Chapter 379: Redemption

Such a scene has happened many times in Laiyang's dream. Including that night's drunkenness, he also complained bitterly in his dreams, and then hugged Tian Jing tightly and begged her not to leave.

When the dream becomes a reality, some words are out of control.

[The third I'm sorry, it's been so long since I took the initiative to contact, in fact, when I'm with you, I've always had low self-esteem...... This inferiority complex comes from my lack of success, and someone must have told you that I approached you for a purpose and for profit. So I feel like I have to keep coaxing you and apologize, and one day, I'm afraid that you will look down on me too. 】

The moonlight began to roll over the wall and flow into the small courtyard, and then solidified on the ground like ice, freezing all sounds, except for a man's teardrops and the "click" of fingers touching the screen.

[I can only pretend to be arrogant and wait for you to accommodate, so that I can find a balance in this relationship. I've never been able to say that to you, hehe, I'm so stupid! This self-esteem is disgusting, it caused me to lose you, to lose someone I love the most! 】

Laiyang wiped away his tears, calmed down, and continued to knock.

[You have been very accommodating to me, help me talk about the studio, help me connect with Wu Qingshan, help me too much...... When you do this, you must be very aggrieved in your heart. I must be thinking, what did you owe me Laiyang in your last life, I hurt you so much, and you have to help me do this. Quietly, it's me who is sorry for you, sorry for these three words...... Can't contain my guilt! But I still want to say that I didn't take the initiative to contact other women when I was with you, never! At the time, I thought that the half-gorgeous fireworks were Yuan Qing, and many of the things I said to her were jokes, and it was someone else who calculated me. Including the day you went to the city that never sleeps to help me talk about the venue, and saw me and Yuan Qing, that is not what you think...... From beginning to end, the only person I love is you, quiet! 】

There was a movement outside the house, it was his father who had returned, so Laiyang sped up, like a warrior rushing to the enemy's bunker, his emotions reached his peak, and he roared a heroic declaration with his life.

[I want to be with you!] I want to be with you for the rest of my life, whether others scold me for being the king of soft rice, saying that I am useless, I want to take you to the ends of the earth, away from the crowd and hustle and bustle. To see the highest mountain, to see the most beautiful sea, I want to take you to see the sunrise, to see the sunset...... I want to hold your hand forever, go anywhere, come with me! If...... If you don't want to go anywhere, then let's go to Xi'an and go back to Shanghai! And also...... You promised to meet my parents with me this year, but the time has not yet come, I will wait for you...... Waiting for your reply! 】

The father walked to the backyard and shouted Laiyang, and it was also at this moment that the mobile phone made a "whoosh" sound effect. This message, full of affection, flew out of Xinyang Town in a second, crossed the bright light, and rushed to another heart field.

Dad Yang stood at the door of the backyard and glanced at it a few times, the light was very dim, and he couldn't see Lai Yang's expression clearly, so he asked him what he was doing?

"No... Didn't do anything? Take a break. ”

"Oh~ let's go back."

Lai Yang saw him walking with his hands behind his back, and immediately looked at his mobile phone to confirm that the delivery was successful, so he got up and patted the soil on his buttocks, took a deep breath and went out.

……

After returning to Xi'an, Laiyang couldn't sit still, and took out his mobile phone from time to time to look at it, but what made him gradually desperate was that the text message was lost in the sea.

He didn't know if Tian Jing hadn't received it, or if he didn't want to reply.

It stands to reason that when the phone is blocked, the text message can be seen; However, it may also be treated as spam and automatically blocked.

Laiyang couldn't sit still, so he casually found an excuse to bring his father's mobile phone, copied it, resent it, and deleted the record.

……

Time passed minute by minute, Laiyang lay on the bed looking at the warm yellow lamp in a daze, the mobile phone was thrown on the pillow, it was so quiet, as the temperature became colder, it became like an ice brick.

After a long time, Laiyang picked up his mobile phone and looked at it, it was already 3:40 in the morning, and there was no reply. At this moment, it was as if something had fallen from his chest, and it made a buzzing sound when it hit his heart......

She should have refused.

Tears fell from his cheeks, and he softened down his pillow as if his spine had been sucked away, and a thin cold began to fill the room, sweeping away the light and heat of hope.

……

This night, Laiyang dreamed, inevitably dreamed of her again, the dream seemed to be next to a sea, she was wearing a white skirt stepping on the beach, the sand was so soft, the sea breeze was so warm, the blue sky reflected the white clouds, and the sea at the end of the sea was the same color.

Laiyang couldn't tell which city this was, but before he could react, he saw Tian Jing walking towards the sea step by step.

Seeing this, he rushed forward with a crazy shout, but the distance between them seemed to be unclose, and Laiyang's legs were as soft as noodles when he ran, and finally he could only collapse on the beach, shouting "Quiet, quiet!" ”

As if she couldn't hear, she continued to walk into the sea step by step, the water line gradually lost half of her body, and the wind blew her long hair up and down again, and the tips of her hair were soaked by the water.

At this moment, she suddenly looked back, shed tears, and smiled faintly.

This expression made Lai Yang's heart seem to be cut in half, everything in the world was frozen at this moment, the flying bird was also fixed in the air, and there was no sound when the sea water hit the sand, only her slightly trembling red lips came from the solo between heaven and earth.

"Laiyang, I'm sorry, I can't accompany you in the future...... I received your message, and I'm glad I didn't love the wrong person, but ...... There's no going back. I can't participate in your future life, and I can't share anything for you, I ...... If you have to live well, you will definitely get better, it's a pity, I can't see it in those days. ”

The only thing that didn't stand still in the picture was her crystal tears, falling down in a line.

Laiyang's throat was controlled by a force, so that he couldn't say a word except whimpering, and could only listen to the familiar voice making a final goodbye.

"Don't forget me, don't forget the story of Shanghai, go and live your life brightly, but when you smell Magnolia again in the future, remember that there was once such a girl, who loved you to the core. Meeting you is the greatest happiness in her life. ”

"Quietly—"

When Laiyang shouted with all his might, his eyes opened suddenly.

The night had been dispelled, and the morning light was shining through the curtains, turning into a vertical pillar of light and falling on the lamp, and next to the lamp was a mobile phone.

Laiyang sat up instantly, pinched the screen and looked, and a WeChat prompt appeared in front of him!

But when I clicked on it, I found that it was sent by the person in charge of the studio, saying that there was a boss who did taxi projection advertisements and wanted to exchange advertising resources for a batch of tickets for company team building.

In addition, Jiang Yi also sent a message to ask, is he coming to tonight's performance?

Laiyang, like a frosted eggplant, lost his mind holding his mobile phone.

He thought about last night's dream over and over again, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt worried. So he immediately rolled over and got out of bed, and sneaked in to get his father's mobile phone before his parents woke up.

After trotting back to his bedroom, he called Tian Jing with his heart beating wildly, but when he connected, he heard the voice of a strange woman.

"Hello."

Hiss~

Laiyang was stunned and exclaimed, "Who are you!" Quietly she ......"

"The phone you are calling is turned off, please call again later, sorry......"

"Uh~"