Zheng Rinxu patted Zheng Pian's shoulder, and then Zheng Pianqi looked at him sideways and moved her lips slightly, "Even if she doesn't like me, it's normal." ”

Even if it is really a biological mother and daughter, for a mother who has not taken her for a day since the birth of the child, she is really not qualified to ask the child to love her and stick to her, she does not blame Sansan, the loss is just because of self-blame.

"You've raised her well." It was the first time that Zheng Pianqi talked to Zheng Rinxu about this issue so formally: "Thank you, brother. ”

Zheng Rinxu: "Sansan is the child of our Zheng family, and whoever raises her is the same. ”

"Pianjiao, don't blame yourself, just because you have suffered for leaving three or three sins, you are not sorry for her." After several years, Zheng Rinxu clearly knows the crux of Zheng Pianyu's depression, so he will reverse her thoughts as soon as she has the idea of self-attack.

Even if it can't be completely reversed, at least it won't make her fall deeper and deeper into self-blame.

After Zheng Pianqi heard Zheng Rinxu's words, she took a long breath, and didn't want Zheng Rinxu to worry, so she changed the topic: "Does Mingzhu usually play with Sansan?" ”

Zheng Rinxu: "Well, Sansan likes her. ”

Zheng Pianji: "It's good." ”

Zheng Rinxu didn't know what he thought, and the expression on his face was solemn for a moment, but before Zheng Pianxu could take a closer look, he had already returned to normal.

"Sansan is still too young to explain her parents and family relationship to her for the time being, and I will tell her when she is older."

Parental and family relationships.

Speaking of this matter, Zheng Pianqi inevitably remembered Zhou Yi.

"You don't have to talk to her about Daddy." In fact, this question doesn't need to be answered, she didn't want Zhou Yi to know about Sansan's existence from beginning to end, and they will never intersect again.

Zheng Rinxu nodded, he was completely in line with Zheng Pianyu on this matter: "When the time comes, I will tell her that her father died unexpectedly." ”

This is not a very difficult thing for Sansan to accept, she has never lacked the role of "father" when she grew up, the biological father is just an abstract concept, and she will not have feelings for an ethereal concept.

——

After Christmas, it's Sansan's birthday.

Although the date registered in Sansan's passport is February, Zheng Rinxu will still give her real birthday.

In the third year of the child's birth, Zheng Pianyu celebrated her birthday for the first time.

Usually Zheng Rinxu is strict in Sansan's diet and living habits, she doesn't have the opportunity to eat cake, but after eating the cake on her birthday, she is so happy that she can't close her mouth, and she has to savor every bite.

Zheng Pianjiao looked at Sansan's lively and vivid appearance, and she would be in a trance from time to time - it was hard for her to imagine that this smart cutie in front of her was born during her severe depression medication.

Her state during pregnancy was really bad, especially in the middle and late stages, when she thought that the child would be affected because of her state after birth, but she didn't expect that not only did she not, but she was also so lively and healthy.

Zheng Pianjiao looked at Sansan, his eyes couldn't take his eyes off, and his eyes gradually became hot.

"Mom, why don't you eat cake?" After Sansan took a sip of the cream, he found that Zheng Pianjiao had been staring at her, tilting his little head to look at her curiously, "The cake is delicious, eat it quickly." ”

She pointed to the plate in front of Zheng Pian, picked up the fork and stuffed it into Zheng Pian's hand.

Zheng Pian's tears came out all of a sudden, her heart was indescribably sour, she raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and took the fork from Sansan's hand, "Thank you." ”

Sansan: "You're welcome~"

Zheng Pianqi has never taken a child, and she has no experience with children before giving birth to Sansan, and her feelings for Sansan are very complicated, resulting in her and Sansan's tone of voice being relatively blunt and polite.

She can't pinch her throat and talk to Sansan like Jiang Mingzhu, she can only communicate with each other at a glance, and she has tried many times, Zheng Pianjiao feels that she probably can't learn.

But Sansan didn't seem to mind much, and he was still very enthusiastic when he talked to her.

On this trip, Zheng Rinxu took Sansan to spend the New Year in Zurich, and the flight on January 3 flew back to New York.

When Zheng Pianjiao sent them to the airport, Sansan took her hand and looked at her with a blank eye, "Mom, aren't you going home with us?" ”

Zheng Pianjiao lowered his head, looked at the little hand holding him, and his eyes began to swell again.

She took a deep breath and said to her, "I'll go back to see you when I'm free." ”

Zheng Rinxu followed and said: "Sansan, mom has her own things to do, and dad will bring you here in a few months." ”

Sansan pouted, "But Mom and Dad should live together when they get married." ”

Zheng Pianji: "......"

"Because my mother has to go to school." In the end, it was Jiang Mingzhu who stood up and coaxed Sansan, "Mom is becoming an excellent mother for Sansan, so Sansan also has to be an excellent baby, right?" ”

Sansan nodded: "Then when will my mother stop going to school?" ”

Jiang Mingzhu: "Shall we wait for her while going to kindergarten?" In this way, Sansan and his mother are becoming better. ”

Jiang Mingzhu is a person who is very good at coaxing children, and Sansan gets along with her very well, so she was quickly appeased.

After coaxing Sansan, Jiang Mingzhu smiled at Zheng Pianjiao.

Zheng Pianqi also smiled at her: "Thank you." ”

Jiang Mingzhu: "You're polite, take care of yourself." ”

She came up and briefly hugged Zheng Pian.

Zheng Pianjiao stood in place, watching the three of them enter the security check area, and did not turn around and leave until they could no longer find anyone.

——

In March, Zheng Pianjiao went on a trip. Lai, the purpose is to see an exhibition of a master's paintings.

However, in the past few days, I just caught up with the catwalk, so I went by the way.

When Zheng Pianqi set off from the hotel, he ran into Qin Lie.

After the breakup, Zheng Pianqi and Qin Lie hadn't seen each other much, but they didn't expect that the two people who couldn't be met in Zurich would meet in Ba. Li bumped into.

Zheng Pianjiao didn't know how to deal with it for a while.

Qin Lie was the more natural one, he walked up to Zheng Pianqi and said with a smile: "Take annual leave to play, what about you?" ”

Zheng Pianji: "Come and see the exhibition." ”

Qin Lie: "Where to look, I'll drive you." ”

Zheng Pianji: "No, the exhibition has been finished, and today I am going to see the show." ”

Qin Lie smiled again, "Such a coincidence, I'll go over there too, right?" ”

Finding that Zheng Pianqi was a little hesitant, Qin Lie said, "We should still be friends." ”

Zheng Pianqi followed Qin Lie into the car.

In the past, when she was in love, Zheng Pianqi said very little, Qin Lie was much more talkative than her, and he was talking on the road.

Qin Lie parked the car near the show, the two got out of the car together, and just a few steps away, they saw a lot of street models and celebrities.

Zheng Pianqi habitually looked around, and suddenly heard a familiar voice.