As you have seen, this Qingming special is not about the content of the story, but about me, an author's complaints and what I want to say.

Where do I start? Well, say whatever comes to mind.

Let's start with why I'm so obsessed with the Qingming special.

It's also fun to say.,I don't have any special reason to keep writing a special chapter about Qingming.,There's no one to commemorate.,If you think there's one.,I'm sorry.。

In fact, I just think that the Qingming Festival itself is a kind of commemoration, a symbol, and this symbol is a symbol of life and death, so of course I will write a special article.

And no matter which of my special chapters disappears, the special chapters of Qingming will not disappear, just as the two things of life and death themselves will never disappear.

(laughs)

With that out of the way, I'll talk about the plans for the rest of the novel.

The novel has come to an end, the last act of the five-act play, the last poem of the symphony, yes, exactly.

There are about twenty or a dozen chapters left, and in fact, the novel will be over, and after the ending, in about five days, I will update the little talk of the day after tomorrow, and at the same time lead me to what I consider to be the final foreshadowing.

At that time, this serialized emmmm, I don't know how long the novel will be completely finished.

Okay, now that we've finished drawing the pie, let's talk about something realistic.

The novel "The Lucky Man Wanders in Gensokyo" has two extremely long hiatus, which occurred from August to October of '23 and from October to January of '24.

The reason for the second break is extremely simple.,It's because of the martial arts novel at the time.,I'm writing about Gu Long's fandom.,In that period of nearly two months,I portrayed and polished my own fandom Gu Long.,Although it's still not satisfying.,But I've done my best.。

For this reason, I stopped all fiction except for doujin at that time and devoted myself to writing.

While writing that book, I felt something I hadn't had in a long time with Lucky: satisfaction.

Once upon a time, the reason why I wrote "Lucky" was because of my passion for the Oriental series, I played the original work, read the comics, watched Xianglintang, and read interviews, and finally came to the second creation in China.

After reading a lot of second creations (including Anke, Anprice, novels, background running groups, etc.), I realized that there is no such thing as a second creation that completely meets my taste.

"That Reimeng" is already a very good work, and the work of Guoba Sea Emperor is also excellent, but I am still not satisfied.

They still don't have the same things that I want, not that they're bad, it's just that I probably don't like them.

At that time, I only had a novel with a few tens of thousands of words, and I had the experience of being a vocaloid introduction in B for an extremely short period of time, and it was a huge problem for me to update and new ideas.

But I wrote it anyway.

After I wrote the first chapter, deleted and revised, I felt a sense of satisfaction that I had never felt before.

My spirit was comforted by myself, and I was satisfied.

At the time, my update rate was almost daily or every two days, which was extremely slow, but it was much faster than it is now.

With enthusiasm and love, I managed to persevere without a hard time when it was completely impossible to sign a contract (no income) and very few people recognized and watched.

And with this emotion, I persevered until the third volume.

The third volume is a very special volume.

Although in the second volume, I have added the world view of orange juice as an easter-like existence, and I am quite satisfied with my rewriting, but the overall framework is still not separated from the oriental world, watching the translation of the old drunkard's dialogue, slowly figuring out the tone and tone of each character, and finally I finished the second volume.

However, in the third volume, the main body of my story began to gradually detach itself from the Eastern worldview, and in fact, when I looked back at the third volume myself, I still proudly boasted that the third volume was well written, but I still had to admit it......

Admittedly, if the third volume and the foreshadowing that preceded it, if not based on an Eastern worldview, could certainly work, or rather, even better.

As I was writing, I suddenly felt a sense of alienation that I had never felt before.

It was as if I was drifting away from the Chinese Oriental world that I loved, and at that time, I no longer felt happy from the East.

There are few readers and relatively few speakers, there are some inappropriate contents in the book when I look back, the objective existence of reality, and the stagnation of the development of my own writing...... All kinds of negative feedback, whether external or internal, self-inflicted or unexplained, drained my motivation and enthusiasm.

The third volume is wonderful, but it is by no means brilliant, and it should never be in the framework of the East.

I had a hard time completing the third volume.

As for this, the reason why I stopped updating for the first time must have been known to the dear viewers who can see this chapter, dear you.

Not because of anything else, not because of anything.

Just because, love and passion, are gone.

What sustains me to continue writing is responsibility.

During the first and second major stoppages, I wrote a total of three books.

A short story ends with the same martial arts.,A novella serialized love simulation.,An original martial arts of unknown length temporarily suspended.。

Doujin martial arts has been mentioned before.,It was written in the second stop.。

The last two are my new works.

In fact, while writing them, I felt a sense of relief.

You don't need to care about any settings, you don't need to care about whether everyone's feedback is satisfactory or not, it's just stuffy.

It's funny to say, the results of these two books are ...... Well, there are no results.,In fact, the collection of these two books is not comparable to the "Lucky" of the period.,The one that loves the model.,Almost half of the collection of "Lucky" with that number of words is less.。

The martial arts book is even more exaggerated, and it is not even half of the love model book.

But I still had a lot of fun writing.

Perhaps, this is the end of my love for the East.

I may never be able to mention enthusiasm and love anymore, not to mention that the Chinese area of th still exists.

I'm drifting away from that world full of fantasy, beauty, and fun, and now I can only play STG or look at Suzuna-an, and I'm no longer interested in continuing to study and restore the East.

It was a bit too much for me.

However, it has come to this, so it is better to let Qin Deng's story continue, finish it, and give a complete story to those who are still reading this book, those who are still silently supporting me, those who have different ideas from me, and those who are still writing oriental stories.

I might really only have so much to do.

At the end of "Lucky", I will write the mock book, and I want to write it in a different way in order to continue writing.

Maybe I'm really not fit to write a novel, right? If I say that, someone will comfort me.

But I'm really not suitable for writing novels, and I've clearly recognized this, so after thinking about writing a few more novels that might be discovered, I just disappeared into the online literary world, and no one remembered or knew I existed.

Because I was busy a few days ago, I went to the field to help invigilate the exam, so.

The book will be updated in the next few days, along with the simulation.

Please reply to me, readers who are still reading, and I thank you for your reply.

Witness the end of this story.

Sincerely, respects.