"When I was a child, my parents quarreled, I was scared at first, then annoyed, and then I started to run away, I felt annoyed, and I thought thousands of times why don't you get a divorce?" Liu Mei said softly, "Then, my mother kept saying that if it weren't for your sisters, I would have divorced your father a long time ago, and I would have been able to live my own life a long time ago, and I wouldn't have to suffer from this kind of torture, all kinds of things, I was thinking, my sister and I are the source of my mother's unhappiness, isn't it superfluous for the two of us to exist, my mother can be happy without us, but I really want to say to my mother, 'Mom, you should be without us, divorce quickly, we can be free after divorce'."

Xiaomi took a sip of black coffee and laughed out loud, "Yes, when the children are tired, I don't have the idea of letting them divorce, at that time I want to grow up quickly, leave the house quickly, and no longer have to be my mother's punching bag."

"At that time, I thought, if I have a child in the future, I will definitely not use it as an excuse, Yin Yin is that I am cowardly and have no courage to divorce, why do I have to use the child as an excuse? However, Xiaomi, now I have found out that what mothers said at the beginning was sometimes justified and right, if there are no children, women must choose to divorce 100% in the first few years after entering the marriage."

"Yes, I'm so much like my mother, and I've said it a thousand times in my heart, if it weren't for the fact that these two children had to have a father, I would have divorced a long time ago!"

The two looked at each other and smiled helplessly and bitterly.

"But, Xiaomei, aren't you much better than me now? At the very least, there is no financial pressure! Xiaomi looked at Liu Mei inquiringly, "Isn't it, you can't forget Xu Mo now?" “

Liu Mei was silent.

"Alas, people, it's always so contradictory, but I heard that Xu Mo is now the legal director of a Fortune 500 company, bought a big house and drove a famous car, and he is quite good!"

"Xiaomi, do you believe it? I can't forget it's not because he's thriving now, I'd rather he is still a poor and white stupid boy, the first two years when he was not so good, we still occasionally contacted and talked, but now, we have almost severed any connection, in my heart, he is no longer pure him, so, I can't forget it, but what I can't forget is the emotion of youth and myself."

"But you can't deny that he still has an impact on your life right now."

"It's still having an impact on my mood, it's about life, no!"

"Don't lie to yourself, Xiaomei, Niu Yang is so good to you, it's obvious to all in the past few years, but what about you? You have been receiving Niu Yang's love and care, what have you really paid to him? Xiaomi looked at Liu Mei sensibly.

"I've always been very nice to him!" Willow Mei tried to retort.

"Don't be in a hurry to refute, Xiaomei, I know that you are lost now, you are empty and you are at a loss, because Niu Yang is very busy now, he doesn't take care of you as much as he did at the beginning, spoil you and accompany you, and he is not as patient as he was at the beginning, but you know how a man can always treat a woman like a woman, how tired he must be, in fact, the root cause is that you don't love him so much, think about it, if you love Niu Yang like you love Xu Mo, you will only know to accept, once you pay to him, will you feel unworthy and wronged?"

Liu Mei continued to be silent.

"Niu Yang is very good to Ruoruo, he is always socializing outside now, you also have to think about whether you should change it", Xiaomi paused, "If you still want to live with him." “

"How can I not live with him, if I need my father", Liu Mei sighed almost inaudibly, "What you said, in fact, I understand, you may think I am unreasonable, but feelings are so unreasonable, I love Niu Yang, I am used to taking, but I am used to giving to Xu Mo, maybe people will really cherish more people or things that they pay more."

"You, you don't know the blessing in the blessing", Xiaomi glanced at her, "But I really can't blame you, just like I was at the beginning, I liked Niu Yang so badly, he didn't look down on me."

"Okay, don't mention the beginning, I think if I can turn back time, Niu Yang will definitely choose you", Liu Mei also laughed lightly.

"Hey, don't talk about this, I'm living a good life now, that is, going to work with my children, taking my children to work, working for seven or eight years, every year there are so many things, I am numb," Liu Mei said.

"That's right, when I was in college, we all thought you would have to be a female entrepreneur or CEO or something," Xiaomi laughs.

"So, I'm depressed, not only do I have no career, but I can't take the child well, I have to let the child stay in school for more than an hour every day, and the other children are gone, leaving her alone, pitiful."

"Then you don't go to work, quit your job and go home with your children".

"No, Niu Yang is now in the business period, there is no profit, the house loan and the children's expenses are all here, if I don't go to work, the risk index will go up!" Willow frowned.

"That's better than the guy in our family who can't beat stuffy farts with eight sticks, I'd rather him go out and toss, tossing may not necessarily make money, but if you don't toss, there must be no money, I, I'm almost driven crazy by money now, two and a half children, two!" Xiaomi stretched out two fingers and emphasized viciously.

"I also lack money, courage, passion, everything", Liu Mei looked at her with joy.

"Alas, as soon as I lived to my early thirties, I felt that I was already going to die of old age, and I didn't dare to do anything, and I wasn't satisfied with anything!" Xiaomi was also helplessly happy.