Chapter 2: The Imprint of the Past Life
Feng Chen jumped into the river, and Yan Xin also jumped into the river, but they were all in the shallow water by the river.
Yan Xin grabbed Feng Chen's collar and dragged him to the shore, Feng Chen struggled in the water, shouting:
"You let go! I don't want to live anymore! Let me die! β
Yan Xin: "Old classmate, listen to my advice, there is still a long way to go in life, don't think about it!" β
After Feng Chen's mother climbed the river embankment, she saw such a scene.
The son is still alive.
But the son really jumped into the river.
Her tears burst out of her eyes, and she couldn't tell whether she was happy or sad.
Seeing that his son was still struggling to die, he rushed into the water and dragged his son ashore with Yan Xin, crying while saying:
"Son, you can't die, if you die, I don't want to live!"
Yan Xin pursed his lips and thought to himself:
"Shit! Your son is dead, and you will not only continue to live, but you will live well, and you will live longer than me! β
For this mother-in-law in his previous life, he really lacks a good impression.
He and Feng Xi have a discordant relationship, and at least half of the reason for this is this mother-in-law.
Part of the reason is also that father-in-law.
For this father-in-law and mother-in-law, he didn't want to have any more ties with Feng Xi in this life.
Just thinking about this, I looked up at the embankment, and saw a young girl standing there, looking at this side blankly, with some confusion in her eyes.
It was sixteen-year-old Feng Xi.
She came too.
In his last life, he and Feng Xi have been husband and wife for several years, and they can be said to be people who are too familiar to be familiar anymore.
The Feng Xi who appeared in front of him now, although he was only a sixteen-year-old girl, Yan Xin still recognized it at a glance.
There is a certain gap between the physical appearance and the appearance when he was his wife, but at a glance, you can see that it is the woman who has been his wife for several years.
Touching her eyes, Yan Xin even had a feeling that that woman had been chased and killed from her previous life.
Quickly looked away.
For this woman, he had mixed emotions.
The two met through a blind date, talked for about half a year, and got married.
Yan Xin was twenty-eight years old that year, and Feng Xi was twenty-six years old, both of whom belonged to older unmarried young people.
Yan Xin didn't get married because his family had no money.
Feng Xi is so old and unmarried, because marrying her will provide for his parents, and this condition has scared off many people.
At the beginning, Feng Xi's parents not only asked the person who married Feng Xi to give them a pension, but also a bride price of 180,000 yuan.
This is even more dissuasive.
Many people can afford to pay the bride price, but they don't want to bear the burden of providing for the two elderly people in their old age.
Later, the bride price was reduced to 100,000 and then to 80,000.
When he went on a blind date with Yan Xin, the bride price had been reduced to 50,000, so Yan Xin saw the hope of starting a family, so he agreed.
At that time, I still thought that I could start a family and build a future by my own efforts.
Unexpectedly, they divorced a few years later.
There are many reasons for divorce, but the main reason is that the financial pressure is too great.
More than 90 percent of the unhappiness comes from poverty.
Yan Xin had a lame father, and he was bedridden in the last few years of his life.
Feng Xi is a person who has to take care of her parents' pension.
Both of them are ordinary workers, but they have such a heavy burden, and the pressure can be imagined.
After the two got married, life was not easy, and they often quarreled over trivial things. All feelings have evaporated in the years of quarrels, and only resentment remains.
What's more, two people didn't come together because of love, but at that age, they felt that they needed a partner in their lives, and at the same time they couldn't find another partner, so they got together.
There may have been feelings, but not necessarily love.
Before getting married, Yan Xin worked as a security guard, but the economic pressure was too great, so he changed his career and delivered takeaways, running for more than ten hours a day, and doing it at two or three o'clock in the morning every day, but he still couldn't give the family a bright future.
In the eyes of his father-in-law and mother-in-law, he is a useless person.
Originally, there was still a lot of hard work, trying hard to live a good life.
One day, I felt unwell and went to the hospital for a check-up, and liver cancer was detected.
That day, he felt the sky fall.
There was no hope for the future, and the couple's life became more and more difficult, and finally they chose to divorce.
Feng Xi didn't know that Yan Xin had liver cancer, and after he filed for divorce, he gritted his teeth and asked him:
"You didn't want to live with me for the rest of your life, did you? You married me just to have someone to take care of your dad and give your dad a pension, right? Now it's not been half a year since your dad sent him away, and you're going to divorce me! β
Yan Xin could only stubbornly answer: "Otherwise? What else is you worth besides being a free babysitter? Now that I don't even have this value, if I don't divorce you, do I still want to keep it for the New Year? β
At that time, the angry Feng Xi pounced on him and bit him the shoulder, almost biting off a piece of meat.
ββThat was the most painful memory that Feng Xi left Yan Xin in the married life of the two people for several years.
The next day, the two went to go through the divorce procedures.
A month later, they divorced.
Yan Xin can be regarded as leaving the house, and what he took away, in addition to his own clothes, was the electric car that delivered food.
And the two rows of deep tooth marks on the left shoulder.
However, he didn't leave any assets for Feng Xi - there were no assets at home.
The only wealth that can be regarded as leaving to Feng Xi's ex-wife is probably only one accident insurance for whom the beneficiary is Feng Xi, with an insurance amount of one million.
That was bought a month before the divorce.
It was also his reward for Feng Xi for taking care of his father in the last few years.
The relationship is gone, the kindness is still there, and he doesn't want to owe too much to someone.
Less than three months after the divorce, he encountered an accident on the way to deliver food.
- When a person wants to be unexpected, an accident happens, not at all.
I just don't know if the million has reached Feng Xi's hands.
However, that was all from the previous life.
In this life, he didn't want to have any more ties with this woman - it was not good for each other.
Feng's mother saw Feng Chen, who was rescued by Yan Xin, and was also full of gratitude, and after pulling her son ashore, she expressed her gratitude to Yan Xin:
"Xiao Yan, thank you for saving my son, if it weren't for you...... I...... I don't even know how to live......"
The tone was very sincere, but it made Yan Xin, who was used to hearing her ridicule, a little uncomfortable.
said: "It's nothing, Feng Chen is my classmate, and when I see him jumping into the river, I can't see death without help." β
His purpose had been achieved, and there was no need to linger any longer, so he picked up his fishing rod and said with a smile:
"I used to be fishing here, but now my clothes are soaking wet and I have to go back and change my clothes. Feng Chen, don't do stupid things in the future. β
This is also an explanation of why I am here.
Feng Chen snorted.
After saying hello, he walked up the embankment and prepared to go home.
He deliberately avoided Feng Xi and didn't look at her.
It's not that I'm afraid, I'm just worried that I will have some unnecessary emotions when I face this ex-wife in my previous life, so that others will misunderstand.
He didn't notice that after Feng Xi came to the embankment, he kept looking at him, his eyes moving with his movements.
There was confusion in his eyes.
There is still pain.
The eye sockets are also gradually moistening.
There was a trampled path from the river to the embankment, Feng Xi was standing at the intersection, and Yan Xin had to walk past her if he wanted to go home.
When Yan Xin passed by her, she didn't move her body, the two of them were very close, and Yan Xin's left shoulder almost touched her face.
At this moment, Yan Xin was wearing a white vest, and most of his shoulders were exposed.
Behind his left shoulder, where his eyes could not see, there were two rows of tooth marks, which looked like a person had bitten out.
In his previous life, when Yan Xin filed for divorce, Feng Xi bit him hard in this place, leaving a scar.
This mark has been brought to this life.
It's just that he doesn't know yet.
The moment Feng Xi saw the scar, it was as if he had been stabbed into the heart by a knife, his heart was in sharp pain, his whole body trembled, and tears fell like beads of broken threads.
At that moment, she didn't even have the strength to stand, and as soon as her body went weak, she pounced on Yan Xin.
Yan Xin was stunned for a moment, didn't dare to move, and said embarrassedly: "Eh...... That one...... I can understand your feelings at the moment...... But I'm not your brother...... You're hugging the wrong person, right? β
Then, I heard Feng Xi's heart-rending cry.
Feng Xi followed her mother to find it, she must have seen her brother's suicide note, and she was very anxious when she thought about it, and when she saw that her brother was okay at the moment, she was excited and made some emotional catharsis, which was understandable.
It's like when a fan watches a game, when they see a goal, they will hug the strangers around them and cry and laugh, which is also a very normal phenomenon.
It's just that understanding is understanding, Yan Xin still has a little sour in his heart:
"Their brother and sister relationship is quite good......
"Her brother is going to kill himself, and she cries so heartbreakingly."
"But I've been married to her for a few years, and she's never cried for me."
"After all, there is still no emotion......"
"I don't know if she shed a tear after I died in my last life......"
"What do you think? We were both divorced at that time, how could she shed tears for me? β
Thinking of this, he laughed self-deprecatingly again.
Feng Xi's tears fell straight down, flowing down his cheeks, falling to Yan Xin's left shoulder, and flowing towards the mark.
"Why are you so stupid!"
"Why did you leave me?"
"Why are you going to die?"
"How are you going to let me live in the future?"
Feng Xi hugged Yan Xin and cried and said such words.
Under the embankment, by the river, Feng Chen timidly replied:
"Sister, I promise you, I won't be so stupid in the future, and I will never leave you again...... That was my classmate Yan Xin...... You...... Can you let him go? β