When Yuan Jiu knew that Su Feng was going back to his hometown, he couldn't help but feel heartfelt joy, thinking that his secret would become a permanent secret, he trembled with excitement, but after crying with joy, he was soon surrounded by a huge sense of emptiness and loss. This huge emotional contrast that was suppressed in his heart made him feel as if he was going to be sick, so he really fell ill, and in the hospital bed he heard the sound of the moving truck downstairs, and his heart drove farther and farther with the sound of the truck, and he felt that a part of it had disappeared.

For the past three years, he has devoted himself to learning music, practicing piano, and learning to arrange. Occasionally, I think of Su Feng, but my mood is very complicated. His family was not an enlightened environment, and although his parents supported him in the arts, it was only because they felt that it was a way to go to university, and they never expected their son to become a pianist or a great composer. Every day he nagged in his ear that he was studying music so much, and it would be difficult to find a job in the future, so let him change careers to learn something else or simply stay in school to become a music teacher.

Yuan Jiu used to use his own actions to silently resist their remarks, such as winning awards for his works and excellent grades, he thought that these would make his parents slowly change their views, but he didn't expect them to only use these as stepping stones to find a job in the future, patting him on the shoulder and asking him to strive for a few more certificates, so that he can also serve as a façade when teaching other children's children in the future. His uncle looked down on his feminine artist temperament even more, and often ridiculed him for being gloomy and indecisive, not like a big dealer. If they knew the secret in their hearts, Yuan Jiu wouldn't dare to imagine it.

My original firm dream of being a composer was poured a lot of cold water after I went to university, first I didn't wait for the admission letter of my favorite conservatory, and then I found that I suddenly had no creative enthusiasm and inspiration, and many times after the work came out, I felt that there were only stereotypical imitations and monotonous tunes. The second is that the family's business has not been salty or light in the past two years, even if he is an art student, now his younger brother is also going abroad to study, and a lot of pressure has turned into nagging on the phone of his parents, which often keeps him awake at night.

During that time, he suddenly realized what the teacher said before, not everyone has the talent to become an artist, and not every child who practices the piano will grow up to be Lang Lang, and most people have to accept their mediocrity.

He was unwilling to be a mediocre music teacher in the future, and the arrogance in his chest made him always feel that he should achieve a great career, at least twice as strong as his uncle, who always looked down on him. In the past, when his mother mentioned that he should study business and management with his uncle, he was still a little disdainful, but as time passed, especially when he was not doing well in his studies, these thoughts would always come to his mind from time to time.

About half a year ago, Jiang Fangfang suddenly came to the school excitedly to find him and gave him a QQ number, saying that Su Feng wanted to talk to him.

Yuan Jiu couldn't tell what his reaction was at the time, he only remembered that he didn't know what Jiang Fangfang was talking about for a moment, so he could only watch her mouth open and close, and when he finally heard her voice, he only heard: "Su Feng said that he applied for the computer department, and I also want my father to find a way to adjust my major ......"

"What do you say? Su Feng was also admitted to our school? Yuan Jiu listened to his unwavering voice, very good, he shouldn't be able to hear any emotions.

"Hmm." Jiang Fangfang's eyes widened excitedly, and her face turned crimson because of excitement: "You say, is he only admitted to the university because of me?" ”

Yuan Jiu didn't say anything, and Jiang Fangfang continued to output excitedly: "I think yes, he must have always had a crush on me, right?" How else could it be so coincidental? He said that he heard that you are in Z University, and he wants to ask you some questions, but they are all excuses, that is, they haven't contacted me for a long time, and they don't know how to speak, you say yes? ”

Yuan Jiu has calmed down, he can't tell whether this kind of coincidence is happy or sad for him, in the past days, he had several girlfriends in order to correct himself, but they all ended up without a problem. He felt that he might get married and have children in the future, but not because of love, but because of "should". Facing Su Feng again, he actually had some expectations, looking forward to seeing if he had recovered from that "serious illness", but he was more afraid of the unknown.

With this "panic", he used various excuses to postpone the opportunity to meet Su Feng, until the day of the freshman gala, he was blocked by Su Feng backstage.