Chapter 136: You'll Regret It
Chen Xu didn't go back to Beicheng, she was very annoyed. She doesn't have much hope for going on with Zhang Dawei, but she can't do it now that she proposes to break up, she can't let the hope of the family be shattered immediately after giving hope to the family. Although love is not charity, but being a human being can't be too unabsolute, right?
Although Chen Xu stayed at Zhang Dawei's house for a few hours, it is not difficult to see that the pillar of this family is Zhang Dawei's mother. This woman is fiery, neat and hardworking. But Chen Xu could see that Zhang Dawei's grandfather and son were not grateful at all, and they were accustomed to Zhang's mother's dedication. Chen Xu is not there, Zhang Dawei will also go to eat first without waiting for his mother to serve the table, Zhang's mother is busy cooking a large table of dishes there, but there is not even a person to help with the dishes and chopsticks. In the final analysis, Chen Xu didn't know what a normal ordinary family should look like, she didn't have the opportunity to grow up in a healthy family, and she slowly forgot what a family should look like.
Back in the dormitory, Chen Xu couldn't do anything, and he didn't even want to knit a scarf. When he went to dinner, Liu Yun gossiped: "Chen Xu, Yan Donglin's kid hasn't been pestering you anymore!" Chen Xu smiled and said, "Originally, we didn't have anything. ”
Chen Xu returned to the dormitory after dinner, leaned on the bed and didn't want to move for a long time. Chen Xu doesn't know what a family should look like, is the life of an ordinary family like Zhang Dawei's family? Alas! How can things in the world be perfect, Chen Xu keeps brainwashing himself, since he promised Zhang Dawei, give him another chance, and observe it for a while.
When Liu Jingsheng knew Chen Xu's choice, he was taken aback. He said emotionally: "Chen Xu, break up with this person, be with him, you will regret it!" Chen Xu was a little unconvinced, why did he say that he and this person would definitely regret it? I don't pursue any high-end life, it is enough to have food and clothing, and now there are so many jobs in society, you can support your family by doing anything, and you don't need to be rich and expensive.
For the first time, Chen Xu spoke to Liu Jingsheng in a coquettish tone: "Brother, don't be angry, don't worry, don't I just try it everywhere with this person?" If it really doesn't work, break up. Hehe, you have to choose for yourself first, I know you are for my good, but you don't know this person, so you can't be busy denying him. Liu Jingsheng gasped, "Silly girl, if you want to find a partner, you can't be so casual, this is not as good as Han Yidao, why break up with Han Yidao instead of doing this?" ”
Chen Xu sighed, "Brother, Han Yidao and I can't get together, it's a matter of fate." Anyway? Our living environment is different, and the things we can pursue are also different! Liu Jingsheng sighed and said: "You don't want to go your own way, the major events of a lifetime, you can't be in a hurry, get along for a while, if you feel a little inappropriate, break up immediately, don't drag the mud and water." Chen Xu nodded obediently
Liu Jing usually seems to have a relatively dull personality and doesn't care much about anything, but in Chen Xu's affairs, he has always been very attentive. He is as fierce as a real brother, Chen Xu is upset because of his impulsive choice on the one hand, and happy because of such a warm-hearted brother on the other hand.
Chen Xu closed his eyes, thought for a while, and felt that he was willing to give Zhang Dawei a chance, on the one hand, because of his background: because of his inferiority, he felt that since he was always disliked by those high-ranking families, it was better to find a boy from an ordinary family, respect each other, treat each other equally, and live an ordinary life; On the other hand, she doesn't want to be the kind of person she hates, she can't be a person who hates the poor and loves the rich, she can't be so realistic, and she wants to prove that she can live happily if she marries an ordinary person. I only hope that Zhang Dawei will not disappoint.
Since then, Zhang's mother has invited Chen Xu to her house for dinner every weekend. Under Chen Xu's opposition, she never cooked so many dishes again, but Chen Xu also knew that every time she came to eat, it was already a life improvement for their family. Sometimes it's just a simple dumpling, and the whole family is very satisfied. Mother Zhang is becoming more and more satisfied with Chen Xu, she didn't expect such a beautiful girl to do any housework, not squeamish at all. She said sincerely: "Dawei's luck is really good to find such a good daughter-in-law." "After a long time, the surrounding neighbors all know that Zhang Dawei has a beautiful girl as a partner. Zhang's mother often shows off to her neighbors that her son's girlfriend is sensible, and she is beautiful and highly educated.
Zhang's mother had to admit that it was really glorious for her family to find a daughter-in-law like Chen Xu. Anyone who sees Zhang Dawei's girlfriend will be envious. As for Chen Xu, he didn't propose to break up for a long time. Now she only hopes that Zhang Dawei will put down the game as soon as possible and do something serious. The relationship between Chen Xu and Zhang Dawei has not developed further, she has never understood why she has repeatedly given him a chance, in fact, Chen Xu just doesn't want the poor to be denied too thoroughly. But with the increase in contact, Chen Xu had to accept a reality: Zhang Dawei was pampered by his mother and became a giant baby, and as soon as the stinky socks were thrown, his mother would take them to wash, and it was cold; His mother took out the clothes and put them aside and told him to wear them. Zhang's mother is busy like a spinning top every day, Zhang Dawei said that it is for studying, and most of the time it is a superficial article. Zhang's mother is responsible for the cleaning of the corridors of several buildings, and she is busy all day long, sometimes late. But Zhang's father and Zhang Dawei will not take on any housework, but wait for the tired Zhang's mother to come back to cook and eat. Chen Xu really couldn't see it a few times, so he said to Zhang Dawei: "Your mother is so tired, you usually help her with housework!" Before Zhang Dawei could say anything, Zhang's mother hurriedly excused her son, "Let him learn!" There are only a few months left for the provincial exam next year, so it is important to study hard. Chen Xu didn't want to argue about anything, in fact, Zhang Dawei spent very little time studying every day, and most of the time was immersed in playing games. Chen Xu knows that many of his young colleagues in his unit love to play games, but they are all in their spare time. She thinks that Zhang Dawei should have a stable job and play games in his spare time. At present, he should focus on the direction of the exam, but Zhang Dawei has a mother who loves him to protect him, and he has a girlfriend who is not easy to say too much.
In this family, the more Chen Xu sympathized with Zhang's mother's hard work, the more he expressed his incomprehension to the other two masters, Zhang's father worked as a security guard in a community, and before going to work every day, Zhang's mother had to make tea for him in a thermos cup, and everything would be done before her husband set off. The salary of a security guard is not high, but it is easier than that. Zhang's father has been working as a security guard all these years, and he has never thought of changing to another job to earn a little more money to subsidize the family. Zhang's mother actively looked for various ways, doing property cleaning, housekeeping, confinement wife, waitress in a restaurant, and a nurse in a hospital. Zhang's mother is a person who is not afraid of the hardships of life, Chen Xu admires her attitude to life, but she doesn't like her pampering her husband and son like that.
Chen Xu sometimes thinks that Zhang Dawei's mother is so capable, but they are still relatively poor, maybe it is because Zhang's father is not enterprising, and the couple is more spoiled to their children! Otherwise, everyone's life has changed for the better, and his family will not still have such a difficult life. Although his family's income is not high, Zhang's mother is relatively strong and doesn't want others to look down on her son, so Zhang Dawei's food and clothing in school are not bad, and others can't see that his family is so poor. Zhang's mother will invite Chen Xu to eat at home every week, Chen Xu doesn't want to eat other people's food in vain, he will bring vegetables and fruits, he will also help with cleaning, and sometimes Zhang's mother will take the initiative to cook when she is too busy.
Zhang's mother felt more and more that Chen Xu was desperate to marry her son. She is very pleased, and sometimes she takes Chen Xu to go grocery shopping with her, and Chen Xu admires her careful calculation. She knows where to find very cheap and edible food, and where and when to buy what is the best deal.
What Chen Xu thinks is that people can't stay in place forever, and when the conditions don't allow, it's right to be careful. But she strives to live, not to experience a poor lifestyle forever, but to create a better life. She felt that Zhang's father, who was only in his forties, was still guarding the security guard's salary of 1,000 yuan a month, which was really a bit too much to be satisfied with the status quo. What about Zhang Dawei? If you want to take the preparation test, then take out the hard work of the cantilever beam cone and stab the stock, instead of playing the game and having to take out the book to read it. Besides, a big boy should work and earn money while studying, so wouldn't it be better if he spent his time playing games to work?
The shortcomings of the original family make Chen Xu always have fantasies about an ordinary and warm family. In Zhang Dawei's family, he felt that his mother was the main force of the family, but his mother regarded Zhang Dawei as a baby, and Chen Xu had a lot of dissatisfaction with Zhang Dawei, but he would not vent it. Liu Jingsheng often asks her how she gets along with Zhang Dawei? Chen Xu only said that it was okay, how could it be good? The two of them never seemed to have quarreled, because Zhang Dawei didn't have time, when he saw Chen Xu's unhappy face, he would turn off the computer, take out the study materials he bought and brush the questions for a while, and wait for Chen Xu to go before continuing the game, Chen Xu actually knew his tricks, but he didn't want to debunk them, embarrassing Zhang's mother.
Because he has to go to Zhang's house for a day every weekend, Chen Xu can only go to Beicheng to stay with his grandmother for one day every time. Grandma was also very happy when she heard that she had a boyfriend, but when she heard that she didn't have a job, she was not happy and said, "You are working, why can you earn money to find someone who has no job?" Chen Xu smiled and said, "Soon, he will be admitted soon." After saying this, Chen Xu himself felt weak, can Zhang Dawei really be admitted? Now that the internal volume of the public examination is very serious, everyone is working hard, is it really okay to have a match like Zhang Dawei? He was brainwashed by his mother, right? Sometimes, Chen Xu even felt as if he was in love with Zhang's mother, the blueprint for a better life was depicted by Zhang's mother, and it was Zhang's mother who cared about Chen Xu's warmth.