when he saw my happy appearance,

"The white snake Xiaoqing that I blindly defined at the beginning is really appropriate for the two of you, love and hatred, life and death are intertwined, and they have all been experienced by the two of you. No wonder you both feel that you seem to have known each other in your previous life, maybe you are really in the past life and this life to report. Alas, it's a pity that I don't even want to write about Xiaoqing's love in myths and legends, Zhao Linlin and I don't blame the pinch, it must be fate. ”

"Big brother, you can stop talking about your feelings now, think about what I should say first, don't let this precious clue be interrupted by a phone call from me."

"Then you can express your true feelings, her mother likes you so much, you will naturally know what to say as soon as the phone calls, excessive sensationalism is annoying."

"That's right, it's 11 o'clock, I'll dial."

"Hey, who's that?" The familiar voice of Yanyan's mother came out of the phone, and the soreness occupied my throat in an instant, after all kinds of training in the past six months, I thought that I had become very strong, and I was still very indifferent, it seems that this is just what I think.

"Auntie, it's me, it's your favorite little Joe, don't hang up. You know, if your phone is disconnected, everything will be disconnected from me. I choked up.

"Huh? Why are you, Little Joe, how did you find this number? "Uh-huh, a trembling voice mixed with a cry came out of the phone.

"Of course it's me, who else cares more about you and my uncle than me, and cares more about Xiaoyan, I tried all my best to get in touch with you. I ask you, why are you so ruthless, you suddenly cut off all contact with me, and you all left me here. I paused, "Let's not talk about anything else, how are you and your uncle's health now, how is Xiaoyan's health?" ”

"We are all very good, and Xiaoyan's body is quite stable at the moment." Auntie snorted, "It's Xiaoyan's decision to leave you, her body is like this, how can we go against her wishes." And your uncle and I also think that Xiao Yan's idea is right, since the two of you don't have fate to live for a long time, it's better to separate as soon as possible, Xiao Qiao, you are still young, and you will start a new life in a few years. ”

"Auntie, you know how deep my relationship with Xiaoyan is, and you also know my character and personality, how could I give up Xiaoyan like this and let you go away, and it is impossible to forget her from my heart. In that case, didn't you all see the wrong person in the first place, right? ”

"Little Joe, why do you have to do this, of course I understand your personality and the relationship between the two of you. But you are also a smart person, you should know what to do and under what circumstances you should let go, long pain is better than short pain, isn't it, Xiao Qiao, you listen to Auntie. ”

"Auntie, you are from the past, you must be able to understand me better if you have such a good relationship with your uncle, love does not rely on reason to calculate. In the world of two people, there is a fixed formula for who should pay more and who should tolerate whom. The same knife can be cut off and sent and received freely, who can do this, at least I can't do it. So please don't think about me anymore, I understand your heart. ”

"Xiao Qiao, it's because we all like you that we think Xiao Yan is doing the right thing, some things can be done without persistence, there is obviously a dead end in front, why do you have to go in. Looking at the two of you, your uncle and I are also heartbroken, obviously both of them are so good, and they look so good but they can't last long, but fate can't disobey people, obedient Xiao Qiao. ”

"Auntie, all kinds of miracles happen every day in life, right? If Xiaoyan and I have been together, will our sincere love coupled with her thirst for life also happen miracles? Let me accompany you, and maybe I'll bring the miracle with me. And you are probably making a mistake by doing so now, or perhaps you will personally cut off the miracle that could have happened. Take 10,000 steps back and say that even if there is no miracle, wouldn't it be good for me to accompany Xiaoyan, don't you want to see her laugh to the end? If you don't tell me where you are, you're just watching, two young people sad together to the end, am I right? Please, let me go. ”

"Don't embarrass Auntie, okay, my heart has long been broken into pieces, how can I be willing to see you two sad, of course I want to see you two happy together." The main thing is that I don't want to go against Xiaoyan's opinion, and I also think she did the right thing, as long as I ask her these days, she says that there is a kind of love called letting go, giving up for love for a long time. ”

This sentence relayed by my aunt immediately brought tears back to my eyes.

"Auntie, that sentence is a lyric, which just shows that she left for my good, not really wanting to give up. You see that I am trying my best to find you, does it mean that I don't want to give up, and you and uncle definitely want to see us happy together, and I don't want to give up. None of us want to give up, so why do we have to create our own distance and create our own sorrow? Do you say I'm right? Please tell me the address, if you insist, you will be confused. ”

There was a moment of silence on the phone,

"You're right, I, if I say Xiao Yan, will I be angry, I can't let her have any regrets now, you know Xiao Qiao?"

Yanyan's mother was obviously loose, and I quickly said:

"Auntie, Xiaoyan left me, not to hate me but to be good for me. And now it's not good for me to be so decadent, this obviously goes against her original intention, how can she be angry with you? It's a real pity that you artificially dismantled us. She will be very happy when I come to her, thank you for sure, trust me, Auntie. ”

"Okay, I trust you, I'll send you the location now."

……。

I immediately rushed to the train station when I got the location information, Han Dongxu wanted to go with me, but I was persuaded to quit.

"You will tell Zhao Linlin these specific situations later, Yanyan is now in a private hospital in Beijing (the word is forbidden, so she can only be separated), and she is hospitalized for observation and conservative treatment. You and she are waiting for news from me at home, because it is difficult to get in and out of the hospital now, and she is afraid of great joy and sorrow for this illness. At that point, I'll video connect with you as long as the situation allows, it's no different from seeing a real person, isn't it? ”

I called my sister on the taxi to the train station.

"Sister, Xiaoyan is a little unwell, I will go to the north with his family (the word is forbidden, and can only be separated) Beijing to have a look, you tell your parents, I should call our mother to ask non-stop, tell them that there is nothing serious."

"It's not a big deal to go to the north (the word is forbidden on the legend, so you can only separate) Beijing? Our mother told me yesterday that she hadn't seen Tian Yan for many days, so she was sick. If you want to know something from your mouth, it's as hard as pulling teeth from the tiger's mouth, so don't you ask me for leave to accompany you? ”

"Ah, it's really okay, she can walk around by herself, what's the big deal, go to the north (the word is forbidden, and it can only be separated) Isn't Jing the authoritative point of the hospital there, don't worry, bye."

It is really convenient to go to the capital of the great motherland, with high-speed rail, bullet trains, and green pipu express all passing by.

I sat in the car and looked out the window, and all the mountains, rivers, bridges, and villages I encountered were all silent, and I hurried to the back of the car, and disappeared in a blink of an eye. They must have lovers who are in a hurry to see me, which is why they are so rude and hurried.

Of all the scenery you see, only the sun is still hanging in the air without hurry, if you observe it for a short time, you can't see whether it is moving or not moving, it seems that nothing is going on and sleeping every day. I guess it's because it's too hot and intense, and there are no stars nearby, so it's so leisurely that it's always single.

Linlin's call came,

"Hey"

"Are you gone, Brother Qiao? I'm going with you too, I want to see how Yanyan is doing. ”

"Linlin, hold on, didn't Daxu tell you, it's very troublesome to go to the hospital now, and she's afraid of being excited about her illness. You honestly stay at home and wait for my news, as long as there is a little possibility, I will let Yanyan video with you immediately, okay? ”

"Of course he said, but I can't rest assured, what if she really has one, what if there is a mistake, she is my best friend, we are like sisters." Linlin, who looked a bit like a boy, choked up again.

"I know I know, if it's okay, let her video with you tonight, it's only a few hours away, you insist, okay? Besides, all the trains I'm on are going. ”

"Okay, you can control your emotions a little too, and don't let her get too excited when you see her......"

I'm going to see Little Swallow in 2 hours, and I'm going to see the one I've been thinking about for a long time. I'm trying to figure out my mood, is it excited, is it eager, is it calm, is it caring, is it expectation, is it nervous? No, not at all, no, all at all.

Auntie, you must keep the secret of the two of us, and don't tell Xiaoyanzi the news that I am coming, and what strange decision she has made.

Little swallow, you must be sober, if you know the news that I am coming, don't fly south alone. Don't do what is written in that song anymore, "Lose you for you, play ruthlessly to hurt you, leave you for you, and leave forever". Those who can really achieve "there is a kind of love called letting go" may not understand love at all.