[Baby, I'm glad I can still call you baby, but I'm also sorry, this is the last time I'll call you baby...... It's also interesting, I've been thinking about what a baby is these days? Come to think of it, maybe it means something that is always hidden somewhere, unswerving. …… I've had several nightmares lately, and I've been crying so hard that I don't know myself anymore, and I'm constantly wondering what kind of person you are. Right now...... I figured it out, you are a person who is destined to appear in my life, but it flies down like a meteor, a brilliant but ineternal. But baby, I'm sorry for the shackles and torture I brought you, and I'm even more sorry that I broke my promise and couldn't go to visit my uncle and aunt again, I think they must be disappointed too, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......]

The lights in the room are off, the faint city lights are beating in the wind outside the window, the night is very quiet, so quiet that the tire noise of the traffic on the viaduct in the distance can be heard clearly, so quiet that Laiyang's tears hit the screen and make a heavy "flutter" sound.

His heart was being surrounded on all sides by the wall, and it was as if something had fallen in his chest, bursting silently.

[0 In the past few days, I also dreamed that we met again for the first time in Yunbin, in fact, I didn't know why that night, I always felt that my heart was very blocked, and I went to the roof to breathe by mistake. But the moment I saw you and recognized you, I was shocked in my heart, and it was hard to believe this fate! When you look back, my mind goes blank, and all I think about is running away...... But when I went downstairs, I realized that my heart was beating very fast, and you could still tell jokes in that situation...... Hehe, it's exactly the same as when I was a child, very skinny, and very cute, and I didn't feel like I was in love with you after that night, I just wanted to help you, which was to pay off the debt I had when I was a child. But later, after getting to know you, I realized that you are really different, although you show a sense of brokenness, but your heart is very strong, or very strong, but at the same time it is distressing. Life seems to be always holding on to you, and it's a little cruel to you, but I stupidly thought that I could be your backing and resist the malice of the world together. So I rented a shop for you and began to approach you, until I fell in love with you completely after that confession in Zhoushan...... But baby, there is something in me that I can't get rid of, and after being with me, you have become more aggrieved, and even more inferior, painful, I know all this, but I can't say it...... Because I don't want to let go, I'm selfish! I can't imagine how lonely you are in the face of my father alone, in the face of so many people's calculations? Maybe it's this loneliness, this instability that makes you want to contact other women, I'm sad, but I can understand. …… I can only say that I and you, fate has not yet arrived. More than once I have fantasized about traveling the world with you, going to your favorite places, going to see seagulls, going to make tea around the fireplace, hugging you tightly when the sun sets, cooking you a sweet porridge at dawn, and even wanting to go to different cities to give a stand-up comedy, you are on stage, I am laughing in the audience, what a beautiful picture it is...... But my shackles are too many, too many, and I can't break free, because I'm sorry for you. Just like the song sings, the sign of fate only allows us to meet, only to love the autumn of this season...... We went through a spring, summer, autumn and winter, short and long, but found that there are too many moments that can always be remembered, Zhoushan that time I suffered a fire, I saw my mother at the moment of coma, but the name I kept shouting at that time was you. I thought I'd never see you again, I was scared, I was scared, but I thought it was good, after all...... Met you before leaving. 】

Laiyang's tears had already been connected, and he covered his mouth with one hand and sobbed, not wanting his family to hear it, so he could only curl up at the foot of the bed.

The lack of oxygen caused a feeling of dizziness, and he forced himself to continue looking down.

[I can't continue with you in the future, but...... I believe that you will quickly adjust and get out of your wonderful life. There is moonlight when the sun goes down, and there is a rising sun when the moon sets, and there is a yang in your name, so you will emit the same light as the sun, and there will be many people who will feel warm and happy because of your light. I believe there will be a day, I believe so. Maybe in a certain year and month, I will secretly buy tickets to see your performance, and I will sit in the audience and be a sensible audience, and I will applaud you. In addition, don't give up on talk shows, your current model of cinema plus competition is particularly good, now the film industry is greatly affected by the mobile terminal, young people are also constantly trying, like the immersive experience, take Shanghai as an example, life is too stressful, happiness has become the rarest thing, so human nature leads to the market will be infinite, it will definitely explode, it is only a matter of time. In addition, for other first- and second-tier cities, it can also be quickly expanded, such as Xi'an...... I'm also coming to Xi'an today, and Datang Never Sleeps City is a good place......]

Lai Yang suddenly didn't take a breath, his heart twitched fiercely, and his tearful eyes widened even more.

[Xi'an ranks among the best tourist cities in the country, and the city that never sleeps is an important business card of Xi'an, that place is crowded all year round, if you can attract a small part of the audience, then each full house is completely achievable, in addition, I also found that there is a Pacific Cinema in the city that never sleeps, I also asked the manager, the largest hall can seat more than 500 people, and the manager is also very interested in talk show cooperation, so you can make use of it, develop well, and you can really do it in the future, and so on, Go to Chengdu, Chongqing, Jinan, etc...... Oh yes, Dali and Lijiang, places with heavy literary and artistic attributes, are more suitable for talk shows, if you do it a little bigger in the future, you can combine variety shows, or short video live broadcasts with talk shows, or, as long as you find a fresh form that can be combined with talk shows, it will explode quickly, and then develop online and offline. You can even do pubs, B&Bs, comedy chains, take me as an example, the company does non-performing assets, so I know very well that the domestic economy has a tendency to contract, and there will be a large area of physical emptiness in the next few years, and then the rent will be reduced, just like a movie theater, if you use traffic to talk about cooperation, there will be many businesses who are willing. Your brand's venue fees will be drastically reduced, and these plans ...... Forget it, I'm sure you'll do better, just Laiyang...... I can't make it happen with you, I'm going abroad, I'll leave tomorrow, and then ...... Then ......]

Seeing this, Laiyang's eyes seemed to see that figure, and she should also be huddled in a corner, maybe on a plane, or in a high-speed train.

She cried uncontrollably, whimpering and shedding tears, tears dripping on the screen, she wiped them away little by little, looked at the words blurred by tears, took a deep breath, and continued to tap with trembling fingers.

[I'm gone, baby, sometimes it's too cold at night, you have to cover the quilt more, wear warm clothes when it's cold in winter, and always remember to bring some sugar packets, although you don't like to eat, but you still have to take it to prevent hypoglycemia. Finally, you have to cherish the people around you and quickly come out of this painful memory. Don't panic, remember, there is moonlight when the sun goes down, and there is a rising sun when the moon sets, you are Laiyang, the brightest light in my heart...... I'm gone, I'm really gone, goodbye Laiyang, goodbye, baby ......]

Letter, end.

But the heart-rending sense of shock not only did not disappear, but was like a hurricane in the wilderness, sweeping across the mountains and rivers, sweeping the mountains and rivers apart, and the sun and moon were gone.

Laiyang was dusted by the huge loss, he covered his mouth like crazy, biting his lip with his teeth, until the slightest smell of blood faded, he picked up his mobile phone and called Tian Jing.

But what came again and again was that the other party was busy in the line, and he sent a message on WeChat, and what popped up was a red exclamation mark and a prompt.

[The other party has turned on friend verification, and you are not his (her) friend yet......]