And Zheng Pianqi himself doesn't miss that feeling.

Although she can no longer devote herself to an intimate relationship, she does not feel regretful, in fact, her "love" for Zhou Yi has long been left, and the more than three years have been enough for her to make a decision - in the future, she will live alone.

Since you can't be committed, stable, and can't give the other person the same enthusiasm and affection, then don't start.

Zheng Pianjiao doesn't want to be the character who hurts others - that's her bottom line.

In fact, after figuring this out, Zheng Pianjiao was a lot more relaxed.

Soon after Zheng Pianqi and Qin Lie broke up, Zheng Yuemi came to Zurich to visit her.

It has been half a year since the two sisters last met, and Zheng Yuemi can clearly feel that Zheng Pianji's state is much better than the last time they met.

It's not lively, but the smile is more than before, and the perception of the outside world is reviving little by little.

For a long time, when I talked to her, I didn't get an emotional response, but now I can feel it.

After dinner, Zheng Pianqi and Zheng Yuemi sat on the carpet in the living room and chatted.

Zheng Yuemi didn't know about Zheng Pianqi and Qin Lie's breakup, so she casually asked a few words about how the two got along, and Zheng Pianqi told her the news of the breakup.

Zheng Yuemi didn't ask the reason, but said with a smile: "The point is divided, and the next one is more well-behaved." ”

Zheng Pian hugged her knees and said, "Second sister, I shouldn't fall in love and get married in the future." ”

Zheng Yuemi: "It's okay, you don't need to set too many rules and regulations for your life, how can there be so many in life, just do what you want to do, as long as you don't break the law and commit crimes, Rin Xu and I will support you." ”

Zheng Pianqi felt warm because of Zheng Yuemi's words.

When she was young, there was a sense of distance between her and Zheng Yuemi, and the relationship was really cultivated in the past few years after she broke up with Zhou Yi.

Zheng Pianqi is actually very envious of Zheng Yuemi's attitude towards feelings, at least in her impression, she has never seen Zheng Yuemi's state of being "trapped by love" - in the years when Zheng Rinxu did not take over the Zheng family, Zheng Pianqi often saw him "troubled" because of quarrels with his girlfriend.

But Zheng Yuemi...... She didn't seem to have heard of any men around her.

Zheng Pianqi was suddenly very curious: "Second sister, have you ever been in love?" ”

Zheng Yuemi smiled: "Of course." ”

Zheng Pianji: "What should be the state of normal love?" ”

Zheng Yuemi: "Divide people, some people like passionate, some people like long-term water, as long as you enjoy it." ”

Zheng Pianji: "Are you still talking about it now?" ”

Zheng Yuemi shook her head: "Don't talk about it, it's enough, it's not interesting for me anymore, men's challenge and freshness are not as good as me to get a new project, and I don't want to waste time on them." ”

Zheng Pian tilted her cheeks and thought for a long time, "I am now, it seems that this is the case." ”

Zheng Yuemi: "Isn't that good, loving yourself is a lifelong career." ”

She smiled and hugged Zheng Pianjiao, "Have you thought about where you went to study for your master's degree?" ”

——

After breaking up with Qin Lie, Zheng Pianqi devoted himself wholeheartedly to his coursework, and was successfully promoted to the master's department of the university and continued to study.

During this time, she also picked up the habit of painting and rebuilt a studio in her residence in Zurich.

The master's degree has been in school for more than three months, and it is about to come to the Christmas holidays.

During this year's Christmas holiday, Zheng Pianji met the three-year-old Zheng Jiusi.

Her daughter.

It was Zheng Rinxu who brought her over, and there was a little girl by her side, Zheng Pianqi had heard Zheng Rinxu mention her before.

Jiang Mingzhu.

is the younger sister that Chengguang recognized when he was in the welfare home, and the two are like brothers.

Zheng Rinxu didn't tell Zheng Pianyu exactly what the opportunity to meet her was, but Zheng Rinxu has been taking her with her for more than a year, she should often play with Sansan, and the two get along like a pair of sisters.

Since Sansan was taken away by Zheng Rinxu after she was born, it is now the second time that Zheng Pianyu has seen her with her own eyes.

Although Zheng Rinxu has sent her a lot of photos of children, looking at the photos is completely different from herself.

Sansan is very lively, with a double ponytail, a full forehead, a pair of naughty eyes, wearing a powder blue strap skirt, a hairpin of the same color on his head, and a small white bag on his body.

After Zheng Pianqi saw Sansan, he stood in place and couldn't say a word for a long time-

It's hard for her to describe the feeling.

This is a life that is connected to her, once she was in her belly, but now she has grown very tall, can talk a lot, can bounce, and has a very lively personality.

But this process has nothing to do with her.

"Daddy, who is she?" Sansan saw Zheng Pianjiao, who had been staring at her, and blinked curiously.

Sansan's voice is very loud, although she has lived in New York for a long time, she speaks Chinese very well and cannot hear any accent.

At first glance, it is said that it has been taught with heart.

After Zheng Rinxu glanced at Zheng Pianjiao, he said to Sansan: "She is your mother." ”

Sansan didn't seem to understand, she turned her head to look at Jiang Mingzhu: "Isn't Zhuzhu her mother?" ”

Zheng Rinxu: "...... Zhuzhu is her sister, this is her mother. ”

Sansan is young and doesn't have much concept of the role of mother, Jiang Mingzhu has lived with her for more than a year, and she subconsciously thinks she is her mother.

After listening to Zheng Rinxu's explanation, he nodded a little, and then asked him: "Is that mother Dad's wife?" ”

Zheng Rinxu: "......"

Zheng Pianji: "......"

The brother and sister were very tacitly asked and were speechless.

It's not that he doesn't want to explain, it's just that he couldn't understand this matter to a three-year-old child, Zheng Rinxu pondered for a moment and then changed the topic and reminded Sansan: "Go and hug your mother." ”

"Okay~" Sansan didn't recognize her life at all, although she had just been told that Zheng Pianjiao opposite was her mother, she still smiled and jumped up and hugged her thighs, raised her head and looked at her with a blank eye: "Mom, you are so beautiful." ”

Zheng Pian felt the two little hands hugging her thighs, and then listened to her soft voice, and her eyes became wet all of a sudden.

She squatted down and hugged Sansan into her arms, her palms pressed against her back.

Zheng Pianqi couldn't say a word, but her movements had proven everything.

——

At night, Sansan and Jiang Mingzhu went to bed very early.

Although Sansan doesn't recognize life and can chat with Zheng Pian endlessly, the habits of life can't be changed.

When there is something, Sansan will still habitually look for Zheng Rinxu and Jiang Mingzhu.

For example, when she was sleepy just now, her first reaction was to pull Jiang Mingzhu to rest.

Zheng Pianqi recalled this incident, and her mood was a little complicated, but at the same time, she knew very well that she had not brought a child for a day, and it was normal for this situation to occur.

When Zheng Pianjiao was sitting in the living room in a daze, Zheng Rin came over.

He sat down beside her, and at a glance penetrated her thoughts: "Don't be cranky, Sansan likes you very much." ”