"Mom and Dad" Yanyan slowly stretched out her hands to both sides of the bed, and her uncle and aunt hurriedly reached out and gently held them.

"I'm going to tell you two what I'm thinking, I've been a good girl all these years, but I've never talked to you. Before this surgery, I want to let you know what I think. ”

"Well, let's talk, let's listen."

These two elders would never disobey any of their precious requests. However, the rapidly sour air immediately smoked the aunt's tears, and it could be seen that these tears had been suppressed for too long, and they flowed loudly as soon as the embankment broke, but there was no sound.

"I know you've been haunted by the rubella virus that caused me to have congenital heart disease when I was pregnant with the rubella virus. Now I want to tell you that I have never complained, but I am very glad to have parents like you. Because you have always tolerated me and loved me, even when I made mistakes, you only reasoned softly.

Since I was a child, I have grown up under your kindness, and it is you who have patiently taught me the principles of being a human being, and taught me to look at the world with gratitude, and your kindness and kindness have always infected me.

And in the past six months, through getting along with Brother Qiao, I have learned the true meaning of life again. As long as you have a clear conscience, how long you live is not in vain to walk in this world.

So I won't have the slightest resentment against you and fate, please rest assured. ”

I gently wiped the tears from her tears that didn't obey the command.

"If there is an accident today, please mourn, because you already know that I am content. And I'm going to go to heaven and I'm going to have a good time. ”

"Xiaoyan, don't say it, we all understand, we won't be sad, because we know that you will definitely be fine, and we will see you here again in the evening." Uncle Tian trembled, and after speaking, he was already in tears.

"Okay, okay Yan, everyone knows, you have to control your emotions now, this is something you have to do well." I dipped her eye socket again.

"I know, I know." Little Swallow was a little impatient with my nagging.

After a while, the nurse followed the anesthesiologist in and asked Xiaoyan on the bed,

"Are you a patient Tian Yan?" As she asked, she sketched the work log book in her hand.

"Well, I am"

"Don't be nervous, the experts we invite are internationally renowned, and the equipment and operation level are also world-class. If you're ready, go now. ”

"Okay, I'm ready."

The moment of anticipation and escape has finally arrived.

I was pushing at the head of the bed, and my uncle and aunt were holding the bed to the side to lead to the elevator.

My heart shook from the moment I pushed the bed, and I felt a little unsteady in my pace. These days, I always thought I was ready and able to accept my fate. Now it seems that no matter how good the preparation is, it is useless, and it will only seem futile at the moment of life and death.

Looking at Yanyan's face against me from the bedside, it was like the upside down of life at this moment. My love, you must firmly believe that you will tear down the stumbling block of fate and replant the flower of your life. Suddenly, I noticed a liquid running slowly above my eyes and under my nose, so I had to quickly turn my head, wipe it with my sleeve, and then pretend to turn back naturally.

When I got out of the elevator, I saw the words "operating room", and Yanyan could see it even though she was lying down.

And suddenly she said to me,

"Brother, you're crying, I've seen it"

"No, I'm just wearing thick and a little hot, really."

Yanyan hesitated for a moment and then continued,

"Hold me closer, I've got something to say."

I immediately bent down and put my head on it,

"Yan, let's talk about it"

Xiaoyanzi looked left and right, and said very hard but in a low voice:

"Brother, can you kiss me, I wanted to say it in the morning, but I'm embarrassed. I think that if the surgery goes well, I will definitely smell your kiss and find my way back quickly, because I am afraid that I will go in the wrong direction and make you anxious to wait. If the operation fails, then I can rely on the temperature of this kiss to warm my chest and keep me flying to heaven. Because I have always been most afraid of the cold, not to mention that I have no heart. ”

Little Swallow struggled to weave what seemed reasonable, but how could I not understand what she meant, this was a farewell kiss, she was afraid, she was afraid that she would not be able to get out. However, she forgot that the reason for making it up can't be too ornate, and the flowery language can't be trusted.

As Yanyan spoke, my tears flowed like betrayed deserters, trapped for too long, and finally able to do whatever they wanted. And I let it go and never stop it, in fact, I forgot to stop it, because Yanyan's fear has broken my heart.

"Please wait for me for a few minutes, and I'll say a few more words to her?"

I choked up and pleaded with the anesthesiologist and nurse, who heard and stopped.

I wiped away my tears with my sleeve again, because it was the easiest and quickest.

I quickly walked to the side of the bed, squatted down, and held the little swallow's hand. I want to soothe her heart, and if I hide it in my heart for too long, I can't hold it back. But I still can't reveal too much of my true feelings so as not to excite her, so I have to control myself, as long as I don't let her be afraid.

"Yan, don't worry, you will definitely come out to meet me safely, because our hearts have long been one, I am leading the way in front, how can you not try to catch up.

Our common faith and love will definitely generate great energy and allow us to overcome all difficulties, and you must establish the belief that we will win, how far we think, how far we can run, right? And you reminded me to give you a kiss, you forgot, I still have three ghost talismans to protect the safety of the road.

Therefore, this kiss will be as effective as kissing the kiss of the Awakened Frog Prince and the Sleeping Beauty, kiss you, and my three Baojia Immortals will definitely protect you on the road. So don't worry, have I lied to you once in so long? ”

"Brother, I completely trust everything you just said, then wait until the last moment I want to go in, you will kiss me again. But I still want to ask you, what if, I say, what if the worst comes? I wanted to hear it, and I don't regret it at all. ”

"If the worst happens, don't worry, you remember when we were collecting money for disaster relief, we met so many angels in the world, and they will definitely be very enthusiastic to take you to heaven, because they know that you are a good person. Yan, you live a good life there, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely find you again, continue this relationship, and continue to love you well. ”

I feel that Xiaoyanzi's psychology is as fragile as a child, and I have to be patient to dispel her concerns. If it weren't for the separation of life and death, I wouldn't believe that any adult would become so helpless.

"Well, brother, if there is an afterlife, I will also wait for you, and I will always wait for you. I haven't done a bad thing in this life, and I will definitely be healthy and healthy with you in the next life. I ask you this now, because I am afraid that in the days when I am gone, you will become lonely and decadent in your memories, and then I will be disturbed in heaven. ”

Alas, so that's the case, at this moment, such a fragile Yanyan is still worrying about me.

"Yan, even if you are no longer alive, I will definitely not be lonely. Because I can chew on every day I spend with you, taste the sweet words I have said to you, look at our pictures, and see you smile sweetly in them, these are enough to accompany me for the rest of my life.

I will not sink because I lose you, but I will face every day seriously, because your kind character will always infect me, and your beautiful eyes will also supervise me, so that I can treat everyone and everything sincerely. ”

"Brother, then you must do what you say, then I will rest assured."

"Yan, remember, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely find you again."

"Mmmm, I'll always be waiting for you, you, you can kiss me." She whispered and closed her eyes.

"Good"

I wiped my nose and mouth back and forth twice with my sleeve, oh my God, my bright lips were so soft, it was like encountering a marshmallow, and I was crushed in an instant, and the taste of these lips was so sweet, I was a little dizzy with my eyes closed, as if I had lost my direction.

I gently stretched out the tip of my tongue and probed between my beautiful lips, and immediately the tip of my tongue swam over to meet me. In an instant, my tongue was numb and crispy as if I had been electrocuted, and the impact of this electric current made me immediately open my eyes and raise my head. I found that the little swallow was also looking at me shyly, a faint red glow hung all over her cheeks, and this never-ending kiss was so startled and hurriedly ended.

"Yan, we'll take this kiss when you come out later, you have to keep this agreement in mind at all times, okay?"

"Well, I'm sure I'll be silent all the time."

Little Swallow was wheeled into the operating room.

A few days ago, the days passed like a windmill, one turn was a day, but today the windmill seems to be stuck, and half an hour has passed, probably because it is in the operating room, so the wind is not strong enough to blow it does not move.

My aunt and uncle and I paced back and forth outside the operating room, or sat down and stood up again, with nothing else to do but wait anxiously.

It seemed to take me eight days to survive nearly eight hours, during which the occasional nurse said that it was a little difficult, but it was not a big problem, and I didn't know how long it would take to complete the operation.

People say that life is like a year, and this must be the case.

I would think of life and death, joy and melancholy, but as time went by, sadness prevailed. I felt like I couldn't stand the wait anymore and my heart was about to break.

Thinking about it, even if Yanyan comes out, I can't do anything at most to push the cart, and the cart is not sinking. I simply took out a bottle of Erguotou, unscrewed the lid and took a sip, if I have something to do, it is better than waiting, I have to rely on alcohol to anesthetize fear and suffering. Uncle Tian and Auntie didn't say anything when they saw me drinking, I think they would understand me, and they weren't in the mood to care about me.

I prepared this wine in advance, and if it didn't work, I would take a sip to heal my wounds, but I didn't dare to take it out, because I didn't think it was appropriate to drink now, but now my psychology really can't hold on, and I can't delay things if I drink a few sips.

The spicy alcohol passed through my esophagus and into my stomach with a slick of fire, and I felt better.

If Yanyan doesn't succeed in the operation, then she can only rely on alcohol to accompany me, and it will be my partner. I can't help but drink this bottle of wine, and I don't know when it's gone. I dimly experienced this spicy and burning, and it was indeed painful and happy.

I don't know how long it took for me to fall asleep while I was sitting.

I didn't know where I was walking, looking for my little swallow as I went. But I couldn't make out the direction, because all around me was shrouded in a mist, and even the sun couldn't shine in. Where the hell is this? There are trees and grass everywhere, and you can hear the sound of the stream, like a paradise, but I am missing my beauty.

Little Swallow, where have you been? My heart gradually began to feel uneasy, and it changed from walking fast to running, shouting "Yan, Yan, where are you, where are you?" "But except for my echoes, there are a few birdsongs from time to time.

I had been running and suddenly I noticed a cliff in front of me, and the strong wind blowing across the cliff made my hair go back of my head. An ominous premonition came over me, and I wanted to shout even louder, but I found that I couldn't make a sound. This made my anxiety double immediately, little swallow, you won't be in trouble, right? I'm trying to move forward, and I'm going to brave the wind to the edge of the cliff to see what is going on. At this time, although I couldn't shout or cry, my heart felt very sore and painful, and my tears kept flowing.

Suddenly, there seemed to be a singing voice behind me, it was the voice of a little swallow. I suddenly turned around and found Yanyan looming in the mist, both close to me and far away, and then I found that my body could not move, I could only stand there and listen with tears in my eyes. "Don't cry, my favorite one, I know that I will never wake up again, blink in the most beautiful night sky, my dreams are the brightest stars. Do you remember that I proudly said that I was here in this world, and don't tell me what eternity is, that I am destroyed in the most brilliant moment. Don't cry, my favorite person, tonight I bloom like an epiphany, withering at the most beautiful moment, and your tears can't be retrievably withered......" The little swallow drifted farther and farther with the song, and she still had a smile on her face, but it was dark in front of my eyes.

When I could see again, I didn't know where I was, but I was here last time. This time I was still on my knees, but I was in tears, because I felt that everything was red in front of me. I prayed to Bodhi devoutly, "Please pass on half of my remaining life to Little Swallow, so that you will not blame yourself for breaking the rules of heaven, and Little Swallow and I can hold hands together and spend the rest ......of our lives together." ”

"Xiao Qiao, Xiao Qiao, hurry up, Xiao Yan is out." I was woken up by Uncle Tian, and it turned out to be a dream just now.

I staggered to my feet, and found a bright operating table parked not far away, on which the little swallow lay motionless, like a piece of marble.

I didn't have time to think, so I immediately opened my hazy eyes and quickly focused on Little Swallow's face. Her face seemed to be covered with frost, white and still, revealing a chill to the bone, completely devoid of life. The pale image instantly dilated my pupils, rushed into my brain, and made my head rise rapidly. In an instant, it was like a sledgehammer slammed into my chest, and a trace of salty liquid flowed into my mouth.

"Little swallow, you still flew away alone after all, you still didn't wait for me to greet your kiss after all, you still have to wait for the next life to be with me in the next life......" I muttered silently, and fell down in front of Yanyan's hospital bed.

"Silly boy, silly child, stand up and take a good look, Xiaoyan is on a drip, and the operation has been successfully completed." Uncle Tian's words vaguely came from my ears.

The end of the play.