On the morning of the 3rd, we were busy with various inspections.

In the afternoon the nurse pushed the door in,

"Tian Yan's family, the patient can't eat tonight, and he tries to drink as little water as possible, and he has to stop eating and drinking after 8 o'clock in the evening."

"Well, got it, thanks."

"Xiaoyan, eat something quickly, you can't eat at night, how hungry you are." As she spoke, Auntie handed over a banana.

"Didn't they just say they wouldn't let me eat at night, and besides, I'm not hungry now."

"Yan, people are talking about the evening, it's only 2 o'clock in the afternoon, you eat some fruit and some light snacks, otherwise how can you have the physical strength to insist on surgery."

"Yes, Dad also thinks what they said is right, is it okay not to eat, eat some and be obedient." The three of us took turns coaxing, and the little swallow barely ate a little, which was as difficult as coaxing an anorexic child.

When I was sleeping at night, Little Swallow suddenly whispered to me

"Brother, I'm suddenly very nervous, my heart is beating fast, do you think I'll sleep in this bed tomorrow night?"

"Bang", my heart was shaken by the hammer, and there are some topics that can never be escaped.

"It's okay, it's normal to be nervous before surgery. You just accept it, and only when you accept the tension in your heart will you slowly put it down, just like the last time you performed on stage. You will surely sleep here tomorrow night, because I am praying for you, and I am still here waiting for you, can you not come? All you have to do now is to strengthen your faith, we will succeed, we will win, fighting. ”

"Well, fighting, then I'm starting to accept the nervousness, nervous, come on, I'm going to hug you, cluck." One day, I rarely heard the laughter of the little swallow.

"The obedient little swallow deserves to be rewarded, I'll lie next to you and pat you to sleep, I woke up crying when I had nightmares when I was a child, and my mother gently patted me to sleep, today I will reward you with this treatment, hehe"

"That's great, I knew it could be like this, I would have been obedient a long time ago, come on, brother, I'll vacate all your places."

In the past two days, Yanyan and I have never had such a happy conversation.

"Xiaoyan obediently, let's sleep peacefully and can't speak"

"Well, good night" Yanyan readily agreed.

Smelling the faint fragrance of the little swallow, and then gently patting her fragrant shoulder, this is the greatest happiness I have ever had in my life, and I sincerely hope that this moment can be permanent, so that this great happiness can be frozen.

Time was passing minute by minute, and Little Swallow didn't know when she fell asleep. And I'm still in a fugue, and I can't completely suppress the idea that the little swallow will fly away. But I still don't have the courage to imagine what kind of miserable scene my world will become if this full of tenderness is replaced by coldness.

I don't know how long it took, in a trance, I couldn't tell where I was, but I could see it in the air, and the other one I knelt down devoutly, and I was praying to Bodhi, "Please use your magic power, let my Yanyan live for another fifty years." ”

"Are you awake, brother?" I vaguely heard Yanyan talking to me, and I opened my eyes and looked at my watch, 6:50.

"I'm sorry, Yan, I may have slept too late yesterday, why did I sleep until this time."

"It's okay, yesterday you slept with me, and today I saw you wake up, isn't it good."

"How do you feel, do you feel physically and mentally ready for surgery? If it doesn't work, reschedule and don't be burdened. ”

"It's all good, I accepted the tension as you said, and now I feel much better, although I still can't control my heartbeat, but my psychology has been much calmer." Yanyan paused and said, "Brother, I wanted to say something to you in the past two days, but I was afraid that you would be sad, so I held back." But if I don't say no, I'm afraid that once I fly away today, I will take all these words with me, and then I will definitely not feel at ease. ”

I sniffed and felt that it was a little sour, and Yanyan also sucked gently.

"Yan, don't say stupid things, how could you fly away, you will definitely fly back." Speaking of this, I sniffed again, "Besides, we have walked so far together, and our hearts are so close, even if you don't say it, I can understand it all." But now you have to control your emotions, and when the surgery is done, I will have a lifetime to listen to your babbles. ”

"Brother, just listen to me, don't interrupt me, don't worry, my emotions are fine.

You talked to me about your view of life, how long a person lives is not long, and how long he lives is not long enough.

I've been recalling your words these days, and although I haven't been able to fully understand it, I've tried to calm my mind. So when I say these words, although there will be some waves in my heart, it will never be the waves that affect the operation, so you can listen to me with confidence. ”

I had no choice but to gently hold her hand and continue to listen.

"I must tell you these words, they have been packed for so long, and so much so heavy, that I can't carry them anymore." Xiaoyanzi gasped, "Brother, I told you, the first time I saw you, I felt that your face was so familiar and kind. When I saw you for the third time, I felt in my heart that you were the person I had been waiting for for 26 years.

I've never experienced love before, because I feel like there's a voice saying to me all the time, wait, wait, wait, but I've never really heard it, it's just a feeling. What's even more amazing is that after meeting you, this voice never appears again. ”

I handed Yanyan a tissue, and she dipped it in her eye socket.

"Ever since we started falling in love, I have been thanking you every day in my heart, thank you for letting me know your sunshine, your self-confidence, your humor and your handsomeness, and thank you for your integrity and kindness, as well as your unique vision of seeing the world clearly.

What dazzles me the most is the love you bring to me. I never knew that the legendary love would shine so brightly, dazzling and capture my soul.

Every day I bathe in the river of love you give, caressing the warm water and smelling the unique and alluring fragrance it emits. The river carried me, and before I knew it, I had entered the high mountains surrounded by clouds and mist, but the dense thorns and intricate streams gradually made me lose my direction, and it was you who overcame the thorns all the way and pushed me back into the frothy river of love, which made me see your bravery and perseverance.

This is exactly the reflection of the sentence, how to see the rainbow without experiencing wind and rain, how can the maple leaves be red in February flowers without being contaminated by cold dew, so I am even more obsessed with the love you give. I love you so much that I can't help myself, I am glad that I met you every day, and I am even more glad that you are still in love with me. ”

Yanyan leaned her body towards the head of the bed and continued,

"Brother, the first thing I do when I wake up every day is to think about what time I can see you today, what time can I see your handsome and uninhibited smile, and the snow-white and neat teeth that will be revealed when you smile. Every morning, when I wait to see your love words, I am actually impatient. When I'm not in a hurry, I'll go to the space to look through your photos, watch your videos, and watch every memory we have together.

Oh my God, my mind is full of you, all that intoxicating love.

Brother, please forgive me for being a person who is ashamed to express myself, forgive me for letting you know so late that I have all my true love for you, all my gratitude and touching to you. I should have told you when you sent me love words every day, to tell you how much I love you, and to tell you that I am willing to be with you all my life, through thick and thin.

When you are busy, I should take the initiative to send you my love words. Tell you, my love can accompany you to spend the red dust together, and I can also accompany you through the nine shades and stay on the other side outside the prosperity. In this way, in your short moments of leisure, my words of love will surely relieve your fatigue and nourish your soul.

Brother, you may think that these words I said are too sweet, and this is because of the reason I just said, I should have sent them to you every day as love words, and I am very shy and stingy, and these late words are considered to pay off debts.

Brother, because your view of life has changed me, I do not hate to make people, on the contrary, I am a little grateful, because they forced me to say these things, and I did not have the courage to say them.

Brother, there are still many things to say, I can't remember now, but I am comfortable after saying this, and I have no regrets. After Yanyan finished speaking, she dipped in a few tears that were not under her control.

"Uh-huh, thank you for telling me what is in your heart, I am really touched and grateful in my heart. But you did say it late, although you didn't say these words, but I already knew, don't you know that I'm a smart person, I'll judge your mind from the clues, especially when our hearts live so close I asked it a long time ago, hahaha. I'll pick you up and clean up. ”

I try to keep the atmosphere calm and never resonate with the excitement. But when he bent down to hug her, there were still two teardrops that disregarded the overall situation and secretly rolled down on the cover.

Xiaoyanzi, you don't know, those love words I wrote to you are just the beginning. These days, I, a person who loves fantasy and association, have thought about all kinds of possible situations hundreds of times. So my heart has long been filled with a thousand words and ten thousand words that I want to say to you. But for the sake of your emotional stability, I can't say now, if you don't sleep next to me tonight, then I will ask the angel to bring it all to you, so that you can take a slow look on the road.

Uncle Tian and Auntie Tian came early, and they didn't come in when they saw us talking like this.

Now my aunt took a shower with Yanyan, tied up her hair, and changed into a green surgical gown. Dressed like this, I still think she is radiant, this is definitely not in the eyes of a lover, I think my little swallow, in anyone's eyes, will surpass the beauty of crape myrtle.

Uncle Tian naturally couldn't help much, but that kind gaze always followed his beloved daughter, and the air around him seemed to be filled with the smell of his love.

The nurse came, and after a series of examinations, it was nearly nine o'clock, and finally the drip was given to Yanyan. No one of us cared anymore, what kind of medicine was given to her and what it did, we all gathered around the bed and looked at Xiaoyanzi, we all wanted to talk but were afraid of saying the wrong thing. I had to listen to my heartbeat and anxiously wait for the notice to enter the operating room.