Jiang Yuye thought that after being injured by him, Yi Feng Qingyue's pride would not come again.

But he still underestimated her, her determination to be with him.

The next day she brought a food box, and she brought him the soup very early before handing it to him.

Jiang Yuye overturned the soup, and the things brought by Feng Qingyue were thrown to the ground by him, and he lowered his eyes, afraid that she would see his blind eyes.

He has only one wish now, the farther away the wind is from him, the better.

"Lao Tzu said, don't bother me again, don't you understand?"

Feng Qingyue looked at him quietly, he had a white face, the whole person was very weak, his left hand, and his right leg fell off with a serious fracture, and now he can only move with his right hand, and even getting out of bed is a problem.

Even if he picks up a life, his whole person is no different from being wasted.

Feng Qingyue directly used a clean wet towel on the cabinet to wipe the oil stains on his hands: "Is it hot?" ”

Her voice was soft, and she didn't get angry at him for his tantrums, but first cared about whether he was burned by the hot soup.

He withdrew his hand and said coldly, "Get out." ”

"I'll clean up and leave."

Feng Qingyue squatted down to clean up the food spilled on the ground, his eyes were dark, he couldn't see her appearance, and he didn't know if he was crying under her calm voice.

He lay on the bed, his eyes closed and his head turned to the side, and his voice was hoarse: "Don't come again, you will bother me a lot like this, I don't like you anymore." ”

"Hmm." Feng Qingyue replied softly: "It's okay, it's enough for me to like you." ”

Jiang Yuye never knew that Feng Qingyue would have such a side, and he would pester people and would not shy away from saying that he liked him.

He was so close to happiness that he didn't dare to reach out or look at her.

He can't even protect himself now, how can he protect her?

Jiang Yuye didn't speak again, closed his eyes as if he was asleep, Feng Qingyue cleaned up the ground, and then walked out with very light steps.

At noon, she still came, still with the food box, Jiang Yuye threw it on the ground as in the morning, Feng Qingyue continued to clean up without saying a word, and at night, she also took care of him rain or shine, but at night, he finally didn't continue to throw it away.

I'm afraid I also know that no matter how much trouble he makes, Feng Qingyue won't leave, but he is so stubborn that he doesn't take a bite of what she brought.

Feng Qingyue took the soup spoon and handed it to his mouth, but he didn't open his mouth, and he didn't want to look at her with his eyes closed.

She looked down at his thin pursed lips, then pinched his chin and kissed him.

Jiang Yuye opened his eyes in shock, even if he couldn't see it, he could feel the softness on his lips, with the fragrance of gardenia that he thought about day and night, invading all his cells.

He clenched his right hand into a fist under the quilt, and it took a long time to hold back and deepen the kiss without pressing her head.

Feng Qingyue asked, "Drink it yourself?" ”

Jiang Yuye: "......"

He said in a cold voice: "I'll drink it myself, don't come tomorrow." ”

Feng Qingyue lowered his head and stirred it with a soup spoon, and replied softly: "Hmm." ”

The bed was half propped up, Jiang Yuye took the bowl, drank it all in one gulp, and Feng Qingyue packed up the food box and left the hospital.

The next day, Feng Qingyue went to the hospital on time to report, and Jiang Yuye also knew that he said cruel words that would not stimulate Feng Qingyue at all, just like a punch on cotton, which made him headache and helpless.

So he called the ark to guard it, lest the wind clear and the more he did yesterday, and forced him to eat.

But Fang Zhou was fine, Feng Qingyue's starry eyes skimmed at him and asked, "Do you want to eat?" ”

Fang Zhou hurriedly shook his head, and Feng Qingyue continued: "Then you want to see me feed him?" ”

Jiang Yuye lowered his head and coughed lightly in his throat, Fang Zhou looked at the tips of his somewhat reddened ears, and instantly understood that Feng Qingyue's "hey" was a little unusual.

He laughed embarrassedly: "No need, I'll go out to play, I'll come in after you're done." ”

He also took the door intimately.

In the end, Jiang Yuye could only eat obediently with his right hand that could still move.

He was well disguised, like a normal person, and when he had finished eating, he frowned, and impatiently threw the bowl on the cabinet beside him, not looking at her or speaking.

Feng Qingyue didn't care either, so he took care of him for three days.

The time to fill in the volunteer is from June 28th to 30th, a total of three days.

Feng Qingyue wanted to wait for the last day to fill in the volunteers, she had not been available to take care of Jiang Yuye recently, and on the morning of the 29th, she came to the door of his ward as usual.

But she saw a few bodyguards coming out of the ward with big bags of things, she took a closer look, Jiang Yuye's ward was empty, the bed was clean and tidy, but there was no shadow of him.

She panicked instantly, grabbed the bodyguard on one side and asked, "Where is your young master?" Where did it go? ”

The bodyguard stood for a long time before he said, "The young master thinks that you disturbed his tranquility, and he can't recover well, so he left." ”

"Where did you go?" Feng Qingyue's starry eyes looked at the bodyguard fixedly.

But as for where Jiang Yuye went, he didn't say a word, pretending to be confused and saying that he didn't know.

Feng Qingyue turned around and ran out, hitchhiking to the Bihai community, she ran very fast, she was afraid that if she was late, Jiang Yuye would disappear and hide in a place where she couldn't find it.

However, at the gate of the community, he met the ark that happened to come out, and he was holding a box in his hand.

Feng Qingyue panted and ran in front of him, grabbed his arm, his eyes were red, and he gritted his teeth and asked, "Where is Jiang Yuye, where did he go?" ”

Fang Zhou frowned in embarrassment, and Feng Qingyue's voice was thick nasal: "You say, where did he go?" ”

After a long time, Fang Zhou sighed: "You let go of me first." ”

After not being imprisoned, Fang Zhou found a diary from the cardboard box and handed it to her: "Brother Yu has left Lincheng and gone to other places for treatment, as for where he went, I can't tell you, I came to help him clean up the things in the house, this is his treasure." ”

"What I gave you was his diary, which should not have been given to you, because Brother Yu tried his best to stay away from you and didn't want to have anything to do with you anymore."

He was silent before he said: "Brother Yu, he can't see his eyes, he fell from the building and hit his head, the ophthalmic nerve was compressed by congestion and caused blindness, coupled with the damage of body organs, it will cause him to be very painful every day, often have nosebleeds, and need to take medicine to stop, the doctor said that his situation, there will be many surgeries in the future, and if he can't survive, he may die on the operating table." ”

Speaking of this, Fang Zhou paused, and Feng Qingyue burst into tears.

He took a deep breath and continued: "He woke up on the day of your college entrance examination, and when he woke up, the first thing he said was to ask the time, and then he continued to ask you and didn't go to the exam, after hearing the answer, he fell asleep again, and later, he waited until he had the strength to speak, and then let me tell you that he woke up, he knew that you would definitely come, and wanted to say something cruel to cut off contact with you, but he underestimated your patience, and was afraid that he would leave Lincheng in the end." ”

Feng Qingyue pursed his lips, tasted the taste of tears, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Why does he make a decision for me, whether he is disabled or blind, I will run to his side without hesitation, even death can't stop it, I haven't told him the secret that I like him, he lived in my heart a long time ago." ”

Fang Zhou's expression was a little moved, he was happy for Jiang Yuye, at least, his love was in response.

"I am telling you this, not to make you sympathize with him, nor to make you feel guilty, but to make you wait for him and greet him when he comes out of his illness." Fang Zhou said slowly: "Brother Yu is afraid that if he dies, you will be trapped in the past because of his affairs, he said, you still have to realize your ideals and go to a bright future, he would rather be painful himself, but also take you under his wing to love you, he really loves you, love into his bones." ”

"I'm leaving, this diary, you can take a look."

Feng Qingyue held Jiang Yuye's diary, the cover had some traces, and the style was old, and it had been used for many years at first glance.

She wiped her tears and looked at the sky, the sky that was still clear was cloudy in an instant, and the wind was clear and afraid of rain, so she went home directly.

As soon as I got home, it was pouring rain outside.

She sat by the window of her room, from here she could see the road outside, Jiang Yuye used to send her home, she hid here and secretly watched him leave.

She sat down at her desk and opened the first page of his diary, written in a childish style.

In 2007, 6.1, the weather rained.

The kindergarten teacher asked us to perform the show, because of the rain, the show was cancelled, and when I came home, I saw my dad holding a beautiful aunt, should I tell my mom?

This is the first part of Jiang Yuye's diary, except that the handwriting is a little ugly, but he can recognize a lot of words, and it can be seen that he received a good education when he was a child.

2007, 8.27, fine.

Today is my fifth birthday, and I saw my dad and that beautiful aunt again, but my mom didn't know that she was cutting the cake for me, so I told about it, and my dad threw my cake away, and I was so sad.

Feng Qingyue flipped all the way over, and found that the time behind him was a little jumpy.

2009, 8.27, rain.

Quietly make a wish, and Dad and Mom reconcile.

2012, 6.13, rain.

She jumped off the building.

2015, 3.16, rain.

She was awake, but sick.

2015, 11.23, rain.

Today's school parent-teacher meeting, no one in my family came, I don't care, even if I do well in the exam, I won't get attention, forget it, so be it.

In 2016, 2.7, rain.

In the new year, try to be a rotten person who can't do anything, my cemetery must be in the swamp.

2018, 8.27, rain.

Today is my 16th birthday, I'm in a bad mood, the sun is out outside, but it's raining in my heart, and my mother is going to commit suicide again, so tired.

2019, 8.27, yin.

Yesterday a transfer student came to the school, ran away from me, met me today, saw her pitiful, invited her to eat a bowl of noodles, and finally she paid.

2019, 8.29, yin.

I met that transfer student again in the Internet café, her name is Feng Qingyue, and her name is very good. It's just that people don't do anything, they hide when they see me, do I look scary?

2019, 8.30, yin.

She's a troublemaker, I bought a beef noodle kung fu, and I helped her fight, but she was a little white-eyed wolf, and she kept avoiding me and drawing a line with me. You don't think I like her, do you? Really narcissistic.

2019, 9.5, yin.

She invited me to dinner without any sincerity, not good-looking, but the annoying kung fu is first-class, she said that I am not a person from the same world, I suddenly became a little curious, what is your world like?

2019, 9.10, yin.

I met Xiao Yiheng and blocked her and saved her again.

2019, 9.15, yin.

Feng Qingyue heard another secret of mine.

2019, 9.21, yin.

She stood on the rostrum to speak, the whole person was shining, I suddenly liked her, I wanted to enter her world with light, it doesn't matter if the skin is not good-looking, what I like is her pure soul.

2019, 9.21, yin.

She threw away my milk, which made me a little angry, but it wasn't her character if she wasn't so angry, and it was cute.

2019, 9.30, yin.

She threw away my milk again, she stood in the light and said, light and dark don't mix, she hates me.

2019, 10.12, yin.

I didn't want to care about her, but I still couldn't control myself, I was afraid that she would be bullied, but unexpectedly, the makeup on her face and the frame of her glasses fell off, revealing her true face very beautiful, so I didn't dare to approach, she was still ugly and ugly, only I liked her.

2019, 10.21, fine.

The little girl I like seems to be willing to let me get closer, but she still avoids me, she must have a misunderstanding about me, how should I solve it?

2019, 10.23, fine.

First photo with her.

2019, 11.25, fine.

Today is the little girl's birthday, it's snowing heavily, I used her birthday to make a wish in Chongguang Temple, the previous wish has not been fulfilled, I'm too naïve, I still believe this, but, what if it comes true, or make a promise, 25 years old I want to marry her.

I also took her to see the stars, and I was happy when she was happy, and she said that I liked her, and she thought about it, am I about to succeed?

In 2019, 12.4, rain.

I hit someone on the second day, she was afraid of me, but I don't regret it, everyone who hurt her deserves hell, I'm sorry, I scared you.

2019, 12.20, rain.

The bubble she wanted burst, and I woke up from a sweet dream I'd had for so long, and she said that it was hard to reunite after breaking the mirror.

2019, 12.31, rain.

I still secretly watched her singing show without any interest, and she sang so well, so let's draw an end here.

In 2020, 1.7, fine.

She forgave me and wanted me to be better, she was my sun.

In 2020, 2.10, fine.

The first Chinese New Year's Eve spent with her.

2020, 3.1, fine.

On the first day of school, I took the university entrance examination with her.

In 2020, 5.14, fine.

The first time I participated in the sports meeting, I won the first place for her.

In 2020, 7.18, rain.

The man was dead, and I should have hated him, but I was still sad.

In 2020, 8.27, fine.

When I became an adult, I got a little closer to marrying a little girl.

In 2020, 9.3, fine.

Today is her speech, I look up at her, I seem to have seen her like this today a long time ago, it makes my heart move, I am fascinated, because she said that everyone is a dusty star, and there will always be a shining day.

In 2020, 9.27, rain.

My mother died, she died of illness, I looked at her exhausted appearance, and swore that my love will not be like her in the future, and my little girl will definitely become the envy of everyone in the world.

It's still sad, but as long as I think of her, I don't feel bitter.

In 2020, 10.1, fine.

Watching the sunrise together, talking about our own ideals, she gives me strength, I want to study the stars because she likes it.

In 2021, 2.11, fine.

The second Chinese New Year's Eve spent with her, as long as it was with her, every day was sunny.

In 2021, 5.19, fine.

Tomorrow I will make a wish, I am going to take the college entrance examination, I wish my little girl a safe and smooth life, will she see the wish I made last year? Don't let her see it, or you'll laugh at me for being naïve.

I can't sleep, I'm about to take the college entrance examination, and I can finally be with her in the open.

The diary came to an abrupt end here.

The story behind is clearer and clearer.

She cried silently, tears dripping down her desk.

Because he had an accident, he broke the appointment, he could no longer realize his ideals, he was afraid of dragging her down, and he would rather avoid her than be with her.

Feng Qingyue bit his lip tightly, and finally couldn't stop crying, before he met her, his diary was a few strokes, but after meeting her, there were more.

She cried hoarsely, and she couldn't stop her tears, her Jiang Yuye, in such a form, remained deeply in her memory, and left her life in the most decisive way.

The calendar in the text is substituted for reality, and the book is equivalent to an overhead.

(End of chapter)