Feng Qingyue's eyes were swollen from crying, the whole person was very tired and tired, she looked at the Bodhi bracelet on her wrist, which Jiang Yuye begged for her.

The heavy rain outside stopped, the sun came out again, a seven-colored rainbow appeared in the sky, her mind was dizzy, the rainbow appeared in her eyes, she held his diary, lay on the bed, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

In the dream she was also not stable, she found herself trapped in a place where there was no light of day, the darkness around her was depressing, she kept running forward, and finally saw a glimmer of light ahead, she ran hard, broke in, but found herself in front of a curtain of rain.

The sky was gloomy, the raindrops passed through her, smashing on the ground, the water splashed and she didn't feel a trace of coldness, Feng Qingyue looked at everything strange around her and was a little stunned, and her eyes were attracted by a little boy who looked pink not far away.

He hid under an eave, looked like he was five or six years old, carrying a small schoolbag, his little hands tightly clutching the schoolbag belt, and his eyes were like torches looking at the car not far away.

Feng Qingyue was stunned for a moment, his heartbeat accelerated in vain, and the familiar facial features seemed to be a miniature version of Jiang Yuye, he pouted slightly, wrinkled a pair of small eyebrows, and his white and tender face was a little tangled.

She followed his gaze and looked over, it was Jiang Wang when he was young and a strange woman, hugging and kissing in the car.

Feng Qingyue looked down at her right wrist, everything around her was gloomy, except for the red bracelet on her wrist, which was a little bright, burning her skin.

Here it is......

Jiang Yuye's past.

He struggled for a while, but still chose not to bother, used a small schoolbag to block the rain, ran home and took out a brand new notebook and began to write a diary.

Feng Qingyue stood behind him, he wrote very slowly, his expression was very serious, Feng Qingyue saw him distracted, reached out to touch his cheek, and in the next moment, her hand passed through his body, she couldn't touch everything here.

She watched him write in his diary, looked at the hardships he had experienced since he was a child, and the pictures in his dreams jumped, all as he wrote in his diary, and the more Feng Qing watched him gradually change from a sunny and smiling little boy to a silent and cold teenager, watching him step by step towards the abyss and fall.

The more Feng Qingyue wanted to stop it, she could only pass through him every time, and even when he fought with others, she was scarred all over her body, and she could only watch from the side.

As soon as his consciousness darkened, when Feng Qingyue woke up again, he found himself in Jiang Yuye's apartment.

Jiang Yuye was not at home, she wanted to go to him, but found that she couldn't leave the house.

Until he heard the sound of the door opening, Jiang Yuye walked in from outside, in the past, he was always gloomy and daunting, and it was intimidating when he looked at people, but today he seemed to be in a better mood, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

He sat down at his desk, took out his diary from the locked cabinet, and began to take notes.

In 2020, 9.3, fine.

I have met a girl many times, until today, passing by the middle school, I did not know that she was speaking for the freshmen inside, I climbed over the wall, I saw her standing in the light, beautiful and desirable, her voice is very good, but unfortunately no one in the audience is serious to look at her, listen to her talk.

She said that everyone is a dusty star, and one day they will be able to brush off the dust and shine, really? Do people like me have a flash that day?

Suddenly, I wanted to get close to her and soak up her heat to warm me.

Jiang Yuye's shadow in front of him then transformed, and disappeared with the diary, and the next scene slowly generated, Feng Qingyue stood in place, thinking about the paragraph Jiang Yuye had just written.

Here, it turned out to be Jiang Yuye's previous life.

It was her and him, the last life that broke up unhappily.

She couldn't get out of the room, so she could only watch the boy slowly gain a little warmth from his indifferent appearance, and the number of times he took out the diary from the cabinet increased.

In 2020, 9.6, fine.

I met her at the convenience store, I said I liked her and wanted to chase her, she seemed scared, I thought it would be good as long as I liked to express it, but she seemed to be very troubled, thinking that I was just looking at it, but she was really clean and I liked her.

2020, 9.10, rain.

She avoided me, scared me, hated me, because she knew all the bad rumors about me, but they were all false, if only she hadn't been so defensive about me.

2020, 9.15, rain.

My mother passed away, because I missed that man too much, I was depressed and committed suicide, I was confused and sad, so I went to the convenience store to find her, I just wanted her to talk to me, she hated me, but she was still very kind, it rained a lot at night, she left an umbrella for me.

In 2020, 10.8, rain.

She is in love, and her boyfriend is Xiao Yiheng, I wish her happiness.

In 2020, 11.5, rain.

She was deceived by Xiao Yiheng, the person she liked was a wolf-hearted thing, and she took Lin Han's money to drag her to hell, I wanted to tell her, but she kept avoiding me, out of helplessness, I could only beat Xiao Yiheng and warn him, but the little girl hated me even more.

2020, 12.24, rain.

You don't have to have roses to like roses, I'm rotten, but I want to save you, you have to live cleanly.

Feng Qingyue watched him finish writing the last word, hid the dagger and went out.

She ran to stop him, but passed through his body, and the large room became cold again.

This is the day when Jiang Yuye went to kill Xiao Yiheng, she always thought that he was crazy, so she would hurt Xiao Yiheng, just because she pretended to admit her relationship with Xiao Yiheng, so he liked someone to the point of madness.

How can a madman not be afraid?

But only now did she realize that everything he did was because of her.

She couldn't recognize people clearly, and he ruined the rest of his life in order to save her.

All of this was because he knew about the conspiracy between Xiao Yiheng and Lin Han, and he was eager to tell her, so he beat Xiao Yiheng.

No wonder, he disappeared and reappeared in his previous life, it turned out that it was all because of this.

But in the end, she still failed to live as he wished, and those conspiracies did not disappear because of his departure, but waited until a suitable time to erupt.

She is depraved, vulgar, and has to get by, life has no light, and she has failed him after all.

A white light flashed before her eyes, a month after her death in her previous life.

The diary, which was stuck in 2020, once again fell into inky handwriting.

2022, 12.25, rain.

She died, and that umbrella was the only relic she left me, Qingqing, I will definitely get justice for you.

Jiang Yuye's consciousness gradually blurred, she wanted to grab the hem of his clothes, but in the end she could only see the back of his resolute departure.

The final scene stops under the wishing tree at Chongguang Temple.

Jiang Yuye has matured a lot, with a pair of dark phoenix eyes with traces of time precipitation, his face is very pale, he is wearing a black coat, which is a suit and leather shoes, and he is holding the black umbrella she left for him.

He closed the umbrella, held it in his hand, and slowly knelt down towards the wishing tree.

"Qingqing, it took me seven years to send all the people who hurt you to prison, but I'm still not happy, I was trapped for many years because of an untimely move when I was young, I can't get out, and I don't want to come out, a worldly encounter, I don't see half of the joy, if there is an afterlife, don't do it again."

His low voice paused, and he looked up at the red straps blown by the wind, and he knelt straight and said in a low tone:

"Your appearance, I almost forgot, it became very blurry in my mind, there is no picture of you, so I really want to see you again, but, I didn't expect it to be so difficult for us to even meet, your cemetery is in the southern suburbs of Lincheng, after I die, be a neighbor with you, just guard you next to you, don't bother me anymore."

"Jiang Yuye begged all the gods and Buddhas in the heavens, I am willing to give up half of my life in exchange for meeting her again in the next life, this time, let me meet her first, I will try to restrain my edge, not to let her be afraid, I will slowly get better, so that she also likes me."

Jiang Yuye kowtowed deeply towards the wishing tree.

Feng Qingyue stood behind him, her tears falling to the ground, and when the wind blew, it brought a trace of coolness.

The wind chimes hanging on the tree were blown by the wind, and the tinkling sound seemed to agree to Jiang Yuye's request, he stood up, looked back as if he had a feeling, and looked in the direction where Feng Qingyue was standing.

Finally, a gentle smile gently hooked up on his lips: "Don't be afraid, I'm coming for you." ”

Jiang Yuye in front of him turned into an illusion, and finally turned into a tomb, Feng Qingyue reached out to his tombstone with tears.

He really spent half his life and changed to start over with her.

It turned out that her rebirth was exchanged for his life, and tears fell like heavy rain, and she couldn't stop it.

He stayed by her side even when he died.

In his previous life, he died at the age of 27.

The pit in front is almost filled, Qingqing's rebirth, it was exchanged for his life by Brother Ye, in his past life and this life, his love for her has never changed, he is not interested in seeing color, nor does he like Qingqing's beautiful face, but he likes her clean soul, there is no finale, and there is an urban chapter, not abused, very sweet, and then write about his past life from the perspective of Brother Ye, the finale is still early, and the campus chapter is almost over from here, babies, the urban chapter will start tomorrow.

(End of chapter)