Such a thing happened inexplicably, and Yan Xin's mood was very complicated.

He hadn't spoken to Feng Xi much during the day, and he didn't know what to say.

Even if he is a human being in two lives, he is not a master of love, and he lacks experience in how to coax girls.

In some ways may not be as good as a seventeen or eighteen-year-old middle school student.

In my previous life, I was married to Feng Xi for a few years, and I was together through blind dates, not through falling in love.

I didn't have the experience of falling in love.

In this life, I and Alilie, strictly speaking, only have a good impression of each other, and I don't even confess, just because I had such a relationship inexplicably, and then we were together.

Of course, having a good feeling for each other is the basis for them to be together, and it doesn't mean that something like that happens and then they have to be together.

If there is no emotional foundation, even if that kind of relationship happens, Yan Xin will not make that choice.

But it's also true that it's not a normal way to fall in love.

For Yan Xin, the experience of falling in love is not a blank, but it is not much.

Especially now, he himself is in a dilemma, not knowing which one to choose, let alone how to deal with such a relationship.

So he instinctively chose to escape.

During the day, when Director Lin was there, he was basically talking to Director Lin, and he was also talking about the factory.

It's not that he didn't talk to Feng Xi, but he said relatively little, adding up to one or twenty sentences.

What made him feel a little relieved was that Feng Xi didn't pester him to talk, he often thought about his mind alone, and he didn't know what kind of mind it was.

However, on the way back from the factory, Feng Xi began to talk to Yan Xin.

This time she sat in the passenger seat, and not long after the car started, she asked Yan Xin: "Are you staying in the county or going home tonight?" ”

It was only five o'clock when they left, but it was eight o'clock when they returned to their county seat, and Yan Xin could go back if he wanted to go home, and if he wanted to stay in the county seat for one night, he could go back the next day.

Yan Xin thought for a while and said, "Let's go home." ”

There was a bad road condition when he went home, and he actually felt a little frightened when he went home at night.

However, staying in the county seat, he didn't know how to face Feng Xi.

After thinking about it, I still think it's better to go back to my hometown, even if it's a little risky.

It's a big deal to drive slowly, improve your spirits and watch the road seriously.

Feng Xi glanced at him, shook his head and said, "I think it's best for you to stay in the county seat for one night and go back tomorrow during the day." ”

Seeing that Yan Xin didn't speak, he explained: "Wait until eight or nine o'clock in the county, and then have a meal there, from finding the restaurant to ordering food to finishing, it will take more than an hour, and it will be almost eleven o'clock when you come out, driving alone in the middle of the night, and it is such a road condition, which is a bit dangerous, I don't think you need to take that risk." Anyway, your time is free, and it's okay to go back a day late. ”

Yan Xin didn't argue with her, so he said, "Then let's stay in the county seat for one night." ”

But I thought to myself: "I thought you really wanted to ask for my opinion, but it turned out that you had already made arrangements for me." ”

He had a deep sense of guilt towards Feng Xi, and at this time, it was impossible for him to refute any of Feng Xi's opinions.

Hearing him answer like this, Feng Xi suddenly became happy, and a smile appeared on his face.

Then he asked, "If we eat lunch at twelve o'clock at noon and don't have dinner until eight or nine o'clock, will you be hungry?" ”

Yan Xin shook his head: "It's okay, I ate a lot at noon, so I shouldn't be hungry." ”

After a pause, he said, "If you're hungry, tell me, and we'll find a place to have dinner on the way." ”

They will pass by several counties along the way, and it is no problem to find a place to eat during this time, but they will take a little detour, but not too long.

"I'm not hungry," Feng Xi said, "I'm worried that it's not good for you to be hungry while driving." ”

"I'm fine, there's chocolate over there, you can eat one if you feel hungry." Yan Xin said.

Feng Xi looked for it and found two boxes of chocolates, so he peeled one open, fed it to Yan Xin's mouth, and said with a smile: "You better eat one first." ”

After Yan Xin finished eating, he also peeled one and put it in his mouth.

Yan Xin drove the car with chocolate in his mouth, and suddenly felt a little stunned - in his memories of his previous life, he had been a husband and wife for several years, and Feng Xi had never fed him.

In the previous life, the two of them were husband and wife, but it was only a husband and wife relationship, not a lover relationship.

A lot of men and women in a relationship do things they don't do.

In fact, there are many people who are like this - they have lived all their lives, got married, and had children, but they have never been in love.

- Not everyone is qualified to be in a relationship.

In his previous life, he was like this, and Feng Xi was also like this.

When I think about it, I feel a little sour in my heart.

For himself, but also for Feng Xi.

Feng Xi ate chocolate with a smile on his face.

The chocolate was sweet and the smile on her face was sweet.

Such a smile was something Yan Xin had never seen in his previous life.

Perhaps at this moment, she felt the sweetness of what she thought was love.

But in fact, the relationship between only one party and one party cannot be called love.

Thinking of this, Yan Xin felt sad.

Maybe it's not just Feng Xi's self-inflicted affection, maybe he also has feelings for this girl.

But at least, the emotions paid by both sides are not equal, but there is a big gap.

Thinking again, if he betrayed Feng Xi's emotion, in Feng Xi's heart, would he be afraid of "love" in his life?

He didn't dare to think deeply.

Feng Xi finished eating the chocolate, and said to Yan Xin: "This chocolate is very delicious, I haven't seen anything sold in our county, you will go to Yangcheng in a few days, can you send me some?" ”

Yan Xin nodded: "Okay." ”

Feng Xi said again: "Don't worry, I will give you money." ”

"I don't need you to give me money, I'll give you." Yan Xin said.

Feng Xi looked at him and said with a smile: "Why are you so good to me?" ”

Yan Xin didn't know how to answer for a while.

For a moment, he even wondered if Feng Xi was sarcastic about him.

- Is it really that good for her?

He himself doesn't think so.

The expression on Feng Xi's face didn't look like sarcasm, but said happily: "Since you said so, then I won't give you money, even if it's a gift from you." ”

Yan Xin said "um": "Yes, it's a gift from me." ”

Feng Xi smiled again: "Don't worry, it will be your birthday in a while, and I will also give you a birthday gift." You can tell me what kind of gift you like, as long as it is not too expensive, I can fulfill your wishes. What kind of gifts do you like? ”

"As long as it's a gift from you, I like it." Yan Xin said.

He has a lot of things he likes, however, he doesn't think that the things he likes need to be obtained through gifts from others.

Feng Xi suddenly asked him this, and he didn't know what kind of gift he wanted her to give, so he could only say such a very greasy and earthy love sentence.

But the effect seemed to be quite good, Feng Xi smiled even more happily, and said, "What you said, then I will give you a gift casually, and you must not be angry at that time." ”

"Well, I'm not going to be angry." Yan Xin said.

The communication between the two of them is obviously that Feng Xi is more enthusiastic and active, while Yan Xin is a little perfunctory and a little absent-minded.

But his absent-minded expression can be explained—he has to spend all his energy on driving, and there is no way to divide so much enthusiasm to respond to Feng Xi's words.

Therefore, Feng Xi didn't feel abnormal.

She was still very happy to talk to Yan Xin.

I didn't have any communication with Yan Xin during the day, and I probably didn't want to show my little woman's side in front of Director Lin, which would affect the majesty of her boss lady.

Now that the two of them were together, and it was in the car, she let it go.

From her performance, Yan Xin also confirmed that she was indeed not angry about what happened last night, but was a little happy that their relationship had gone further.

There weren't too many surprises either.

Feng Xi has a good impression of him, which is not a difficult thing to guess.

What happened after getting drunk in the county hotel that time can basically be determined - if it weren't for that kind of emotion, that kind of thing happened, I don't know what happened to it.

It's just that he has always refused to admit it.

Because after acknowledging, there is a question - whether to accept or reject.

That choice was too hard to make.

Later, I have been paying attention to keeping a certain distance from Feng Xi, also because of this mentality.

Now, it has reached the point where he has to admit it.

Then there was a deep headache.

I thought to myself, "How nice it would be if I were a scumbag?" Then I don't need to have a headache, hug left and right, both. ”

Then he thought, "But, am I not a scumbag?" has already established a relationship with Lily, and is like this with her again, and I don't want to give up any of them, what is this not a scumbag? ”

In the dream I had last night, there was a dream of hugging left and right.

There is a way to think about the day and dream at night, and the dream is the projection of your subconscious.

It can be seen that in his subconscious, he also has such thoughts.

So I had this idea: "Or, if you don't have a headache, just be a scumbag?" ”

Both, for a man, is indeed a very tempting thing.

If you can really do that, it will obviously be a very happy thing.

The question, however, is how can this be done?

With his understanding of these two women, Alili would not agree to this, and Feng Xi would not agree to this.

Letting them know about each other's existence is a great disservice to them.

When the time comes, not both of them will be obtained, but neither of them will be obtained, and he will become the scumbag they hate, and they will become the enemy they will not share in this life.

Yan Xin is not a person with high morals, if there is really such a way for the two of them to coexist in his world, he will definitely not refuse.

But he knew that it couldn't be.

As long as he can live happily, he is not afraid of being infamous as a scumbag.

He just didn't want Elili and Feng Xi to be sad.

It wasn't just the woman he had an intimate relationship with, it was his benefactor.

He doesn't mind being an emotional scumbag that much, he doesn't want to be an ungrateful person.

The current situation is that no matter what choice he makes, he is destined to be sad and disappointed in someone's kindness.

This made him feel very depressed.

Thought, "It would be nice if they could be compensated for with substance." ”

Material women are looked down upon by many people.

However, such women also have their merits, that is, in their world, money can solve everything.

And Yan Xin is a little rich now.

With the bonus of the reborn, there will be more money in the future.

The problem that money can solve, for him, it is not too big a problem.

But these two women are obviously not something that can be solved with money.

Ellily was born rich and not a wealthy person, but she has always lacked the concept of money, and there are too many things more important to her than money.

Feng Xi is poor when he is young, and he has a deep concept of money.

However, she is not short of money now, and those three online stores are running very well, and she will have more money in the future.

For her, money is not so important anymore.

Materially, what Yan Xin can give her, she can earn it herself.

Wanting to make up for her with money is probably just a delusion.

That's where it's the most frustrating.

It's painful to think about.

Yan Xin also had that impulse to tell the truth, confess to Feng Xi, and also confess to Ellili.

After confessing, whoever can still accept him, he will be with whomever he is determined to be.

If they can't accept him, then he will admit it.

It is much better to confess your sins earlier and accept punishment earlier than to suffer in such fear.

But as soon as I saw Feng Xi's happy appearance now, and then thought that she was going to take the college entrance examination in a few months, I couldn't say anything frankly.

How happy she is now, how sad she is when she knows the truth.

confessed this matter before her college entrance examination, which ruined her life.

Even if she wants to confess, she has to wait for her after the college entrance examination.

thought to himself: "I still have to hide it now, and I will talk about everything after her college entrance examination." ”

This can be regarded as a reasonable excuse for him to conceal the truth, and his mood is slightly better, and the condemnation of himself for stepping on two boats is not so intense.

Follow Feng Xi!

Feng Xi didn't know the fierce confrontation of those thoughts in his heart, and he was still immersed in the happiness that the relationship between the two people had finally broken through to a certain stage, chattering non-stop along the way, like a little woman in love.

A happy little woman.

This is a state that Yan Xin has never seen in her.

In her previous life, she had nothing to do with happiness.

It is inevitable that this thought will arise in my heart: "If she can always be so happy, always be so happy, how good would it be?" ”