Taking advantage of Yan Xin's drunkenness, Alili asked some questions that had been piling up in her mind for a long time.

The conclusions that came out were not particularly bad, nor were they particularly good.

Feng Xi's competitor was excluded for her, and it seemed that Yan Xin's opinion of that girl was relatively negative.

Maybe the original cooperation was just a fancy to that girl's business talent, just a pure investment.

What disappointed her was that Yan Xin didn't like her very much, and she was afraid to marry her and live with her.

Although it can be attributed to the psychological shadow left by him as a child, it is not good to have such fears.

But how to dispel the fear in his heart, Ellilie couldn't do it.

She is not a master in terms of emotion, even worse than ordinary people, because she has no emotional experience at all, whether it is friendship or love.

And she doesn't know what a normal person's family is like, she only knows that her family is abnormal.

In this regard, she is even worse than Yan Xin.

After more than ten minutes of answering your questions and answers, Yan Xin felt that his brain had become a mess, and he became more and more confused, and said to Alili with some apologies:

"Sister Lily, I'm very sleepy now, so I won't accompany you, I'll go back to sleep first."

Arily sighed and said, "Then you go back to sleep." ”

Yan Xin stood up, but the person no longer had a sense of balance, and before he took a step, he almost fell to the ground, but fortunately he held on to the chair next to him, otherwise it would be bad.

Alily had no choice but to help him walk to the bedroom.

From the dining room to the bedroom, it was only a dozen steps, but it was not so easy to help a person walk over.

Yan Xin's center of gravity was unstable, one arm wrapped around her neck, and most of the weight was hanging on her body.

In order to prevent Yan Xin from falling, she also had to hold Yan Xin's waist with one hand.

helped Yan Xin all the way to the bed, and felt that his body was heating up.

put Yan Xin down on the bed, Yan Xin said thank you, and put his feet on the bed.

Arily told him to slow down and took off his shoes before letting him put him on the bed.

Yan Xin lay on the bed, didn't move, and didn't know if he was too lazy to move.

Arily shook her head, a little helpless, and helped him pull the quilt away and cover him.

Then, turn on the air conditioner and turn on the heating.

It's winter now, the temperature is not so high, and drunk people are easy to freeze, and if they accidentally catch a cold, she has to take precautions.

After that, I closed the door and put away the dishes.

She actually has some tops, but it is not as serious as Yan Xin, it does not affect her work, at most it affects her thinking.

When I was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, I thought that there was someone I liked lying on the bed next door, and I was drunk and easy to manipulate.

Suddenly, something else came to mind.

Yan Xin obviously likes her, why don't you dare to take the initiative in this relationship, she has already given her an answer when she is drunk, she is afraid of marriage and does not dare to take responsibility, so she does not dare to have an ambiguous relationship with her.

But thinking about it the other way, does it mean that there is an ambiguous relationship between two people, and he will take responsibility?

This thought is difficult to suppress in a lifetime.

While washing the dishes, I thought, "If only I could take the initiative......"

If he can take the initiative and pierce that layer of window paper, will the relationship between the two people be able to go further, and he will have to take responsibility for himself?

It's a tempting idea.

It was not without hesitation in my heart.

Because she knew that while she was piercing this layer of window paper, she had to pierce something else.

Although it doesn't mean that it can't be repaired, there is really no way to get back what is lost.

It's just that this hesitation, under the powerful temptation, is not worth mentioning.

If she hadn't been drinking, she wouldn't have had such a bold idea.

Alcohol fueled thoughts that were hidden in her heart.

She liked the man lying on the bed next door.

She wanted to be with that person.

And it's a lifetime together.

She didn't know how she should live her life without this person's company.

During the months that the two were separated, she thought about this person every day, and it also made her sure that she couldn't live without this person in her life.

Prompted by alcohol, at this moment, her heart burned.

Twenty-five or sixteen-year-olds, psychological longing, physical longing, both.

I finally made up my mind - I took this opportunity to take the initiative to pierce that layer of window paper on the grounds of drunkenness.

If Yan Xin is not happy, he will push red wine.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that it was a perfect decision.

The thought of what to do next made me excited.

The dishes and chopsticks had not yet been washed, and her arms were already trembling slightly.

After washing the dishes and chopsticks, he hurriedly wiped his hands, then opened the door and entered Yan Xin's bedroom.

The air conditioner in the bedroom has been turned on, which is quite warm.

At this time, Yan Xin was already asleep, but most of the quilt had been kicked away by him, and most of his body was exposed.

If the air conditioner is not turned on, sleeping in such a position, sleeping in this winter afternoon, maybe you will catch a cold.

At this moment, Yan Xin's face was flushed, and he looked like he was allergic to alcohol.

Alili's face was also quite red, but not as red as Yan Xin's.

She leaned to the side of the bed, looked at Yan Xin's face, looked at it for a while, and couldn't help but reach out and touch it.

Before, I had never dared to have such intimate behavior.

If she hadn't drunk more than half a bottle of red wine, she wouldn't have made such a move.

The hand touched Yan Xin's face and felt the temperature on his body, and Alili had a feeling of being burned, and her hand retracted again.

But soon, it was put back on Yan Xin's face.

Then, slowly slide down.

Alily's face grew redder.

There is a feeling of fever.

At this moment, she felt that she had become a bad woman.

At this moment, she longed to do something bad on her own.

When his hand moved to Yan Xin's neck, he felt the warmth transmitted by the flesh, and the last trace of reserve on Ellili's body disappeared......

Yan Xin drank too much, and soon fell asleep after lying on the bed.

In the confusion, he felt as if someone was touching him, but the touch did not make him physiologically disgusted, but instead had a very comfortable feeling.

In a trance, it seemed that he had returned to his previous life, and regarded the woman who touched his body as Feng Xi, the wife of his previous life.

I even had the idea that "it seems to be a big ......."

I can't tell the difference between the previous life and this life, and I can't tell the difference between the dream and the reality.

Anyway, it's just like that, and it feels like it's quite comfortable.

I dreamed a lot.

Different faces, different figures, and different angles flashed in the dream.

Among those faces, there are people I know in reality, there are also people I have seen in film and television works, and even the faces of some respected teachers in the island country flashed by, matching the corresponding angles.

It was a dream of bells and whistles.

Or rather, a dream composed of many dreams.

He couldn't remember exactly what happened in the dream, but it was quite chaotic.

When he woke up, he found a woman lying next to him, and half of the woman's body was attached to him, with one arm around his neck, making him breathe a little unpleasantly.

The touch of his skin made him understand that it was a woman, and it also made him understand that neither of them was wearing clothes.

At the beginning, my mind was still confused, and I thought to myself, could it be that Feng Xi sneaked in again?

——Encountering such a thing twice during the National Day, he was deeply impressed, so what he thought of at first was Feng Xi.

But on both occasions, although his hands were quite dishonest, at least both of them were clothed.

As soon as his mind moved, he gradually cleared up, and then he thought that this was in Yangcheng, not in his hometown.

Then I thought of having dinner with Arily today, and drank a little wine, as if I was still drunk.

A spirit, cold sweat came out: "The woman next to her is Sister Lili?" I...... Did I put Sister Lily to sleep? ”

When I opened my eyes, I saw a slender white arm.

The arm looked like Arily's.

Suddenly, there was a sense of powerlessness.

actually put Alily to sleep.

At this time, he did not feel much happiness in his heart, but panicked.

He was afraid of hurting Elili.

What's even more terrifying is that this is going to be with Arily for the rest of my life?

It seems to be a very happy thing to live with Arily for the rest of her life, this woman is beautiful, kind-hearted, gentle, and has good cooking skills.

However, what is in his mind now is not a feeling of happiness, but the painful expression on Feng Xi's face when he filed for divorce from Feng Xi in his previous life, and the words she hugged herself and cried when she saw Feng Xi for the first time in this life:

"Why are you so stupid!"

"Why did you leave me?"

"Why are you dying!"

"How do you want me to live in the future!"

Those words should have been said to Feng Chen, but at this time, I inexplicably remembered the words she was crying and shouting in my mind, as if those words were the words she cried and shouted in her previous life.

What filled his mind now was Feng Xi's sad and painful expression.

The relationship between husband and wife in the last few years was cut off like this?

It was at this time that he suddenly discovered that the married life between him and Feng Xi in his previous life was actually affectionate.

It's not all chatter, and there are good times.

It's not all about boredom with each other, but also about missing each other.

In his previous life, after he found out that he had liver cancer, he filed for divorce from Feng Xi, although he had the idea of enjoying the last period of free time, why didn't he want Feng Xi to fall into his mud pit?

Including the name of Feng Xi filled in by the beneficiary of the accident insurance, I also hope that she will not have such a hard time in the future.

Including to save Feng Chen after being reborn.

There is also a later investment to cooperate with her to open an online store.

It's a repayment, but it's not necessarily a pure repayment.

He just didn't want to admit that he still had such a husband and wife relationship with Feng Xi.

At this time, having such a relationship with Alily after drinking, what he cared about most was Feng Xi's sadness, and he suddenly realized that he still had feelings for Feng Xi.

This discovery gave him a feeling of heartache.

Perhaps, in this life, he has always controlled not to be tempted by any woman, not out of fear of marriage, but for fear of seeing Feng Xi sad and crying again.

But now, it's too late to say anything.

Already had such a relationship with Arily.

If you don't take your responsibility, it's Arily who gets hurt.

He also didn't want to hurt Arily.

Arily is a very kind woman, and the help she gave him in his difficult times will be remembered for the rest of his life.

This is definitely not trying to do anything, at that time he was just a small security guard from a poor family, and there was nothing worthy of others' plots.

It's pure kindness.

Such a woman should not be hurt like that.

In the previous life, Alilie's fate was miserable, and he wanted Alili to please the tragic fate of the previous life, and he didn't want to add new misery to this kind woman.

He took a long breath and thought to himself: "The things of the previous life, just seal them in the previous life......"

It's just that when I think of Feng Xi, when I think of the face when she hugged her in pain, when she was heartbreaking, my heart still hurts.

- Is it really possible to cut it off like this?

Looking up at the sky, he let out a long breath.

The arm around his neck moved, and then Ellilie's voice was heard:

"I ...... This...... What's going on? ”

What happened after getting drunk, what kind of conversation the two people had, Yan Xin couldn't remember it very clearly, but he only remembered that the two people did have a conversation.

I remember that Alily drank more than herself.

Needless to say, I've drunk less than I've drunk like this, and what Arily will drink like if she drinks too much.

Speaking of which, two people who drank too much did not control the needs of the flesh and behaved uncomfortably under the urging of alcohol.

He looked at Alily apologetically: "Sister Lily......"

As soon as he turned his face, Arily covered her face with both hands and said shyly, "Don't look at it!" ”

The two of them were covered with quilts, but when they turned around, the quilt was also pulled, and there were some light leaks, and some things that should not be seen were seen.

Arilie's shyness is understandable.

It's just that she covers her face with both hands, and her movements are larger, and the quilt is held higher, so there is more space to be exposed.

At this time, Yan Xin also complained in his heart: "Shouldn't it be a hand blocking other parts at this time?" Cover your face, I know it's her. ”

That's all a reaction to stress, and a lot of the time it's not so logical.

Yan Xin didn't dare to look at it more, he lay flat again, turned his back to the sky, and said very embarrassedly: "Sister Lili, I drank too much today, I don't know how this happened." ”

Elili snorted, and after a while said faintly:

"I drank too much too, and I don't know what's going on......"

The voice was timid, revealing some weakness.

Listening to Yan Xin's ears, he heard grievances and sadness.

I was even more depressed.

He really didn't know how this kind of thing happened, was his wine so bad?

Last time I was in my hometown county, I drank too much once, and even slept in the same bed with Feng Xi, but it didn't come to this point.

He couldn't understand it at all, he was so drunk that he really had the ability to take off the clothes of two people and do something like that?

Isn't it said that alcohol inhibits a certain ability?

But now it's such a thing, he can't deny it if he wants to.

This time the offense was too great.

I was very uneasy in my heart, and said heavily: "Sister Lili, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, you can blame me as much as you want, and even call the police to arrest me now." ”

This can be regarded as he has taken the responsibility for this drunken immorality.

Arily's hanging heart was put down.

If Yan Xin finds out that she is the drunken and immoral hooligan, then she really doesn't want to live.

At this time, she had completely woken up from drinking, and she was thinking about how she could have such a messy idea at that time.

What worries her the most is that Yan Xin accuses her of taking advantage of him while he is drunk.

She didn't even know how to explain it.

Fortunately, this terrible thing didn't happen, and Yan Xin thought it was his own mistake.

When his heart relaxed, he felt a lot more relaxed, and then said, "I...... I'm not going to call the police to arrest you......"

After saying that, he added:

"I'm also responsible for this...... If I hadn't offered to drink, this wouldn't have happened......"

Yan Xin was moved in his heart and thought: "Sister Lili is really too kind, she didn't blame me for such a thing." ”

added even more guilt: "Sister Lily, I really can't stand you." ”

Then I heard Arily say in a slur voice, "It's okay...... I...... I don't blame you...... Yan Xin...... Whatever you do to me, I won't blame you......"

(End of chapter)