Chapter 303: Dilemma
Yan Xin suddenly stopped moving, which made Feng Xi a little surprised, and asked in the dark: "Why don't you move?" ”
Yan Xin didn't know how to answer this question.
However, Feng Xi didn't need his answer, turned over, and then took the lead.
Yan Xin is only twenty years old, not even twenty years old, just at the age of blood and strength, and after being with Alili like glue, he has been alone for more than half a month, although he has some thoughts in his heart, his body still has a normal reaction.
Therefore, the touch of his heart will not hinder this kind of in-depth communication between the two people.
People's thinking is sometimes driven by the body, and after a short period of shock, the feeling brought by the body has made Yan Xin give up thinking and turn from passive to active.
Before taking the initiative, the last thought in my mind is:
"It's already like this anyway......"
In the darkness, Feng Xi gave him a feeling of returning to his previous life.
A lot of things are all too familiar.
The familiarity made him have such an illusion - the person who interacted with him now was not Feng Xi, a young girl who had just experienced personnel in this life, but Feng Xi, a young woman who had been married to him for several years in his previous life.
That's what the touch comes from the body.
Some of the details made him feel like he was reunited.
It's all too familiar.
It was so familiar that his feelings at the moment overlapped with some memories of his previous life, and even some trance - the person under him now was the wife who had lived together for several years in his previous life.
At this time, he couldn't care about that.
The cover of the night, the residue of alcohol, and the physiological needs made it impossible for him to care about those anymore.
I don't know how long it took, but finally the clouds and rain dispersed.
Feng Xi hugged him tightly and sobbed in a low voice.
After Yan Xin entered the state of a sage, his mind gradually became clearer.
Listening to Feng Xi's sobbing sound and feeling the rhythm of her body when she sobbed, she suddenly felt quite guilty.
I don't know if this guilt is for Ellili or Feng Xi.
Perhaps, it was because of the guilt of both of them.
He didn't want to become a scumbag, especially not a scumbag in the minds of these two women, but that's it.
He didn't know what to do in the future, and he was at a loss in his heart.
No matter who you choose, it's a disservice to the other person.
He was silent for a while before he whispered, "Feng Xi, I'm sorry, I'm ......"
He wanted to say that he had drunk too much, but he didn't mean to.
But before this reason could be spoken, it was interrupted by Feng Xi.
"Don't be sorry," Feng Xi said, "I don't blame you, I volunteered......"
As she said this, her face was buried in his chest, and tears slipped down her face and down his chest.
This made Yan Xin feel even more guilty - such a good girl, but she was trampled by herself, she was not as good as a beast!
I don't want her to continue to cry sadly, I want to make a promise to her, but I don't know what kind of promise I can make.
I could only say weakly: "It's all my fault, don't cry......"
"I didn't blame you," Feng Xi said, "I'm not blaming you, I'm happy, I couldn't help crying......"
As he spoke, he laughed a little embarrassedly.
But after laughing, he sobbed twice.
In the dark, Yan Xin couldn't observe her expression, and he didn't know whether what she said was true or not.
I could only hold her, and one hand gently patted her back.
In his previous life, sometimes after the two of them quarreled, when they reviewed it, as they talked, Feng Xi would cry in his arms so aggrieved, and sometimes he would cry out of breath.
At that time, Yan Xin patted her on the back like this and gave her relief.
But it was the first two years of their marriage, and the relationship between husband and wife was not so bad at that time, and he still knew how to coax his wife.
After a few years, the relationship between husband and wife became worse and worse, they hated each other, and after the quarrel, no one coaxed anyone, from a couple to two cold individuals, and the distance became farther and farther away.
Naturally, there will be no such thing in the future.
This time it's tantamount to returning to the old business, but it has the feeling of being a person in a different world - but then again, it is indeed a person in a different world.
This kind of picture is quite warm, but thinking about how to go on in the future, Yan Xin's heart is a mess.
It's just that now Feng Xi is in such a state, and it's not easy for him to express his emotions.
Under such comfort, Feng Xi's mood gradually stabilized, and he didn't hug him so tightly, but he still hugged him, and his face was still close to his chest.
I don't know how long it took, so I suddenly asked him in a low voice: "Yan Xin, ...... you Do you like me? ”
In this case, Yan Xin couldn't say anything else, but said: "I like it." ”
As she said this, she thought of Ellili again.
Do you want to explain the situation to Arily in the future, and there will be no more involvement?
Thinking of Ellili's kindness to herself, thinking of what happened to her in her previous life, thinking of her falling out with her mother and running to Yangcheng to follow her.
How can such a girl who is affectionate and righteous to herself, and so kind-hearted, how can he live up to it?
When I think of this, I feel very melancholy.
However, the girl in his arms now is something he can't live up to.
It was his wife from his last life.
Although the married life is not so happy, after all, they are people who have lived together for several years.
In his previous life, he did not wait for the day when he was rich and prosperous, but he suffered together for several years, during which he took care of his father, who was sick in bed, until he died.
He also knows how much effort he has put in and how many grievances he has received.
So after being reborn, even if she has decided not to have anything to do with her in this life, she will still save her brother and help her solve her financial difficulties.
I just hope that she can live a better life in this life.
After confirming that she was with Alili, she didn't dare to let Feng Xi know, because she was afraid that it would affect her college entrance examination, ruin her future, and make her sad.
That was still the case that this kind of relationship had not happened, but I just felt that Feng Xi seemed to be a little interesting to him, and he had such concerns.
Now not only does I feel that Feng Xi is a little interesting to me, but the two of them have already had such a relationship, and Feng Xi also clearly expressed the meaning of "I am voluntary", which is equivalent to expressing his thoughts.
In this case, if he is asked to say anything about a break, he really can't say it.
He knew that the best way was to cut through the mess quickly, choose one, and explain it to the other, so as not to have any involvement in the future.
That can be painful, but the long pain is not as good as the short one.
However, there was really no way for him to say it.
At this moment, he had no way to say to Feng Xi: "I'm sorry, I already have a girlfriend, and I don't want to let her down." ”
Later, he didn't know if he could stand in front of Arily and say something like this to her:
"I'm sorry, I betrayed you, I'm with another girl, let's break up."
There should be a choice to make, but he can't make it at the moment.
When he was so entangled, he even had this idea - if the world was destroyed, then he would be liberated, and he would not have to face such a choice.
What to do in the future, he was confused.
What I can know is to calm Feng Xi's emotions now, and say something she likes to hear.
thought to herself: "Even if you have to make a choice, you have to wait until after her college entrance examination is over." Until then, she can't do anything that will irritate her. ”
Feng Xi asked him if he liked her, whether he really liked her or not, at this time, there was only one answer, "like".
Hearing his answer, Feng Xi laughed, and then said, "I like you too." ”
After saying this, he was a little embarrassed, and buried his face in his arms again.
Yan Xin said "um", did not continue the topic with her, just stroked her back, and said, "Go to bed early, there is something to do tomorrow." ”
Feng Xi muttered: "Let's sleep together......"
I don't know the exact time at this time, but it's still dark anyway.
Under Yan Xin's comfort, it didn't take long for Feng Xi to fall asleep in his arms.
Although Yan Xin was full of sadness, the influence of alcohol was still there, and not long after Feng Xi fell asleep, he fell asleep unconsciously.
Before he fell asleep, he was full of confusion about what choice to make between Alili and Feng Xi.
This also makes his dreams related to this.
He dreamed that he had chosen Elili, and then Feng Xi cried and fussed, heartbroken, and finally bit him on the shoulder.
Then I woke up and found that I was dreaming.
I dreamed that I chose Feng Xi again, and told Arily the truth, saying that she had betrayed the relationship between them.
Lylie was walking down the street in tears, and suddenly she was hit by a car that was rushing over, and she was paralyzed and could only lie on the hospital bed.
Her mother, Ai Jing, found out about this and scolded him, stretched out her pointed nails and grabbed him, scratching blood marks on his face.
Then I woke up again.
The dream was fake, but some of the scenes in the dream were something he had seen before, and the personalities of the people in the dream were also familiar to him.
So when I woke up, I was quite melancholy.
It's just that it doesn't take long to wake up every time, and I soon fall asleep again.
Even he couldn't tell whether the so-called "waking up" was really waking up, or if he was still dreaming, but he was trapped in another dream through this scene.
He had a lot of dreams that night, and in the dream were Feng Xi and Alili.
Maybe it was because he was still hugging Feng Xi after falling asleep, and the contact of the body awakened some physiological reactions, which were refracted into the dream, so that the dream slowly changed.
The protagonists in the dream are still the two protagonists, but the picture has gradually become ambiguous and indecent from the bitter love scene at the beginning.
In the last dream, Feng Xi and Alili were together, and they were with him in a very ambiguous manner.
That's what you can only see in educational films.
In the excitement, the sensations of the body gradually became real, and I slowly woke up.
Before I opened my eyes, I felt that a woman was doing something to me.
When I opened my eyes, it was Feng Xi.
At this time, it was already dawn, although the curtains in the room were closed, and the light inside was not very good, but he could clearly see that the face that was swaying up and down was Feng Xi's face.
In my previous life, I had been a couple with Feng Xi for several years, and it was rare to see her so active.
At this time, he had no other ideas but to do what he should do.
…………
In the other room, Director Lin didn't wait for Feng Xi all night.
She didn't think it was so strange, after all, everyone could see what the boss thought about the boss.
After getting up and washing up the next day, I saw that it was not too early, so I went to the room she had booked for Yan Xin, wanting to wake them up and eat.
But when I got to the door of the room, I didn't even ring the doorbell when I heard some strange noises.
After listening to the door with his ear to the door, he determined what was going on, and then left with a red face and went back to his room.
Imagining what was happening in that room, she suddenly remembered her husband.
At this time, she couldn't disturb the two, so she could only wait here.
waited until nine o'clock in the morning for Feng Xi to come over and ask her, "Have you eaten?" ”
"No," Director Lin said with some embarrassment, "I slept a little dead and just woke up." ”
"Then let's go to dinner together," Feng Xi said, "and return the room by the way." ”
She was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to explain to Director Lin that she didn't come over at night.
She thought of a few excuses, but before she could say it, she felt that it was too fake to be trusted.
In the end, he didn't say anything at all, and he didn't explain.
Thankfully, Director Lin didn't ask her the question, as if nothing like this had happened.
The two of them went out and went to the first floor of the hotel, where Yan Xin was already there.
After checking out of the room, several of them left the hotel and walked towards the place where Yan Xin had parked yesterday.
On the way, I met a breakfast seller and had a breakfast there.
Yan Xin also felt a little embarrassed when he saw Director Lin.
However, Director Lin didn't say anything, and he didn't say anything that might cause embarrassment, which also made him gradually feel at ease.
Today they still have some things to do.
Feng Xi walked a little inconveniently, and Yan Xin didn't let her do things much, and in many cases, he and Director Lin were running errands.
And Feng Xi was sitting in the car.
This time in the passenger seat.
In the afternoon of the same day, Yan Xin also took Director Lin to appear in front of those employees as the new boss of the factory, telling them that the acquisition of this factory had been completed, so that everyone could work with peace of mind, and said that he would definitely make this factory bigger and let everyone make more money.
In front of everyone in the factory, Yan Xin announced to them that in the next time, Director Lin would manage the factory on his behalf, and hoped that everyone would cooperate with her work.
At five o'clock, he drove Feng Xi back.
As for Director Lin, he stayed in this factory.
In the next month or two, Director Lin's main job is to manage the factory well, carry out reforms as planned, make more products, and put them on the Spring Boudoir Youmeng online store for sale, and then adjust the production direction according to the sales data.
He didn't have the time to manage these things, and Feng Xi didn't have the time to manage them, so he could only hand them over to Director Lin, who was in charge of this matter from the beginning.
Of course, Director Lin will not pay in vain, and she can also get the corresponding remuneration.
(End of chapter)