I ate a meal for a long time, and from time to time I touched the glass, and before I knew it, a bottle of red wine was drained.

Most of them were drunk by Alili, and only about a third of what Yan Xin drank.

But that one-third was already unbearable for Yan Xin.

Seeing that Yan Xin's speech gradually became a little slurred, Alili asked a question that had been accumulated in her heart for a long time:

"Yan Xin, I have a question I've been trying to figure out, do you have anyone you like?"

"Yes, there are a lot of them." Yan Xin said with a smile.

Arily is a little speechless - is this the legendary scumbag?

Then he asked, "And who do you like the most?" ”

"Mao ...... Grandpa......" Yan Xin said very seriously.

Alily was stunned for a moment, and then she realized that he was talking about money.

It's angry, it's funny - it's not to get you drunk to hear you confess how much you love money.

Then he asked, "Do you have a favorite girl?" ”

Yan Xin didn't think much about it, and said, "Yes, Sister Tianxian ......"

Alili hurriedly stopped: "It's not about celebrities, it's about the girls you come into contact with in reality, do you like them?" ”

When I asked this, I was a little nervous.

There is a little bit of expectation, and there is a little bit of fear.

Fortunately, Alili interrupted early, otherwise Yan Xin would have said all the "big power" and "koi sister".

It is reasonable to say that Da Mi Mi, at least she has already shown her face in Xiao Mingge's version of "The Condor Heroes", although she is not popular, she is also a star.

As for the koi sister, it will take more than ten years to emerge.

When people drink too much, they can't control themselves a little, and some things that they don't usually say will be said under the catalysis of alcohol.

It's not necessarily that everything is telling the truth, but the probability of telling the truth is higher.

Alcohol makes it easy to keep secrets.

Hearing the question asked by Alili, Yan Xin was stunned for a moment and said, "In reality...... There is a favorite, too...... Sister Lily, I like it......"

Arily smiled and was very happy, thinking, "Finally, you don't hide it, right?" ”

After thinking about it, he asked again, "What about ...... So how much do you like it? ”

Yan Xin glanced at her, his eyes were a little hidden: "Don't dare to say it." ”

Arily asked, "Why?" ”

"I'm afraid you'll scold me if I say it." Yan Xin said embarrassedly.

"I promise you, no matter what you say, I won't scold you." Arily said.

"I'm ......" Yan Xin leaned closer to her and said in a low voice, "I like it to the point where I want to do bad things to you......"

Arily's face was hot, and she also whispered, "Do it...... What bad things are you doing? ”

Yan Xin looked at her: "I want to hug you......"

Arily's face flushed: "That...... That's not a bad thing, is it? ”

Yan Xin said again: "I want to sleep with you......"

Arily was a little flustered.

What she was expecting was not such an answer, she never thought that in Yan Xin's mind, it was such a standard to quantify the degree of liking.

She herself wanted to escape.

I don't think it's a good idea to get an adult man drunk.

This game is a bit dangerous too.

But I couldn't help but ask, "What about ...... Then why don't you sleep? ”

When I asked this, my voice was very low, and I trembled a little.

When she asked such a thing, she was a little surprised, how could she ask such a thing.

I felt that a devil called impulse was sealed in my body, and I was about to break out.

It was now pounding violently against her atrium, making her heart pound.

It's a dangerous game, but she has an urge to continue it.

However, Yan Xin's next words calmed down her impulsiveness, and she even had some chilling feelings.

"Slept...... You have to be responsible......" Yan Xin said, "I'm going to get married...... We're going to be together for the rest of our lives...... It's horrible......"

Arily took a deep breath and felt all the hot blood cool down.

- Is that the reason?

- Afraid of taking responsibility for her, so he has been leaving.

There are some grievances in my heart: "Is it so terrible to marry me and be with me for the rest of your life?" ”

Her mother forced her to go on a blind date, almost every month, and she was the only one who was unwilling to develop with others, and no one was unwilling to develop with her.

I didn't expect to be disgusted now, and the person I like is still disgusted.

This man was afraid to marry him.

It feels like it's hurt a lot.

I thought to myself, "What am I not worthy of you?" ”

Then wonder, "Is it because I'm a few years older than you?" But is the difference of how many years old really scares you that much? ”

She was born in 81, and now she is twenty-five years old, more than five years older than Yan Xinlai, which is indeed a piece of her heart.

After being wronged, think about it carefully, it seems that there are many men in this world who marry women younger than themselves, but there are very few men who are older than themselves.

Especially for wealthy people, the more wealth they have, the greater the age span with their partners.

And then there was some depression.

I thought again: "Does he still dislike me for being an illegitimate daughter who can't see the light?" ”

But after this idea was born, she rejected it again.

It is true that he is an illegitimate daughter, but he has never told Yan Xin, it is impossible for him to know his origin.

Then he thought, "Maybe he's disgusted with my mother and doesn't want to have such a mother-in-law, so he doesn't want to marry me......"

I think it's quite likely.

After all, her mother and Yan Xin had a fierce conflict.

In addition, she also wondered if it was because of her lack of business ability.

She wasn't the best among her peers, and although both jobs belonged to management, and she was in the senior management of her company, it was obviously not because of her own ability.

Other girls have this opportunity, and maybe do better than her.

- At least not for a period of time when I was scolded by my clients every day.

Compared with those around Yan Xin, it doesn't seem to be outstanding.

Whether it is Chen Li, Gu Ru, or Xiaoyuan, everyone is slowly getting up by relying on their own ability.

Not to mention Yan Xin's partner who opened an online store, a girl who is still in her third year of high school, can beat her in terms of business talent.

It's really more human than human, and it's infuriating.

The more I think about it, the more depressed I become, as if I have a lot of shortcomings, and it's no wonder that people are scared when they think about getting married.

Looking at Yan Xin, whose face was flushed, thinking that this guy was afraid to live with him for the rest of his life, he felt very uncomfortable.

After being silent for a while, he couldn't help but ask, "Then do you have someone in your heart who wants to get married?" ”

Yan Xin tilted his head and thought for a while, then shook his head: "No, I'm afraid of getting married......"

"Why are you afraid of getting married?" Arily asked, "What's so bad about getting married?" ”

When I asked this, I was in a better mood.

Although she didn't win, at least she didn't lose either.

If Yan Xin said that he wanted to marry someone, he would really lose.

"It's terrible to get married...... Yan Xin remembered the marriage in his previous life, and muttered, "If you get married, you have to live with someone for a lifetime, and you have to be nagged by her every day, and you have to be nagged by her parents, and you have to be looked down on all kinds of caution...... Obviously looking at a very good person, living together is all kinds of trivial troubles, arguing over a little unnecessary thing, and slowly wearing out all feelings...... Same bed, different dreams, tired of seeing each other, like an enemy, upset when you see it...... If you want to say divorce, but if you really want to get divorced, people still hate you. is obviously so unhappy, and if you want to divorce, people will be unhappy, feel that you have failed her, and will scold you, stand on the highest moral ground to condemn you, and bite you...... If you give birth to a child, it will be even more terrible, being tied by the child, even if you are reluctant, you have to think about enduring it for the sake of the child, then there is no chance of divorce......"

chattered a lot, and then held his head and said depressedly:

"What's so good about a day like this?"

Ellili was dumbfounded when she heard this, and she didn't know where Yan Xin, a person who was not yet twenty years old, got these messy feelings.

And, what the hell is "biting you"?

She couldn't have thought that this was what Yan Xin had experienced in her previous life, and after thinking about it, she thought of a possibility - that is, Yan Xin had witnessed such a marriage, and then left a shadow in his heart and suffered from marriage phobia.

"Could it be that his parents are unhappy in their married life?"

She thought to herself.

But it's not like that.

According to what she knew, Yan Xin's mother had died, and she had died when he was in junior high school.

I also heard Yan Xin mention that his parents' relationship is very good.

"Could it be that his neighbors or relatives have such an unhappy couple, which has left him a psychological shadow?"

She had such a guess again.

The grievances in my heart have disappeared a lot - Yan Xin is afraid of marrying her, not because he has any opinions about her person, but because he is simply afraid of married life.

Moreover, Yan Xin likes her but doesn't dare to show it, because he is afraid that he will have an ambiguous relationship with her and want to live with her for the rest of his life, on the one hand, it shows that this teenager is a little cowardly, and on the other hand, it proves that this teenager has a sense of responsibility?

Because I was afraid of taking responsibility, I didn't dare to express what I liked.

How many men nowadays have that sense of responsibility?

As long as the immediate pleasure is realized, I forget my future responsibilities, I like someone casually, and then I give up someone casually.

At least this teenager, at least at this moment, he still has a bottom line in his heart - he is afraid of taking responsibility, so he doesn't flirt.

In this day and age, it's already rare.

Thinking like this, his good impression of Yan Xin deepened.

She felt that she needed to dispel Yan Xin's fear of marriage.

said: "But some people are married, and the two of them will live happily together." ”

Yan Xin shook his head: "Maybe it's just that they left us with the happy side, and the unhappy side is hidden from people to see." ”

Based on the experience of his married life in the last few years of his life, he could quarrel about anything.

He didn't think that two people who had lived together for a long time would be able to hold back and not quarrel.

Arily said, "Do you think I will scold you?" ”

Yan Xin looked at her for a while, thought for a while, and said, "Probably not......

"Definitely not," said Elili, "if I am with the person I like, then I will definitely treat him well, I will give him food every day, treat him with the best side, and make the days happier and happier, and it is impossible to accuse him, abuse him, and make everyone ......suffer together."

"Well, you're a very gentle person...... You won't do that......" Yan Xin muttered.

Alili was secretly happy in her heart, and felt that her evaluation in Yan Xin's heart was quite high.

And he said, "I'm not just gentle, I can also cook." ”

I blushed a little when I said this.

That is, Yan Xin is drunk now, and she dares to say such a thing.

Usually she is not so shameless.

Part of the reason for this was that she had also drunk some alcohol, and alcohol had an effect on her as well.

It's just that her alcohol consumption is much larger than Yan Xin's, and she is not so affected.

But it can't be all without impact.

Yan Xin snorted, and glanced at the food on the table again, four dishes and one soup, which was quite hearty for two people, but it was almost eaten.

It tastes really good.

Nodding his head, "Yes, your meal is doing well." ”

After a while, he added, "It's much better than the food Feng Xi cooked." ”

Alili has learned that the girl who opened the online store with Yan Xin is surnamed Feng, because the director of the online store of Nishang Feather Coat who is connected with her calls her boss Mr. Feng, but she doesn't know what her name is.

Now when Yan Xin mentioned this name, he naturally guessed that it was the collaborator of the online store.

The name of the first online store they opened was called "Golden Dawn", and "Jin" was taken out of Yan Xin's "Xin" character, and the word "Xi" needless to say, it was Feng Xi's Xi.

Thinking about this, I feel a little uncomfortable.

asked again: "Then do you like Feng Xi or not?" ”

That high school girl is a piece of her heart, and she has been listed as the strongest competitor.

It is said that she spits the truth after drinking, and she wants to listen to Yan Xin's truth after drinking.

When Yan Xin heard this question, he hurriedly shook his head: "I don't like it, how can I like her?" ”

The reaction was quite intense, and there was no room for hesitation.

Ellily was secretly happy in her heart, and asked again, "Why?" Isn't she very capable? ”

"She ......" Yan Xin hesitated for a moment before saying, "She's a wicked woman!" ”

Arily was stunned: "Evil woman? Is she fierce to you? ”

"Yes, she is very fierce," Yan Xin said, "This woman has a bad temper, and if you see it in the future, you have to stay away." ”

Arily breathed a sigh of relief.

The person who was listed as her strongest competitor turned out to be such an unbearable image in Yan Xin's heart, which was completely reassuring.

However, in her heart, she also left such an impression - Feng Xi is a woman who is not easy to mess with.