After his father dragged Deng Bo away, Laiyang stood alone at the door for a while before returning to the house to continue cleaning up. He moved some of the old bits and pieces from the house to the backyard, then lit a cigarette and sat down on a pile of bricks to rest.

As the sun set and the light in the yard dimmed, Laiyang smoked a cigarette and looked at the weeded ground, inevitably thinking of Yuan Qing, thinking that afternoon she would squat down and spray paraquat, and then use an iron tree to dig up the grass roots that were connected into patches, and throw them into the straw basket to carry them out and throw them away......

Suddenly, Lai Yang felt as if his heart was being pinched by a hand!

It's a little shallow to say that I'm guilty, and it's a bit thick to say that I miss it...... He didn't know how to express this feeling, but it was very uncomfortable, especially when the sun was setting.

The smoke made his throat tingle, and he sucked hard, Laiyang was choked and coughed red eyes, and the broken hair on his forehead shook slightly in the cough, making his vision gradually lose focus.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that every time she is the most difficult, she encourages and accompanies her in a unique way to help her mend her broken will.

So subconsciously, Yuan Qing is strong; Maybe because of this, I won't worry too much about her, and I can even say very "heartless" things.

Even if she is gone, I trust that she will take care of herself.

Be...... I'm too beastly!

If she is not a strong girl subconsciously, will she brew other feelings because of worry......

A phone ringing suddenly interrupted his thoughts, and Lai Yang took out his mobile phone and saw that it was Song Wen who called, so he immediately took two deep breaths and adjusted his mentality.

"Brother Yang? Hehe~ I haven't talked for a long time, what are you doing? ”

"What are you doing, turning your head in the yard of your hometown, what about you?" Laiyang deliberately used jokes to hide his sadness.

Song Wen laughed again, he laughed a little bit of a mother's mark, but he had a sense of long-abidedness.

"Isn't it almost the New Year, say goodbye to the early years in advance, in addition, Xiaolu is becoming more and more pregnant now, and there are many things, I haven't contacted you for a long time and miss you~ hehe."

"Hey, hey, hey~"

Laiyang learned from him and teased: "You don't dare to pass on your motherly laughter to your son in the future, otherwise you may bring back an aunt one day." ”

"Nonsense! I don't know if it's a man or a woman, maybe it's a girl, it's good for a girl to smile, just like Sister Sheng......"

These words silenced Tianchat, and Song Wen also stopped abruptly, and then said sorry, and his tone was a little serious.

"Xiaolu and I have tried to contact each other for a while, but she blocked us, and I changed the phone to call, but no one answered, maybe she doesn't answer strange calls now, hey~"

Laiyang sniffed, hummed and said, "Don't worry, she took the initiative to contact her family and talked about other urban developments." ”

"Brother Yang, I talked to Brother Li...... Although he didn't say anything, I can probably guess that Sister Sheng's departure must have something to do with you, tell me about you...... Hey, Xiaolu is angry with you now, and won't even let me contact you. Brother Yang, to be honest, don't you really like Sister Sheng at all? Don't even think about getting her back? ”

"Can we stop talking about this topic?"

"However, you forced her away from Shanghai, and you forced her away from Xi'an. You're so forced, have you thought about where she should go? It's almost the New Year, it's a family reunion, how much grievance do you have to suffer to not even stay in your hometown? How lonely she has been this year, and you don't feel distressed at all? She worked hard for you at the time, and you really killed her. ”

“…… Arwen, you give me another one. ”

"I can't come out."

"Then you can't make me even worse when you say this! You're calling to make me uncomfortable to death, aren't you? Have you ever thought about how much it hurts if I continue to entangle with her and get to the day of the showdown? ”

Song Wen was quiet for half a minute before he said to change the subject.

"A while ago, Brother Li asked me to inquire about Yunbin's news, and I guess it's also what you mean, Brother Yang, so I'll call you today...... Mr. Tian didn't go abroad, that's certain. But I don't know if I'm not in Shanghai, and I haven't seen it anyway. ”

Hearing this, Laiyang's dying heart was a little more alive.

But Song Wen also knows this, and the rest is not clear. After talking about Yunbin, he said that the company has been difficult recently, and he is also difficult, and he feels that he can't stand it anymore, and he borrowed a sum of money from Gao Yunjian the day before yesterday for family expenses.

"Li Liangxin is even more difficult, drinking and falling asleep all day, Jiaqi's final treatment is in the New Year, and no one knows what will happen next."

Song Wen paused for a while, and then said, "But Brother Yang, let's talk to Li Liangxin when you have time, I think ...... He seems to hate you a little bit from the bottom of his heart, which is a bit dangerous. ”

Every word is constantly defeating Laiyang's psychological defense.

The decline of the theater, Li Liangxin's resentment, Yuan Qing's departure, and the quiet disappearance......

Everything is proving his incompetence, Lai Yang clenched his fists, his fingertips were fiercely embedded in the flesh, he looked down on himself so much for the first time, hated himself!

"Brother Yang, are you listening? …… Well, I know you're upset, and that's why I haven't talked to you for so long. To be honest, it will be really smooth for you and Mr. Tian to fall in love, but after the breakup, it will be ...... It's getting messy. Although you are indeed a little too much for Sister Sheng, I have also expressed my stance from the beginning, and I hope you can be with Mr. Tian. Now it seems that Brother Yang, if you haven't let her go yet, why don't you apologize and chase her back? ”

"Hehe, you think it's easy? Besides, am I worthy of her? ”

"Then do you think Brother Li is worthy of Sister Sheng? If so, why aren't they together? ”

Laiyang was stunned by the question, and said again: "There is no relationship that is worthy or unworthy, only love or not!" Why can Brother Yang go to someone's house with a shy face when you are strangers to her, and finally get acquainted, but you are embarrassed to say even an apology? What kind of logic is this? ”

"I ......"

When Laiyang stumbled, Song Wen sent another photo, which was a photo taken when he accompanied him to try on a wedding suit, and Laiyang instantly guessed what he said next.

"Brother Yang, do you remember what we said when we took this photo? At that time, you said that if I couldn't get along with Xiaolu, you would look down on me, and I said that you couldn't catch up with Mr. Tian, and I also looked down on you. Now that I've done it, what about you? ”

……

The dusk was completely ended by the night, and a bleak wind blew into the courtyard, blowing up the newly lit smoke of Laiyang, reflecting his eyes, flickering and dimming.

The phone had been hung up three minutes ago, but the phone was tightly held by Laiyang, and they were all sweating.

The father had not yet returned, and the silence in the town made the world seem to be dead, and when a strong sense of suffocation rushed to Laiyang's heart, he finally turned out the quiet phone number, and when he clicked on the text message editing bar, his fingertips trembled wildly.

After a breath, he wrote:

[Quiet...... Long time no see, I ...... I want to say sorry to you, the first one is sorry, it was me who hurt you, if you hadn't met me, you wouldn't have so many troubles in your life, and there wouldn't have been a burden that hurt your feelings and hurt Yunbin. You are so good, you will definitely meet a man who loves you more and is better, he can shelter you from the wind and rain, he will not be irritable and impulsive, and he will not need you to constantly bend over to maintain your feelings, so ...... This is my first sorry. And the second one, I'm sorry, it's me so useless, but...... I ......]

The tears condensed in Laiyang's eyes fell Xiao Xiao at this moment, one drop hit the screen, his heart trembled like never before, all his dignity was lost at this moment, and he whimpered and typed out the next sentence.

[I miss you very much, I miss you very much...... I'm sorry! 】