The night has completely enveloped the city, and if you look down at this time, the brilliant lights of the city that never sleeps will make everyone marvel at the beauty of the world.

The bunches of colorful shouting fountains gushed up, men and women in various ancient costumes shuttled through the crowd, green tiles and red walls, cornices outlined, and rows of retro signboards, there were relaxed and smiling faces.

But no one will notice that in the lively crowd, there are two extremely lonely hearts.

Lai Yang received a look of surprise, he could also figure it out, in the last stage of Yuan's mother's life, it was Li Dian who took care of him.

She must also have thought about whether her daughter was worth entrusting him after she was gone.

The power of time is incomparably powerful, it can be worn by dripping stones, it can be in love for a long time, through his recent feelings, he clearly knows that in Yuan Shengda's heart, Li Dian has replaced himself as her most confidant.

Acceptable, just a little unspeakably sour......

"The second mother can recognize Li Dian, this is ...... Very good, Li Dian himself is also very good, he came to Xi'an specifically for you, then, what about you? You...... Is it decided? ”

After asking, Lai Yang looked at Yuan Shengda tightly, her shoulders seemed to be a little strong, and then the little face slowly turned to Lai Yang, squeezing out a smile.

"I don't have to tell you."

"What are these words?"

Lai Yang's heart was knocked over all of a sudden, bittersweet and sour, but out of the instinct to chat with Yuan Shengda, he still pretended to be angry.

"Why are you so far away from me now? From the first time I came back to the present, you made me feel strange? You have to ......"

"Strange?"

Yuan Shengda interrupted suddenly, and his tone became formal and cold, which made Lai Yang's expression stagnant.

"Laiyang, how long have we not met? Have I ever received a phone call, a text message? No! So tell me, how can I stay familiar with you? Does it depend on our small relationship?! …… I know you're busy, and I don't want to bother you, so let's get stranger, but you... You're coming back all of a sudden, and you wonder why I didn't tell you all that was on your mind? Hehe, I told you, but you don't want to hear it...... Or do you just want to hear what you want to hear, and I have to say it? ”

"You...... You, how do you... Why do you ......?"

Laiyang wanted to ask her why she suddenly lost her temper, but then, Yuan Sheng's overflowing tears made him hold back his words, and he could only stand in the crowd and freeze like water.

"You have a problem with Tianjing, right? Did you tell me? No, theater isn't necessarily that good, right? Do you think you're a stranger to Laiyang!? ”

"Who told you that? Lee Point! ”

"Do you still need someone to tell you?"

Yuan Sheng sneered and wiped his tears with the cuffs of his down jacket, and the piece suddenly became wet.

"She didn't come back is the answer, I have my own eyes, I can see your lost and haggard appearance, I can see you like a shell of a lost soul, I can see it! So if something goes wrong with you, will the theater still be fine? ”

Laiyang's heart was like paper burned by fire, and every inch of ash burned his face red, and he said incoherently: "No...... The theater is so good. I ...... with tranquility."

"Then why don't you leave yet? What are you waiting for? Sympathize with me? Or pity me? Why don't you say it? Is the estrangement between you and me so deep? ”

“……”

The words completely forced Laiyang into a corner, he breathed heavily, and replied in a low voice after a long while.

"Yes, we... It's true that something went wrong, but you didn't tell me that the second mother was like that? Still being hidden? Xu Mo lent you money, and you didn't say hello to me, what do you treat me for? ”

Passers-by frequently looked sideways, they didn't know what was happening, they simply thought that the couple was quarrelling, some laughed and passed, some stayed to watch, but the next burst of coldness made the people who stopped pacing and leaving.

The flowing light flashed on Yuan Sheng's big cheeks, beating her facial features sometimes three-dimensional, sometimes blurred, and the swishing wind blew the ends of her hair and her coat, making her a little illusory, as if she could turn into a pile of leaves and scatter at any moment.

But neither light nor wind can take away the clear tears, they really appear in front of Laiyang's eyes, and then Yuan Sheng's loud words make these tears forever become some kind of symbol, deeply engraved in Laiyang's heart.

"Why didn't I tell you, you ask? Laiyang, you heard clearly! I...... I don't want to be a dust in your life, a burden in your life! If I'm good, I'll make the whole world be good to you, and if I'm bad, then stay away from you, it's my only and last good to you! ”

Yuan Shengda cried completely......

She could no longer suppress her emotions, and as she cried, a two- or three-year-old child next to the fountain also began to cry, and shouted with all his strength: "Mommy...... Mommy hugging ......"

The voice came again, making Yuan Sheng squat on the ground and whimper, Laiyang was like a marionette, although her soul was shocked, she didn't know what to do, and she could only let the wind devour her broken soul.

After a while, he reacted, and hurriedly stepped forward and squatted next to Yuan Shengda, gently hugged her shoulder, and said in a trembling voice.

"I'm sorry to be loud, I'm sorry...... Is it okay not to cry? ”

Lai Yang repeated these words like this, and after about two minutes, Yuan Shengda gradually recovered her mood, she shook and pushed Lai Yang away and stood up, brushed away the hair stuck on her cheeks, raised her head and took a deep breath.

"You don't have to comfort me, you live well, you ...... well Take your life well, you can't be kept here. Laiyang, every word and action you say after you come back this time is like a soulless shell, so mechanical...... You can laugh, you can talk, but it's not the person I know anymore, you go back to Shanghai, you left yourself there, if you don't go back, your body will die. ”

She left, stepping on the circulating lights, facing the crowd and ice fog, and walking towards the most prosperous and wanton place in this city that never sleeps, where there are neon lights, red sleeves and winter fragrance, a family reunion, and music and neon clothes.

The loneliest she walked towards that place, towards Li Dian, and completely disappeared in Laiyang's flashing tears......

……

Late at night, Laiyang received a call from Shanghai, which was made by Song Wen, who said that Tianjing called a minivan and pulled Laiyang's luggage back to the community, and he had just finished receiving it.

After saying these words, Song Wen added again.

"Brother Yang, I didn't see Mr. Tian, and the only one who was carrying was the truck driver, so I couldn't help you if I wanted to help you say something...... Brother Yang, Brother Yang? …… Feed? ”

After hanging up the phone, Laiyang saw another WeChat message, he couldn't describe his mood, was it heartbreaking? Is the world spinning? Is it to peel back the cocoon? Or what?

Undescribeable!

He was like a shell in Yuan Sheng's mouth, mechanically clicking on the quiet dialog box and seeing a long, long message.

At the beginning of the message, it is written like this.

[Baby, I'm glad I can still call you baby, but I'm also sorry, this is the last time I call you baby......]